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Hi, friends! Welcome to your Spicy Saturday reading. We're going to look into your next spicy partner and see what kind of lover they are in the bedroom. So, pick the little ghosty you feel called to and find your pile below!
Love,
Tara
Instruction: Choose the group that you feel drawn to. Can be used for multiple people. Try not to use more than one group for one person, unless you feel strongly drawn to multiple. Interpret according to your situation.
Disclaimer: Energy is constantly changing. This is only for entertainment purposes. Reading can be platonic, romantic or familial. If you don't feel drawn to any group, this reading is not for you. Reading might include sexual themes. Reader discretion is advised.
GROUPS:
1-2-3
4-5-6
Decks Used: Barbieri Zodiac Oracle, Mystic Dreamer Tarot, Island Time Wellness Love Oracle Cards, Gypsy Fortune Telling Cards.
GROUP ONE
Cards: Air, Aquarius rx, Mars rx, malady, fortune rx, death rx, The Grim Reaper (relationship is over, no second chances), Kisses (falling in love, unconditionally loving), Twin Flames, Love Call (a message of love), 2 of Pentacles, The Tower rx, Page of Swords, Death, 2 of Cups rx.
If you chose this group, you made the same choice as me so let us figure out, twin.
First of all, in 3 out of 4 decks we got a 'Death' card which is very significant. Let's go one by one. Interpret according to your situation, but also try not to be delusional.
Zodiac Deck: It's clear both of you want to communicate or that the Universe knows communication is needed. However, no one wants to make the first move. Someone is being a coward (because if they get ghosted, then they're a fool so they don't want to take that responsiblity upon themselves). The coward is the one that's friendly and more social. Could be also that both of you share friends, like past classmates, but currently any meeting within that group is very much unlikely unless someone will take the initiative to arrange one.
Gypsy Deck: Someone is being a princess here, waiting for a message; could be both of you, though it's more likely it's the cowardly person. The 'fortune' card was reversed but now looking at it again it's horizontal, probably because I moved it by accident but I see it more as "You have a say in this situation" aka you can choose to message them and speed shit up (which is encouraged since right now Tumblr showed me 'progress saved✅'). And here we have our first 'death' card. For me the message is "this is not the end yet". No contact between you guys could be long and maybe it will last, but you will reunite one way or another.
Love Oracle: Another 'death' card, with the opposite meaning. Normally, I'd say "okay, so you should just move on because this is going nowhere" but in the context of the reading, it just means "end of silence" and quite literally "the spirit is tired of yalls shit and is going to push you back together". It's clear you both have affection for each other, be it platonic or romantic. Your souls are intertwined, whether by soul contract or karma. It's a very strong bond, complicated, but always lingering. And then we have 'love call' which is self-explanatory, I think. I do think there will be some communication, if not direct then indirect like dreams or hints.
Tarot: I see that both of you still have to learn how to properly communicate or at least learn how to communicate in another person's way. If you're an overthinker, they should learn how to ease that for you and vice versa. I see that both of you are pretty balanced right now in your lives (at least finacially and career-wise, not so much emotionally or in love area, maybe you feel lonely). Someone has been avoiding something in this connection so a resolution is in order. Need for honesty. Another 'death' card which literally means transformation and we also have 'the tower rx' so another transformation card, just much more drastic.
Astrology Info: Aquarius, Mars x2, Air x2, Capricorn, Scorpio, Cancer.
(You both might like dirty talk in the bedroom or are good at it. Strong sexual attraction/sexual chemistry. You might like bantering and teasing each other, lowkey roasting too, being a little mean. Long sex.)
Numbers: 11, 17, 25, 2, 16, 13, 2 (86=14=5) = 2, 8, 7, 2, 7, 4, 2 (32=5).
(Number 2 dominance signifies balance and cooperation. Both are very stable and grounded. Good at teamwork or at least good at working with each other other. Mutual understanding. 7 is a number of introspection and reflection. Both can do heavy thinking and analyzing the past. 4 signifies stability, security and focus. 8 is a number of movement and action. 8 and 4 can indicate slow, but steady and focused movement. Surprising doubled 5 as a govering number which mean chaos and sudden change. Might signify a sudden encounter or sudden message. A wild card, so to speak so it's difficult to say what it might be, just be prepared to be surprised.)
Songs:
If The World Was Ending by JP Saxe, Julia Michaels
(It's been a year now, think I've figured out how; How to let you go and let communication die out; How to think about you without it rippin' my heart out; But if the world was ending, you'd come over, right?)
Let You Break My Heart Again by Laufey, Philharmonia Orchiestra
(One day I will stop falling in love with you; Some day someone will like me like I like you; Still you take up all my mind; I don't even think that you care like I do; I should stop; Heaven knows I've tried)
Crying All The Time by Alexandra Savior
(My death, it haunts him like a ship without a sail; I know I'll be gone soon; But just for him, I will prevail; He doesn't like it when I cry; And now he's gone, so I'm crying all the time)
EXTRA SONG! (because I chose this pile for a person and when I think of this person, I think of this song).
Heather by Conan Gray
(Only if you knew how much I liked you; But I watch your eyes, as she walks by; What a sight for sore eyes; Brighter than a blue sky; She's got you mesmerized while I die; Why would you ever kiss me?; I'm not even half as pretty; You gave her your sweater; It's just polyester, but you like her better; Wish I were Heather)
GROUP TWO
Cards: Leo rx, Aries rx, Neptune rx, enemy, anger, widower rx, Love Call (a message of love), Mask (pretend, personify, hide), Healing Heart (healing from heartbreak, freedom from toxic love), Photograph (missing you, nostalgia, make new memories).
(I can't believe I forgot to write tarot cards. You're the only group. I can only remember 2 of cups rx, 10 of cups so 2 cards out of 5. Can be a message that you lack crucial information about this person/connection.)
Zodiac Deck: I see a lot of fire here, but it's destructive and wild rather than passionate. There was an ego/personality clash and maybe that's why yall are in no contact. However, I see a lot of regret over how thing turned out between you. Maybe you don't show it or talk about it, but it's there at night when you're alone.
Gypsy Deck:: Again, a lot of anger and I see both of you see one another as enemy or someone you should be unpleasant to because of what happened. But again, there are regrets here. Maybe it happened a long time ago and neither of you even remember why you fought in the first place.
Love Oracle: Communication is possible and will happen, most likely. Both of you hide what you think or how you feel, it's okay to miss one another even if things ended badly. It's perfectly fine to heal this connection but some emotional regulation will be needed first. I see both of you reminiscing, you can be reminded of the person by seeing the memories your phone decided to torture you with (or facebook or whatever other app). Pictures are a signifcant sign.
Tarot: Neither of you want to let go of this connection or maybe even can't fully let go. I see someone could be in a relationship here which further complicates things as I have no idea what is your past together. Both of you are hotheads though, strong temperament, prone to outbursts.
Astrology Info: Leo, Aries, Neptune, Pisces x2, Water, Cancer x2.
(Strong Pisces influence. You can be prone to daydreaming or have elaborate fantasies, can also mean you tend to be delusional. Dreamy. Careful with putting another person on a pedestal. Intense emotionally. Feels deeply, sensitive, easily hurt, takes things personally. Easily cries.)
Numbers: 1, 5, 21, 2, 10 (39=12=3)(due to my mistake of forgetting to write tarot cards, some numbers are missing) = 1, 5, 3, 2, 1 (12=3).
(Number 1 dominance signifies new beginnings and opportunities. It can mean you both started anew without each other, but also that you want to build something new together. 5 is chaos and change, signifiying both that your connection ended abruptly and you might run into each other unexpectedly. 3 is groups, so a third party presence might be important. 2 is balance, so you're quite satisfied with how your life is right now. Number 3 doubled being a main energy means lots of third party influence/interruptions. If you want to reunite, be mindful of people around you and how they impact you both. Be aware of gossip or accidental cheating.)
Songs:
Dark is The Night - Remix by Luke Muzzic
(How I love the depth of your gentle eyes; How I want to press my lips to them; The dark night separates us, my love; And the anxious black steppe lies between us)
Strange by Celeste
(Isn't it strange; How people can change; From strangers to friends; Friends into lovers; And strangers again?)
