Sylveria Atrum Kurai

[witch0ftheforest]

Rules for this blog

NO MINORS, I'LL CHECK YOUR ACCOUNT IF YOU DON'T HAVE YOUR AGE DISCLOSED IN THE BLOG.

Mostly TFC related

Sylveria is straight (I apologise, I created her when I was 12 and I want to keep her how I intended her)

UPDATE: SHE'S NO LONGER STRAIGHT BUT DOESN'T KNOW WHAT SHE IS AFTER HELPING ALMA @skullydogg

She's older than her look(she's physically in her 20/30's)

She has a little sister Mei( @meikurai04 main blog)

She had a twin brother, Rei(he's dead in TFC)

She is Jester personal assistant(Witch, Fool, Seamstress whatever roles he needs her to be she will do it) @r0yalj3ster (Mod is the best, send love to Kyubi)

She loves him even if it's unrequited.

She will die for him and her family.

In all the other fandom she's dead or will end up dead.

Mei will be the last one alive of the three Kurai.

She will be forced to bury her sister one day.

Because that's their curse.

Endless loneliness, endless pain.

Sylveria knows about her destiny and doesn't fight against it, she embraces it with a twisted smile.

[witch0ftheforest]

An angry love confession.

Oh dear master,

you doomed my heart into this tragic flickering feeling, you are ruining me.

My beloved Jester...

Everyday I attend to you with care and respect.

But you don't care about it. Do you?

How can I be your assistant when all I want is to take out my heart and give it to you as an offering?

For you, it's just a normal emotion...but for me... it's a liability.

How can I serve you when I'm like this...?

You won't care even if I told you.

I hate you for this ...this disgusting love...this is not what you promised me.

I hate it. I don't want to feel like this about you.

I just want to pretend to be your mindless doll.

I hate that you didn't take my consciousness away, you are cruel. So cruel. I hate you.

How could you do this to me?

Wasn't' I your good doll these years? Why didn't you take my consciousness away? Why did need me lucid?

How dare you...how dare you do this to me...

[witch0ftheforest]

A little thing I wrote for fun a few nights ago.

TW: Suicide attempt.

_______________________________________________

It was a cold winter night.

And a young woman was singing to the moon while standing on the small walls of a bridge.

Barefoot. Her boots on the ground with her belongings, a small bag and and a letter for her family.

"Oh Luna, beautiful mother."

She started her prayer.

"Oh Moon. Beloved of us all."

She murmured while a cold breeze made her shiver. She was dressed too lightly, her baby doll dress doing anything to make her warm. Her jacket was too abandoned in the floor. Nothing to keep her warm.

"Why are you looking at me with sadness tonight?"

She asked as the moonlight caressed her face.

"Mia Luna..."

"Cara madre eterna..."

Her eyes, two pure rubies, were empty.

"Are you sad because of one your daughter will leave you? Because you can't stop me from my decision?"

Nothing could stop her.

Because she made up her mind.

Tonight was the night.

It has to be done.

"But... They will find her if I don't do this...they will find that she's a monster..."

The police would find her babysister in the arms of her auntie. They would find out the truth, they would take her away from her. Her beloved little sister.

"If I jump now... I will get all the blame. And she will be safe..."

The river was almost frozen, if she jumped no one could find her for months...or for years. She would be taken away by the currents like the others that jumped off this bridge.

She seemed so focused on looking down.

She was ready to make a step in the void.

But she stopped chanting. Turning her head around.

Ruby meets Amethyst.

"...Did they ever teach you to not look at young women like that... Sir Jester...?"

The wind became colder as she was approached by the leader of the circus.

The purple ticket peeked from her bag.

"You don't take no as a valid answer?"

She refused his ticket but he insisted on giving it to her anyway. In case she changed her mind.

...

The moon was still bright in the sky when she was abducted by the monster.

Another poor soul took her place.

The ticket was systematically removed from her bag. Anything that could lead her to the circus too.

Another young woman with black hair jumped off that bridge. Wearing the same clothes.

Sylveria died that night.

Only the witch remained.

--------

@r0yalj3ster (Send love to Mod, she's the reason I got so hooked with one of my oldest oc!)

I can't believe I created Sylvia ten years ago.

[witch0ftheforest]

@r0yalj3ster @ticket-taker-18 @skullydogg (sorry for the tag;-;)

What happened to Athena made Sylvia sick.

She had her own opinion about what happened.

She felt something off about that girl but couldn't understand what, she never interfered with the masters's mates. It wasn't her business.

Especially now that she had to keep her mind and body as calm as possible.

But when she saw Jester injured...the pool of blood and Harlequin being chained again.

She felt conflicted.

She knew Jester's rules and consequences.

Betrayal would be meet with death.

But that Athena girl...

She didn't like when others tried to expose the circus, but she felt that this decision was taken too quickly.

She was Harlequin mate. Didn't she deserve at least to say goodbye?

She didn't know.

She didn't know why she was feeling like that.

