Favorite things to do and collect; big bows, baking from scratch, reading, long walks (20000 steps), long bike rides (15 miles), weight lifting (12 pounds), collecting wild flowers.
Favorite season; a tie between fall and winter
Favorite holiday; thanksgiving
Favorite music genre; all
Favorite book genre; all
Favorite movie genre; all
Favorite tv genre; all
Favorite movies; Tinker Bell series, Ponyo, Totoro, Kiki’s Delivery Service, Howl’s Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Matilda, Kill Bill, National Tresure, Mr Magoriums Wonder Emporium, Elf, The Addams Family, Barbie Movies.
Favorite (non-anime) tv shows; Touch, Alcatraz, Sleepy Hollow, Charmed, I Dream Of Gennie, Supernatural, Bewitched, Ghost Adventurers, Paranormal Witness, The Addams Family, Face Off, Doctor Who, The Nanny, The Vampire Diaries, Bones, Medium, Sabrina the teenage witch.
Favorite animated shows; Steven Universe, Ben Ten (the original!), Teen Titans (the original!), Tutenstein, Growing up Creepy, Totally Spies, Martin Mystery, Avatar the Last Air Bender, The Legend Of Korra, Miraculous Ladybug, Chowder, Flapjack, Jimmy Neutron, Danny Phantom, The Mighty Bee, Popeye, The Fairy Odd Parents, Samurai Jack, The Power Puff Girls (the original!). Dc anything and everything.
Favorite Anime; One Punch Man, Sailor Moon (the original!), The Wise Man’s Grandson, Ascendence Of A Bookworm, Bed and Breakfast for Spirits, Kamisama Kiss, Hina Festival, One Piece, Noragami, The Ogre Bride, That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime, Doctor Stone, Maid-Sama, The Disasterous Life of Saiki K., The Magus Bride, Imouto Umaru-San. Cells at work, sleepy princess in the demon castle, welcome to demon school iruma-kun, the demon kings daughter is too nice, nanbaka.
What I love learning about; Mummies/Mummification/bog bodies/frozen bodies, Ancient China, Ancient Egypt, Aztec’s, fashion history from around the world, historical hair styles, historical makeup/ how the make up was made and what they used, historical recipes, how clothing was woven in ancient times, how dye and paint was made in ancient times.
Fears; a one track mind, vomiting, spiders, being left behind, losing grip of reality, being weak.
Dislikes; the word “mediocre,” being stepped on, forgotten.
trigger warnings: suicide, canon dc violence, murder, etc.
al ghul!batsis who was born right after the events of batman: son of the demon, and was raised by the league of assassins — thus by the al ghuls — for her whole childhood, and some years after that. as ra's al ghul's chosen heir, ever since she was able to walk her life has consisted of training, lessons, and more training.
al ghul!batsis who, at seven years old, meets damian — her little brother, made by their honestly troubled mother in a lab vial after extracting their father's — bruce wayne's — DNA. at that time, damian is but a little, whining small demon, who in her eyes is not much more than a flea; but over time, she finds herself amazed to discover that he's growing on her.
al ghul!batsis who slowly finds herself attached to the ugly mug who calls himself her little brother, and soon starts spending every free moment she has with him. it's actually no surprise that his first steps are towards her, or that his first word sounds suspiciously like the first syllable of her name.
al ghul!batsis who is still, inevitably, bound by the ugly chains of duty — and finds herself constantly pressed between her grandfather's expectations and the league's needs. just as ra's has no remorse in showing favouritism towards his granddaughter, talia surely has no problems in demonstrating that damian is her favored child, who she's sure is meant for something more than simply being his sister's protector.
al ghul!batsis and damian, who as children find themselves divided between their duty as al ghuls — or whatever ra's and talia respectively tell them that is — and their affection for one another. slowly, their mentors' words creep into their minds like poison, and it shows — damian first tries to kill his sister when he's four and barely able to hold the knife their mother has given him in his hands, while she finds herself being more ruthless and ruthless during shared lessons in his regards.
al ghul!batsis, who starts training for her year of blood at eleven years old, under the guidance of lady shiva — hired just for the occasion. the prospect of the year of blood excites her — it'll be finally time to demonstrate how much she's learned to grandfather, to show mother that she, too, is worthy of a glance. but as the lessons with shiva go on, she can't help but notice how talia's gaze remains firm on damian — on the image of their father. damian looks like bruce, and that can't be denied; his sister, however, looks far too much like talia for her own mother to look at her and not see into a mirror of what look like her mistakes.
al ghul!batsis who at twelve finally enters her year of blood. what promised to be an entry into the world of greatness and everything that was promised to her sums up to 365 days of pure violence — and she soon finds out that it is not made only to kill enemies, but far worse. innocents, species, entire villages — torn down by the will of ra's al ghul, the demon's head, who holds his granddaughter in the palm of his hand.
al ghul!batsis who finds herself horrified by her own actions, and the fact that she is doing them simply because she is being told to. she discovers herself to be a simple marionette, and as time goes on and the trials continue, she slowly starts wondering about the possibility of never killing again.
al ghul!batsis who makes her decision long before she actually executes it. the last mission of the year of blood is a long one — excruciatingly so. once it's over, and she's finally alone with nobody around but the corpses of her own doing, she takes the matters into her own hands and ends it once and for all.
