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Crash out. Might delete this later. Regarding my last reading.
I am genuinely scared to post this but I think it might be necessary...
Wrote that 2 days ago while being super pissed off and i wasn't planning on posting it but I got this comment today and this is just too much :
I saw a post saying some people shouldn't read tarot on here, and I agreed with it. But I think some of yall shouldn't consume readings...like genuinely wtf
I don't know who needs to hear this but some of yall seriously need to decolonize your minds from the putrid chains of patriarchy and heteronormativity.
Seriously some of the comments regarding the first pile of my last reading are making my blood boil. Seriously. Some consumers in this tarot community are starting to get on my last nerve. Some of you guys are so love obsessed and delusional. I wrote an entire thing about this on my notes app months ago and I am seriously considering posting it even though this might be too controversial for some. I don't want to be caught in drama, or start any, but it seems that some people /new energies that never read or interacted with my tarot readings before discovered me through the last reading I did just to comment "this pile is ass I dont claim" and it just pisses me off. Not because they don't resonate. It's fine, there are many readers on here who they might resonate with. And there are also many readings that i didn't resonate with at all too in my life. What angers me is the rudeness of it, the passive agressivity and the fact that i know these people are most likely the patients 0 of those corny ass fs readings... *Nothing against fs readings in itself, but if you're here just to read borderline wattpad ffs about a husband srly don't interact with my content. It is absolutely normal to desire romantic love and feel frustrated when people say " Love is everywhere !" " It happens when you least expect it", but some of yall can't accept reality and seem to live in a fantasy land.
To add to that, yeah freedom of speech, people can comment wtv they want, ...etc but srsly I never commented sh*t like this even in readings I didn't resonate with at all, some of these even that triggered me /grossed me out. I just passed to another reading like a normal f$cking person.
This was my pile too btw. And I don't think the message is that bad. Some of yall minds are rotten to the core.
And, lastly, this will be harsh but if you're the type to seek the readings i slandered above, my content isnβt meant for you and it's fine. I hope this reading will solidify my soul family and tribe and will filter out the people that are not meant to be here.
I still want to thank the positive feedbacks I still got. It's not all just negativity. I thank all of you that follow me, I am sincerely grateful for all of you. And if some of my followers enjoy fs readings, don't be ashamed, I am not targeting you guys ! I am not anti these readings lol there are just some people who consume tarot to validate their fantasies and treat it like just a way to get a fix or a boost of confidence or a sort of wattpad 2.0.... and I am not having it.
*I want to add too that there are many super talented readers on here who specialize on these kinds of readings, some I even follow and respect. It is not a way to insult them or say that their content is trash. It is more a criticism on some of the people that consume these readings. I am personally just not the target audience for them, and it's fine. Like the saying says : "It takes all sorts to make a world" π€ππ«Ά Let's create a better community <3
I am blessing all of you, and hope the north node in Aquarius will bring us more together as a collective π
Mini PAC nΒ°16: What's the outcome of this (new) connection?
Pile 1 - 2 - 3
Pile 4 - 5 - 6
You've just started to text someone new, or resumed a connection that was broken. What will happen? What's the outcome? Where is this going? I'm thinking of romance, but could be friendship.
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This is just the current energy, the two of you have destiny in your hands.
Pile 1
This looks like 2 link minded people getting together, you see eye to eye, society approves the two of you together. I feel a parental figure may interfere in what's happening in the connection, or there could be an external shock, reality, that shakes things up and either breaks or makes the connection. I am hopeful here, I think the shocks will make it stronger and you will continue to communicate. This connection can be related with what people think of you two, or you two care about status, job, position, clothes etc. The other person will become very serious about you.
This connection will get worse (in your mind), before it gets better (in reality). You may think that you're receiving crumbs and you'll be upset about it, disappointed on them. Perhaps there's a status difference, one of you has more money, and the other may feel lacking, inferior innsome aspects. But this will turn around, it'd happen mostly in your mind because I see the other person is very happy talking to you and they will start to seriously court you. They can make a solid invitation to go out or visit their place. They're getting serious about starting to be flirtatious with you, they decided they're gonna show their best self and their house tied up and clean. So what I see in this connection is some good flirting and good chemistry between you two ahead. You will continue to talk, any withdraw is for a short period.
What I see here is that life may get in the way at some point in the future and you two may drift apart naturally. You two will feel the separation and I don't know what happens after. But it us still worth continuing, you share a similarity with thus person maybe same religion, same profession, same university or course, and your conversations touch your emotions. Perhaps this is a long distance friend or relationship, ir someone who travels. Perhaps you won't drift apart, but you're too far ahead of yourself fearing it'll happen and already suffering for it. Just enjoy for now and learn what you can from them.
This is a connection that looks like a match made in heaven, but something changes ib your perception that will make you give up on it and walk away. Perhaps you two are too similar, or the both of you want to be the boss, both of you are very sure of yourselves,both selfish people, and one of these aspects ends up being off putting to you. You are at the same level as this person and perhaps there not ready to deal with it, they can't handle you're just as good as they think they are, they'd prefer someone under them instead of by their side. Give it two dates or two weeks, you may change your mind overnight. Nobody ends with any feelings hurt, it'll be easy to drop it.
The outcome is good! You'll end up being good friends or being in a relationship. Things will start with the wrong foot, you're too busy, tired, can't spare much attention, you make plans, maybe wait a long time to meet in person, you feel bored, you reject them in small ways, until you see eye to eye. I'd say give this connection a chance, don't judge before properly talking to them. If they reply late, I actually think they're busy not lying to you. This connection is going towards mutual understanding.
Your person will decide to remove all obstacles to make this connection happen. This connection is heading towards problem resolution, they may even solve one of your personal problems so that things flow. Like they buy tickets so you travel, or even offer job tips (idk where im seeing this, it's not explicitly in the cards but I wanted to mention). There's succes, money, looking good side by side. The other person may lowkey worship you, I think you make them act foolish and impulsively when they're fixated on you. The cards say don't be discouraged by small problems or by a situation that seems unsolvable and seems love putting you two on a standstill.
Hi, friends! I have a new PAC reading for you today. We're going to look into when you will achieve the goal on your mind. I did intend for this to be more focused on material, career, or financial goals since I haven't done a career reading on here in awhile. However, if you have a different goal and you feel called to this reading, feel free to go ahead and pick a pile to see if it resonates with you. β₯οΈ
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Tara
Mini PAC nΒ°14: 4 things you'll love about your next (romantic) relationship
Pile 1 - Pile 2
Pile 3 - Pile 4
This is about romantic relationships, but I suppose applies for situationships and online connections too, as long as the two of you feel there's a bond (so it'd be the future of the connection). I didn't force cards to come out good, let's see what comes up. Some piles are longer than others, it's a mini reading just so you won't be disappointed with the length.
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This is a source of entertainment, your destiny is in your hands. And in this case in their hands too.
Pile 1
You will love how your person doesn't care for your bank account or for the affluence of your family name, they only care that you are very smart and can keep up with them mentally.
You will love how your person will NOT give up on you!!! You will have to tell them no extremely clearly with words and actions for them to stop. At first they may think you're being playful, playing hard to get, then they realize this is a type of enemies to friends to lovers situation that they need to convince you of their worth and convince you of your compatibility. You may have a crush on them but don't seriously think of them as a lover or a partner. They will realize this and play fair with you, stop being annoying. And then things will start for real.
You will love how your person makes you feel safe enough so that you stop trying to run away from your problems. They will offer you comfort or peace od mind that allows you to face things that used to be a struggle for you. This could be some form of conflict aversion that you have, social phobia, or your own personal challenged related to your goals. If before you used to avoid it,avoid talking to people and engaging in conflict in order to get what you need or what you want, your partner will encourage you to stop escaping and will help you transform your mindset.
You will love how this relationship showed up when you had absolutely no more faith in love, when you weren't expecting anything of life. It seems that this relationship restores your heart and your hope after life was being brutal with you. Imagine a scenario where a person escapes a shipwreck but thinks they died, only to realize that they are alive, the sun is out, they aren't burnt, and there's a lovely charming person at the shore inviting them to their home to offer comforts and love. That's how this relationship will feel like, hard to believe at first, but you will love that it restored your soul when you needed it the most.
One extra (neutral) observation is that your next relationship may start with conflicts or tense situations and things will slowly balance out with time until they're solid and stable. Not the conflicts because of immaturity or irresponsibility. It is more of perhaps you overthink the way they say things, or before you're together having a crush on them will stress you out, more than you should, you may be obsessed with them and then you push them aside. Again, your actual interactions with them are mature, but perhaps your personal life is tense at the moment, you have problems, and the stress bleeds into your crush. Somehow this relationship happens during a time when you're problem solving a lot of things in your life and this person will be supportive of that, from the moment you reach a partnership. Before you start dating this person, you believed it was absolutely impossible that you two would be together. And in the end you get more than you wished for.
You will love how your person answers to all of your texts thoroughly. They may take a while to reply when they are busy, but they do reply.
You will love how your person encourages you to pursue all the goals that you believe are worth it. You will be telling them about a childhood fantasy, not even a proper dream or aspiration, and they will as you "why not?". They will also be a good cheerleader, giving you encouragement and reminding you to continue to have discipline towards your goals at your moments of weakness or discouragement. You can feel like they have a very young spirit, like when a teenager feels they can conquer anything. But they have common sense as well.
You will love the social life that you have in this relationship. You will have good relationships with your persons friends and their family too, you will go out often, more often than you're used to. It will be like every week you have at least 1 invitation to go to someone's house or go out with a group. Out of every 3 going outs with your partner, only one will be just the 2 of you. You may even have the feeling that you have to share them with everybody else. You two will be very busy and you will have to buy a lot of new clothes to all lf these events so you don't repeat the same outfits that you already have. You will love to buy new clothes and to have many occasions to wear them.
You will love how your person's love language is gift giving. What I am seeing, specially, is that they seem to believe that when you're stressed out from working too much or worrying too much about the future, that everything will be better I'd they take you shopping. You will also love how your partner seems to put an effort to earn money simply to... spend on your luxuries. They seem to want to gift you frivolous and pretty things, I don't feel out of superficiality but they want to spoil you, carry bags for you, see you looking pretty. This can be an actual concern of theirs, that they can afford luxuries for you. You will love that, and you will love being taken to go shopping just to clear your head.
You will love how your partner is determined to get rid of bad habits and addictions. They may have a commitment to cleanse themselves from past mistakes, to keep their minds and hands busy to avoid falling back on bad coping mechanisms. This will be good especially if you end up falling in love with a "baddie" or a bad boy and you yourself aren't like that. Your partner may have a past personality and previous life very different from yours, but they're on their way to becoming someone you can share a life with.
You will love the backyard of their house or a park that you visit together. You two will have a special place that you can visit during the day and during the night, you can relax and be yourselves there. There is enough privacy for you to be physically very close. Perhaps they own property in a convenient location. Here what you love is a physical space with good natural light and good ventilation, where a significant part of your relationship will develop. You'll get attached to this place.
You will love the freedom of movement you have with this person. You know how sometimes people dont have a car so going out depends on public transport and taxi, or when people are so busy all the time that they can't go to a day trip or go to restaurants a bit far? You will not have that, you will be free to go places with them, and on these moments you two are alone, have privacy to talk about things. You will also love that most of the time you two don't tell anybody where you're going, you just vanish together and don't post anything about it online later. You two will have fun secret encounters and people will wonder why none of the couple is picking up the phone.
You will love how smart and creative your partner is. They're widely respected and publicly recognized for it. It'll make you feel important being next to them and having been chosen by them.
You will love how your partner will cut contact with all superficial sexual/romantic connections they have, as soon as they start talking to you. All of their exploration of future partners and situationships will end. You won't be a side person.
You will love how this relationship gave you a family, a stable community to be part of. You'll feel welcomed by their friends and family, and their dedication to the connection will make you feel safe and loved. If you were kicked out of home, left your family in weird terms, changed cities, haven't felt like you belong anywhere in a while, this relationship will change all that. You'll feel extremely fortunate.