Dear August by PJ Harding, Noah Cyrus
(So I take all of my wasted love; And turn it into wine in my cup; They tell me that love is patient; But it never wants to wait on my drunk heart)
GROUP THREE
Cards: Cancer, Sun rx, Water rx, widower rx, death rx, some money rx, Love (affection, unconditional love, self-love), Addiction (obsession, restraint, co-dependent), Clock (need time, takes time, progress), Cupid's Arrow (have faith, love is coming, surprise meeting), 10 of Pentacles rx, 9 of Cups rx, Death, Justice, Temperance.
Zodiac Deck: There's so much affection between you. You always put each other above everything else, very selfless when it comes to this connetion. The ego is non-existent, the pride evaporates when the other cries or expresses pain. But there is no stable ground. It's emotionally charged connection, intense in a way you both trigger each other. At the same time, you have no idea how to handle each other without making it like a world is ending. You have similar spiritual and childhood wounds which makes it hard to heal. You understand each other, but you cannot heal.
Gypsy Deck: Someone might be broke or struggling to put money on the table. I see neither of you fully let go of this connection, silently hoping for a chance to meet again.
Love Oracle: I heard "The love is still there. Despite everything, the love remains." I see you might have parted because of drug/alcohol addiction or because you had toxic patterns tied to love and decided to be apart. I also heard "time is running out". If it's drug related, it can mean someone might be close to death and this is your last chance to reunite. For others, it might mean someone put a deadline on this connection and if the reunion doesn't happen till then, they will move on and leave this connection behind. I do see both of you have so much gentleness and softness for each other.
Tarot: When you think of one another, it brings fond memories and only a bittersweet nostalgia remains. Despite the bad, you only remember the affection and warmth. It's a beautifully sad connection, tragic and doomed in its nature, but important and teaching nonetheless. To find someone who understands us at a core level where the sun doesn't reach, is incredibly rare, but equally devastating when faced with reality. You cannot build on unstable ground and you both understand that. You are one another's favourite memory.
Astrology Info: Cancer, Sun, Water, Virgo, Pluto, Libra, Pisces, Sagittarius.
(It's time to move on. End the season and begin anew. Remember them fondly and reunite for a final goodbye, if you need it. Let it be a reminder you are loveable. Bodies of water might be significant here. Beach, lake, river, waterfall. Sunset. Sun rays reflecting in the water.)
Numbers: 4, 13, 24, 10, 9, 13, 11, 14 (98=17=8) = 4, 4, 7, 1, 9, 4, 2, 5 (36=9).
(4 dominance usually means stability and structure, but in this context it's more of a stagnation, being stuck in your way and not able to be in each other's orbit. 7 is introspection, so you are reminiscing and missing them. 1 aka new beginnings, 9 aka near completion and 5 aka chaotic/sudden change can mean death either of this person or of this connection. With 8 and 9 as govering number energy, the end is approaching fast and is fated. You might want to change the endgame, but it is doomed.)
Songs:
Coffee by Roses&Revolutions, lostboycrow
(Meet me downstairs in the lobby for a cup of coffee; We can talk it out; Drove all night just to meet you for a cup of coffee; Caffeine and daydreams all lead me here to you; Road signs and green pines display; I made you a mixtape just like we used to do; Forever a teenage cliché)
Cigarette Duet by Princess Chelsea
(It's just a cigarette and I only did it once; It's just a cigarette, it'll soon be only ten; It's only twice a week so there's not much of a chance; It'll make you sick, girl, there's not much of a chance; It's just a cigarette and I'm sorry that I did it; It's just a cigarette, you'll be sorry that you did it)
That Funny Feeling by Bo Burnham
(Total disassociation, fully out your mind; Googling derealization, hating what you find; That unapparent summer air in early fall; The quiet comprehending of the ending of it all; Hey, what can you say?; We were overdue; But it'll be over soon; Just wait)
GROUP FOUR
Cards: Uranus, Neptune rx, Moon, blank, thief rx, lover rx, Girlf With A Snake (enable, empath and narcissist, being charmed and used), Mask (hide, personify, pretend), Love Call (a message of love), Engagement Ring (commitment, eternity), 6 of Swords, Ace of Pentacles, Death, The Chariot, 4 of Wands rx, Ace of Wands.
I will get into details below, but my first thought is that someone in this connection is a liar/gaslighter/manipulator, very good at words, sneaky.
Zodiac Deck: Someone has a very high emotional intelligence, can read others easily and as a result, is quite liked among their community. Adaptable. Hides their ugly side. You might share friend group(s) or a community like school or work. I also keep hearing 'charity' and 'park'.
Gypsy Deck: You might never been romantically/sexually involved and if you have, someone here is not into commitment. Someone thinks they're smarter than they really are; they consider themselves cunning and intelligent, but they are easily caught (somehow always bounces back, though). Very adaptable. They match their personality to a person they're talking to. It's hard to say who they are and I doubt they even know what's their true personality. This person is good at networking and would progress fast in corporate.
Love Oracle: The message repeats itself. Someone is profficient at pretending and gaslighting. They might contact you, saying they've changed and are ready to take you seriously. Might talk about how they finally see clearly and they regret how they treated you, saying they miss you and want to fix things. Love bombing, sudden declarations of love, promises, big talk and big plans. If you enter a relationship with this person, expect a quick proposal.
Tarot: I don't know how to feel about this tarot message because it's a positive one, contrary to the rest of the reading. Cards say that this person actually changed and did the work. They're being genuine. They went to therapy and are actively trying to make amends. They have been making plans and arrangement - they have a stable job, have started becoming more consistent, DEFINITELY parties less/stopped drinking, following through on their words, lost interest in one-night stands. Might seem intense because they want to catch up on lost time. Quite determined to make changes. Hopes to start anew.
Astrology Info: Uranus, Neptune, Moon, Earth, Pluto, Cancer, Aquarius, Aries, Fire.
(Big friend circle. Emotionally intelligent, in tune with other people's emotions. Scorching the earth or sunset as a result of fire/water pair. ADHD. Transformation. Opposites attract. Quick. Dramatic. Possible personality disorder like histrionic personality disorder.)
Numbers: 14, 20, 21, 6, 1, 13, 7, 4, 1 (87=15=6) = 5, 2, 3, 6, 1, 4, 7, 4, 1 (33=6).
(Equal influence of numbers 4 aka stability/security and 1 aka new opportunities/new beginnings enforces what I said before. There is genuine want of building something stable and start anew together. 2 means cooperation and balance. 3 is group and growth. 6 is harmony and support. 7 is reflection and introspection. They want to cooperate with you to build. They might have attended a group therapy or their environment showed them the truth. They're ready to be vulnerable and open up. It's not impulsive of them, they've been thinking about reaching out to you for a while. With a general energy of number 6 doubled, this relationship so far seem positive and full emotional support/understanding.)
Disclaimer: If this person was abusive, this message is not for you. Please be safe. Reader discretion is advised.
Songs:
Tired and Awake by Oliver Riot
(I know, it's a mistake; Falling in love, just to make a friend stay; Disgrace, give me a break; I'm trying to die happy someday; Heaven, let me come stay; Oh I loathe, anyone sways me; Back and forth, porcelain daisy; I'm sure, puppeteers made me)
Butterflies by Tom Odell, AURORA
(When you touch me there I feel butterflies; I'm gonna love you till the day I die; When you cut me, you cut me like a knife; You don't know it, but you saved my life)
Did You Like Her In The Morning? by NIKI
(Did you like her touch at nighttime?; Did all the pretending help you forget?; Was she weightless in just your sweater?; And does it feel heavy now to look at me instead?; I know it'd be easier if I just didn't ask; But it'd also be easier if she wasn't your last)
GROUP FIVE
Cards: Leo, Moon rx, Water rx, desire rx, thought rx, hope rx, Talking (text, call, conversing more), Addiction (obsession, co-dependent), Self-Indulgence (focus on self, shadow work), Wedding Rings (union, marriage, everlasting promise), 7 of Pentacles, Queen of Wands rx, King of Wands rx, 10 of Swords, 9 of Cups rx.
Zodiac Deck: Lots of passion and pretty words, they made you feel beautiful and sexy (or vice-versa). Someone here liked the attention and focus, very much physical/body focus. Not many feelings involved (or maybe there were some, but very much one-sided). The thought of possible commitment didn't even cross the mind. Despite the one-sided feelings, someone knew what they were getting into, perfect clarity on what the other person wanted (that's why there was no hope, the person with feelings might have tried to detach emotionally but it didn't work).