...but when does it ever actually end?
al ghul!batsis who wakes up in her chambers back at nanda parbat after more than two weeks of madness following being submerged into the lazarus' pit — something she had hoped she'd never be subjected to. the servants are quieter, damian is kinder, grandfather stares at her like she's about to break, and talia does the same but with pity.
al ghul!batsis who soon can't take it anymore of nanda parbat. the breaking point comes when she's thirteen, when she decides to abandon the league in favor of her father — surely, the detective would be happy to help his long-lost daughter, no?
al ghul!batsis, who escapes to gotham to reunite with bruce wayne, her father, who has been looking for her ever since he found out about her existence.
fics (best if read in order):
conner kent, superboy:
that girl is corrupt | could you raise her to love me, maybe? (34.6k, two-parter) — Conner Kent knows you're poison — the thing is, he can't just bring himself to stay away from you. (Or: your mother never bothered to teach you how to love someone, so Superboy takes the matters into his own hands.)
mark grayson, invincible:
fighting the hating the boyfriend final boss(es) (14.8k) — Meeting the parents is always stressing. It especially is so when your dad's Batman, and your mom is what many would consider a terrorist cult leader, while his dad is an alien come to conquer Earth and his mom is... weirdly normal. (Or: four times you meet each other's parents individually, and the one time they all meet.)
↳ batsis!reader in the variants' universes (hcs) — How's Batsis!Reader holding up in the other Invincible universes?
peter b. parker, spiderman:
the cure (tbd) — Why can't you come stitch me up? Why can't it ever be enough? It's not enough — all because my head is full of poison and my heart is full of doubt. (Or: five times you encounter friendly neighborhood Spiderman and your actual neighbour, Peter Parker, and the one time you encounter them as both.)
benjamin "ben" tennyson, ben 10:
us against the world — just me and you! (tbd) — Everybody's saying that you're no good for me, your friends all swear that you've changed but I still keep it OG! (Or: Damian is the first one to guess that something's going on with you — but it's only with the help of the others that he finds out what, or better, who, you're hiding from them.)
al ghul!batsis tag
a/n: i guess this was due! i've got a lot of stories in mind, so in order for them to be more understandable i made this character sheet summing up reader's backstory :) an unrelated jon kent fic coming your ways very soon hehehe
I’m good I promise I just get the urge to disappear for a bit… but I just love socializing or sitting in a room listening to people talk… you know just live
Tim, walking into the Batcave and noticing everyone’s distraught appearance: What’s wrong?? Who died??
Stephanie: We have bad news Tim. You should sit down.
Tim: Oh shit did someone actually die?? Who was it this time?
Dick: Remember that civilian that we catch trailing after us every so often? The one who was involved in the Penguin incident awhile ago?
Tim: Oh. Clarissa O’Neal? What about her?
Damian: She was taken hostage by one of Black Masks henchmen. We didn’t make it in time to save her.
Tim: ? And that’s why you guys are so upset? C’mon guys lighten up, it’s movie night
Jason, getting visibly pissed: What the Fuck dude. A civilian we were close to fucking died because we didn’t make it in time
Dick: I know you didn’t like her much but show a bit of empathy Timmy. You usually take these situations seriously
Tim: I’ve been trying to kill her off for ages. Why would I be upset??
Steph: Tim you have 10 seconds to fix your attitude before i fix it for you
Jason: Since when do you take people’s lives so lightly? Dude you need to leave before I do something i regret.
Tim: I didn’t know you guys were so attached to her. I could revive her if you want, but honestly it’s more effort than it’s worth. And she was getting unwanted attention from the rogues so she had to go.
Damian: Revive?? Timothy what are you on about? And why are you saying that like you personally set up her demise?
Tim: Because I did? The planning for it took forever but I have to admit everything went a lot better than I was expecting.
Dick: TIM WHAT—
Jason: WHAT THE HELL—
Damian: MURDER? You?!
Steph, screaming over everyone else: WAIT SHUT UP
Steph: TIM NO YOU DID NOT
Steph: TIM DON’T TELL ME YOU DID IT AGAIN
Dick: Again?!? What are you talking about?!
Steph, laughing: Guys calm down. HE was Clarissa
Tim: You guys didn’t know??
Jason: HOW WERE WE SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT THE HISPANIC LOOKING WOMEN IN HER MID TWENTIES AND A CRIME ALLEY ACCENT WAS YOU
Dick: Tim i am THIS CLOSE to burning down your disguise room.
Damian: Timothy explain yourself
Tim: I had an undercover op that I needed a female field agent for a couple years ago to infiltrate penguins operations. Over time She became a bit too important and Black mask was threatening her. So I decided to kill her off. I got the info I needed already and it was becoming a bit of a drag keeping up appearances
Steph: You need to stop getting us emotionally invested in your aliases and then killing them off. This is the fourth time you did this to me. I’ll never forgive you for Alvin Draper, I still grieve him even though i know you’re alive!