You will love that you are capable of fighting and arguing inside the connection. You will not repress your concerns, your jealousy, your insecurity, your fears, you will be able to share it without fearing they'll break up with you.
You will love being treated like royalty, very romantically, receiving expensive gifts and going out to high end places. You will love the way they court you and seduce you, and yes you'll love the money in the middle of it all. You'll receive a lot from this person and you'll say yes to all of the good things.
As I shuffle the cards, I'm not calling on one particular person or energy. I'm simply asking for the conversation that is most needed at this point in your journey. For some of you, these words may come from your higher self. For others, they may feel like a message from your intuition, your future self, someone whose feelings remained unspoken, a spirit guide, the Universe, or even a version of yourself you left behind. Rather than forcing one voice to come through, I'm allowing the cards to reveal who has the message that your heart is most ready to receive.
As always, take what resonates and leave what doesn't
Hello, Pile 1!
Keywords: Higher Self, Inner Wisdom, Self-Trust, Leadership, Healing, Emotional Renewal and Stability
Cards- Emperor, Page of Swords, Temperance, Ace of Cups, Four of Wands, Five of Swords
When I first connected with your energy, I wasn't asking for one particular person to step forward. I simply asked, "Who has the conversation that this soul has been waiting to hear?" Almost immediately, I felt a presence that was incredibly familiar, not because it belonged to someone outside of you, but because it has been with you your entire life. This is the voice that has whispered to you in moments of uncertainty, nudged you when something didn't feel right, comforted you after disappointment, and celebrated your victories long before anyone else noticed them. It is your higher self speaking. The wiser, calmer, more expansive version of you that has never forgotten who you truly are, even during the moments when you did.
This is what they are saying to you right now-
The first thing I need you to know is that I am incredibly proud of you.
I know that these words may not mean much at first because you're so used to measuring your progress by what is visible. You look at the opportunities you haven't received yet, the dreams that still feel distant, the parts of your life that seem unfinished, and you quietly tell yourself that you should be further ahead by now. But I don't see you the way you see yourself. I don't measure your life by milestones, titles, achievements, or timelines. I measure it by your resilience. I measure it by every single time you chose to keep going even when you couldn't see the outcome. I measure it by the kindness you continued to offer after disappointment, by the hope you somehow managed to protect after being let down, and by the strength it took to rebuild yourself every single time life asked you to begin again.
You have spent so much of your journey believing that confidence is something you will finally receive once your circumstances improve. You tell yourself that once you have the right career, the right relationship, the right amount of money, the right recognition, then you will finally believe in yourself. But you've misunderstood where confidence is born. It was never supposed to arrive after success. It was meant to exist before it. You have been waiting for life to hand you permission to trust yourself, when in reality that permission has always belonged to you.
There is a version of you that already exists beyond your fear. A version of you that doesn't constantly ask whether they're making the right decision because they understand that every decision teaches something valuable. A version of you that no longer apologises for taking up space, no longer feels guilty for wanting more, no longer shrinks themselves just to make other people comfortable. That version of you is not a fantasy. It is your natural state. The only difference between who you are now and who you are becoming is the amount of trust you are willing to place in yourself.
I know how often you question your intuition. I know how many times you've felt something deep inside, only to convince yourself that you were imagining it. You ask other people for reassurance. You search for signs. You look for certainty before allowing yourself to move forward. There is nothing wrong with seeking wisdom, but somewhere along the way, you began believing that everyone else's voice deserved more authority than your own. That has to change.
You have been collecting answers while ignoring the one place they have always existed. Within you.
You are far wiser than you realise.
You notice things that others overlook. You sense shifts before they become visible. Your heart recognises truth long before your mind is willing to accept it. Yet every time your intuition speaks, fear interrupts the conversation. Fear asks for proof. Fear asks for guarantees. Fear tells you to wait just a little longer. And while caution has protected you in many ways, it has also delayed you from stepping into experiences your soul has been quietly preparing for.
I am not asking you to become reckless. I am asking you to remember your own authority. You were never meant to live your life asking everyone else what they think before deciding what you already know.
There has also been something else weighing heavily on your heart. Whether you admit it or not, you've been carrying the invisible pressure of trying to hold everything together. You feel responsible for so much. You want to make the right choices. You want to create stability. You want the people you love to be okay. You want your future to feel secure before allowing yourself to relax. Sometimes it feels as though you're carrying responsibilities that no one else can see, and because they're invisible, you assume you have to carry them alone.
You don't. Strength was never meant to mean isolation.
Some of your greatest breakthroughs will happen the moment you stop believing that asking for support is a sign of weakness. There is incredible courage in allowing yourself to be held. There is wisdom in admitting that even the strongest people become tired. You have spent so much energy proving that you can survive difficult seasons that you've almost forgotten what it feels like to simply receive.
And that is what I want to talk to you about next.
β‘οΈReceiving.
You have become so familiar with striving that receiving feels unfamiliar. Even when something beautiful begins to enter your life, part of you instinctively prepares for it to disappear. You question compliments. You question kindness. You question opportunities. You wonder whether happiness will last or whether disappointment is waiting around the corner. This isn't because you're pessimistic. It's because your heart has learned to protect itself. But protection and peace are not the same thing.Your heart deserves more than survival. There is emotional fulfilment approaching your life in ways you cannot fully imagine yet. This isn't simply about romance, although for some of you love will certainly become part of this story. This is about feeling emotionally nourished. Feeling understood. Feeling safe enough to exhale. Feeling like you no longer have to earn your place in people's lives because the right people naturally choose you.
You have spent enough time wondering whether you belong. You do. There is a space in this world that has been quietly waiting for you to arrive exactly as you are. The future you keep praying for isn't asking you to become someone completely different. It is asking you to stop abandoning yourself every time fear tells you that you are not enough.
I know you sometimes worry that you've missed your chance. You compare your timeline to other people's. You watch others achieve milestones while wondering why your own journey seems slower. But what you don't see is that your path has never been designed to mirror anyone else's. You are building something that requires a stronger foundation. The waiting has not been punishment. It has been preparation.
Every lesson you've learned is becoming part of the life you're creating.
Nothing has been wasted. Nothing you've experienced has been meaningless. Every setback, every tear, every delay, and every lesson has quietly shaped the person you're becoming and prepared you for what's ahead. Not even the moments you wish had never happened. Everything has been teaching you how to hold the blessings that are finding their way toward you now. But there is one truth I need you to stop avoiding. You are still fighting battles that your soul has already outgrown. Some of these battles exist only inside your own mind. They appear whenever you replay conversations that ended years ago. They appear when you imagine what you should have said, what you should have done differently, how you could have prevented certain endings. They appear when you continue trying to prove your worth to people who made up their minds long ago. They appear every time you compare yourself to someone else's success and quietly convince yourself that you are falling behind.
These battles cannot be won because they were never meant to continue.
Every moment you spend arguing with your past is a moment stolen from your future. I know there are people whose opinions still echo inside your mind. I know there are disappointments that left scars deeper than anyone realises. I know there are memories that still visit you unexpectedly. But listen to me carefully.
You no longer have to convince anyone of your value.Not the people who misunderstood you. AND Not the people who underestimated you.Not even the version of yourself that still believes you have something to prove.The life ahead of you will not be built through winning arguments. It will be built through choosing peace.
That is your real victory.
So today, I ask you to put down the invisible weight you've been carrying. Stop rehearsing conversations that will never happen. Stop asking why certain people failed to see your heart. Stop measuring yourself against timelines that were never yours. Come back to yourself. Because the person you've been searching for... the one who knows what to do, who trusts the next step, who believes they are capable, who leads with quiet confidence... has been here all along.
You.
I've never left your side.
And I never will.
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Hello there, Pile 2 :)
Cards:Five of Swords, Nine of Pentacles, Hierophant, Nine of Cups, King of Swords, Five of Wands
Keywords: Unspoken feelings, regret, reflection, independence, self-worth, commitment, spiritual lessons, emotional fulfillment, truth, clarity, communication, inner conflict, overcoming challenges.
When I asked what conversation your heart has been waiting for, the energy that came forward felt like something that has remained unspoken for a long time. This does not feel like a message from someone who had nothing to say. It feels like a message from someone who had too much to say but struggled to find the right moment, the right words, or even the courage to express what was truly happening inside them. There is a feeling here of a conversation that ended before everything was understood, a connection where there were emotions beneath the surface that were never fully acknowledged, and a person who may have carried more thoughts about you than they ever allowed you to see.
The first thing I feel coming through is an acknowledgement of conflict. There is a sense of someone looking back at a situation and realising that things could have been handled differently. They recognise that there were moments where pride, defensiveness, fear, or a need to protect themselves became stronger than their desire to be honest. Instead of opening up, they may have chosen silence. Instead of explaining themselves, they may have allowed distance to grow. Instead of admitting what they felt, they may have convinced themselves that staying guarded was easier.
But the truth is, avoiding a conversation does not erase the feelings behind it.
There are some connections that stay with you because something about them was different. They challenge you. They reveal parts of yourself that you were not prepared to confront. They make you question your own behaviour, your own fears, and the ways you protect yourself from vulnerability. This feels like one of those connections. Someone who came into your life may have seen something in you that they deeply respected, something that made them admire you even when they struggled to communicate it.
They want you to know that they noticed your strength.
They noticed the way you carried yourself. They noticed that you were someone who could stand on your own, someone who had your own dreams, their own identity, and their own sense of independence. There is a feeling here that they never saw you as someone who needed to be rescued or completed. Instead, they saw you as someone who already had a whole world within them. And perhaps that was part of what made this connection so significant. You were not someone they could simply overlook. There was something about your presence that stayed in their mind.
For some of you, this person may have admired you from a distance. They may have watched you grow, noticed your progress, or quietly respected the way you handled situations. They may not have always expressed it, but there was a sense that they saw qualities in you that they wished they had within themselves. Your ability to continue moving forward, your self-respect, and your determination may have been things that inspired them while also making them question their own choices.
There is also a strong feeling that this person struggled with the idea of commitment, not necessarily because they did not value what was offered, but because commitment requires honesty. It requires facing your own fears and admitting when something truly matters to you. Sometimes people are not afraid of losing something because they do not care. Sometimes they are afraid because they care more than they expected to.
This feels like someone who had to confront the difference between wanting something and being ready for it.
They may have thought about the possibility of building something meaningful. They may have imagined what it would be like to have a stable, genuine connection with you. There is an energy here of someone who saw potential, someone who understood that this was not simply a passing interaction. But at the same time, there was an internal struggle between what their heart wanted and what their mind told them was safer.
This person may have tried to analyse their feelings rather than experience them. They may have searched for logical explanations, reasons why things would not work, reasons why they should stay controlled, or reasons why they should not reveal too much. But emotions do not always follow logic. Some people can convince themselves that they are being practical when, deep down, they are simply protecting themselves from vulnerability.
I feel like this person wants you to understand that their silence was not always a reflection of a lack of feeling. Sometimes silence comes from uncertainty. Sometimes it comes from fear of rejection. Sometimes it comes from not knowing how to communicate something that feels too complicated to explain.
There is also something important about how they view you now. They may see you as someone who has grown, someone who has become even more confident and self-assured. There is a sense that they recognise you are not standing still waiting for them. They understand that you have your own path, your own goals, and your own future. This may have been both attractive and intimidating because it forced them to recognise that they could not simply assume you would always be available.
You are someone who can choose yourself. And that is something they respect.But it is also something that may have made them realise they needed to be honest about what they wanted before it was too late.The truth they may have struggled to admit is that this connection mattered more than they allowed themselves to acknowledge. They may have tried to convince themselves that things were simpler than they were. They may have tried to move forward without fully processing what happened between you. But certain people leave an imprint, and this feels like someone who has carried the memory of you longer than they expected.There is a sense of unfinished emotional business here, not necessarily because everything is meant to return exactly as it was, but because there were truths that were never spoken. Sometimes closure does not come from another person returning. Sometimes it comes from finally understanding what existed beneath the surface.And the conversation they wish they could have with you begins with something simple: "I hope you know that I did see you. I did value you. I did recognise what you brought into my life."