Gypsy Deck: This is someone with whom you might have had a physical connection with, devoid of any depth. It was not even friends with benefits. It was just call-and-fuck or possibly a one-night stand (though it's for a very few of you). he passion and desire felt hollow after some time, so you parted (or one person decided to end it). I assume you're the person with the feelings, unfortunately.
Love Oracle: You might still talk (despite the topic of the reading), like sending each other memes or liking posts on social media. If you don't, you might want to talk to this person and have some kind of deeper connection rather than just sexual (not neccessarily romantic, you just want to be around them). There's a mesage for you to focus on yourself and try to move on (I see this person is indulging themselves, they don't think about you much to be honest). It might have been very intense for you and now you're crashing out and having a breakdown (it's understandable). It reminds me of my situationship from a year ago and it was not pretty. But I want to say it will pass. You will be okay. It's just a guy/a girl! They're nothing special, if you really think about it. But it will hurt for now, no matter what I say to convince you otherwise.
Tarot: I think this situation is quite recent, as we have only minor arcana. A wound that is still fresh and bleeding (extra song for you down below). Someone wanted to build something here (and have hope, even now, for a situation to be fixed). It's a tough situation. There's no way around it. I know I keep repeating myself, but there's not much I can say. Both you and this person have such different perspectives and wants at the moment.
Astrology Info: Leo, Moon, Water, Taurus, Aries, Sagittarius, Gemini, Pisces.
(There is a need for grounding and reevaluating what you want in life. It's okay if it hurts. It's okay to have a rebound connection, but from my experience, it will be hell. Cry, yell, scream. Use the energy of despair; sports, projects, whatever escape you can get. Of course, be wary not to escape too much into harmful habits. Talk to your friends. Go and party. Spend time around people, to lessen the loneliness.)
Numbers: 5, 14, 24, 7, 10, 9 (69=15=6) = 5, 5, 6, 7, 1, 9 (33=6).
(69 might be the kind of joke both you would laugh at, but it's also another confirmation of a physical connection. You might both be into kinky shit. They liked to give you pleasure. With the 5 repeating along with number 6 dominance it tells me about an intense connection, full of extremes and inability to regulate the emotions. Now, the other person might had some revelations about themselves while with you, but they weren't interested in exploring the connection between you. Number 7 is about retrospection and reflection. 9 is about moving on and transitioning. 1 is about new opportunities. If you're already over this person, then good! You can take lessons you've learnt and apply it to new situations and other opportunities).
Songs:
Back To You by Flower Face
(Don't fight back, don't look at me like that; Don't forget I'll never quite forgive you; Well it's always back to you again, always back to you, my friend, you keep me on the run; How can I forgive myself when I'm still in love with you?)
YUKON (Interlude) by Joji
(Hit the gas like you wouldn't believe it; Thank God I was always healing; In a time so slow I was thinking 'bout us rearranging pieces; Speeding up on that all black demon; Going West, I don't got no reasons)
Me Gustas Tu by Manu Chao
(What time is it, my heart?; I told you very clearly; Stay tuned; I like the morning, I like you; I like the wind, I like you; I like to dream, I like you; I like the sea, I like you; What am I going to do? I do not know anymore)
EXTRA SONG! The Cut That Always Bleeds by Conan Gray
(Oh, I can't be your lover on a leash every other week when you please; I can't be the kiss that you don't need, the lie between your teeth; But even though you're killing me I need you like the air I breathe; I need you more than me)
GROUP SIX
Cards: Gemini rx, Pluto, Water rx, money, letter rx, visit, The Golder Mirror (one-sided, love bombing, self-absorbed), Hammer (sabotage, rebuilding, persistent), Paradise (happiness, expansion, oneness), Love (unconditional love, self-love, oneness, affection), Page of Swords rx, 7 of Swords rx, Temperance rx, High-Priestess rx, 6 of Wands rx.
Zodiac Deck: They might be a very smart person, calculating and strategic. Witty and good at arguments. Dark themes (unspecified). Emotionally poor/difficulties with experiencing emotions (antisocial personality disorder/other personality disorder or autism).
Gypsy Deck: Someone might be travelling. I get the vibe of Pride and Prejudice, someone with a lot of money like Mr Darcy is travelling to his beloved without any notice to the beloved, so the beloved is surprised when he suddenly appears on her doorstep. Either that or this person is travelling to your city/coming back quite suddenly and you find out about it by accident while running into them (or when they visit you).
Love Oracle: This person has decided on something. They might come to you with a message of love, serious and unwavering. But if they're not the Mr Darcy type, they might start small and slow, inviting you for a coffee and slowly rebuilding what was lost. They are quite sure about what they want to build with you. But this person is also very selfish. Did they apologize for the past? Are they genuine? Do they take your feelings under consideration?
Tarot: Every single tarot card is in reverse, so the positives might blind you. Try to see the red flags when they appear, don't delude yourself into an unhappy relationship. I also think they will skip a lot of steps that should have been taken first. Did they cheat in the past? Did they lie to you on the daily? Big stuff need to be talked about, but don't be pressured into ignoring the subtle signs and details (they have a lot of influence on the big picture, after all). Power struggle. Someone has more power in this connection. Unequal standing. Possessive (not in a fun way, more so selfish). Ask unpleasant questions.
Astrology Info: Gemini, Pluto, Water, Air, Aquarius, Leo, Sagittarius, Moon.
(Showing you what you want to see. If they were always bad at emotions and now they're so much different, read between lines and try to see if they're genuine or just acting to appease you. It might not even be in a malicious way, maybe they're just trying to make you happier. Silent during sex. Groans and growls. Groping. Getting off on your scent.)
Numbers: 3, 22, 24, 7, 14, 2, 6 (78=15=6) = 3, 4, 6, 7, 5, 2, 6 (33=6).
(A lot of numbers, so things feel balanced here. Another option is there are many things to take under consideration here and this group diverse, so there are many different outcomes/information. 6 is about support and emotions, so this is the theme that keeps repeating itself. 3 is groups and growth. 4 is stability and security. 7 is introspection and reflection. 5 is chaos and challenges. 2 is balance and cooperation.)
Songs:
Afraid by The Neighbourhood
(You're too mean, I don't like you; Fuck you, anyway; You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs; It hurts but, I won't fight you; When I wake up, I'm afraid; Somebody else might take my place; Somebody else might end up being me)
Je Te Laisserai Des Mots by Patrick Watson
(I will leave you words under your door; Under the walls that sing just right beside where your feet pass by; Hidden in the holes in your couch; And when you are alone just for a moment pick me up)
My Heart Is Buried In Venice by Ricky Montgomery
(Even when you try to hide it; A smile creeps out from your teeth; I never thought that I would have to say I'm sorry; For anyone but me; My heart is buried in Venice; Hidden beneath all my worries and doubts; Waiting for someone to take it home)
Happy friday, my friends! I hope you all had a good week! I have a new PAC reading for you today. We're going to see what goal of yours you are coming close to reaching soon. So, pick the image you feel called to and find your pile below to get your messages!
Love,
Tara
Pick-A-Card: What makes you hard to forget romantically? 🏹
IMPORTANT: Calm your mind, breathe deeply & focus on what photo(s) you feel most drawn to. Don’t rush, then, when you’re ready, & only if you truly feel drawn to a photo, read the corresponding pile(s). PAC works even if you’ve never been in a relationship. Feedback & tips are greatly appreciated.
Pile 1:
cards pulled: tea leaf - dagger, younger man, stork, tortoise, bird flying, horse. archetypes - slave (shadow), child: orphan. tarot - king of wands rx, four of cups, queen of cups rx
You’re hard to forget because you leave an emotional mark even when you don’t mean to. People remember you as someone who changed something in them like you made them feel exposed or confronted in a way they weren’t expecting. You cut through people’s ego, call things out, & you shift the power dynamic. You don’t let someone keep living in their fantasy version of themselves. You also have this bittersweet, hard-to-place(?) vibe. You feel really emotionally complex, like you’re caring but not easy to fully reach. People may keep replaying you in their head because they never feel like they got the full story with you. Even if you weren’t trying to be mysterious, you come off like someone who holds a lot back, & that can make people obsess over you & your intentions or what you say. It really sticks over time because in people’s heads you represent change, or like a slow building impact/momentum. People remember you as a turning point in their romantic life, like “before [you]” and “after [you].” You make people keep thinking about you from a distance. You’re unforgettable romantically because you create transformation in people & you don’t feel replaceable. You might not be the easiest love, but you’re definitely the one people learn from.