She hated it.

Jester's judgment was never to be questioned. And now Ticket Taker saw her unloyal.

She felt anxious.

What if he tells him... I'll probably be punished for this...

She didn't even wrote in her journal anymore, scared someone would find it and use it against her and the circus.

She grabbed it and turned on a match to burn it.

As she saw the pages burning she noticed that she forgot to take out an old photo.

"NO!"

she grabbed the burning pages to trying to take the photo out.

It was the only thing she had of her brother.

And now it turned into ashes.

[witch0ftheforest]

@r0yalj3ster

TW VORE

(This happened before the pregnancy)

Sylvia wasn't feeling so well, she asked Doctor a few medicines to make her constant headaches calm down for a moment.

It worked. But when she woke up the next day, everything looked so weird...

"why is everything so big...?"

She started looking around confused, why was she naked?

She then noticed her clothes laying on the bed. They were enormous.

"what in the actual..."

She then remembered when Harlequin and Pierrot became small for a week.

"..."

Doctor gave her the wrong medicine...

And for some reason it worked on her too.

"shit!"

She heard a few steps and tried to hide behind the fabric of the clothes.

Jester was searching for her personally...she couldn't be seen in these conditions!

[anartist1guess]

so generous...

people really liked the thighs last time, so, might as well give the dogs what they want

[witch0ftheforest]

"oh god..."

[circusofdelirium]

Warning for non-consensual acts towards the MC.

"Good work today everyone. Now go get some deserved rest. But please keep it down if you plan to have any late night fun again."

Jester specifically looked at Harlequin who only grinned as if he did nothing wrong.

Once they've all shared their good nights for the night. Jester made his way back to his tent.

As he entered it, he grinned at the sight of you being left as you were. Chained up nice and pretty, on his bed.

"I hope you were a good pet while I was away." Jester said as he walked over and looked at you. He lightly touched and traced the bite marks on your body, bites he personally gave to you.

You flinched and shivered at his touch, your eyes widening in fear.

"You poor thing. Look at you trembling before me. Like a deer in the light of a hunter's flashlight, as he raises the rifle to their head. Readying to take that shot..."

Jester leaned in closer, grinning as his eyes glowed with joy over how he was making you react.

"I've had a long day...I demand some entertainment...You'll give it, will you?~"

You looked frighten, you were frighten, but you sat up and raised your head up and then nodded once.

"Good pet. You are learning so well." Jester started to remove his hat and clothes as he grinned at the sight of you. "I'm quite hungry too, mind you. So best be prepared of what is to come again.~"

Your eyes widened at that, as your tears started to build up in your eyes as he leaned in close against your neck. Then started to kiss it slowly, taking his time. Before finally biting into your flesh hard, quickly drawing blood as you let out a cry. But he covered your mouth to muffle your cries as he bite harder.

Your tears started to spill as the pain increased, as you were pushed down against the bed as Jester pinned you down and released his bite. Then he bite again at another spot, marking you once more.

A bloody ritual you now were forced to be a part of, a torture you wished would end fast. But you knew this would go on for hours.

"Don't worry, my little pet. You'll start to enjoy this too...You always do, after all. Don't deny it~."

[sen-rinthelynx18]

Idk what's wrong with me but PLEASE LET THAT BE ME XD

[witch0ftheforest]

HI I'M THE PET-

WHO SAID THAT?!

*run away*

@r0yalj3ster

[sen-rinthelynx18]

Lol you good?

[witch0ftheforest]

It's the hormones.

I feel like I'm ovulating 24/7

[circusofdelirium]

Warning for non-consensual acts towards the MC.

"Good work today everyone. Now go get some deserved rest. But please keep it down if you plan to have any late night fun again."

Jester specifically looked at Harlequin who only grinned as if he did nothing wrong.

Once they've all shared their good nights for the night. Jester made his way back to his tent.

As he entered it, he grinned at the sight of you being left as you were. Chained up nice and pretty, on his bed.

"I hope you were a good pet while I was away." Jester said as he walked over and looked at you. He lightly touched and traced the bite marks on your body, bites he personally gave to you.

You flinched and shivered at his touch, your eyes widening in fear.

"You poor thing. Look at you trembling before me. Like a deer in the light of a hunter's flashlight, as he raises the rifle to their head. Readying to take that shot..."

Jester leaned in closer, grinning as his eyes glowed with joy over how he was making you react.

"I've had a long day...I demand some entertainment...You'll give it, will you?~"

You looked frighten, you were frighten, but you sat up and raised your head up and then nodded once.

"Good pet. You are learning so well." Jester started to remove his hat and clothes as he grinned at the sight of you. "I'm quite hungry too, mind you. So best be prepared of what is to come again.~"

Your eyes widened at that, as your tears started to build up in your eyes as he leaned in close against your neck. Then started to kiss it slowly, taking his time. Before finally biting into your flesh hard, quickly drawing blood as you let out a cry. But he covered your mouth to muffle your cries as he bite harder.

