dead girls don't cry

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[winter-ad-mortem]

they call me winter

odi et amo

quare id faciam fortasse requiris

nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior

— Catullus from Catullus 85

♱ 22

♱ aquarius ♒︎

♱ INFP

♱ she/her queer femme wlw

♱ english lit and womans studies at vassar (on hold..)

♱ gore violence morbidity and fear ♡

♱ Hillary stan forever

♱ same blood - @kai-is-not-here - my world, my protector. my jackass brother

!!! queerphobes, racists, general assholes are not welcome here !!!

“In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.”

— Albert Camus

MOD NOTES BELOW

Hiii welcome to my Winter Anderson roleplay blog :)

Expect canon/canon-adjacent violent content and questionable interactions between @kai-is-not-here

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dividers by @kodaswrld and @pixopix

[itakepillsnsh1t]

Happy pride month to all my queers!

I know you guys are my main demographic.

[winter-ad-mortem]

you too !

[hel7l7]

The fear has been triggered again. A part of me wants more, another part wants to get away. Neither feels right.

They all saw the weakest part of me now. I’ve exposed myself too much. They’ve all seen it.

[hel7l7]

Am I wrong for wanting more?

[hel7l7]

Why can't I feel it?

[hel7l7]

Things just got dark

[hel7l7]

It doesn’t work. I still feel afraid.

[hel7l7]

I just want to hide

[carnage-cathedral]

[carnage-cathedral]

on betrayal and sacrifice and being stabbed in the back by your own family

words from preacher by roe kapara

[flowrrs4u]

and it's so deserving

[megofwands]

There’s a mixture of pain and adoration.

Journal Entries

[zoe-benson-rp]

we probably should just go to P-town without Kai , idk where he is. or we wait ?

We should probably wait, it wouldn't be fair to tell him we're all going and then leave without him. Plus I don't want him to get mad

[winter-ad-mortem]

yeah true. kinda dont want to see him for like several months though lmao highkey lowkey anxious as hell . idk what to do

[winter-ad-mortem]

Are you excited for tomorrow??

uhm, well idk if it's a good idea .. i gotta fix things with Kai, he and I need to talk

[winter-ad-mortem]

i'm writing this from your bed

while you're in the other room .

i like what you do to me

and I wanna tell you soon .

maybe you'll shy away ,

maybe you'll fall apart .

it's hard being honest

but i'm being honest

[ ... ]

[kai-is-not-here]

I'm out

[zoe-benson-rp]

no.

[winter-ad-mortem]

you came into the wrong mess of a family. sorry Zoe.

[winter-ad-mortem]

Please just talk to me, I don't want you to be mad at me

i'll be fine, thank you hun♡