Pile 2:
cards pulled: tea leaf - casket, gong, funnel. archetypes - martyr, angel. tarot - queen of cups rx, king of wands rx, ten of pentacles rx, eight of pentacles rx, chariot rx, hanged man
You’re hard to forget because you feel like a wake up call in a relationship. Its the feeling of someone realizing something ended, they lost something or things shifted/changed permanently after you. You just don’t leave things the same. You probably aren’t even loud or destructive about it, but once someone experiences you, it rings in their body for a long time. It’s like you mark an ending of an old pattern or a chapter closing. Your energy is quite intense, but in a subtle way “humming” way. You feel deep, but also not fully accessible? Like people can’t read you cleanly so they’re left wondering what you really felt, what you were holding in, & what was actually real. That uncertainty keeps you in their head for way longer than they want to admit. People romanticize you, you come off like someone who loves hard, gives a lot, tries to make it work, & carries more than your share. Even if you aren’t perfect, people remember the effort & the loyalty. They remember you as someone who was willing to invest in the connection. You also have a way of making someone focus, when you’re in their life, you become the main thing they think about. They get pulled into your world & your pace harshly so they’re left with that unresolved feeling of “it could’ve been real if we had just gotten it right.” You’re unforgettable because you feel meaningful, like not a casual fling at all, even if it didn’t work, it felt really important.
Pile 3:
cards pulled: archetypes - queen, warrior, poet (shadow), monk/nun, mediator. tarot - ten of swords, two of swords rx, five of cups, the sun, six of wands
You’re hard to forget because you have presence & pride. People remember you as someone who carried yourself like you knew your worth, even when you were hurting. You have genuine strength, standards, & backbone, you don’t beg or chase, & that alone makes people think about you later, because they realize you were not easily replaceable. You’re also the type people regret losing. You leave a “damn…” feeling behind, like the person knows they hurt you or fumbled you, & the guilt sticks with them. They can try and be nonchalant but the truth eventually hits them & they can’t keep pretending they didn’t care or lying to themselves about what happened. You become the relationship they look back on & finally admit mattered. The strongest part is your bounce back though, you glow even brighter before you net them & you get your confidence back tenfold & people see it. You don’t just disappear into sadness & that makes you unforgettable because people remember the contrast easily. Like you were strong, real, hurt, & yet you still came out shining. You’re unforgettable romantically because you have dignity, impact, & crazy good bounce back.
Pile 4:
cards pulled: tarot - nine of pentacles, six of pentacles rx, five of pentacles rx, knight of pentacles, the empress rx, ace of cups rx. tea leaf - wishbone, hills, fire. archetypes - rescuer (shadow), networker (shadow)
You’re hard to forget because you put in a lot of effort & bring the heat. You come off like someone who is worth the time, the risk, the effort, & worth committing to. You’re not just a moment or fling you actually you feel like a real life long option to people. People literally start wishing on you. They fantasize about you as the one that could’ve worked or even try and manifest you back after it’s over. You don’t seem easy to get, maybe it’s not even completely in your control (like theres obstacles, standards, distance, timing or if is just your own self-respect) but you also being a log of chemistry.l & attraction. The spark that doesn’t die quickly & people can find themselves physically into you long after the romantic connection has died out too. But people do remember the ache of not being fully let in, they remember the feeling of almost having you, or losing you, or not being able to reach you emotionally the way they wanted. It can feel uneven, like one person wanted more, gave more, or felt like they were never fully chosen. That imbalance is what keeps them thinking about you. You tend to be significant in someone’s life, like you don’t just date, you get involved. help, connect, open doors, influence, even if you don’t mean to, you change people’s lives a little. You feel rare, steady, attractive, hard to access, & genuinely life changing to experience.
Hi, y'all! I hope you are all doing well and having a good week so far. I have a new PAC reading for you today. We're going to see what changes are coming in for you soon. So, pick the image you feel called to and find your pile below!
Love,
Tara
Hi, friends! I have a new PAC reading for you today. We are going to be getting you some guidance on what spiritual lesson you are currently learning and how that may be influencing your life. So, pick the image you feel called to and find your pile below!
Love,
Tara
Happy Friday, friends! I hope everyone had a good week and if the week was challenging, I hope you have a good weekend and can relax. I do have a new PAC reading for you today. We're going to find out who is coming into your life next. So, pick the little goose you feel called to and find your pile below!
Love,
Tara
Pick-A-Card: What makes you & your future spouses connection feel special? 18+
What about the connection with your true love feels otherworldly romantic, magical & different than anything you’ve ever experienced.
Calm your mind, breathe deeply & focus on what photo(s) you feel most drawn to. Don’t rush, then, when you’re ready, & only if you truly feel drawn to a photo, read the corresponding pile(s). Feedback is greatly appreciated.
Pile 1
cards pulled: tarot - ten of cups rx, nine of coins rx, king of cups, five of swords, ace of wands. media - do the right thing, the breakfast club. unicorns - awareness, abundance
This connection feels special because it doesn’t let you hide yourself. It’s not a fantasy relationship that stays cute & shallow. It’s the kind of love that forces honesty, growth, & real choices, & that’s why it ends up feeling so fated for you both. You may have had love before that looked good on paper or even fantasy connections that felt comforting for a moment, but they didn’t actually make you feel secure. This hits different because your future spouse is emotionally steady & can actually reach you. They don’t match your chaos & they don’t play games with your feelings. They can handle intense conversations without turning it into a power war. You’ll find someone who stays present even when things get hard. Theres a perfect mix of safety & heat, the sexual chemistry is real & immediate. It’s not polite or gentle attraction, it’s that body-level pull that makes you feel alive again, or in ways you haven’t yet before. It doesn’t come with confusion at all though, it’s mutual & obvious. You won’t have to fight for respect, to be understood, or to not be played. With this person, you become aware of your old survival habits & you’ll realize how often you’ve been in a defensive mode, expecting betrayal or disappointment. They’ll pull you into a much cleaner way of loving. You’ll feel like you’re finally loved in a human way for who you actually are. They see your flaws, maybe even things you’ve never admitted or showed anyone & they still choose you. You both end up having real, blunt talks early on, the kind that would scare off a shallow match, but it bonds you two instead. You’ll become more confident, more secure, & more prosperous in yourself because the relationship stops draining you like the rest of the world. It’ll probably feel like the first time love actually makes your life bigger instead of smaller.
Pile 2
cards pulled: tarot - seven of swords, page of coins, justice rx. media - coming to america, britney spears, the isley brothers. unicorns - possibility, anger
This connection feels special because it’s intense, secretive, & transformative. It has that “how is this even real?” vibe & feeling because it starts with mystery & risk. Maybe even someone or a type of person you never thought you would get to be with but always wanted. It feels like a door opening into a different life. You and this person have a way of finding each other that feels almost hidden from the world at first. Not necessarily an affair, but a feeling of “this is ours,” “people wouldn’t get it,” “we move in silence.” that secrecy makes it feel super addictive. It’s not just drama & passion either, you two actually start creating a future from small steps. Learning each other, building trust slowly, stacking real effort. It grows in a way that feels like watching something turn from a spark into a whole life. This love challenges your idea of what’s “right.” It can bring up a moral conflict, family pressure, timing issues, or a feeling that the world might judge it. It forces you to face anger too. Anger at your past, what you tolerated before, unfairness, how long you went without real love. That anger becomes the fuel that makes you draw lines & demand better. There’s a luxury fantasy, high chemistry, & emotionally extremes vibe here. This person is probably wealthy or brings more wealth into your life some how when you get together. The sex & romance are intense & memorable & it can feel like a whirlwind. This person makes you believe in your future again, just don’t let the intensity turn into mind games or betraying your own values.