Your tears started to spill as the pain increased, as you were pushed down against the bed as Jester pinned you down and released his bite. Then he bite again at another spot, marking you once more.

A bloody ritual you now were forced to be a part of, a torture you wished would end fast. But you knew this would go on for hours.

"Don't worry, my little pet. You'll start to enjoy this too...You always do, after all. Don't deny it~."

[sen-rinthelynx18]

Idk what's wrong with me but PLEASE LET THAT BE ME XD

[witch0ftheforest]

HI I'M THE PET-

WHO SAID THAT?!

*run away*

@r0yalj3ster

[witch0ftheforest]

🕊️

Elena: She bursts into Sylvia's space with her usual bright, cheerful energy, a huge grin on her face. Her winged ears twitch happily as she calls out in a musical tone. "Heya! I heard you need some tips for pregnancy? Guess who I brought~ 🎵" With a mischievous laugh, she playfully grabs Lily's arm and gently pulls the shorter girl right to the front, forcing her to stand there as the star of the show.

🦌

Lily: She stumbles forward a bit as Elena pulls her along, blinking in absolute confusion. Her deer ears twitch and her tail gives a puzzled flick as she tilts her head, looking back and forth between Elena and Sylvia, completely clueless about why she was just dragged into this.

Sylvia looked at the two women before grabbing a shawl to cover herself.

"good evening ladies...uh...sorry I didn't know I had visit. I would have cleaned up a bit..."

The place where she slept was perfectly clean...

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She looks around the neat sleeping area, her deer ears shifting with a soft, nervous twitch. Seeing Sylvia grab the shawl makes her feel a bit shy, so she gently folds her hands in front of her. She takes a careful step forward, her voice very soft and comforting as she tries to put Sylvia at ease. "Oh... please don't apologize, Miss Sylvia. Your place is actually perfectly clean... truly. Um, Eli mentioned you might want some company... or some tips? If you're feeling overwhelmed, I... I would really love to help you."

[witch0ftheforest]

"If I'm not of disturbance for you, my lady..."

She made some space in the bed before her fingers starts moving, the kettle turns on.

"... I'm learning new tricks everyday..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She watches the kettle turn on by itself, her deer ears instantly perking straight up with absolute awe. Her eyes go wide with pure curiosity, completely forgetting her shyness for a second as she stares at Sylvia's moving fingers. Her small tail gives a fascinated, flick behind her. Instead of speaking out loud, she just clasps her hands over her chest, looking at the magic trick with a soft gasp of pure amazement.

[witch0ftheforest]

"I had the same reaction when I learned I could do that trick. Master likes it. If I improve I can use it for some performances"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She smiles softly, her deer ears drooping back into a relaxed, comfortable position. Her maternal instincts kick in. She sits down gently on the edge of the bed, her voice quiet, warm, and encouraging. "He will definitely love it... you are doing so well. But please remember to rest, too. Especially now... your body needs a lot of energy to take care of the little one."

[witch0ftheforest]

"How did you manage the pregnancy...?"

She asked while her fingers moved to serve them some tea. Herbal tea.

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She carefully takes the warm cup of herbal tea with both hands, her deer ears drooping slightly as she looks down at the steaming liquid. She takes a quiet breath, her voice dropping into a soft, honest whisper as she shares her experience. "To be completely honest... carrying a little monster like Ruse wasn't easy at all. It took a really big toll on my body, so you have to be extra careful every single day. You really can't push yourself too hard."

[witch0ftheforest]

"... That's expected...my mother after carrying my little sister was never the same... Not that she was a kind woman to begin with"

She looked away sipping her tea, she added a lot of honey craving sweet food and random combinations too.

"How's your kid...?"

She asked to change subject.

"was the birth painful?"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She takes a gentle sip of her tea, watching Sylvia add the honey with a soft, understanding gaze. Her deer ears twitch slightly as she listens to Sylvia talk about her mother, but she lets the subject change naturally. She cradles her cup, her voice quiet and warm as she answers. "Ruse is doing okay. He's actually a very quiet baby, but... he's still incredibly needy with me. He never wants to leave my side."

Her smile fades a little, her ears drooping low as she remembers the day he was born. She looks down at her lap, her tone turning very honest and soft. "As for the birth... yes, it was very painful. Honestly, it's way more painful than giving birth to a regular human baby. Giving birth to a monster like him takes a massive amount of energy... It was so intense that I actually passed out during the childbirth."

[witch0ftheforest]

"...I was thinking of asking the doctor if I can do a cesarean instead...but maybe it's not possible. The baby is still small for me to think about it...I need to make sure it survives these months..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She places her teacup down gently, her deer ears drooping with deep empathy and concern as she listens to Sylvia's worries. She shifts a bit closer, looking at Sylvia with a soft, understanding gaze. "A cesarean section might be a really good option to talk about... but please, be really careful if you ask the Doctor for help. His methods can be... a lot to handle."