There was more here than what was shown.
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Hello, Pile 3!
Cards: Two of Pentacles, Sun, Eight of Pentacles, Eight of Wands, Justice, High Priestess
Keywords: Divine timing, balance, happiness, success, dedication, progress, movement, sudden changes, alignment, karmic balance, intuition, hidden blessings, trusting the journey.
There are moments in life when the answers we are searching for do not arrive through another person, a sudden realisation, or a single event that changes everything overnight. Sometimes the most important conversations happen quietly, in the spaces where we are forced to slow down and listen to what our own soul has been trying to reveal. When I connected with this energy, I felt a sense of reassurance, almost like a gentle reminder from the Universe that you are not as lost as you believe you are. This feels like a message arriving for someone who has been trying to understand the bigger picture, someone who has been carrying responsibilities, making decisions, and moving through uncertainty while wondering whether all of this effort is truly leading somewhere meaningful.
The first thing that comes through is that you have been judging your journey based on what you can currently see, while so much of your growth has been happening in ways that are not immediately visible. You have been looking for proof that things are changing, waiting for the external signs that tell you everything is finally falling into place. But the truth is that many important shifts begin internally before they ever become visible in your outside world. Before a new chapter can fully arrive, there is often a period where you are being prepared for it, where your mindset changes, your priorities shift, and you begin becoming someone who can hold the experiences you once wished for.
I know there have been times when you wondered why things were taking longer than expected. You may have looked around and seen other people reaching milestones, creating the lives they wanted, or moving forward in ways that made you question your own timing. There may have been moments where you felt as though you were putting in effort without seeing immediate results, where you questioned whether you were making the right choices or whether the path you were following would actually lead you somewhere fulfilling. But this message is reminding you that your journey was never meant to be measured by speed. It was meant to be measured by alignment.
Some things take time because they are creating a foundation rather than simply creating a moment. The things that are truly meant for you are not only about arriving at a destination; they are about becoming the person who can sustain what you receive. There is a difference between receiving something you have not emotionally prepared for and receiving something at a time when you can fully appreciate it. The waiting periods in your life have not been empty. They have been shaping your perspective, strengthening your patience, and helping you understand what you truly desire rather than what you once thought you wanted.
There is a strong feeling that you have been carrying more than people realise. You may appear like someone who is managing everything, someone who keeps moving forward, someone who finds a way even when things become difficult. But underneath that strength, there may have been moments where you felt tired of always having to figure things out. You may have wished for a sign that you are making the right choices or some reassurance that all the effort you have been putting into your future will eventually lead somewhere better. This message feels like that reassurance arriving.
You have not been overlooked.
The things you have been working toward, the skills you have been developing, the lessons you have been learning, and the changes you have been making within yourself are all contributing to what comes next. Not everything unfolds immediately because timing matters. Sometimes the right opportunity arriving too early would not create the outcome you hope for because you would still be carrying doubts, fears, or beliefs that would prevent you from fully embracing it.
There is also a message here about releasing the need to control every detail of your path. I feel like you have a mind that likes to understand things before trusting them. You want to know how something will happen, when it will happen, and what steps will lead you there. This ability to think ahead can be a strength because it helps you prepare and make thoughtful decisions, but it can also become exhausting when you feel like you must predict every possible outcome before allowing yourself to move forward.
Life does not always reveal the entire path at once. Sometimes you are only shown the next step because the next step is all you need right now. The rest becomes clearer once you begin moving. Trust is not about knowing exactly what will happen. Trust is about knowing that you have the ability to handle what comes, even when you cannot predict every detail.
Your intuition has been speaking to you more than you realise. There are ideas, feelings, and inner nudges that you may have dismissed because they did not come with immediate evidence. You may have waited for someone else to confirm what you already felt inside. But there is wisdom in the quiet thoughts that repeatedly return to you. There is a reason certain dreams continue to stay in your heart. There is a reason certain possibilities continue appearing in your mind even after setbacks.
Not everything meaningful arrives loudly.
Sometimes the things meant for you begin as a small feeling of curiosity, a quiet sense that you should explore something, or an inner knowing that something deserves your attention. The more you learn to trust yourself, the easier it becomes to recognise these moments. You are entering a stage where your relationship with your own intuition becomes more important because your path may require choices that not everyone around you understands.
Some people may only recognise your vision once it becomes reality. Some people may question decisions that make sense only to you. But your journey was never meant to be built around gaining approval from everyone else. The life you are creating has to feel right within your own heart before it can make sense to anyone watching from the outside.
There is also a reminder here that you do not have to postpone happiness until everything is solved. You may have a tendency to believe that peace will come after the next achievement, after the next opportunity, after the next problem is resolved. But life is not meant to be a constant waiting room where you only allow yourself to feel good once everything is perfect. You are allowed to experience gratitude while still growing. You are allowed to appreciate where you are while still working toward where you want to be.
The Universe does not want you to miss the beauty of the present moment because you are too focused on reaching the future.
The truth your heart has been waiting for is that movement is already happening, even if it does not look dramatic yet. There are changes taking place beneath the surface. There are lessons settling into place. There are opportunities and connections that are aligning in ways you may not understand right now. What feels like uncertainty may actually be a transition period between the life you have known and the life you are moving toward.
You are not behind. You are not forgotten. You are not failing because your journey has required more patience than you expected. Your path has its own timing, and the experiences you have lived through have been shaping you into someone who understands the value of what is coming.
Keep moving forward with trust. Keep listening to yourself. Keep believing in the dreams that continue returning to your heart. The future you are hoping for is not asking you to become someone else. It is asking you to recognise the person you have already been becoming all along and finally believe that you are ready to receive what you have been working toward.
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***How to know when its time to PAUSE tarot readings***(for the tarot readers and the audiences)
I don't think enough people talk about this, especially within the spiritual community, but there is a time when you should stop watching or reading tarot for a while.
Not because tarot is bad. Not because you've done something wrong. But because sometimes the healthiest thing you can do is put the cards down and start living the answers you've already been given.
I've seen people watch reading after reading, asking the same question in different ways. "Do they still love me?" "Will I get the job?" "When is my manifestation coming?" At first, it feels like you're looking for clarity. But after a while, you're not really looking for guidance anymore. You're looking for reassurance. Then another reassurance. And then another. Before you know it, you've spent hours consuming readings but haven't actually moved forward.
If you've ever watched a reading that resonated, felt amazing for a few minutes, and then immediately searched for another one just to make sure... you're not alone. So many people fall into that cycle. You start doubting the first reading because what if the second one says something different? Then the third contradicts both. Suddenly you're overwhelmed, confused, and even more anxious than when you started.
Tarot isn't meant to become a substitute for your own intuition. It's a tool. A beautiful one, but still just a tool. The purpose of a reading isn't to tell you how to live every moment of your life. It's to offer perspective, help you reflect, and sometimes confirm what your heart already knows.
If you feel like you can't make a decision without checking the cards first, or you panic when a reading doesn't say what you wanted to hear, it might be a sign that it's time to take a step back. Not forever. Just long enough to reconnect with yourself.
Sometimes the answers you're looking for won't come through another reading. They'll come through real life. Through a conversation you weren't expecting. Through an opportunity that suddenly appears. Through your own growth. Through time.
One of the hardest parts of any spiritual journey is learning to trust without constantly asking for another sign. If every reading keeps telling you that something beautiful is on its way, then let yourself believe it. Go outside. Spend time with people you love. Work on your goals. Laugh. Rest. Create. Live your life. Let the universe meet you there.
Ironically, I've noticed that when people finally stop obsessively checking for answers, that's often when things begin to move. It's as if releasing the need to know every detail creates space for life to unfold naturally.
Taking a break from tarot doesn't mean you've lost your faith or your connection. Sometimes it means you've finally started trusting it.
8The best reading is never the one that keeps you coming back out of fear. It's the one that gives you enough peace to close the video, put the cards away, and say, "Okay. I have what I need. Now it's time to live."
when I'm in a trying to be nice, understanding and supportive competition but my opponent is instagram tarot readers with their "β οΈ MY ACCURACY WILL SHOCK YOU β οΈ Follow, like, comment 'I claim this,' or you'll miss this blessing forever" bait posts that give the most painfully generic, spiritually gaslit and not to mention incorrect description of the situation,, so I know I'm losing
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Sometimes we beat ourselves up because we think we're stuck and need to do something to keep moving, but sometimes we need to be "stuck", and other times we're not stuck at all, we're just growing in ways that we cannot see yet.
My guides gave me a card spread a while ago to explore where I currently am in my tarot/spiritual journey, this really helped me understand the energy I am currently navigating. With that being said, this is a general reading with 4 piles, so we won't go as in depth as the card spread can take us. Only take what resonates.
Happy new moon in Cancer!
Reading below the cut.
Pile 1 - Serenity
energy check: taurus, libra, gemini
You are on the verge of a new beginning, dear pile 1. A cycle has been closed and another path has opened to you.
As the keyword suggests, this will be a time of peace for you - I've heard "a reprieve" as in relief. Maybe you have been feeling this relief coming for a while now, but it has been delayed for some reason or another, it'll be different for each of you, however this time it's for real - I've heard "it's coming".
With the energy of The World card we also have that many cycles are closing; you're sitting in between chapters, dear, so you may be feeling exhausted and like needing to rest a lot, but that resting your physical body doesn't help much. Partaking in self care "rituals" that can bring you emotional, mental, and spiritual refreshment is advised.
Next steps in your journey: The Magician, The High Priestess, The Empress.
The three cards following your current position can guide you and give you some insight on what to expect in the near future. When you enter The Magician energy, you'll feel like you have all the tools you need to manifest your goals.
After that, The High Priestess is there to guide you in getting to know yourself inside and out, or to illuminate some aspect of your life that will be your focus in this new beginning. And finally, The Empress is you being able to sit in your own power as a sovereign being - you have conquered obstacles and fears through unconditional love and understanding.
Channeled message: "Harmony, calmness. Serenity."
Pile 2 - Adventure
energy check: virgo, aries, leo
A time of abundance, a new adventure, it's what is coming up in your timeline, pile 2.
For some, this pile might be the continuity of pile 1, however this is a reading for it's own collective.
You are sitting in your Divine Feminine energy, dear pile 2. And this energy is manifesting into your life as a creative urge, or an inkling to nurture parts of you that were shadowed or neglected for too long.
There's also a need to embrace, embody, and balance the Divine Masculine energy in yourself and in your life. Are you getting stuck in your head too much? Do you live in a world of ideas and never put anything into practice? The Fool is here to ask you to take action in regards to your dreams.
It's a funny "coincidence", I just paused a movie to tackle this pile and the main character had just said: "life is movement". And that is true, pile 2, life is always moving. It's a never ending cycle of cycles within cycles. But we're not chasing our own tails, we're ascending in a spiral.
The goal is wholeness, if you're wondering. The Lovers, inner union, wholeness.
Next steps in your journey: The Emperor, The Hierophant, The Lovers.
There's not much to say in regards to the next steps of your journey... You already know what you have to do, dear, you already have what you need to start - you only need to start.
Channeled message: "Continuous transformation. The only constant is change."
Pile 3 - Idea
energy check: pisces, scorpio, cancer
funny thing that happened while I was drawing your runes: I tapped into the collective energy of this pile with my eyes closed, and was like "oh, this is my water pile" then I picked three runes from my astrology stash, which I had only the signs in, and voila, the three runes were the three water signs, lmao.
Justice has been served in your life recently, my dear pile 3.
For this collective we have something a bit different. The deck I was guided to use has the Justice card (traditionally card 11 of the tarot) and the card Strength (traditionally card 7 of the tarot) switched positions. I don't believe it was a mistake, to be honest, the energy around it feel very deliberate. I did confirm, twice, if I should use the original order of the cards for your reading and I got a positive answer.
Therefore, Justice has been delivered swiftly, pile 3. Especially with The Chariot for how the energy is manifesting in your life. I've heard "the scales have been/are being balanced."
