OH TEH NOES!!

multifandom! he/him 24. madly enamored with the smiler

[wiislop]

GR33TINGS ! I'M KASPER/TOBY ! BEHOLD MY BLOGSLOP ! HE/IT/SHE • 24 • NONBINARY THINGCENIC LESBIAN AUDHD • SMILING ADVOCATE • MY CARRD

❏. CURRENT MAIN INTERESTS ! ( i’ll update whenever my interests shift )

rhythm heaven ( special interest )

the smiler / ministry of joy

alton towers

regretevator

❏. OTHER STUFF I LIKE !

taiko no tatsujin

sonic the hedgehog

dandy's world

madness combat / m:pn

pokemon ( tcg / anime / games )

various rhythm games

the nintendo wii

along with lots of unlisted stuff

[loontattoo]

see unfortunately I have this condition where if I am not explicitly told that I am a part of the ingroup then I will assume I must be part of the outgroup

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[orteil42]

(unfamiliar with Sir Mix-a-lot) I am pleased to hear your baby returned safely

[wiislop]

HELLO, SMILER NATION ! PLEASE BEHOLD: MY FREAK !

( she/it pronouns )

she’s my advocatesona, of sorts… and it simply goes by advocate. the ministry considers her to be rather disposable and never bothered to give it a new name lol.

they’ve got some lore beyond that but it’s not super fleshed out yet so i’d rather not get into it

i’m usually very shy about my artwork and don’t really post anymore… but i’ve been having lots of fun drawing it and decided to share her here :)

[hydrattan]

I was feeling agitated and artblocked yesterday so I decided to give my brain a rest by watching TV and then the next thing I knew these were in front of me

[wiislop]

happy pride month to the smiler. she made me gayer

[wiislop]

life is so awful rn but any time i have suicidal thoughts my brain immediately goes “but no you must live… rhythm heaven groove comes out in july” and it works every time thank you rhythm heaven ily 5ever

[girlgrimer]

Americans invented tbe worlds burgled and burglars to apply to robberies because the concept of losing their burger is the scariest thing to them

[girlgrimer]

Follow me for more wikipedia ^

[luimnigh]

This is shockingly close to the truth.

Both come from the Latin "burgus", meaning castle or fortified town. A burglar being someone who bypassed the security of fortifications.

Meanwhile burger comes via Hamburg, the burg of Hamma.

So burgers are named after fortifications, and burglars are the ones who bypass them.

[bubba-san]

The Hamburglar is a reunion of terms

[official-linguistics-post]

official linguistics post

[alexmey-does-an-arts]

I wish I could give the miis internalized homophobja

[alexmey-does-an-arts]

no but like i want them to actually feel it

[alexmey-does-an-arts]

you dont like her?

[caydencrypted]

the wisdom ive learnt is that becoming part of a friend group 1) takes a long time and 2) involves a lot of feeling awkward and left out at first. there’s nothing terrible about this but if you grew up chronically lonely or have any kind of trauma relating to social isolation this likely feels Really Wrong and activates danger signals. but both fortunately and unfortunately it’s just how becoming close to new people works most of the time

[caydencrypted]

another thing that was not intuitive to me as someone who grew up an autistic loner: basically everyone on the planet is starved for connection all the time and almost everything people do is an attempt to reach out to another. most seemingly illogical interactions and behaviours can be explained by this. you have to take as many of these invitations as you can. even if you're wrong you still attempted to bring more warmth into the world

[wiislop]

once you've played voices of the void you'll never stop wanting to beat the mannequins to death with your bare hands

[cablestwisted]

So I just watched a POV of the Sm1ler in VR because I can’t ride it irl (😔🇺🇸) and HOLY FUCK I DID NOT KNOW THE MARMALIZER WAS LIKE 15 FUCKING METERS TALL ITS A FUCKIN BIG BOI WTF

It's absolutely huge irl! It looks far smaller in pictures; but it is absolutely gigantic. What feeds into the perception of it being small is very much the perspective pictures are taken at; half of the Smiler and the Marmaliser is actually in a bit of a concrete pit, so that it fits under the treeline.

A useful thing to remember with the scale is that the central screen is slightly taller than a person. I'm 5'1 and the feet alone are about the same height as me.

Here are some useful size references from construction:

[mayadile]

UPDATE!! PLEASE READ!!

So I finished my appointment and told my provider everything that has been happening. Thankfully she will help me with food and recovering, but I need to drive there for her aid. I am happy she would help me! The place is somewhere to help lgbtq+ individuals anyways. Though, I now have been prescribed higher doses of medication since she read my test papers. Good thing it's the same price around 38$ just higher mg.

As for my testosterone. Things have changed since my old provider doesn't work at the company anymore so we have a new one that takes care of giving testosterone. Though, my doctor said since Trump is makng things harder and the law, she was told that we have to pay this man $100 to meet up with him to sign our names as permission to be prescribed testosterone ...which is stupid. I haven't had to do that before but it's what they can do right now. The man visits the building May 28th and if I'm able to gather and grab a Lyft, I can meet my doctor so she can help with my situation and I can meet the provider to get permission to have testosterone. If that's the case and I'll be able to be back on T again then so be it. So if I could get a bit more help and get toy goal of $700-800 to do what I need, I'll be fine! I'll be fine! So please boost and help me so I can be medicated and able to get my T, it would mean the world to me!!!!

PAYPAL

[mayadile]

I do need help with the hotel, food, dog food, dog pads, soap, blankets, medicine, toothpaste, etc etc I don't have enough for a hotel and would like to stay until I could make it to May 28. Each day is 54$ and a whole week is 230$ (cheap hotel prices) If I reach my goal ($700-800) it would possibly help me and my mother to get to our next step! We just need this week if we can get all the help we can get and we would be good!! (We could rent a car here and get my meds) I just need everyone's help!

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[gopyxp]

look at this thang

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[cheddar-baby]

well, time to die

[serverr00m]

[crashlapine]

[oeing-oeing-clay]

wow dude jts so awesome that your car is loud as fuck and smells worse when it drives past. thags fucking epic man. i really like how it hurts to listen to you drive past and it scares people. thats awesome man. i really like your car that makes a loud as fuck fart sound. fucking epic dude