She reaches out to give Sylvia a reassuring, gentle look, her maternal instincts kicking in. "For now, try not to stress too much about the birth. You're completely right—the most important thing right now is just taking care of yourself so the baby can grow strong and survive these first months. You aren't alone in this.”

[witch0ftheforest]

She smiles at her.

"I'm sorry that I barely spoke to you..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She blinks in surprise at the sudden apology, freezing completely on the spot. Her deer ears instantly perk up, and she quickly shakes her free hand back and forth—careful not to spill the tea in her other hand—to tell Sylvia it's totally okay. A warm, beautiful blush rushes to her cheeks, and she looks at Sylvia with a smile so incredibly sweet.

"Oh, no, no! Please, you don't ever need to apologize to me, Sylvia! Just being allowed to sit beside you like this and share your company is the greatest gift I could ask for. Your presence is so lovely."

[witch0ftheforest]

"Lovely? How...? I'm starting to think that no one likes me here apart from my family and the masters..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: Her sweet smile softens into a look of pure empathy, her deer ears drooping low as Sylvia’s words strike a chord deep in her chest. She places her teacup down gently and looks up, her eyes wide with total understanding and a quiet, shared sadness. She speaks in a very soft, comforting whisper.

"I completely understand what you mean, Sylvia... Honestly, I’ve felt so lonely the entire time I've been here, too. I always have this heavy feeling that I don't really belong here at all. Every single day, I worry... I get so scared thinking about what would happen if I got devoured by one of the monsters. You aren't the only one who feels that way, I promise."

[witch0ftheforest]

"I'm not scared of being devoured...well...maybe now I am a bit... but I already chose my fate... If I will ever become a liability for the circus...I want master jester to devour me."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She freezes completely, her deer ears snapping straight up in pure shock hearing Sylvia’s words. Her eyes widen with deep worry, and she looks at Sylvia as if she can't believe what she just heard. She places both hands flat on her lap, her voice trembling slightly with genuine fear for Sylvia’s safety.

"Sylvia... why would you ever want that? Please don't say things like that... Do you... do you not care about your own life? Your life is worth so much more than just being useful to the circus..."

[witch0ftheforest]

"I have no worth outside the circus. That's a fact. If I go back in my hometown I'll be captured by the police."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She tenses up as Sylvia's words hit home, her deer ears drooping very low. A sudden realization washes over her, making her heart heavy. She knows exactly what Sylvia means. Lily has killed guests before guests who were threats to the circus. If she ever tries to go back to her own home, the police will absolutely capture her too. She is just as trapped. Still, she shakes her head gently, looking at Sylvia with intense worry. "I... I understand that. If I went back to my home, the police would take me away too because of the things I've done to protect this place. But still, Sylvia... that doesn't mean your life has no worth. Being trapped here doesn't mean you should just let yourself be destroyed."

[witch0ftheforest]

"I'm not trapped. I'm as free as I can be."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She looks down at her teacup for a brief second, then looks back up into Sylvia's eyes with a gentle, soft gaze. Her deer ears rest in a calm, relaxed position, and her tone shifts into a deeply mature, motherly warmth as she reaches over to place a comforting hand on Sylvia's.

"If this is where you feel free, then I am truly happy for you, Sylvia. But being free also means you have the right to protect your own life, especially now. Being a mother changes things... you aren't just carrying yourself anymore. Your little one needs you to stay safe and strong, so please, don't ever talk about letting yourself be destroyed. You have so much to live for.

[witch0ftheforest]

"...the little one deserves good parents for sure..."

But what if I end up like my mother...or worse...

She scrolled her head, Jester wouldn't allow it.

"thank you Lily..."

[witch0ftheforest]

☕ : what's their morning ritual, and what happens when it's disrupted?

She starts her day preparing tea and reading her grimoire if she can't she starts having a bad mood.

[zachrp]

ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ SYMBOL HEADCANON QUESTIONS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.

EVERYDAY LIFE / DOMESTIC

📋 : how organized is your muse?

✅ : what do they pretend to have together that they don't?

🕰️ : what time do they naturally wake up when no one needs them?

☕ : what's their morning ritual, and what happens when it's disrupted?

🧺 : how often do they do laundry?

🪞 : do they look at themselves in mirrors, or avoid them? why?

🍽️ : do they eat to survive, for pleasure, or as comfort?

🏠 : what part of their living space reflects them the most?

🌱 : do they keep plants, and are those plants alive?

🧼 : what's something they're weirdly particular about being clean?

📺 : what do they put on when they don't want to think?

SOCIALIZATION / CONNECTION

🗣️ : are they better one-on-one, or in groups?

📱 : do they text back immediately, or let messages rot?

🫥 : how often do they pretend to be fine to keep the peace?

🎭 : how different are they with strangers versus people they trust?

🤝 : do they make friends easily, or accidentally?

🧠 : what do they assume people think about them?

🌘 : how hard is it to really know them?

🎉 : do they enjoy social events, or endure them?