Tim: YOU guys need to start recognizing me in disguise. Worlds greatest detectives MY ASS
Jason: DUDE YOU GAVE YOURSELF DOUBLE D’s WHY WOULD WE ASSUME THAT WAS YOU
Damian: My training in this area has been neglected. Timothy show me your disguise lair
Tim: Sure, after movie night. Let’s go
Dick: This is gonna bite us in the ass. Damian is already so good at impressions. We will never know if someone we are talking to is him or not
Tim: LMAO When i’m done with him? Yea everyone’s fucked
Steph: It’s gonna give Roger from American dad
Bruce from the corner: *Breathes a sigh of relief*
Bruce at the Batcomputer: *Sighs and moves Clarissa O’Neal from ‘Real Civilian Death’ folder to ‘Tim’s Fake Identities’ folder. Creates new folder labeled ‘Damian’s Fake Identities’
・Childe is undoubtedly a twisted person and innately has his own obsessions— in his oaths, in strength, in thrill… but much of that came to form his personality later, after he had returned from the Abyss. At first glance, ‘family’ seems to be the one thing he’s normal about. He shields Teucer from the truth and makes time to visit home often even when he enjoys his missions Teyvat abound… as if his situation was some sort of masterclass in work-life balance. He clearly cares for his relatives, but they are hardly tied to his deeper obsessions. They’re what remains of the ‘him before.’
・…But, we also know that, for him, personal relationships aren’t past the territory of obsession. It’s his respect for their strength and wish to fight again that draws him to acting so buddy-buddy with the Traveler. They aren’t just ‘work’ to him, considering he also writes about them back home, and is eager to speak with them past needed collaboration. He’s vivacious and wholeheartedly even-natured, even when it comes to speaking with people he wouldn’t necessarily need more than a surface-level connection with.
・…So, while Childe doesn’t seem like he lets the more twisted parts of his psyche affect his familial relationships, I don’t believe it’s out of the question that his care for someone that he sees like a younger sibling would evolve to the extent he’d be considered a platonic yandere. So what exactly could spur that on? I see two clear ways.
・1. The most ‘natural’ route you might assume- wherein you’re blood-related to him. In this situation, something has to stand out about you that makes his thought process on you differ from his other siblings. ..I believe that could be because a certain misfortune befalls you. Maybe you’re a more distant relation to him- a cousin of some sort, that was placed with his parents after being removed from an abusive situation, wearing it on your sleeve. …Or you are a blood sibling, but you’re distinctly ‘frail’ in his eyes— maybe you suffer from mental illness that leaves you in delusions quite often, or you’re physically weak. Maybe it’s even as simple as you having been abducted at one point. …I think those sorts of situations, simple as they may sound, would warp Childe’s view of you to instilling a sort of distinct ‘worry.’ It seems like outside of falling into the Abyss and his time in the Fatui, he’s had a pretty normal life in Snezhnaya. …He isn’t used to that which he truly holds dear brushing with things like death, fear or danger.
・2. If the first manner is ‘intersect normal life with danger,’ then I’d say this one is that formula employed in reverse: ‘intersect fatui life with normality.’ Childe is familiar with the youth of certain operatives from the House of the Hearth- it seems he’s on good terms with Lyney, at least- but we haven’t seen him with any such young operative directly working under him, and I would say he seems primarily used to commanding adults. …So, were you to come along, assigned to work under while possessing an age young enough to play with his younger siblings… I can see that being jarring for him. He’d treat you more like a sibling than he would an operative, but the clash of these two worlds would make him worry. He begins to see his younger siblings in you- but, involved in the Fatui as you are, you face the ‘danger’ of the world. He must protect you.
・While his treatment of you as a yandere would depart from the typical care he gives to his other younger siblings, I don’t imagine it being in an excessively cruel way- at least, not that you can see. He doesn’t want to hurt you, and while he’s willing to go for more underhanded tactics to get things done… he doesn’t take inherent pleasure in it, usually preferring being more straightforward. If you’re officially a part of his family, he’s a lot more restrictive on where and when you can go places from the house than he is to other siblings… and he typically insists on coming with you if he’s there to do so. His attention, I feel, is cloying. Somehow, even amongst the mass of other siblings the two of you have, it feels like you just can’t pull him from your side.
・…But, if you’re in a situation where he can’t so easily control you with softly promised house rules— if you come to his attention as an operative— he might have to try a bit harder. He views you as his responsibility ever since you started working for him, and your work duties suddenly have you sticking by him much closer. …Eventually, your living arrangements even officially change; no longer will your primary residence be with the House of the Hearth, but somewhere where you can more easily engage in your role under Childe. …He doesn’t really care if you’re resistant, if another Harbinger wants to recruit you, or even if Arlecchino objects. He views you as his sibling… so, in his mind, that means he has final say on what happens to you.
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