You may have chosen to close a cycle, dear, or you may have been forced to close one. Whatever it was, know you made the right choice, and that this happened for your highest good. I've heard "you will be delivered." - Whatever that means to you, take it as it resonates.
Oh, some of you may have asked for divine justice. If I recall correctly I did a post talking about this; not sure if it was a PAC or in a Q&A post. So, this is your confirmation that your request has been heard and granted.
Next steps in your journey: The Hermit, The Wheel of Fortune, Strength.
To be honest this doesn't feel like next steps, pile 3. It feels more like simultaneous steps, or continuous steps that you are being asked to take - I'm also getting that for some of you it might feel like you're being forced, and others that you are forcing yourself. Like when life gets rough, but you just need to keep going because the alternative is not good for you.
It's different for each of you, but your guides are supporting you every step of the way, and they want you to know that you are doing amazing and they're very proud of you. I keep hearing someone referring to you as "sweetie", it feels like an older feminine energy, maybe a guide or a relative that has passed away and is watching over you.
"You're not alone dear. It's hard, right now, and we see your suffering, but it'll be over soon, rest assured... and take it easy. You've done an amazing job, and we're all very proud of you." - your guides (and grandma)
Channeled message: "Loyalty, idealism. Being in company of the truth."
Pile 4 - Athena
energy check: sagittarius, aquarius, capricorn
You are the star, pile 4, literally. Athena's energy came through strongly for this collective, when I saw the owl picture while searching for the pile images, I immediately knew it was a sign.
I only have three tarot decks, so I had to be creative and mix the three to get your cards, pile 4. This might be a sign for some of you. Maybe you always felt like you had to make do with what you were given in life.
This was a great lesson, dear, a hard one, but one that is invaluable. You have become the wheel, pile 4. That's why your life doesn't look like the life of your peers. You're on a different timeline than the people around you, and yes that is very difficult to live with.
You may feel you have no friends, or that you never truly connect with the friends you make. And that's because you and them are on different vibrations, your consciousness literally inhabit different realities. There's nothing wrong with you, my dear. You're only walking a different path.
Next steps in your journey: The Moon, The Sun, Judgment.
I can't say much about your next steps, pile 4. Not only because it's different to each one of you, but because The Moon is the veiled card. It's the card of illusion and disillusionment. The unknown awaits you, pile 4... well, in truth, it awaits all of us.
Whatever lies ahead, know it's going to take you to extremes - the moon and the sun. But, it'll be fair, or fairness will prevail in the end. I'm being guided to say: "we reap what we sow."
Channeled message: "Letting yourself go. Time heals everything."
hii, I'm back, and this time we are looking at how the person on your mind feels about you! we are also joined by Hayley Williams, (one of my favorite artists) because these readings reminded me of her album "ego death at a bachelorette party" for some reason. anyways, I hope you guys enjoy the reading!
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quiet your mind, take a deep breath, and see which picture calls your name. remember to take what resonates and leave the rest!
pile one
hello pile one, I hope you're having a great day today! for your reading, I got the 5 of cups, the 2 of swords, and the page of pentacles reversed. this could be someone you're not talking to, maybe someone you're no contact with. I'm feeling very icy right now, maybe you're icing this person out, or you guys didn't end on the best terms. this person really feels like they messed up, they miss your presence alot. I also feel like crying, so this person is definitely emotional over you. there's a strong presence of emotional dissapointment and regret here, they know what they lost or what went wrong in your connection. their energy is just so low and sad. there is also hesitation and a mental standstill here, this person is caught between many options or ideas, I think they may be contemplating if they want mend things with you, or maybe apologize, but it's like nothing ever goes past these thoughts. they may be struggling to see a clear way forward in your connection, or just regarding you in general. now this hesitation could stem from self doubt, feeling unprepared, or they may be lacking the motivation needed to take the next steps towards you. it's like they're just wallowing in their own pain or sadness, but something makes me feel like they did this to themselves lol. there's something that you weren't putting up with, so you left them right where you found them, now this person is feeling sorry for themselves. I also think they could be feeling insecure or they could be lacking confidence right now too. they don't really know how to move forward towards growth or a new beginning regarding you, and this is what is holding them back from fully engaging or investing in you and your connection. yeah, this person is definitely in their feelings and up in their head about you.
I hope you enjoyed this reading pile one, and I can't wait to see you at the next one!
pile two
hello pile two, I hope you are well!! for your reading, I got the knight of wands, the 3 of cups, and the 2 of swords reversed. hmm did you meet this person recently? or maybe you guys recently made up or reconnected again. there's a fiery, passionate energy here, this person feels a spark or desire to engage with you, they are definitely driven by passion and adventure at the moment lol. they are very eagar to bring your connection forward and maybe make an offer or gesture towards you. I will say that they have a lot of enthusiasm, and they also have a strong pull towards you and what you bring to the connection. if this is a romantic connection, they definitely love every aspect of you lol. moving on, there is an atmosphere of celebration, friendship, and emotional harmony here. this person has positive feelings of warmth, and they can see the potential joy in your connection. I really wonder if this is someone you have gone out on dates with or maybe a new friend? these feelings are just very new and excited. there is a sense of shared happiness or communal support between you two, this person really likes you and thinks you're a lot of fun! every single time I think of you guys I feel a lot of joy and a smile comes onto my face. they also love to hangout with you, maybe you guys talk a lot, do lots of different fun things, the energy they're in is very nice when they're around you. I will say that this person does have some internal struggles, or they're at a mental crossroad concerning you. they're not seeing clearly, or they don't seem to know if they should commit to this or not. you guys could have some unresolved conflicts, and so this person is having a lot of hesitation on making a clear decision here. I think this hesitation is coming from a fear of confrontation as well, I think they know you're going to call something out and they're scared lol. or maybe you already did, and that's why they're being like this. yeahh, I don't know if they did something or not, but their energy is a bit nervous. maybe they feel like they can't provide for you in the way you need, or they're worried that they won't be able to make things right, or even live up to your standards.
I hope you enjoyed the reading pile two, and I'll see you at the next one!
pile three
hello pile three, I hope you are splendid today! for your reading, I got the 4 of cups reversed, the 9 of pentacles reversed, and the 7 of wands reversed. now this person is all over the place lol. when I first shuffled, the cards the came out like CRAZY, and then on top of that, the 4 of swords also came out reversed lol. I have no idea why this person is so frazzled over you but lets find out! okay, so this person is currently shifting away from any emotional withdrawal and dissatisfaction they had. I think this person is now beginning to notice opportunities or the feelings they have for you, after previously ignoring and avoiding them. I don't think they're fully embracing these feelings with open arms just yet though. I think they also have a bit of insecurity or instability regarding their achievements or independence, they feel like they're not good enough for you or to be with you. I don't think they feel confident in the status or stability they once thought they had either. ohh you really shook this person to the core didn't you? they tried to push these feelings away and now they have to face them. I think they are a bit defeated by these feelings aswell, there's a reluctance or an inability to maintain their defensive or assertive stance, and now they are overwhelmed or unwilling to stand their ground. I think they kind of just gave up? it's very weird, they weren't expecting the emotions, they're too much, now they're shutting down. I wonder if you guys have been in an off and on relationship with this person, and now this is where we're at lol. this person wants new emotional experiences with you, but they also fear vulnerability, opening up, and being setback, so they're literally just stuck where they are. they could also be evaluating their boundaries or what they're willing to fight for emotionally, possibly feeling unsure if the effort or the emotional risk is worth it this time. I don't mean to be rude or mean, but this person kind of feels like a quitter/self sabotager. they are so up in their head right now, I'm actually getting a headache π. maybe this was a breakup of some kind that you had with this person, honestly I think this whole situation is a bit tired. you could be exhausted from this aswell, there's definitely healing that needs to take place here.
I hope you enjoyed this reading pile three, and I can't wait to see you at the next one!
pile four
hello pile four, I hope you are swell! for your reading, I got the page of swords, the knight of cups, and the wheel of fortune. okay, immediately I'm getting that this person likes you or has a crush on you. they're silently watching and waiting for something though. ooh wait I love this pile, and as always, I'm giggling lol. this person reallyyy likes youuu. it kind of gives secret admirer. anyways, this person thinks before they feel. they try and blend the two, so there's an energy of being very inquisitive and very alert when it comes to you. omg, I knew this person was watching you! they want to, or already are, gathering information, exploring possiblities, and maybe even challenging their previous thoughts about you. now I don't think this is in a creepy way, more of maybe stalking socials, asking friends about you, just trying to see what you're all about. now if you don't know this person fully and you can feel them watching you, yeah they definitely are. this is because I think they genuinely have a crush on you. there is romantic, idealistic feelings that they have for you, but it's driven by their heart and their imagination right now. they have an earnest desire to connect with you, they're having heightened emotions about you, and they have a readiness to express care to you. you know when you like someone and somebody says their name, and you get butterflies and your heart skips a bit, that's how this person feels about you. wait... I'm kind of getting Joe Goldberg a bit, I think you may be their Love Quinn lol, in whatever way you think. I have a feeling some of you may feel a bit put off by this person though, it's like you're not sure of their intentions, and there's just something that is so confusing to you about this person. I thought this was supposed to be cute, but this person is almost borderline obsessive π. I think you take up the time and space in their brain HEAVILY. now if you like that, you like that, but if you know this is someone that you don't like, I wouldn't be scared, but be aware of them from now on! it just seems like they really really like you. I also keep hearing "I've got to wait for the right time, the right time", so right now this person isn't going to confess their love for you or make any moves. they're waiting for something to align. I also think that their feelings are being influenced by a larger pattern of flux and movement. they are very open to any new developments or shifts that happen between you two, their sentiment may be caught within a turning point or cycle that could bring in opportunities or challenges. y'all I don't think you like this person... I think you're truly suspicious of them and you came to this to see if your intuition is correct, and yes it is lol. make sure to be firm with your boundaries and be clear if you don't want something here! now if you do like them, good luck on your journey with them!
I hope you enjoyed pile four, I can't wait to see you at the next one!
pile five
hello pile five, I hope you are having a good day today!! for your reading, I got the queen of swords, the knight of swords, and the 2 of pentacles. off the bat, I'm feeling this may relate to work, or that the person you're asking about is very formal or work oriented. they have this stoic, composed energy to them. this person is also very mental, so they definitely process their emotions through their brain.Β I think they value honesty and straightforwardness, and that's either what they wish they got from you, or they appreciate that in you. this person... they're kind of cold and calculated in a way, like I can't tap into their feelings because they don't feel them fully. I don't know if something happened between you two that led them to be like this, or this is just how they are, but i feel like you even have a hard time trying to understand how they feel, I mean that's what you came to the reading for lol. anyways, they could be very impulsive, when they get a certain feeling about you, they could act on it in a hasty and maybe even forceful way, trying to cut through any obstacles or doubts related to you. they may have something they want to tell you, there's a lot of eagar energy here, but I can't tell what it is that they want to say. I think you guys like this person though, you're just confused on why they act the way they do. it's like you can't talk to them because they're not fully understanding how you feel. I actually think this coldness could be from the fact that they are trying maintain balance in their lives. this person's energy is literally all over the place, I can't even focus fully. they could be managing shifts, fluctuations, or competing priorities that require them to have flexibility and adjustment. I literally think you guys are so confused lol, there may a cloud or fog over this situation. I do think they like you, you're definitely someone they admire, but they can't even get to the feelings right now. they try and communicate, but it just comes off... not in the right way. I don't think they can focus on their feelings for you right now to be honest, I think they're just not in a space to.
I hope you enjoyed the reading pile five, and I hope to see you next time!
Pick a Card: What affect do you have on your crush / partner / person of interest? π
Pick a pile, from left to right.
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About the Reading:
In this reading, we are uncovering the raw impact of your presence on your crush, boyfriend, partner or person of interest (This can also be your future spouse, your celebrity crush or a person that you might meet in the future).
We will explore, what happens to their heart rate when you walk into the room? How does their body react when you are standing right next to them? What is that sudden, secret thrill they feel inside when you enter their line of sight? How they act around you?