🪑 : are they the type to leave early without saying goodbye?

INTROSPECT / INTERNAL LANDSCAPE

🕵️‍♀️ : how often does your muse think about death?

🧩 : what part of themselves do they not understand yet?

🫀 : what emotion scares them the most?

👣 : do they believe they deserve good things?

🧱 : what walls are they aware of building? which ones are they not aware of?

🕳️ : what do they spiral about at night?

📉 : what's their most common self-criticism?

💀 : do they trust their own memories?

🌊 : what emotion do they drown in when they're alone?

PERSONAL / DEEP / TRAUMA-ADJACENT

🩸 : what wound shaped them the most, even if they won't admit it?

🔥 : what moment do they replay when they're ashamed?

🧷 : who failed them first?

🕯️ : what do they grieve that no one else sees as a loss?

🪤 : what pattern do they keep falling back into?

🧨 : what pushes them past the point of restraint?

🧬 : what did they inherit emotionally from their caregivers?

🕶 : what lie do they tell themselves to survive?

🩹 : what actually helps them heal, even if it's unhealthy?

HABITS / VICES / COPING

🚬 : what vice do they justify the most?

🍺 : do they drink to socialize, numb, or celebrate?

💊 : what's their relationship with substances, past or present?

🏃 : do they move their body to feel alive or to punish it?

🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad?

🎧 : what kind of music gets them through the worst days?

🖊️ : do they write things down or let thoughts rot in their head?

☔️ : do they intellectualize pain instead of feeling it?

🕳️ : what habit would unravel them if taken away?

SEXUALITY / INTIMACY

🫠 : is it easy for them to get turned on, or do they need emotional safety first?

💞 : do they separate sex and feelings, or blur them dangerously?

🛑 : what's an immediate turn-off for them?

🔥 : do they crave intensity or stability?

🤲 : do they like being in control, or giving it up?

🪶 : are they gentle with people they desire?

🍒 : how do they feel about their own body during intimacy?

🎱 : what do they need to feel wanted?

🔒 : do they guard intimacy, or give it too freely?

💔 : have they ever used sex to avoid something?

MORALITY / CHOICES

⚖️ : what line will they never cross?

🩶 : what line have they already crossed and justified? or regret?

🧭 : do they believe they're a good person?

🔪 : what would they do if survival demanded cruelty?

🪙 : what do they value more, loyalty or truth?

🚪 : who would they abandon if forced to choose?

🕊️ : do they believe in forgiveness? for themselves? in others?

🧨 : what would make them snap permanently?

📜 : what promise do they regret making?

🪦 : what hill would they die on?

[zachrp]

ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ SYMBOL HEADCANON QUESTIONS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.

EVERYDAY LIFE / DOMESTIC

📋 : how organized is your muse?

✅ : what do they pretend to have together that they don't?

🕰️ : what time do they naturally wake up when no one needs them?

☕ : what's their morning ritual, and what happens when it's disrupted?

🧺 : how often do they do laundry?

🪞 : do they look at themselves in mirrors, or avoid them? why?

🍽️ : do they eat to survive, for pleasure, or as comfort?

🏠 : what part of their living space reflects them the most?

🌱 : do they keep plants, and are those plants alive?

🧼 : what's something they're weirdly particular about being clean?

📺 : what do they put on when they don't want to think?

SOCIALIZATION / CONNECTION

🗣️ : are they better one-on-one, or in groups?

📱 : do they text back immediately, or let messages rot?

🫥 : how often do they pretend to be fine to keep the peace?

🎭 : how different are they with strangers versus people they trust?

🤝 : do they make friends easily, or accidentally?

🧠 : what do they assume people think about them?

🌘 : how hard is it to really know them?

🎉 : do they enjoy social events, or endure them?

🪑 : are they the type to leave early without saying goodbye?

INTROSPECT / INTERNAL LANDSCAPE

🕵️‍♀️ : how often does your muse think about death?

🧩 : what part of themselves do they not understand yet?

🫀 : what emotion scares them the most?

👣 : do they believe they deserve good things?

🧱 : what walls are they aware of building? which ones are they not aware of?

🕳️ : what do they spiral about at night?

📉 : what's their most common self-criticism?

💀 : do they trust their own memories?

🌊 : what emotion do they drown in when they're alone?

PERSONAL / DEEP / TRAUMA-ADJACENT

🩸 : what wound shaped them the most, even if they won't admit it?

🔥 : what moment do they replay when they're ashamed?

🧷 : who failed them first?

🕯️ : what do they grieve that no one else sees as a loss?

🪤 : what pattern do they keep falling back into?

🧨 : what pushes them past the point of restraint?

🧬 : what did they inherit emotionally from their caregivers?

🕶 : what lie do they tell themselves to survive?

🩹 : what actually helps them heal, even if it's unhealthy?

HABITS / VICES / COPING

🚬 : what vice do they justify the most?

🍺 : do they drink to socialize, numb, or celebrate?