Pile 3
cards pulled: tarot - ten of wands rx, queen of cups, the empress. media - eminem, selena, pretty woman. unicorns - magic, partnership
This connection feels special because it finally feels like you can breathe & still be wanted. You may be used to love feeling like work, like you have to carry the emotional weight, manage the vibe, prove you’re worthy, be the strong one, be the “cool” one, the one who doesn’t ask for too much. With this person, that whole survival posture starts dropping. You stop bracing, overexplaining, & performing stability/perfection. It’s not because you become weaker or something, it’s because you’re finally with someone who can actually hold you & let you be yourself. The bond is deep & steady. It’s the kind of intimacy where you feel understood without having to argue your way into being seen, your future spouse doesn’t get scared of your feelings & they don’t think you’re “too sensitive.” They respond to your emotions with patience & real care. You feel safe being soft & letting your guard down. You’ll start feeling beautiful again, not just “sexy” or “useful” but genuinely adored, like you’re valued, protected, & cherished. You can show up looking like yourself & still feel chosen. The relationship has a glow to it like people can see you’re taken care of. Theres also a specific “i see the real you” vibe. Even if you’ve had an edgey or guarded persona, this person clocks it as your armor & not attitude problems or you being a mean person. They don’t get offended by your defense mechanisms & they understand where they come from, so they don’t shame you for them. They just stay consistent until you soften & become comfortable. Your spouse is also proud to be with you. Not in a shallow trophy way, more like they think you’re rare. They see you as someone with substance, warmth, & real femininity, & they like taking care of you because it feels natural, not forced. It’s nurturing & sensual at the same time. You’re not choosing between safety & chemistry here, you get both. It feels like your nervous system finally learns love can be calm and still intense.
Pile 4
cards pulled: tarot - sun rx, ace of swords, ace of wands, the high priestess. media - training day, nicki minaj. unicorns - friendship, support, leadership
This connection feels special because it’s sharp, intense, & private, it’s not the soft romcom kind of love you see on tv & in movies. It’s the kind where you feel like you finally met someone who can match you mentally & sexually, and it wakes you up, almost jarringly. The pull between you two is obvious but not fully explained. You feel it in your body fast (lol) but you also feel like there’s something deeper under it, like you’re being studied & seen. It feel fated, secret, & a little addictive, you don’t even need constant words from them to feel the bond, like you could go days without talking and just know. It’s also in the eye contact & the pauses. Theres a lot of tension here. Conversations are direct & real, there’s no baby talk or fake sweetness. You both say what you mean, it can feel like someone finally speaks your language. They challenge you, don’t tiptoe, & it makes you respect them. it also means this relationship cuts through illusions fast. If something is off, it gets named & that honesty becomes intimate for you both. This is a lot of sexual chemistry here. This is not a slow burn at all. It’s mutual hunger where you both feel extremely desired & the connection may even start off sexual before anything else. It can feel like the first time someone wants you in a way that’s both physical & focused, like they’re not just casually attracted, they’re locked into who you are too. It’s the kind of desire that makes you bold, maybe you’ll even be more forward than you’d ever imagined you’d be. It’s not always publicly easy though? This might not be the kind of love you post right away. “Faceless” vibes for sure. It can start in a private lane, or it can feel like the world would misunderstand it. It might also just bring out insecurities at first because the intensity makes you hyper aware of what you want & what you’re risking. It’s not instantly “everything is happy.” it’s more like it’s really real & that scares you a little. This connection has edge, confidence, & dominance. You’re not with someone passive. there’s a “don’t play with me” vibe. There can be playful power games, but also mutual respect if it’s healthy. It also suggests you both have strong egos & strong standards, so the relationship feels special because it’s earned. You don’t just fall into it because you’re bored or lonely, you choose it deliberately. I don’t think it’ll be a toxic connection though, underneath the heat, there’s genuine loyalty. This person has your back. They’re like a lover and a teammate of that makes sense.
Pile 5
cards pulled: tarot - nine of coins rx, three of coins rx, queen of coins, seven of wands. media - the godfather, steel magnolias. unicorns - prosperity, awareness, leadership
This connection feels special because it changes your real life, not just your feelings. It feels “meant to be” because it stabilizes you & upgrades your world, & you can feel the difference immediately. Your past connections may have been romantic or fun but not practical, like love that made you anxious, or love that didn’t actually build anything. This one is different because your future spouse is a builder. They move like someone who knows how to create a life, protect it, & keep it running. They don’t just talk about security they actually enforce it & it’s a large part of their values. You’ve likely been in situations where you felt unsupported, like you were doing too much alone or you couldn’t trust people to be consistent. Whether it be financially stressed, emotionally alone, or like teamwork always falling apart, so when you meet this person & they actually show up, it hits like relief. It feels unreal because you’re not used to reliable effort. You feel taken care of, provided for, protected, & grounded without being controlled. They notice details, handle things & make your day to day calmer. This person also defends the relationship. they don’t let outsiders run it, & they don’t let you be disrespected. If someone came to them with rumors about you they wouldn’t believe it, and if they did, they would still choose your side anyway. It creates that “us vs the world” feeling, but in a strong way, not a paranoid way. You feel like you finally have a teammate who will hold the line with you. This person may be older in age or just in vibe, more established, more connected, or just naturally more commanding. They make decisions & can be territorial. They want loyalty, and they give loyalty, but it’s very serious & its not a casual love. But still, there’s devotion, & family energy, like showing up in hard times, staying when it’s not cute. It’s the kind of love that holds during illness, stress, appearance changes, career pressure, family issues, not just during good days. You become more stable, more confident, & more respected because the relationship supports your growth instead of draining it.
Pile 6
cards pulled: tarot - five of coins rx, judgement, six of coins rx, the hierophant, the hanged man. media - the breakfast club, do the right thing. unicorns - support, past lives, polarity
Your love feels special because it feels like coming back to yourself. The connection has a subtle fated pull, like you’ve known each other longer than this lifetime. Even before anything big happens, you feel it in the way they look at you, like they recognize you & they’ve been waiting to find you again. Conversations may flow too easily in the beginning. They don’t just love you when you’re shining, they love you when you’re tired, scared, messy, & unsure. They step into your life & something in you unclenches, you stop feeling alone & like you have to carry everything by yourself. They make you feel chosen in a serious way. Not the rushed, chaotic kind of choosing where someone’s doesn’t want to be single or feels like they’re running out of the time, it’s the kind where they look at your whole story, your flaws, your past, the parts you don’t like about yourself, & they still say yes. It feels like a spiritual turning point, like life is finally letting you breathe after a long season of being tested. The love is balancing , it’s not perfect, but it’s real. They don’t let you overgive until you’re empty & they don’t let you shrink to keep peace. They gently correct the parts of you that learned to take the bare minimum. They teach you what mutual love actually feels like. This relationship also has a feeling of it slowing time. Like the world gets quieter when you’re with them, you stop rushing, forcing, & you start trusting the unfolding of events. The bond deepens in patience, in routines, in little ordinary moments (like late night talks, shared meals, inside jokes, sitting together in silence & it still being comfortable) It feels like restoration & a second chance. Two people meeting at exactly the right time, on the bridge of transformation between who you were & who you’re becoming.
Pile 7
cards pulled: tarot - six of cups, three of coins, justice, seven of wands, the tower rx. media - gwen stefani, selena. unicorns - adventure, friendship, growth
From the start, there’s a weird familiarity between you, not the kind that’s boring or predictable, but the kind that makes you feel comfortable instantly. You feel safe to laugh, be silly, sweet, & maybe even flirtier than usual. It’s the kind of connection where you can look at them & feel this gentle thought in your chest like, “oh. there you are!!” even if you can’t explain why, it feels like your hearts remember each other. The bond has an innocence in it too like you get to be adored without having to earn it through pain or even the awkwardness of getting to know someone. It doesn’t stay in fantasy either, it becomes real in the most beautiful way. The connection naturally turns into teamwork, you two don’t just dream together, you build together, plan, create routines, make little goals & actually follow through. You learn each other’s rhythms fast & you start moving like a unit. It feels really romantic because it’s two people choosing to show up for the same life, not just choosing each other for the mood of the moment or because it’s what you’re “supposed to do.” The love feels really balanced too, you don’t have to beg for consistency or wonder if you’re asking for too much, they make things clear & correct misunderstandings before they become something bigger. They care a lot about honesty, & they care about treating you right in the small everyday ways that actually matter. You will feel genuinely respected. There’s a loyal, fierce edge to it, not possessive in an ugly way, but in a devoted way. They don’t let outsiders disturb what you have or people speak on you wrongly. They defend the relationship, & your dignity & it’s not just them doing that for you, it becomes mutual. You will find yourself standing taller & speaking up sooner, sometimes without thinking because the relationship makes you feel worthy of that effort. The vibe of the connection is also genuinely romantic & there’s a glow around you as a couple. You don’t feel like you have to dull yourself down to be chosen, you get to be more expressive, stylish, a little bold, & a little playful. It almost feels like the love story has a soundtrack? (like you two could be driving with the windows down at night, laughing, planning the future, feeling that sweet rush & adrenaline of “this is ours”) No matter your age, here’s something youthful & bright about the way you love each other. Your spouse is your best friend. You two will try new things together, travel or explore together, & take risks that feel exciting because you’re not doing it alone. A lot of “wow, we’re really doing this” energy.