Pile 1 π
They keep their distance, but itβs not out of dislike. Itβs actually because your presence throws them off balance. They get afraid that they might lose their composure. There could be difference in the way you both live your life, could be cultural or religious. Because of this, they view you through a rigid lens. To them, you represent a totally unfamiliar world. They aren't used to your specific mannerisms, your way of speaking, or how you handle situations.
Whenever you are around, this contrast disarms them. They stay back simply because they are afraid of losing their usual self-control around you. Honestly, it feels like they view you as a sort of mystic or a magician who can cast a spell on them. It feels like theyβre convinced that if they let their guard down, they would willingly abandon their home, their wealth, and their entire identity just to be with you.
That is why they step so carefully around you. They actively shield themselves from experiencing who you are. They know that if they allow you to influence them even a tiny bit, they will completely lose the game. Itβs like youβve wrapped them in this beautiful, swirling fog, a haze, kind of like Aphrodite rising out of the ocean foam. To them, youβre this beautiful enigma that they just can't seem to pin down or fully understand.
And the coolest part? The huge gap between your two worlds isn't keeping them away. All those differences are exactly what's pulling them in towards you. I'm telling you, you have them completely fascinated.
Look, a huge reason they keep their distance is pure gossip, the social panic. They know that being seen with you would make rumours spread like wildfire. For someone with their traditional background, maintaining their reputation and the respect of their peers is everythingβitβs what sustains them.
But I won't deny it, Pile 1, they secretly admire you. Everything that makes you different actually gives them a reason to smile. Your energy is so youthful, lovely, and bubbly, and they honestly feel like your vibe could guide them toward a much happier, more fulfilled life. Their admiration for you won't ever come out in light. They'll do it secretly.
Pile 2 π
Your person literally has two modes around you: complete silence or speaking at 4x speed with zero punctuation while accidentally insulting your entire lineage. You get what I am trying to say? It's giving major βI don't know how to express my feelings so i'm going to talk at supersonic speed and accidentally pick a fight with youβ energy. You short-circuit their brain so bad they lose all their emotional vocabulary and just become a chaotic talking machine. A walking Mercury in retrograde personality.
Ohhhh wait! Hold on. The reason your person acts like a malfunctioning blender? They have it bad for you. But because they canβt find a way to express that physical, magnetic attraction safely, theyβre stuck in a total limbo where all that intense energy gets bottled up and squeezed right out of their mouth. It turns into a total disaster of words.
They want to be close to you, but instead, they just end up talking your ear off at a hundred miles an hour. Think of a kid who is so bursting with excitement that they just start running in circlesβthat is their brain around you. Are you older than them, by any chance? It gives such, black cat and golden retriever trope.
This isnβt how they treat everyone. Not even close. It is with you and you only. You are their exception. When they are around you, everything gets turned up to a ten. They over-exaggerate, they use big words, they make big, dramatic gesturesβitβs like they have to amplify their entire existence just to match the frequency of how much they adore you. They amplify everything they do because you amplify them, sweetie.
Pile 3 π
This is someone who craves intellectual stimulation far more than physical connection. Because of their sharp mind, they often struggle to find a true mental rapport with the people around them. Physically and socially, they might come across as tall, quiet, brooding, and self-sufficient, protecting themselves behind exceptionally high standards and impenetrable boundaries.
But this coldness isnβt inherent. They werenβt born this way. This persona is a fortress built, stone by stone over time. Itβs the aftermath of disappointments, harsh breakups, and back-to-back relational trauma.
And then you walk in, like a catalyst. You taste like the version of themselves they thought they buried years ago. You hold up a mirror to the ghost of who they used to beβsomeone soft, someone who still hoped. You are the proof that not all is rust. This is how they are around you. They feel full of hope. It feels almost holy, like an answer to a prayer they were too tired to even whisper.
They spend hours caught in daydreams of a life where they don't have to be strong anymore, where they can be emotionally naked with someone. They feel like they can cry safely around you. Theyβve been a stranger to their own heart for so long. But, just being near you makes them feel within touch of who they really are underneath.
They heavily stalk you. Like, itβs not even a secret at this point. They be dissecting your entire digital footprint. You might post something, then you check your views and theyβre just there. They even bring you up in random conversations with people just to fish for info and get the tea on you.
Pile 4 π
Around you, this person turns into a total kid. They love to tease you and bother you with the little things, smothering you with clever mind games and verbal cues. They are obsessed with having the upper hand. When you're around, they wonβt show obvious romantic interest. Instead, theyβll fire random facts or sharp banter at you, just waiting for you to throw a fireball right back.
They will never act interested when you're looking, but believe meβthey are incredibly sneaky. They play it completely indifferent when youβre looking, but the second your back is turned, their eyes are all over you. Itβs totally self-sabotaging! They expect you to make the move, but they still play it cool because, deep down, they are terrified of being vulnerable.
Honestly, it can get a little annoying. While they have a pure, gentle soul at their core, their obsession with staying in control can make them look arrogant, even narcissistic. But don't let the mask fool you. Inside, they are incredibly soft. They just don't know how to drop their guard, so whenever you're near, they only know how to turn the tension up.
They talk a lot when you are around, turning into a master of conversation just to hook you in and wait for your reply. For example, if you two are hanging out in a group of five, they might be talking to someone else entirely, but theyβll suddenly throw a little gasoline into the mixβsaying something provocative just to see if youβll barge in.
They love to see how your mind works, sizing up your intelligence and your reactions to every little thing they say. And whenever you're nearby, Pile 4, they have this sleek, cheeky grin on their face that gives it all away. Lol. They know exactly what theyβre doing. They love the thrill of pulling your strings.
Think back to when you both first met. If they seemed a bit distant, shy, or even borderline rude or cold - don't sweat it, because that was just a cover-up for how they are crushing on you. If youβve been second-guessing their vibes, consider this your confirmation that the feeling is 100% mutual.
Once the two of you break through this tortuous mental seduction game, you will be watching their entire demeanor completely shift. The moment they get even a tiny hint that you like them back, their body language will be transform. Suddenly, they will be radiating this pure pride whenever you're aroundβnot for themselves, but simply because they are proud of you.
In crowded rooms, your person will be lingering obsessively at your shoulder, positioning their body closer to you. Honestly, if youβve told a close friend about your crush, ask them to watch you two sometime. Your friend will be noticing that you look like a total celebrity couple. It's the kind of vibe where everything around you stops and everyone will be staring as you two walk by, because your crush will feel so incredibly proud to be seen with you. They will totally show you off. They love to be seen with you. They feel lucky to have you.
I don't know why I'm picking up on this vibe so strongly, but whether this is at school or the office, you both are likely excellent at what you do. When you two finally come together, you are a total powerhouse couple.
Pile 5 π
You walk into the room and they just go completely still. Their limbs refuse to work. That is how heavy your presence feels to them. Your person freezes in awe, unable to do anything except stare and admire you. They feel hot. Like, literally. You have this ability to rise up their body temperature the moment you step into their space.
They become a literal statue when you're near. They won't make a single movement, they won't say a word. They just stare. You are exactly their type. like, flawlessly. They find you so incredibly hot and physically attractive that itβs almost frustrating for them. Youβre everything they want to look at.
I feel like you remind them of someone from their family. And not in a good way. Itβs like you talk exactly like their father or have the same specific behaviours as their mother, and it hits a major nerve. They might unresolved trauma at home with their family, so being around you basically trigger all their old wounds. It makes them spiral into wanting total control over their feelings for you.
You destabilize them. You cause this crazy polarization effect where they are constantly bouncing between extreme highs and devastating lows. Somedays they love you, somedays they resent you. You ruin their emotional balance and they have no idea how to handle it.
Pile 6 π
Cold. Chilly. Aloof. They act like you don't exist. They move with this cool, untouchable nonchalance, completely unbothered by your presence. Like youβre nothing but background noise and they carry on with a certain kind of arroganceβlike a king who doesn't need to acknowledge his kingdom. But let me tell you a secret: itβs an act. A beautifully staged lie.
They are acutely aware of you. They know exactly how much space you occupy in the room, and they know what they feel inside. They just know you can never be together, so they carry on like you're a stranger. They pretend. Because staying blind is the only way they know how to survive you. You have no idea how much theyβre holding back. Trust me, trying to keep those feelings down? Itβs like trying to tame a literal hungry lion. Phew.
You have no idea the impact you have. They feel like they won some kind of lottery just by meeting you. Have you noticed how they change when youβre around? They become softer, more empathetic. Because of you, the way they look at the world has shifted.
Babe, you are a beautiful storm they weren't prepared for. Your person will be in no position to hold your hand. Meeting you will trigger a massive wave of introspection, drifting into a heavy space of self-reflection instead. Yes, you will be forcing them to look in the mirror. They will be realizing just how rare someone like you is, to come by. They will be obsessing over you, mentally and physically, and that level of intensity terrifies them.
Itβs an obsession they canβt control. If they could lie their way out of this internal hell, they would. Itβs why theyβll either freeze you out or avoid you like a plague. Theyβd happily deceive themselves just to stop the self-sabotaging thoughts from consuming them. But Iβm afraid they are past the point of saving. They can't unsee you, and they can't escape themselves.
π Also "why are you like this?" basically is What quirky habit, unhinged trait, or funny personality makes you... well... you? It's often said like when someone does something cringe, weird, slightly unhinged (in a funny way) or silly.
If you've told the same story five times this week, no you haven't. (Yes you have.) You can be so focused on one thing that you completely miss what's happening right beside you. The funny thing is you usually don't realise until much later.
π Pile 2: You question everything. Absolutely everything. Someone tells you a story and your head immediately tilts like, "Hmm... but why though?" π You also seem to approach life with a weird mix of caution and recklessness. You'll overthink sending a text, then randomly agree to something that sounds like chaos just because it looks fun. You give off sensible vibes, but every now and then your impulsive side clocks in for a shift!ππ€£
π΅βπ«Pile 3: You drift. Not physically (well... maybe physically too), but mentally. You'll walk into a room and immediately forget why you're there. Someone could be talking to you and suddenly you're following a completely different train of thought. You also have a habit of just... going with the flow. Sometimes this works out great. Other times you realise halfway through something and think, "Hold on, who approved this?"
Apparently it was you. ππ΅βπ«
π³ Pile 4: Every time people think they've figured you out, you reinvent yourself. You'll be completely invested in one thing, then out of nowhere you'll move on to a brand new chapter. π There's also a lot of hype energy here. When you're excited about something, everyone knows. You don't just like things, when you find something you love, everyone around you is going to hear about it! π
Pile 5: You want connection, but on your own very specific terms. π You'll reach out, but not too much. You'll participate, but from a safe distance. It's giving "I want attention but don't perceive me." You also have a surprisingly good sense of balance when life gets chaotic. Even when you're standing on one leg trying to keep everything together, you somehow manage it.
The fact you're functioning at all sometimes deserves an award!!ππ
You also have a tendency to go from zero to one hundred very quickly. One minute you're relaxed, the next you're acting like the main character in an action scene. The good news is life is rarely boring around you. The bad news is life is rarely boring around you. πβ¨
(I kept hearing the line: "seize him, c*t his throat." - Game of thrones.)
dividers by @noxtiia (moth/rose/cross), @saradika (reblog) and me (do not copy)
Instruction: Choose the group that you feel drawn to. Try not to use more than one, unless you feel strongly drawn to multiple. Interpret according to your situation.
Groups:
1 - 2 - 3
4 - 5 - 6
If you don't feel drawn to any group, this reading is not for you!
Disclaimer: Energy is constantly changing. This is only for entertainment purposes. Reader discretion is advised.
Suggest a PAC theme/topic here or in the comments!
Cards: 2 of Wands horizontal, The Hanged Man rx, The High Priestess, 3 of Swords, 9 of Pentacles rx, Gilded Regret, Artificial Heart, Alone In The World, Uranus, Sun, Cancer.