💊 : what's their relationship with substances, past or present?

🏃 : do they move their body to feel alive or to punish it?

🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad?

🎧 : what kind of music gets them through the worst days?

🖊️ : do they write things down or let thoughts rot in their head?

☔️ : do they intellectualize pain instead of feeling it?

🕳️ : what habit would unravel them if taken away?

SEXUALITY / INTIMACY

🫠 : is it easy for them to get turned on, or do they need emotional safety first?

💞 : do they separate sex and feelings, or blur them dangerously?

🛑 : what's an immediate turn-off for them?

🔥 : do they crave intensity or stability?

🤲 : do they like being in control, or giving it up?

🪶 : are they gentle with people they desire?

🍒 : how do they feel about their own body during intimacy?

🎱 : what do they need to feel wanted?

🔒 : do they guard intimacy, or give it too freely?

💔 : have they ever used sex to avoid something?

MORALITY / CHOICES

⚖️ : what line will they never cross?

🩶 : what line have they already crossed and justified? or regret?

🧭 : do they believe they're a good person?

🔪 : what would they do if survival demanded cruelty?

🪙 : what do they value more, loyalty or truth?

🚪 : who would they abandon if forced to choose?

🕊️ : do they believe in forgiveness? for themselves? in others?

🧨 : what would make them snap permanently?

📜 : what promise do they regret making?

🪦 : what hill would they die on?

[witch0ftheforest]

🕊️

Elena: She bursts into Sylvia's space with her usual bright, cheerful energy, a huge grin on her face. Her winged ears twitch happily as she calls out in a musical tone. "Heya! I heard you need some tips for pregnancy? Guess who I brought~ 🎵" With a mischievous laugh, she playfully grabs Lily's arm and gently pulls the shorter girl right to the front, forcing her to stand there as the star of the show.

🦌

Lily: She stumbles forward a bit as Elena pulls her along, blinking in absolute confusion. Her deer ears twitch and her tail gives a puzzled flick as she tilts her head, looking back and forth between Elena and Sylvia, completely clueless about why she was just dragged into this.

Sylvia looked at the two women before grabbing a shawl to cover herself.

"good evening ladies...uh...sorry I didn't know I had visit. I would have cleaned up a bit..."

The place where she slept was perfectly clean...

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She looks around the neat sleeping area, her deer ears shifting with a soft, nervous twitch. Seeing Sylvia grab the shawl makes her feel a bit shy, so she gently folds her hands in front of her. She takes a careful step forward, her voice very soft and comforting as she tries to put Sylvia at ease. "Oh... please don't apologize, Miss Sylvia. Your place is actually perfectly clean... truly. Um, Eli mentioned you might want some company... or some tips? If you're feeling overwhelmed, I... I would really love to help you."

[witch0ftheforest]

"If I'm not of disturbance for you, my lady..."

She made some space in the bed before her fingers starts moving, the kettle turns on.

"... I'm learning new tricks everyday..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She watches the kettle turn on by itself, her deer ears instantly perking straight up with absolute awe. Her eyes go wide with pure curiosity, completely forgetting her shyness for a second as she stares at Sylvia's moving fingers. Her small tail gives a fascinated, flick behind her. Instead of speaking out loud, she just clasps her hands over her chest, looking at the magic trick with a soft gasp of pure amazement.

[witch0ftheforest]

"I had the same reaction when I learned I could do that trick. Master likes it. If I improve I can use it for some performances"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She smiles softly, her deer ears drooping back into a relaxed, comfortable position. Her maternal instincts kick in. She sits down gently on the edge of the bed, her voice quiet, warm, and encouraging. "He will definitely love it... you are doing so well. But please remember to rest, too. Especially now... your body needs a lot of energy to take care of the little one."

[witch0ftheforest]

"How did you manage the pregnancy...?"

She asked while her fingers moved to serve them some tea. Herbal tea.

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She carefully takes the warm cup of herbal tea with both hands, her deer ears drooping slightly as she looks down at the steaming liquid. She takes a quiet breath, her voice dropping into a soft, honest whisper as she shares her experience. "To be completely honest... carrying a little monster like Ruse wasn't easy at all. It took a really big toll on my body, so you have to be extra careful every single day. You really can't push yourself too hard."

[witch0ftheforest]

"... That's expected...my mother after carrying my little sister was never the same... Not that she was a kind woman to begin with"

She looked away sipping her tea, she added a lot of honey craving sweet food and random combinations too.

"How's your kid...?"

She asked to change subject.

"was the birth painful?"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She takes a gentle sip of her tea, watching Sylvia add the honey with a soft, understanding gaze. Her deer ears twitch slightly as she listens to Sylvia talk about her mother, but she lets the subject change naturally. She cradles her cup, her voice quiet and warm as she answers. "Ruse is doing okay. He's actually a very quiet baby, but... he's still incredibly needy with me. He never wants to leave my side."