Pile 8
cards pulled: tarot - king of wands, queen of cups rx, ten of coins rx, wheel of fortune, five of swords. media - jay z, drake. unicorns - compassion, balance, prosperity
You love feels special because the love doesn’t arrive gently, it arrives like a force. It feels like meeting someone who looks at you & makes you feel unmistakably chosen, claimed, wanted, & seen. There’s a warmth in it that is proud & bold, like they don’t love you in a secret inside their own head, they love you with intention. This love has a regal, high status aura around it. Not just money, but an energy of leadership. of presence. of “i know who i am, & i know what i want.” Your spouse has a commanding charisma, the kind that makes rooms shift when they enter. And in turn, being loved by them makes you feel like you can finally stop playing small, because the relationship itself supports your confidence. There’s is also heavy chemistry, the kind that makes you feel like your body has been waiting. It’s romantic in a grown way, like flirtation that feels like it has teeth & attention/desire that feels focused & deliberate. Smooth seduction vibes, they know how to talk to you & make you feel like the only person in the room, & they do it without looking desperate. It feels like the timing of this is connection divine too. Like you meeting each other changes the trajectory of your life. Doors open, opportunities appear & your confidence shifts. Your future starts looking different. This relationship does not stay shallow or easy all the time though, it brings out truth/ego. One or both of you can get overwhelmed, jealous, moody, or scared of losing control because the bond feels so deep & so consuming. It can also show that in the beginning, your feelings might come out sideways. you might test instead of ask or go quiet instead of admit you’re hurt. One or both of you come from a history where stability was shaky, maybe family patterns were messy, maybe money was stressful, maybe commitment didn’t feel safe, maybe you watched love fall apart in real time. So when you meet, you’re confronting your deepest beliefs about what lasts, the chemistry is high so so are the stakes. This relationship doesn’t just feel good, it improves your life. You attract better opportunities, stabilize your money & your future, you look & feel more abundant because you’re no longer leaking energy into the wrong things.
Pile 9
cards pulled: tarot - ten of swords rx, seven of cups, eight of cups, queen of wands. media - kill bill, waiting to exhale, poetic justice. unicorns - trust, strength, passion
You & your true loves connection will feel special because it doesn’t start from perfection, it starts from truth. It’s the kind of love that finds you when you’re finally ready to stop repeating the same hurtful patterns over & over. This connection carries a deep “we survived” energy, even early on. Not because you’ve already suffered together, but because you recognize something in each other, like the look of someone who has been through it & still didn’t lose their heart/softness. Its like the feeling of crawling out of an old version of your life. This love feels like it arrives to the rescue without the humiliation of feeling the need to be rescued. The romance blooms in a dreamy, almost cinematic way. You will feel pure enchantment, the conversations feel like late night confessionals for you both, it’ll be emotionally overwhelming. You two will talk about what you want, what you could build, the kind of life you’re meant for. It feels like a shared fantasy & it’s a vision you both can actually see. (I can even see you too actively manifesting together) The connection definitely becomes a private world, full of little imagined moments that start feeling inevitable. You will catch yourself smiling alone often. The two of you will look at everything you’ve outgrown & walking away without apology. You both will learn to stop accepting crumbs/settling. The bond feels powerful because it’s built on self respect. It’s not a “I’ll stay no matter what!” it’s “I’ll stay where love isn’t toxic.” This connection it makes you feel sexy, confident & wanted. You become more radiant, bold, & more sure of yourself. Your person will love your voice, laugh, & your edge. You’ll feel your spouse is fiercely loyal to you & the connection. You will feel claimed, not in a possessive way, but in a chosen way. You will feel like friends, theres laughter, real conversations, & relief. It’s being with someone and realizing your nervous system isn’t bracing anymore, like after everything you endured, you get the kind of romance that actually honors you. There’s also a spark that never dies. not just sexual passion but the passion to live, to create, to grow, to be proud of your future together.
The angels sent you a letter! :0 It flew that way!
I wonder what it says? It must be pretty urgent for them to have literally flown over here.
I guess I'll organise them for you - they have numbers to pick from!
So it looks like letter 1 is the gold on top left. Group 2 is the red one top right. Group 3 is the green bottom left, and Group 4 is the pink bottom right! Whew.
Signs this could be for you, if you need confirmation:
you have been thinking about a sibling. Being far away from family. Lots of emotions about being unable to help someone.
You work with Aphrodite, or have seen things about them lately.
You have felt compelled to take your time. Realising you can’t force something.
Feeling very emotional lately. There has been an internal struggle/conflict of logic vs emotion.
You have been working on catching patterns/habits.
Your initials could include C or I.
The angels are asking you to take time alone now, to formulate your own thoughts. This kind of message tends to come up after times of chaos, busyness, and high energy.
You will have received nudges to do this, no matter how hard you have tried to focus on other things, or push through and get things done.
Your sticker says keep it up, and the angels want to say “Well done”.
For seeing the bright side.
For holding the love in the moment. For holding it together, even when things got hard. Even when you got so scared, or so angry you got nauseous.
Now is the time to rest. Put down your weapons. The angels ask you to surrender and embrace the loving energy they are sending to you. Because they are always sending this to you. It is available to you now.
Reinvention and comfort tells me that your life is undergoing a lot of recalibration, and so are you.
I will be honest about all of the things that come to mind, and the sensations that I get. I am getting a lot of emotion and even grief with this group, it may not be that extreme for many but there it is. For some this loss could be a break up.
This could be dealing with long held grief, if not recent.
If you have been finding yourself irritable, or holding back anger, this is a sign of underlying emotion.
The angels message is this:
Through all your of tears, and ends in life, they are always sitting next to you - letting you shed everything you need. Only by release, physical, emotional, energetic, can you begin anew. Anew not to replace how special something was, but a new start that lives in love of that. In honour of that.
And if you have lost someone, live anew - for them.
Whatever has saddened you, lean on your angels, or your deity/guide. They are comforting you as you read this very moment.
Adorn yourself says it as it is: Give yourself permission to be loved.
An Idea that comes in mind:
Meditate and imagine the sea, or physically go to the beach - imagine your emotions are all channeled into a pebble (feel them release into it, you no longer hold them), and you try to skip it along the water.
The more you do this with more pebbles, the lighter and better they are at skipping. All of your weighty emotions sank into the sea, ready to become part of natures cycle once more.
Oh group 2, I love that so much. You have the out of this world sticker, and you got fairy magic. You majestic souls, you!. I love this.
Ways to confirm this reading is for you:
Dark hair/eyes OR I’m getting mexican/spanish vibes.
You have worked with the fairies, or are working with them
Passionate/intense souls
Moonstone is prominent
Mix of fire/water elements
You enjoy quirky art
Enjoys dancing
Longer hair than expected for demographic/gender
Might have been feeling sad or down lately (initials spell out sad) OR your initials involve those letters.
Something you are waiting for will take a lunar cycle.
These cards are suggesting that you are in your head right now, and could benefit from reaching out (I know, I know - you seem the independent type) to someone who cares. Really tell them what’s on your mind.
Transport reads to me as movement as well, so physical movement is being advised for you, no matter how little you can do. If you’re not well, it can be as simple as doing some small stretches. Just know that the angels are requesting that you get some of your mental anxieties out via energetic movement.
Another thing the Angels are mentioning is banning gossip. And that goes for both ways - talking about others, but also caring about what others are saying. There could be something you enjoy doing that you could be afraid of showing to others, for fear of backpack or humiliation.