The Reading:
Your cards made me sleepy and tired. I also read the book for Dark Mirror Oracle and paid attention more about what certain things mean in the book.
You might be into spirituality, occult or witchcraft. Hell, you're probably very much in the craft and practicing. Could be an expert of sorts or just really devoted.
You tend to lose yourself in the spiritual realm, fantasies and dreams. You apply everything that happens to you to some higher power (sometimes ear ringing is just a medical issue, not a message from the Universe). You connect everything that happens around you to spiritual intervention. You give advice like a priest or a pretentious new age witch, instead of just saying your best friend's boyfriend is an asshole. Everything doesn't have to mean something, stuff just happen for no reason sometimes.
It's loud. So loud in here. There's a crowd in your spiritual world, but not in a sense you're being attacked by multiple energies or having a lot of guides/spirits around you. It's unbalanced. There's too much happening all at once. Scattered. You made your energy oppressive, loud and overbearing. I am not saying you're a bad person, but this heaviness is prevalent and more sensitive people will automatically move away.
You're very defensive about your craft and I see your friends are slowly moving away from you. Now, people similar to you obviously will indulge you in your delusions, which is a great recipe for a massive ego and lack of critical thinking (it will leave you with fake friends; doesn't matter if someone is in the craft, they can be a bad person too). You don't like hearing people tell you that sometimes you're going too far into spirituality, instead of living on earth you devote yourself to the invisible. It's not necessarily bad, but we are human beings and balancing both material and spiritual is very much needed.
Reeavulate your priorities and the way you think. Before erupting into the monologue, stop and ask yourself if you're stepping into that mindset again. You have a choice. You can remain as you are, continuing the way you exist, but bear in mind the consequences. It would be also good to keep your ego in check, as you may be selfish and not even realize it. You need to reflect on your behaviours, do some shadow work, see your flaws. Learn to listen, not just hear.
Be careful of fake prophets and spiritual mentors. Those with a silver tongue might be your downfall, putting more belief into your delusions and convincing you of your greatness.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Bargain.
"Building oneself to specifications. Steeling oneself to adversity. Dreaming of electric sheeps."
You might have been manipulated by someone. If you wanted to change your ways, but someone keeps shifting your mind, stop and think critically. Why are you bargaining with yourself?
"If I don't feel the warmth of the sun, will I blame the sun or myself?"
Waning Crescent (wisdom of endings and the importance of rest before renewal) with Bargain.
"Memories are like floating underwater; safe, warm and murky. Yet they held the scent of death."
To begin something, you must end the old. Just by seeing your patterns and acknowledging when you're wrong, you take a huge step towards the future.
"I feel like living in the past. Please, give me five more minutes to linger."
Third Quarter (wisdom that comes from release and the courage to let go) with Acceptance.
"I made my home a cloister, my heart a chalice for the faintest breeze, and yet I stand alone."
Do not give up if changing yourself is too hard. Keep going. Do not let easy words manipulate your future.
"In solitude I stand; in solitude I may shine."
You can be individual and unique without putting others down or showing your superiority. Allow space for others. Delusions and selfishness. Big ego paired with insecurity. Emotional manipulation. Playing a victim. Defensive. Dramatic. Possible mental disorders like personality disorders (especially narcissism).
Any of these can be important dates/number (especially 12, 2, 20). You need balance. Life is all about duality, spiritual and material working together. They coexist. Can't have one without another.
GROUP TWO
Cards: 7 of Cups rx, The Star rx, Page of Wands, Ace of Wands, The Hanged Man, I Won't Cry For You, Fated To Suffer, Artificial Heart, Aries, Leo, Libra.
The Reading:
Been writing and deleting words, not being able to put what I feel coming through into words, so pardon if it's a little chaotic.
For majority of you, it's about a romantic attachement, for others it can be friendship or family, but regardless what exactly it is, it's about an important connection in your life. There is nothing to salvage here. I know it, cards know it and you know it. You're holding onto hope, a fantasy, a potential. They triggered the unhealed parts of you and you confused it for affection. They don't care, not truly or not in the way you'd want them to care. You need to find the strength to leave, but even if you don't, they will leave on their own. The outcome is the same. Some of you still may have this person in your life, for others this person have already left and you're trying to pick up the pieces.
This connection wasn't healthy, you have lost yourself in it. You've morphed yourself into a version that was easier to swallow, that was more up to their liking. And what did it leave you with? Emptiness, sadness, them not even noticing. Now, you might be looking in the mirror, wondering what is wrong with you. Nothing, you just chose a wrong person. You're not unworthy of love.
You're not meant to suffer forever. You're not meant to be alone forever. Don't close your heart, don't go into a dangerous mental place from which it's difficult to come back. Don't feed into your sadness and bad thoughts, just because it didn't work out.
Don't lose your identity for the sake of being loved. Don't trap yourself in connections that bring you nothing but pain. You deserve better.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
Third Quarter (wisdom that comes from release and the courage to let go) with Acceptance.
"I gave you my last gift. I shed my last tear for you. It's time not to let you free, but to let myself free."
Quite explanatory on its own. It's time to move on from this exhausting stagnation. Don't wait for them to change their mind. Change yours and find something better.
"Sometimes when it's over, closure must be created, not found."
Waxing Gibbous (final push before achievement and the importance of patience, refinement and perseverance) with Depression.
"If you know the future, you forsake your choices. Only with no fate, life is free to unfold into unknown shores."
You might not get the answers that you want. Let the question remain and move forward. Sometimes, there are no answers to be had. Sometimes, the question itself is the answer.
"Feeing confined into a script, forced by other and never really fought. Heading towards a destination of pain."
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Bargain.
"Building oneself to specifications. Steeling oneself to adversity. Dreaming of electric sheeps."
Making yourself to liking of others, will ultimately make you hate them if they grow to like you. Because they like the carefully curated version of you, since they hasn't seen your true self. Let people see you for who you are.
"If I don't feel the warmth of the sun, will I blame the sun or myself?"
Astrology:
Libra, Leo, Aries, Aquarius, Neptune, Scorpio, lots of Fire.
Invest in yourself, have fun, don't treat everything as seriously. Try things out, change your perspective. Learn how to love yourself. Meet new people to get experience. Buy new clothes. Go to clubs. Take up sports, like boxing.
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 12, 2, 7). You can look back and reminisce if it helps you soothe your nervous system and move on. But remember not to get lost in the good memories; try to recall how this person made you feel, how unregulated you were, how they hurt you. Be equal with good and bad. Ask people to help you. Spend time with friends.
GROUP THREE
Cards: 9 of Wands, 3 of Pentacles rx, 8 of Cups rx, Death rx, The World rx, Forgetting Oneself, Sacrifice, Is This Me?, Leo, Neptune, Scorpio.
The Reading:
Where's your integrity? How many people did you betray and deceive to get ahead? Is this what you want? The first thing I heard was "this is karma" so I assume that whatever is going on in your life currently, this is a reflection of your actions. If you're aware of this predicament of yours, of your fake persona and being two-faced, just know you haven't changed much. You might have tried (or more likely promised someone, but it was a half-hearted promise), but ultimately failed (let's be honest, you haven't put much effort into it since being like that benefits you greatly).
You're not cruel, you're just opportunistic. If you want an excuse for being like that, I must disappoint you. No, your behaviour doesn't stem from any mental illness or trauma (and if it does, it's still not an excuse, I've known a person like that). I feel like you know it subconsciously, but it's easier to wallow in self-pity. Quit playing a vitctim. More often than not, you're a perpetrator (unaware perpetrator is still one) and you can convince yourself otherwise, so the guilt won't devour you.
Do you have genuine people around you or did you betray them all, shocked that they all left and wondering why they didn't want to help you? How many good people did you took advantage of, to just discard them when someone more beneficial to be friends with came around? Fake smiles, fake compliments, lies small enough not to be detected.
You're deep in denial. You think highly of yourself, but at the same time you're so insecure. You avoid difficult topics and facing who you are and how your actions affect people. People pleaser to wrong people. Using people who want the best for you. You don't deserve their loyalty, because you will use it and betray them.
If you were drawn to group four, check it out too.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Acceptance.
"I cannot recognize myself. But I'm still me."
Very often, people are surprised how they could have trusted you. It was so obvious once they looked at all the signs, but they liked you and had no reason to doubt you. You were so kind and helpful. They hold a lot of resentment for you and how you treated them.
"I cannot recognize myself. As I can't remember the road that led me here, how can I see the road ahead?"
Waning Gibbous (sharing of knowledge and wisdom gained through experience, Β gratitude, sharing, and giving back) with Anger.
"Even if I have to break apart, as long as it serves a purpose."
You're going toward your goal even if it means stepping over bodies. The road to success is paved with blood, isn't it?
"I have accepted my duty and in my release I found freedom."
Waxing Gibbous (final push before achievement and the importance of patience, refinement and perseverance) with Denial.
"Time as an eternal present, not fleeting but locked. No progress is no regress either."
You're greedy. You take what isn't yours. You want what doesn't belong to you. But when you have it, you don't desire it anymore. This is how you treat people.
"Eating the lotus flowers, numbing our identity to go by the sound of a music that was never ours."
You tell small lies that cannot be verified. Overtime, they snowball and kick you in the ass. People loyal to you remember and they leave because they see your true face. You are in deep denial. Short-term charm, long-term pathetic ass-kissing.
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 21, 7, 17, 13, 8, 3). You are constantly surrounded by people. You know a lot of people and find it easy to make friends/talk to strangers. This is a great skill. You move from person to person, jumping quickly, never quite slowing down to think and reflect. You're not someone reliable. You're fleeting, shaky.
GROUP FOUR
Cards: 5 of Cups rx, 8 of Wands horizontal, 6 of Swords rx, 10 of Cups rx, Judgement rx, Parasite, Masquerade, Hiding Your True Self, Scorpio, Fire, Earth.
The Reading:
You're very adaptable, are you? But do you know your own dreams and hopes? Do you know what are your likes and dislikes? You've mastered the art of showing people what they wanna see so you can blend in better, to have friends, to be a part of something. It's all so superficial, so shallow, but it looks good on pictures that you post on social media and it sounds good when you tell stories.
You get along very well with popular people (be it celebrities, influencers, artists, coworkers or party goers; it all depends) since you share the surface-level need for connection. If you wonder why someone doesn't like you or doesn't naturally gravitate towards you, it's because they recognize what kind of person you are.
Some people are not deep and that's okay. You're one of those. It might sound bad, but there's nothing inherently wrong about it. However, you might have thought of yourself very highly but the truth is, there's not much under the suface. What you see is what you get.
I see that sometimes you'd love to be the mysterious one, alone in the corner, nobody knowing what's on your mind. You can even try to imitate it, thinking it looks cool or gives you a strong aura. You paint yourself as more than you actually are.
Two of the Dark Mirror Oracle cards are about hiding yourself (Masquerade and Hiding Your True Self) which is quite ironic. What makes me even more certain about what I'm reading here is that two of the cards (Masquerade and Parasite) are basically mirror cards, both showing the same person (but one is naked with no accesories, and the other is clothed prettily) and the moon phases shown here complete one another, making the full moon. So it's basically telling me this is you, this is who you are, there's nothing more to say or uncover.
On the brightside, you won't suffer as much as all those deep people. You can go through life happily and sure, there will be obstacles like always but you will never feel alone in the crowd or misunderstood by everyone around you. Cheers to you for not being cursed with that grim existence!
If you were drawn to group three, you might want to check it out!
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
Third Quarter (wisdom that comes from release and the courage to let go) with Acceptance.
"Hiding is keeping things inside. Lack of trust becones lack of hope. So there must be a limit."
When you accept your reality and who you are, instead of trying to appear different than you are, you will be much happier with the relief you'll feel.
"You could be in front of the mirror or you could hide behind the mirror, yet you chose to be the mirror."
Waning Gibbous (sharing of knowledge and wisdom gained through experience, Β gratitude, sharing, and giving back) with Bargain.
"What I can't have forever, I will have for a minute. What I can't have for a minute, I will hold to me for one second."