Her smile fades a little, her ears drooping low as she remembers the day he was born. She looks down at her lap, her tone turning very honest and soft. "As for the birth... yes, it was very painful. Honestly, it's way more painful than giving birth to a regular human baby. Giving birth to a monster like him takes a massive amount of energy... It was so intense that I actually passed out during the childbirth."

[witch0ftheforest]

"...I was thinking of asking the doctor if I can do a cesarean instead...but maybe it's not possible. The baby is still small for me to think about it...I need to make sure it survives these months..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She places her teacup down gently, her deer ears drooping with deep empathy and concern as she listens to Sylvia's worries. She shifts a bit closer, looking at Sylvia with a soft, understanding gaze. "A cesarean section might be a really good option to talk about... but please, be really careful if you ask the Doctor for help. His methods can be... a lot to handle."

She reaches out to give Sylvia a reassuring, gentle look, her maternal instincts kicking in. "For now, try not to stress too much about the birth. You're completely right—the most important thing right now is just taking care of yourself so the baby can grow strong and survive these first months. You aren't alone in this.”

[witch0ftheforest]

She smiles at her.

"I'm sorry that I barely spoke to you..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She blinks in surprise at the sudden apology, freezing completely on the spot. Her deer ears instantly perk up, and she quickly shakes her free hand back and forth—careful not to spill the tea in her other hand—to tell Sylvia it's totally okay. A warm, beautiful blush rushes to her cheeks, and she looks at Sylvia with a smile so incredibly sweet.

"Oh, no, no! Please, you don't ever need to apologize to me, Sylvia! Just being allowed to sit beside you like this and share your company is the greatest gift I could ask for. Your presence is so lovely."

[witch0ftheforest]

"Lovely? How...? I'm starting to think that no one likes me here apart from my family and the masters..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: Her sweet smile softens into a look of pure empathy, her deer ears drooping low as Sylvia’s words strike a chord deep in her chest. She places her teacup down gently and looks up, her eyes wide with total understanding and a quiet, shared sadness. She speaks in a very soft, comforting whisper.

"I completely understand what you mean, Sylvia... Honestly, I’ve felt so lonely the entire time I've been here, too. I always have this heavy feeling that I don't really belong here at all. Every single day, I worry... I get so scared thinking about what would happen if I got devoured by one of the monsters. You aren't the only one who feels that way, I promise."

[witch0ftheforest]

"I'm not scared of being devoured...well...maybe now I am a bit... but I already chose my fate... If I will ever become a liability for the circus...I want master jester to devour me."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She freezes completely, her deer ears snapping straight up in pure shock hearing Sylvia’s words. Her eyes widen with deep worry, and she looks at Sylvia as if she can't believe what she just heard. She places both hands flat on her lap, her voice trembling slightly with genuine fear for Sylvia’s safety.

"Sylvia... why would you ever want that? Please don't say things like that... Do you... do you not care about your own life? Your life is worth so much more than just being useful to the circus..."

[witch0ftheforest]

"I have no worth outside the circus. That's a fact. If I go back in my hometown I'll be captured by the police."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She tenses up as Sylvia's words hit home, her deer ears drooping very low. A sudden realization washes over her, making her heart heavy. She knows exactly what Sylvia means. Lily has killed guests before guests who were threats to the circus. If she ever tries to go back to her own home, the police will absolutely capture her too. She is just as trapped. Still, she shakes her head gently, looking at Sylvia with intense worry. "I... I understand that. If I went back to my home, the police would take me away too because of the things I've done to protect this place. But still, Sylvia... that doesn't mean your life has no worth. Being trapped here doesn't mean you should just let yourself be destroyed."

[witch0ftheforest]

"I'm not trapped. I'm as free as I can be."

[witch0ftheforest]

🕊️

Elena: She bursts into Sylvia's space with her usual bright, cheerful energy, a huge grin on her face. Her winged ears twitch happily as she calls out in a musical tone. "Heya! I heard you need some tips for pregnancy? Guess who I brought~ 🎵" With a mischievous laugh, she playfully grabs Lily's arm and gently pulls the shorter girl right to the front, forcing her to stand there as the star of the show.

🦌

Lily: She stumbles forward a bit as Elena pulls her along, blinking in absolute confusion. Her deer ears twitch and her tail gives a puzzled flick as she tilts her head, looking back and forth between Elena and Sylvia, completely clueless about why she was just dragged into this.

Sylvia looked at the two women before grabbing a shawl to cover herself.

"good evening ladies...uh...sorry I didn't know I had visit. I would have cleaned up a bit..."

The place where she slept was perfectly clean...

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She looks around the neat sleeping area, her deer ears shifting with a soft, nervous twitch. Seeing Sylvia grab the shawl makes her feel a bit shy, so she gently folds her hands in front of her. She takes a careful step forward, her voice very soft and comforting as she tries to put Sylvia at ease. "Oh... please don't apologize, Miss Sylvia. Your place is actually perfectly clean... truly. Um, Eli mentioned you might want some company... or some tips? If you're feeling overwhelmed, I... I would really love to help you."