However, those who love you will accept all of your quirky and interesting self. I’m getting that one particular person in your life really genuinely loves everything about you. For some this is a partner, for others a mother figure. Please don’t be embarrassed about what you enjoy, or how you have been thinking lately. You are different, yes, but you are still so very human too.
Please don’t be shy! The first step is always to start moving, in the smallest way! The angels really want to mention that.
I just got a message that I saw later than I would have liked - and that really makes me think you could be thinking you’re too late to do something. I promise, people do so many things at all ages - life twists and turns and keeps things interesting. There is no set way, route or age.
I got “Dancing in your room, we’ll know better when you’re older” from a song too. You’ll only keep yourself waiting. Do it when you want to - which is clearly now. The angels are nudging you to be brave and step forward to the things you are interested in. They know if you look in hindsight, you would much prefer that you had a go at something. :)
Use your age to your benefit. You will never be this young again, after all.
Ultimately the angels message is this:
If you love it, go for it!
Ps. They say Love you (They think you’re such a cutie)
Hello group 3, I think your cards are really interesting. You’ve got a bit of a morose or thoughtful energy going on right now it seems.
Confirmation clues this is your group:
Your nails need a manicure
You feel out of balance in life or tend to be accident prone
You got really disappointed by something recently
You’re a shut book - It’s hard to get things from this group
It’s raining as you read this
Initials could be P, F, B
You are very imaginative (A daydreamer, an artist)
You enjoy time alone
I’m getting someone who loves so purely. Stars in their eyes love. You sure know how to yearn.
Group 3, you need to let go and let your hair down. I’m getting clues about your energy when it comes to feeling a bit tense, or introverted, and needing to loosen up.
The angels main message, is you’ve been way too serious lately. The things you have been asking them (or your guides) are all well and good, but if you’re not in the mindset, or energetically open, there’s not much you can do to sense the nuance in their answers. Often things are right under our nose anyway - much like the mouse atop the cats head.
Just like when we can’t find the other matching sock, it’s often overlooked, or in the most obvious place. But it takes being in a less intense searching energy - you think you have to empty the whole drawer to find it when in this mindset. (This is totally not a reflection of a recent event, I definitely didn’t overlook it after searching in places that were illogical for like 30 minutes. I definitely DID NOT do that). And instead of the sock, replace that with whatever you are trying to find. There must just be a sock goblin at my house. Thief.
In general, they want to tell you that life is always at a balance. Justice reminds us that there is a time for focus, and a time for play. You can’t go without one side. So stop being a stickler, and have some fun, darn it!
Not only that, but you are being urged to see where the love is in your life. Pay more attention to your loved ones or your partner. There is a lot of fun to be had, please don’t sacrifice that to be productive, or to try and figure something out. There is a time and place for things, and the time now is for fun. Everything will align, and you will be ready for the answers you seek after a refreshment break.
Take all the fun you can get, please. Mr/ms serious.
Ps. One of the ideas for you was to watch a movie or go to the cinema.
Pps. If you asked your angels a yes or no question, the answer is yes.
For some reason with grow with grace, I got growing pains. As you grow older and mature, there are certain moves you have to make that can be painful. An example would be moving out from the family home. While something is exciting, it will still require to leave things behind.
The angels are telling you it’s your time to shine and make a big move in life. These cards are pointing to an opportunity to go out and adventure in the world. Whether that’s a backpacking trip, or moving home abroad. I’m getting career vibes, so there could be an opportunity to really step up for you here, and it could require you learning something new, especially a language (or maybe even coding!).
Sometimes you have to say goodbye to things, as some are valid only for a season.
The angels want to give you a high five, as you are achieving something big in your life - whether this is finishing school, getting that role, or winning that opportunity.
I also got that you won’t be on your own during this opportunity - I’m seeing if it’s a move, it’s with a partner. Or if it’s a role, you will have support (such as it being an internship).
If this hasn’t happened for you yet, the angels are letting you know this is very possible for you. If it’s correct when it says “your spirit is in need of new adventure” then this is reminding you of what’s possible. The direction looks great when it comes to technology or communication.
The angels letter concludes that it is time for you to move forward now! It’s time to move on and adventure. You will learn so much about people, relationships, and how to effectively communicate!
The angels are so excited for you, if you are travelling (which seems strongly emphasised) just ask them for their protection!
Hey, guys! I'm trying something new today. We're going to look into events, experiences, and situations that you may experience by the end of the week. So, each pile has a list of things that may happen for you by the end of the week. Some of them are just general things or how you may be feeling this week and some of them are specific things or events. I've never done a reading like this. I just wanted to give it a try to see how it resonates for you all and if anything comes true for you. So, you'll have to come back and let me know if anything came true for you at the end of the week! Just pick the little elephant you feel called to and find your pile below!
This pac can be used multiple times with different people in mind, past or future.
IMPORTANT: Calm your mind, breathe deeply & hold the person of choice in your mind. Then, focus on what photo(s) you feel most drawn to. Don’t rush, then, when you’re ready, & ONLY IF YOU TRULY FEEL DRAWN TO A PHOTO, read the corresponding pile(s). Feedback is greatly appreciated.
Pile 1
cards pulled: tarot - four of wands rx, queen of coins, the empress. media - lauryn hill. archetypes - prince (shadow), bully (shadow)
Your first kiss with them feels private & slightly risky, like the timing isn’t perfect or the situation around you is messy. It’s not a cute “first date” type kiss, It’s more like you’ve been circling each other, building tension, & when it finally happens it feels inevitable.
They kiss you like they already know they want you. It’s slow at first, heavy, lingering, & very body focused/touchy. There’s warmth & softness, but it’s not a shy kiss. They pull you in close, hands on you in a way that feels protective & possessive at the same time, like they’re claiming space around you. There’s also a soulful, intimate vibe, like it feels personal, the kiss carries emotion & meaning, not just lust. You can feel that they’re taking you seriously.
They’re drawn to your softness, scent, mouth, lips & your skin. It’s the kind of kiss that makes you feel wanted as a woman in a deep, physical way. It feels grounded & real, like this isn’t a game & they actually want you in their life.
They like being the one in control though so they may tease you, push your buttons, or even use the kiss to establish dominance. It can feel thrilling, but also like they’re testing how much power they have over you & how effected you are by it.
Pile 2
cards pulled: tarot - five of cups rx, knight of coins, two of cups. media - kill bill. archetypes - lover, femme fatale (shadow)
Your first kiss with them feels like relief & a decision has been made, like you’ve been holding back, maybe hurting, trying to stay logical, & then suddenly you give in. Like “okay, I’m done pretending.” The kiss makes you feel lighter, like something sad finally stops controlling you.
It’s steady & intentional, not sloppy or rushed. They take their time, they’re patient & they kiss you like they’re building something or like they want to learn you, not just taste you once & disappear. You’ll notice they’re really trying to impress you.
It feels matched too, like you both lean in at the same time & it feels natural. There’s alot of chemistry, but it’s also sweet. But it’s still heated, once it happens, it’s hard to go back. It can feel addictive, like you just opened a door you won’t be able to close. there’s a strong “I want you, I need” undertone that’s almost predatory in a sexy way. Its romantic too like intense affection with hunger underneath.
Pile 3
cards pulled: tarot - death, two of swords, ten of cups rx. media - tombstone. archetypes - athlete (shadow), poet
Your first kiss with them feels like a turning point but it comes with fear. Its the kind of kiss that changes the situation. Once it happens, something ends. an old relationship, an old identity, an old chapter where you were pretending you didn’t care. it’s the kiss that makes it impossible to keep living the old way.
There’s likely hesitation right before it happens like a a long pause or extended eye contact where both of you are internally deciding whether to cross the line. You can feel the restraint, like you’re both trying to be rational, but the pull is stronger than the logic.
It’ll feel bittersweet, not because the kiss is bad, but because the context is complicated. It might happen at the wrong time, or with emotional baggage in the room, it can feel like “this is what I want, but it could cost me something.” It will feel like tension finally snapping. The kiss can even start rougher than expected, like someone grabs the other person, closes the distance fast, & it’s charged with frustration & longing. Like there’s an “I’m taking you” vibe, dominance & control are part of the chemistry here. But after, like even if it starts intense, it lingers in your mind like a scene from a romance movie or book, you’ll replay it & it’ll haunts you a little but in a good way.