This reading might have hurt you. However, try to look at the good side. Stop trying to be someone you're not. It will only make you miserable.
"Under the guise of Cupid, I will come to you. Under the guise of a thief, I will fly away."
Waxing Crescent (growth, learning, hope and potential) with Depression.
"When the only answer to lack of self-efficiency is to cling to another one."
Your type might be people with baggage or deep people (or people pretending to be all mysterious). If you find those types of connections working for you, that's great! But if they don't, then you might want to reflect on the past and try people similar to you.
"What can't survive alone will seek company. But instead of growing together, they will wither together."
This is something that will take time for you to see and maybe accept. You might change your ways and say "fuck it, I choose to be happy" or continue as you are, deeming me a hater or the reading not resonating (it might not resonate, it needs your discretion, but it is something to think about it if you came across it).
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 8, 14, 15, 16, 20, 10). Your life might be hectic and busy, so deep connections might complicate things for you. It might also mean that you move on quite quickly or don't really get attached, which is makes it easier for you to swim among people. This reading might have seemed harsh, but in my opinion, it's really not that bad!
GROUP FIVE
Cards: 7 of Swords rx, The Lovers, King of Pentacles, Queen of Wands, King of Wands, Black Flower Fragrance, Perchance To Dream, Downcast Pride, Saturn, Fire, Sun.
The Reading:
Now, my friend, what have you done? Honestly, this is just karma as the consequences of your actions. You either cheated on your partner in a romantic relationship, betrayed a friend or chose to trust a romantic partner over a best friend. Most likely you are a woman and this is about hetero relationship (doesn't have to be, but the majority of this group is a hetero woman).
The main scenario I see here is you cheating on your boyfriend/husband with another man and you've been caugh red-handed, haven't you? You might even still be in a relationship with your partner which is absurd and I pray for that man. He wants to forgive you and move on from this incident and you're more than happy to oblige, but you cannot blame him for still processing what you've done. He might be cold, withdrawn and unlike himself. Don't be ungrateful and pretend like you don't know why he's behaving like that (of course if he's abusive, leave his ass or ask for help). No, you can't go back to how things were because they will never be the same. You can try and salvage what is left with his help, but don't stand there and wonder what's his problem. Honestly, it might not even be the first time for you and you don't see it as a big deal. If you've done the same thing to him multiple times then you're a horrible person and you should really look at yourself with a critical eye. No, you're not a baddie who slays, you're a cruel and selfish person. Big ego, you shit higher than your ass is, strong sexual energy, you're also quite charming. You take good men and you crush them. Your confidence is over the roof, but your lack of achievements/success really speaks for itself. Go to therapy, find a man that is equally unfaithful or look into open relationships/polyamory.
Another scenario is about you trusting your romantic partner over your friend. More specifically, I see your partner hitting on your friend and then accusing your friend of trying to seduce him when your friend rejected your partner. You chose to trust your partner. You cut off your friend, might even talk behind their back and made them a villain which turned your shared friends against your friend. Maybe your partner tried to cheat again or actually cheated with another friend of yours who was not as loyal as the previous one. You might have found out after an extended period of time, so the cheating would be going on for a long ass time while this current friend who you trusted was lying to your face. You might be asking yourself all types of questions like what did you do to deserve this and sure, it's a horrible thing to happen, but your previous friend who had your back, you decided to discard. Now, you battle this obstacle alone. This is your karma. It's unfortunate, but so is your behaviour toward the previous friend. If you're polish, basically the Kasia MeciΕski, Wonsik and Aniela situation.
TRIGGER WARNING: Taking advantage of a minor (no explicit details/not necessarily sexual).
For very little of you it's you basically having connection with a minor, 16 years old I keep hearing or a problematic age gap. There's nothing illegal here per se (or at least nothing to be taken to court for), but you've been called out by someone. I don't have many details and I don't want to expand on the topic.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
Full Moon (completion, fulfillment, and peak energy) with Anger.
"The world is unfair. Fuck off dear world. Fuck you."
You think of yourself as a baddie, but you're not. Having things and being happy because you sacrificed someone else it not the slay energy.
You might not want to even admit that you were in the wrong. But you were. You're angry, but who are you really angry with?
"If we want to go dark, go black. Don't stop to the evening, but embrace the night."
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Depression.
"Bending to adapt becomes an excuse for the habit of bending."
You're only upset because you got caught and got served the consequences. You would have been happily doing the same thing over and over.
It's time for you to reach out to the friend and apologize. Get yourself this closure at least.
"The root of sadness and grief is deeper than the skin. The only delusion is the grey sky."
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Denial.
"If I sleep long enough, when I wake up the pain will have been gone."
You're ignoring the root of the problem. But it will catch up to you sooner or later; the form it takes depends on you.
"To die. To sleep. Perchance to dream."
You're very stubborn and set in your ways. Big ego. Facing obstacles. Major turning point in your life. Sexual energy. Confidence and charm. Smooth talker. Knows how to use words.
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 13, 23, 26, 16, 28). Reflect on your actions and your past. Go to therapy if needed. Do things step by step, do not rush. It's okay to take your time and evaluate what you need to do going forward. Change takes time.
GROUP SIX
Cards: The Hermit, Wheel of Fortune rx, Ace of Pentacles rx, Page of Pentacles rx, 5 of Cups rx, Triumph Of Lies, Atonement, Colorless Angel, Cancer, Pisces, Venus.
The Reading:
You're asocial one, the one who spends most of the time at home, safe and comfortable. It is easy when you don't have to face other people or make difficult decisions. It's easy when there are no obstacles on your path. But this is not what life is supposed to be. You're meant to explore and experience. With no new experiences, you stagnate. You don't improve or develop.
You hold the key to your cage, but you'd rather sit imprisoned because going out would mean there is a possibility of being hurt. You protect yourself so fiercely, but there is no happiness with no pain. I know it's hard to put yourself out there, but my god, would you be rather stuck like this? With no way to expand? There are so many thing to experience and learn, so many new perspectives to gain.
Things that happened to you and the trauma that still haunts you... it's a terrible challenge to battle everyday, but at some point you have to take a risk and go out. Yes, you might be hurt again, but maybe it's worth it if you find kindred spirits or your life purpose. You're a sensitive and vulnerable little thing, which makes it harder for you to exist in this weird world. You need to learn how to protect yourself without isolation or harshness. It is possible, but you need to try and believe.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
Waxing Gibbous (final push before achievement and the importance of patience, refinement and perseverance) with Bargain.
"If something hurts me, I change myself so it can stop."
Do not empty yourself of feelings and your sensitivity. Do not become something you're not. Do not diminish your pain, but don't let it devour your future.
"Not all that glithers is gold. Emptiness is felt when there is nothing under the dress."
First Quarter (critical decision point, balance between moving forward and letting go) with Denial.
"Is it better not to feel, rather than feeling pain."
You cannot be saved unless you face the dragon. And the dragon hurts. Of course it does.
"Apathy is the crowned king of nothingness, and the shining queen of whatever."
Waning Gibbous (sharing of knowledge and wisdom gained through experience, Β gratitude, sharing, and giving back) with Depression.
"Accepting the full burden of responsiblity. The fair, as well the unfair, with no discount."
Never forget what happened, but let it flow. Do not hold onto things that are no longer there. If closure wasn't given, make one. Acknowledge, accept and leave it behind.
"Accepting pain is a way to survive the pain. Not all things burn, but some should."
High emotional intelligence. Deep emotions. Sensitivity. Fear of rejection. Neglect and abandonment. Fear of the unknown. Outcast. Shy. Introvert. Unconventional hobbies. Chronically online. Overthinking.
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 1, 10, 16, 12, 4). Close certain chapters of your life and start anew. Grab the opportunities life throws your way and stop thinking so much for a moment. Just live in the moment and enjoy.
Jupiter in Leo - General Messages β 6 piles pick a card tarot reading
Jupiter entered Leo on June 30 2026 and will remain here until July 27 2027. Here are some short messages based on tarot cards I drew for each pile. You can focus on one area of your life, or keep it general, before selecting your pile. The goal is to see what's going to be the influence of Jupiter in Leo in your life, and how to make the most of it.
DISCLAIMER Remember that this is a general reading meant for many different people and situations and it's possible not everything or even nothing at all fits. If something doesn't resonates or triggers you you are free to let it go. Don't ruin your sleep over a tumblr post and as always nothing is set in stone and you are free to do and think whatever you want in this world.
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PILE 1
The Jupiter in Leo era for you will be about lifting the veil and getting out of stagnation, finally stepping onto a new journey. The beginning might be slower that you expect, perhaps you will even feel like things are not moving at all for a while. However something is healing, correcting itself, and new winds are rising. The core of the issue for you is to move on from a place of feeling like you don't fit, don't have enough of XYZ (could be anything, money, talent, energy, various means or connections etc), and aren't able to lead your life with the radiance and power you wish you had, to a more strong and stable posture where you know your value, know you have everything you need to be successful and fulfilled, and feel secure in that. It will be a journey for you and there is a (more of less) steep learning curve for you to be able to tame your mind and keep it sharp without drowning in overthinking and obtuse-ness; you will have to learn to see things more broadly, more freely, and do that while being patient with yourself, but it will be a rewarding route.
Finally an advice for you is detach from your stiff ways a bit more. Refrain from trying to remain unyielding and instead, again, try to see a different perspective. Be more playful. Be free-er. Think out of the box. You don't need to act straight away. You don't need to move before you've figured it all out. In fact you might want to spend some time in inaction, weighting pros and cons, mapping out the path ahead. After all, the effect of Jupiter in Leo may be slow moving for you, but this transit will bring blessings at the end of the road for sure.
PILE 2
As Jupiter enters Leo, this time may be marked by a completion of some sorts for you. Perhaps you will get a diploma, a promotion or some type of reward for your efforts, or you will reach a milestone of some kind. This time marks the end of times of struggle for you, some type of culmination, hard work and everything coming to an end. I'm getting relief, celebration, and reaching a new stage, but also questions arising for what is to come after this chapter.
Basically I think there will be (a) choice(s) to be made during this transit. You've accomplished a lot. You've worked hard and you are being rewarded for that. But, what's next? I feel that a lot of people will be in your ears trying to tell you what to do, where to go. What to do with your time, how to spend your money, what and how to invest next. They don't necessarily mean wrong, but they are not you, and this is the whole point of this transit, to be able to hear your own opinion.
Because I do feel like you will grow quite frustrated with the state of your life or of whichever area you are concerned about for this transit. It seems you will be so engulfed in your work, without being particularly satisfied by it, that you will be thinking a lot about your path and your purpose. You will wonder what to do, who to listen to and whether to listen at all. You will feel a bit hesitant, stagnant and you may not even see everything that is being laid in front of you, because you will be waiting for a green light coming from the outside to show you it safe to move forward.
The advice for you, and I think it will really come forward as the transit progresses and end, will be to alchemize this need of yours to keep the peace and accommodate people and things around you, with this very expressive Leo energy that begs for self expression and a fiery confidence. It is quite complex as it does not want you to go one way or another, but find the middle ground. Can you listen to others without forgetting to listen to yourself? Can you consider things based on your experience and wisdom, without forgetting the voice of your heart that guides your forward? Can you seize the task at hand without overwhelming yourself and forgetting to take care of your needs? This is the lesson of this transit for you, so pace yourself and keep going.
PILE 3
This Jupiter in Leo transit for you arrives during a time of what I feel to be stiffness, self-inflicted stagnation, and a reluctance to let go of something and let things flow. I think you've been through hard things in the recent or not so recent past, but in all cases the pain is still lingering in your energy and influencing your behavior, making you a lot more defensive and prudent than necessary. I think this transit will bring you to let loose a little, but in a very ''seeking the middle ground'' way. I think you will go through phases where you let off steam, party, travel, have fun and celebrate in a somewhat excessive way, but that each time you will ground back down to earth in order to stabilize. I'm getting the image of an engine that's being put in and out of pressure in order to find a point of perfect balance where things can move smoothly and swiftly again. The ''balancing'' idea is very strong here and comes out 3 times in various ways, in the front of thoughts, emotions and actions, so everything comes together to find some type of harmony that allows for a more stable posture, perhaps even some type of healing or remediation of one or more areas of your life.
