Sweet Seals For You, Always
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@wildheartedghost
The room was quiet
Everyone huddled around
Soft singing lingered in the background
Time seemed to stand still for a moment
We held our breath while we counted your heartbeats
Slower
Slower
Slower
Until it just stopped
We held on to each other while we let you go
Blood is thicker than water
So when can I begin blood letting?
You can have every evil, spiteful drop I got from my mother
I would have done it years ago had I not shared the my brother’s blood
His blood is the only goodness I possess
When in reference to him, it’s accurate
So I’m stuck with the mixture of my mother’s hatefulness
My father’s apathy
But I have my brother’s precious blood
And there is nothing that can make me part with him
I thought I knew grief
Until my brother died
The word itself isn’t big enough to encapsulate the feeling
It’s like being absolutely gutted while awake
A never ending suffocating wave after wave of clarity and delusion
He’s not really gone
And
Oh God I can’t survive this
Sometimes the only thing pushing me forward is the knowledge that as your sister
Your DNA is mingled with mine
So you’ll never truly leave me
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There are days when I feel like I have a grip on this grief
I have it tucked neat and nice in it’s box in my mind
Then there are days where grief slithers it’s icy grip on my throat and squeezes
I’m choking and drowning in the absence of you
That’s life dealing with loss
You go through the motions
While suffocating in sadness
I have such a hard time with goodbyes
But I’m not sure why
I should be used to them
It’s my most common phrase
I wish I could blot out the sun
Just so the whole world could feel the darkness I feel
Since you’ve died
It’s midnight and I’m just staring at him
Wishing and praying things could have been different
Angry at the world for this happening to him
I don’t know what life will be like without him here
He was waiting my arrival and now I have to wait for his departure
I’ve never lived in a world without him in it
“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”
— William C. Hannan
I read a quote that said
“Grief is just love with no place to go”
Well I’ve been grieving my whole life
Grieving over the parents I have
The parents I wanted them to be
I’ve grieved over the girl I was
And the girl I should have been
It has put an ache of loneliness deep in my bones
Right down into the core of who I am
So if that quote is true
Then I am overflowing with love with no place to go
I will just stuff it in my chest
With hopes I can absorb some for myself
Holding on to hurt.
Quote
I could have my hand pressed firmly to my bleeding wound
And I would remove the pressure just to dry your eyes
Sometimes I feel as though I’m cursed
Doomed to lose everyone I have ever cared about
I must be arsenic
Slowly poisoning anyone that gets close
If you thought loving me was dangerous
Well you should try being loved by me
It’s deadly
The world doesn’t stop just because your heart is broken
It only stops for you
My love for you isn’t something I question or anything I’m unsure of
It is not a love born from obsession
I feel like obsessive love is selfish
No
My love is selfless
I don’t demand all of you
I want whatever you will give me
And I will cherish it
Give me your Saturday mornings instead of your Friday nights
I want your devotion but none of the suffocation
I want to be my own person and you to be yours
Pure love to me is exactly how we are
I can live this life alone and survive it but I choose to spend it with you