Pile 4
cards pulled: tarot - the hermit, queen of cups rx, page of coins. media - jaws. archetypes - trickster (shadow), child: eternal (shadow)
Your first kiss with them feels secretive, private, hungry, & a little emotionally confusing. It’s not a kiss that happens in front of people, it happens in a moment when you’re finally alone & when there’s nowhere left to hide behind group energy or small talk. It feels like they’ve been thinking about it for a while, likely before you do, but keep it contained.
It seems like they’re in their feelings & trying not to admit it, or they’re emotionally inconsistent & you can’t fully tell what the kiss means. It can feel like they kiss you harder than they talk to you… like the physical move is clearer than how honest they are about how they feel/their emotions.
It’ll probably start slow like they test it, a slow lean in, a small kiss first, then watching your reaction. They’re gauging if you you pull away, melt or let them take more. It’s not sloppy or impulsive at all.
There’s a very strong physical pull. once they start, there’s a predator vibe, not violent at all but very focused. They lock in & they want your mouth & your reactions, they want to feel power in the moment. it can feel like they’re trying to taste you & claim the moment, and that intensity is what makes it really memorable for you.
The kiss can feel playful in the moment, like teasing, smiling against your mouth, little games, but it can also feel like they’re avoiding seriousness, like they want the thrill without immediately owning what it means. It feel youthful and addictive, like “we shouldn’t be doing this but I can’t stop.”
Pile 5
cards pulled: tarot - the devil, ace of coins, knight of wands. media - the goonies, jay z. archetypes - virgin, slave
Your first kiss with them will make you both instantly know you’re in trouble. There’s instant magnetism so it’s not a polite little peck. It’s a rough kiss that grabs, mutual hunger, heat, & the feeling that you’ve both been wanting it so it can feel addictive right away, like the kiss alone could pull you into a whole situation. It’s not just lust for the moment either, it feels like the start of something physical & consistent, like the kiss is a door opening into not only sex but a tangible relationship, not a one time slip. You can feel that they want more than one night & they want access.
Its a bold & fast neither of you overthink it even if the experience is lacking. You both go for it & the kiss escalates quickly into hands, pulling closer & making you feel how turned on they are by you. You might even feel about dazed after.
There also a fun, youthful adventurous vibe. like you two are laughing right before it happens, teasing, playful chaos. (like the SpongeBob meme where they’re like “so what do you wanna do….👀” “idk what do you wanna do?” 👀) There’s also a lot of confidence from the other person here, they kiss like they know what they’re doing & they expect you to like it.
One person here (I think you) may be more innocent or less experienced, it’s the dynamic of someone acting sweet & composed then giving in to temptation hard. It can feel like you’re letting them lead & take control of the pace, & that makes the kiss feel even more intense. There’s like a “good girl, bad idea” vibe to it that makes it feel taboo. You might feel kinda naughty after, but in a good way & want more immediately.
Pile 6
cards pulled: tarot - six of cups, judgement, eight of swords. media - drake, selena. archetypes - hermit (shadow), advocate (shadow)
Your first kiss with them feels emotional & healing, & kinda scary for you. Its sweet & tender & it feels genuinely affectionate, not just sexual, they’re kissing you because they genuinely like you, not just because they want a thrill. It can feel soft, like a long held in crush finally becoming real.
It’ll also feel like a turning point, like the moment you’ve been waiting for & it can feel fated, like the kiss defines the connection & makes something official in your mind. You’ll go home & replay it, because it feels like the start of a new chapter.
Nerves here are high, both of you are in your head right before it happens. There’s hesitation, fear of doing it wrong, consequences, & what it means. Once it happens, it can feel like a release, but the tension is part of what makes it memorable.
There’s a romantic, late night, intimate, a little sad/sweet vibe to it? I don’t know how to exactly explain the sad/sweet aspect but it’s like it’s a kiss with emotion in it. There’s this “Will you hurt me? 🥺” undertone, like one or both of you has scars or fears & is trying not to show it.
The after effect is the kiss makes one of you want to retreat & overthink, & the other wants to define it, talk about it/make it right. So there can be a little push pull: one person pulls inward, the other tries to name what it is.
Pile 7
cards pulled: tarot - king of coins rx, seven of cups rx, the empress. media - gone with the wind. archetypes- companion (shadow), gambler
Your first kiss with them feels like both of you giving in after a long stare down (not exactly literally) it’s not a random peck it’ll be intense & a moment where both of you finally stop pretending you don’t want it. The kiss happens once the fantasy aspect stops & you both make a decision, it’s likely before the kiss you’ve both been circling, imagining, maybe flirting, but at some point it becomes obvious & it feels grounded in mutual attraction, not confusion at all.
It’ll be really memorable because they kiss you like you’re the prize, they’ll treat you like you’re warm, intoxicating, & soft, & they likely find you deeply feminine in a way that’s super attractive to them. It’s a kiss with hunger but also reverence, like they want your mouth, but they also want to worship you a little so it feels like being adored. You might be shocked at how into if they are.
The moment has that dramatic, romantic, cinematic vibe: tension, longing, “we shouldn’t 🙈” & then it happens anyway. It can feel like the kiss carries history even if you just met.
The kiss will feel special because it’s tempting & a little reckless, it can feel like you’re kissing someone who isn’t fully stable or fully ready, but the pull is strong enough that you do it anyway. There’s a chance the kiss is followed by mixed signals, like they want closeness but also want to keep control of their options. So, they might kiss you like they’re in love, then act casual after.
Pile 8
cards pulled: tarot - three of coins rx, four of cups, the lovers. media - mi vida loca, the color purple. archetypes - avenger (shadow), martyr
Your first kiss with them feels heavy & not casual at all. It feels like two people who have been holding back emotion & then suddenly can’t anymore. It’s mutual & not one sided at all. the kiss feels like choice & recognition, like “It’s you” it’s intimate, not just sexy. It feels like stepping into a bond that already has weight.
Its bittersweet, like one or both of you has been disappointed before, or you’re both tired, or you don’t fully believe good love exists, so when the kiss happens, it feels like relief & sadness at the same time. It can feel like “finally,” but also “this could hurt.”
Theres tension around teamwork, maybe the timing is wrong, the environment is messy, or there’s outside pressure. It can feel like the kiss happens in a moment where things aren’t coordinated, like you’re not fully aligned yet, but the chemistry overrides that. It can be impulsive, emotional, reckless & this kiss can feel like it cracks something open, like you suddenly feel seen in a raw or vulnerable way.
It feels intense because there’s unresolved hurt & pride. One or both of you might have a “you don’t know what I’ve been through” vibe, or a habit of protecting yourself through anger. The kiss can be in the moment the armor slips, but the armor is still there after.
Pile 9
cards pulled: tarot - eight of cups rx, queen of coins rx, chariot rx. media - nirvana. archetypes - child: eternal, damsel
Your first kiss with them feels like you giving in to craving. In the most romantic way, it’s the kiss you kept thinking about & trying not to want. It feels like you or them tried to stay detached, be logical, tried to keep it friendly, & then the kiss happens & proves none of that was real. It’s attachment snapping into place instantly.
Its an intoxicating, addictive, & moody vibe, like you’re floating for a second. It’s intimate, a little sad, a little dreamy & it can feel like an escape from reality. The kiss also feels innocent in the sense that it makes you feel young again, like you’re being chosen & held. It can also make you feel protected. They kiss you like they want to take care of you.
The kiss might happen when one or both of you isn’t fully stable. Emotionally messy, insecure, or not fully in control of life. The direction after the first kiss can be unclear too, like you might not know where it’s going, or it might stall, or become a push pull dynamic where the desire is strong but the follow through is inconsistent, like one of you backs out or runs/ghosts temporarily because feelings are so strong & confusing.
Hi, friends! I have a new spicy reading for you (though it's mildly spicy, nothing crazy lmao). We're going to be looking into your sex appeal and what makes you magnetic, alluring, and attractive to people. So, pick the pile you feel called to and find your messages below!
Hi, friends! I have a new spicy reading for you (though it's mildly spicy, nothing crazy lmao). We're going to be looking into your sex appeal and what makes you magnetic, alluring, and attractive to people. So, pick the pile you feel called to and find your messages below!