The main advice for you is to let go of the past, the pain, the grief, the regrets that are tying you down and embrace a playful, childlike and definitely solar energy here. Move like you are a child of the Sun learning to take your first step, without fearing to fall even if you already know the pain of getting your knees bruised. There is a lot to learn but there is especially a lot to earn here and you will be rewarded for your resilience of heart and soul. It seems you may be as afraid of success and joy than you are afraid of pain and failure, the danger being that you DO know pain and that makes it comforting. Jupiter in Leo is here to tell you that it is okay to change and not identify with the only thing you THINK you know. It is okay to expand. It is okay to welcome joy, even in the smallest things. It is okay to take space, have fun and experiment. Growing doesn't need to be painful.
PILE 4
The Jupiter in Leo transit for people in this pile feels like a time of acceleration. There is something you are chasing, something that resonates deeply with yourself, perhaps some type of dream or goal. Your feelings towards it are conflicted as one one hand it feels like it's aligned with your sense of purpose and you feel guided on this path, but on the other hand there is some type of guilt attached to it. Perhaps this path you want to walk on is not seen in a positive light by people around you, or perhaps it is your own internalized judgement that looks at it as something you shouldn't be doing. I think you are very aware of the amount of work and effort it would represent to move towards this, and I see you trying to appease those worries by planning and mapping things out as much as possible to prevent burning out before reaching the end. The whole thing leaves you quite confused and it's like you have a hard time sorting through these emotions and listening to the right inner voice. You do sense that it could bring you incredible fulfillment, but you also fear failure and there is a desire to hold back as a way to protect yourself.
So yeah this is a bit nebulous but I guess if it's your pile you will know what goal or path this is referring to, and it seems this Jupiter in Leo era will be activating that area of your life and allow you to make progress on this.
Regarding the advice to help your navigate that, there are two themes that emerge here: resistance and flow. It seems you are encourage to keep going, be resilient while facing obstacles and letting go of any resistance towards change. I'm getting again that something in your surrounding is kinda creating an opposing force on your road, and I think it is meant to change but you will have to face it first. I'm getting that the ''resistance'' thing is because you might want to avoid confronting these obstacles because it's easier, and clearly you should press ahead bravely anyway. The flow part is all about getting in touch with your intuition (your inner sense of wisdom) but also your heart (the emotions that can guide you by telling you what feels right for you). Again the idea of things being very swift and forward moving as long as you allow yourself to move with the flow. I think you will see fast progress as soon as this resistance falls off, and it will clear the way forward and the vision you have on the inside allowing you to make great progress. In other word, press ahead even if you can't see or don't trust where you're going, don't get discouraged and there will some type of illuminating moment once you broke through.
PILE 5
For this pile, the Jupiter in Leo transit is all about you reaching a point where you'll be able to lead with your heart and let it flow. It's like, for a long time you were not secure in yourself enough to let your inspiration speak and as a result you were holding back, suppressing your emotions and inspiration to be able to fit better in a social mold (professional for some). I see you sort of like graduating in wisdom and maturity and being like ''you know what? I'm done waiting for everyone else to tell me what to do and settling for something that doesn't suit me, I'm going to go after what I want". There is a lot of fire in there but it is deeply optimistic and forward thinking, and at the core of it is your creative spirit that just want to be unleashed and be able to flow freely. I think you will have to go through a process of learning to detach yourself from comparison with others and expectations others and yourself have for you, leaving all of this behind without pushing to resolve anything, just dropping it because you understand there is no answer to seek here. I think you are ready to build something lasting and welcome people in your work, but you also understand that not everyone will fit into that vision so there is no point waiting for those people to change their mind. It seems you are eager put your plan into action and this Jupiter in Leo year will allow you to leave the shore and take practical steps after a time of consideration and careful planning.
The advice is to merge your analytical mind and ability to think strategically while letting yourself follow this new path. Don't do just anything without thinking but also don't wait around because the time for bold action is now. Embrace you enthusiasm and passion but do it in a way that makes sense within the context of what you're doing. Basically let the dopamine of this new venture fuel you but act wisely and decisively.
PILE 6
For Pile 6 people, this Jupiter in Leo transit highlights an issue that has to do with something foundational in your life. I'm getting something that has to do with the people you identify with, which could be your social circles, family at large, the society you live in, or your place where you belong. There is something here that is struggling to be expressed. The cards show thoughts and feelings that are getting repressed and that you are contemplating from a vantage point, as if detached from them, unable to let them out or find a release. I feel you quite stuck in that stance, not moving in any direction, waiting for the right moment or the right call to action, but by doing so you are resisting movement and transformation. So it's not like you currently have no way out, but all that pressure definitely makes it feel that way. In other words, yes there are social or familial expectations put on you, but you have the ability to break free. Very blocked energy here and I think this transit is meant to put pressure on that to try to encourage you to move forward.
On the other side of that, I'm getting that the path to your personal fulfillment may mean being vilified by your circle, as in, they will think lesser of you for daring to break free, perhaps even call you evil or at least a bad person, and perhaps that's why you held back of for so long. However, doing it anyway will make you freer, more confident, happier even. Kinda like being exiled in a way but in doing so being able to forge a life you chose, for once.
For your advice, I'm getting that you aren't as alone as you think, and perhaps it's not straight up obvious like maybe you don't know anybody like that right now, but there is a connection between you and other people who share the same value and you can at least find strength and hope by holding that in your heart. You may again hold back and fear truly moving towards that, and I'm getting that your past creates like a toxic nostalgia attachment, in the sense that you past was not happy and sweet like it seemed to everyone else in that circle, but it is something you know, it is something you lived, and it provides a sense of comfort even if it was full of conflict. If you manage to embrace this transit and truly break free, you will be able to heal a part of you and start building a life that feels like it belongs to you.
You will be redeemed in some form or fashion. If you've done wrong, have a desire to make things right or to move forward as a better person you can and you will. You may be haunted by some things you've done that haven't exactly been the most honorable or good, but its important to remember that you are human and we all do things we don't always agree with.
The awareness of wrongdoing is a first step.
Now, someone could've done you wrong, made you out to be something you aren't, but you'll be vindicated and learn from the mistakes of associating with such individuals. However the message is being directed towards someone who's done something they regret, and that's who I'll be talking to primarily. You could've let yourself down, held yourself back out of fear of failure or out of shame, and now you're left with this feeling of remorse.
I'm getting this is a part of growing up, regardless of how old you currently are. We all make mistakes, we all do things we aren't proud of and anyone telling you otherwise is a liar.
This regret, remorse, sting, it changed something in you. You are now left indeed marred but also with an opportunity. Say you lost a friendship, a relationship, a job even... Because you did something or didn't do something, now there's a hole in your life. You can plant anything else there now, and while its bitter sweet we have two aces: ace of swords and ace of clubs.
You have been granted a new perspective, as well the a chance at something being successful. You can't change the past, you can only try to do and be better going forward. Now from me to you, I know that deeply. I wasn't always my best self, but I tried and now I'm at a point where I have nothing ahead of me but potential because I see the potential in myself, in my life, in all that I've overcome.
You can feel sorry, sad, angry even. But you gotta get up, because you have a chance to start anew and start successfully. So, take the accountability you need to take, do your best, apologize to those you may need to even if it's yourself... And get up again.
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You've got your eyes on the prize, and your head held high here. Even if you're keeping your head down, you're making moves towards what it is you want. You're studying, mastering, saving up, working hard, and trust it's starting to or is about to show.
You're smart if you're keeping your plans close to your chest, not that I see any ill intent or evil eye around you, there may be one emotionally manipulative person in your life...a friend or mother? No matter who, they've hurt your feelings before and that's how you'll know who it is. Anyway, it's just better that you just do the work then present the results and leave 'em all flabbergasted.
Whatever you're working on, there's a mix of recognition and mystery, like say you're building an online platform or trying to start a business or something to do with you and being in the public eye to an extent, you're gonna be seen, but also not completely. You know how to keep things private, and that's working for you.
For those with someone who hurts their feelings in their life, obviously... Fuck 'em. But also, especially if you've got something like bpd or a condition like myself that makes you very sensitive and emotionally unstable and moody... Look into ways you can regulate yourself, distance yourself from people who really rile you up, do dbt exercises if you can, just try to emotionally control yourself to the best of your ability and understand that what you're building here is far too important to let some assholes or your own trauma get in the way of. Okay? Okay.
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Sigh... Please don't tell me you're in a restrictive relationship or friendship... If not, then there's a bond or something here with you, and another or other people that leaves you feeling stuck under some obligation or limitation. If this isn't happening now, it's something that happened in your past and it's still playing a role in your life.
This relationship, person or persons is making you feel like an outsider in your own existence. Perhaps you had dreams or desires and wants and yet, you're being held back because say you're a woman in a very oppressive group, like a religion or part of the world or it's your family or class in society. Something is taking your autonomy away from you, and you may be living like a ghost because of it. It doesn't even have to be as big and serious as a societal issue, it could be you have a friend who puts you down and makes you feel like the things you want are foolish, or a relationship that has become rather restrictive and isolating.
You have with you some important knowledge, insight even. Maybe for some this was your past, and it haunts you. You have within you a story, a message, a tool that you can use to help others who are like you've been. You can write a book, start posting about your experience if it's safe to do so, or simply help others in need, you could go to a center that helps children or women or people who've been in your position. But don't force yourself to do something you aren't ready for, alright?
If you're currently stuck, feeling trapped. You have collected knowledge and wisdom, data and evidence, information and perhaps even resources. If not, you are being encouraged to. If it's nothing that serious then, you have all the knowledge you need to leave or to do what is right for yourself. For example this person has shown their true colors more than once most likely.
Now... You could be the one trapping yourself. I was once, a few times really. But aren't you tired? Don't you wanna be someone else? Get away from that person, place or thing? Don't you want better? Or are you afraid of freedom and success because it really means that you have to take full accountability for your life and self...?
If you know you can walk away, and you aren't... Now you know. You know damn well the way to be living, you're just choosing not to. I get it, it's scary, it's very scary to be free because then those limitations and rules and regulations that have been imposed upon you disappear and suddenly the only thing standing between you and what you want is: you.
Whatever the situation, you know it isn't what you want. Your life belongs to you. Not someone else, not even the program replaying in your head. You. You need to pick up that sword and recognize who and what you are and to not let what you've been through swallow you whole.
You can feel how you feel about it, but learn from your past or from this situation. Don't wallow, learn. And as you break free, remind yourself that you will not accept a life you do not deserve.
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You may be listening to a lot of music currently or should be, because as I'm looking over the cards it just sounds like a radio is flipping stations and I'm getting songs that are a little older, like from the 70s to 90s for some reason...
Anyway.
For someone, not everyone, and please take this with a grain of salt!... If you can and you've been experiencing something with your head, or health in general, go get it checked out. Or start taking your damn supplements again, because there could be something going on health-wise.
The song: 'it's so easy when you know what you're doing' by Ted Lucas. Is coming to mind.
Life could seem odd for you lately. You could be dealing with anxiety even if things are going your way. You may have come from or be coming from a life of lack, hardship, or uncertainty. And you're moving towards something better. You are being asked to be vigilant but also grounded especially emotionally. Don't let the act of budgeting or stocking up resources or the act of balancing things out scare you. These are useful and necessary skills, don't feel bad because you're being made to use them.
This period of evaluation and sorting is temporary, but needed. You will fair well in the future as a result of cutting back, taking a moment to get yourself in order or your finances. Your eye should remain on the prize, because after you've got your priorities right you can resume the pursuit towards them with a sharper mind and a greater understanding of how things work and of what it is you truly want.
Do your best to not be reactive or impulsive, continue to gather information and knowledge even if its by a means of observation and silence. Keep your plans close to your chest, protect them, and when the time comes trust in yourself that you'll not only figure things out, but that you can make something of yourself