[witch0ftheforest]

"If I'm not of disturbance for you, my lady..."

She made some space in the bed before her fingers starts moving, the kettle turns on.

"... I'm learning new tricks everyday..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She watches the kettle turn on by itself, her deer ears instantly perking straight up with absolute awe. Her eyes go wide with pure curiosity, completely forgetting her shyness for a second as she stares at Sylvia's moving fingers. Her small tail gives a fascinated, flick behind her. Instead of speaking out loud, she just clasps her hands over her chest, looking at the magic trick with a soft gasp of pure amazement.

[witch0ftheforest]

"I had the same reaction when I learned I could do that trick. Master likes it. If I improve I can use it for some performances"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She smiles softly, her deer ears drooping back into a relaxed, comfortable position. Her maternal instincts kick in. She sits down gently on the edge of the bed, her voice quiet, warm, and encouraging. "He will definitely love it... you are doing so well. But please remember to rest, too. Especially now... your body needs a lot of energy to take care of the little one."

[witch0ftheforest]

"How did you manage the pregnancy...?"

She asked while her fingers moved to serve them some tea. Herbal tea.

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She carefully takes the warm cup of herbal tea with both hands, her deer ears drooping slightly as she looks down at the steaming liquid. She takes a quiet breath, her voice dropping into a soft, honest whisper as she shares her experience. "To be completely honest... carrying a little monster like Ruse wasn't easy at all. It took a really big toll on my body, so you have to be extra careful every single day. You really can't push yourself too hard."

[witch0ftheforest]

"... That's expected...my mother after carrying my little sister was never the same... Not that she was a kind woman to begin with"

She looked away sipping her tea, she added a lot of honey craving sweet food and random combinations too.

"How's your kid...?"

She asked to change subject.

"was the birth painful?"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She takes a gentle sip of her tea, watching Sylvia add the honey with a soft, understanding gaze. Her deer ears twitch slightly as she listens to Sylvia talk about her mother, but she lets the subject change naturally. She cradles her cup, her voice quiet and warm as she answers. "Ruse is doing okay. He's actually a very quiet baby, but... he's still incredibly needy with me. He never wants to leave my side."

Her smile fades a little, her ears drooping low as she remembers the day he was born. She looks down at her lap, her tone turning very honest and soft. "As for the birth... yes, it was very painful. Honestly, it's way more painful than giving birth to a regular human baby. Giving birth to a monster like him takes a massive amount of energy... It was so intense that I actually passed out during the childbirth."

[witch0ftheforest]

"...I was thinking of asking the doctor if I can do a cesarean instead...but maybe it's not possible. The baby is still small for me to think about it...I need to make sure it survives these months..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She places her teacup down gently, her deer ears drooping with deep empathy and concern as she listens to Sylvia's worries. She shifts a bit closer, looking at Sylvia with a soft, understanding gaze. "A cesarean section might be a really good option to talk about... but please, be really careful if you ask the Doctor for help. His methods can be... a lot to handle."

She reaches out to give Sylvia a reassuring, gentle look, her maternal instincts kicking in. "For now, try not to stress too much about the birth. You're completely right—the most important thing right now is just taking care of yourself so the baby can grow strong and survive these first months. You aren't alone in this.”

[witch0ftheforest]

She smiles at her.

"I'm sorry that I barely spoke to you..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She blinks in surprise at the sudden apology, freezing completely on the spot. Her deer ears instantly perk up, and she quickly shakes her free hand back and forth—careful not to spill the tea in her other hand—to tell Sylvia it's totally okay. A warm, beautiful blush rushes to her cheeks, and she looks at Sylvia with a smile so incredibly sweet.

"Oh, no, no! Please, you don't ever need to apologize to me, Sylvia! Just being allowed to sit beside you like this and share your company is the greatest gift I could ask for. Your presence is so lovely."

[witch0ftheforest]

"Lovely? How...? I'm starting to think that no one likes me here apart from my family and the masters..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: Her sweet smile softens into a look of pure empathy, her deer ears drooping low as Sylvia’s words strike a chord deep in her chest. She places her teacup down gently and looks up, her eyes wide with total understanding and a quiet, shared sadness. She speaks in a very soft, comforting whisper.

"I completely understand what you mean, Sylvia... Honestly, I’ve felt so lonely the entire time I've been here, too. I always have this heavy feeling that I don't really belong here at all. Every single day, I worry... I get so scared thinking about what would happen if I got devoured by one of the monsters. You aren't the only one who feels that way, I promise."

[witch0ftheforest]

"I'm not scared of being devoured...well...maybe now I am a bit... but I already chose my fate... If I will ever become a liability for the circus...I want master jester to devour me."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She freezes completely, her deer ears snapping straight up in pure shock hearing Sylvia’s words. Her eyes widen with deep worry, and she looks at Sylvia as if she can't believe what she just heard. She places both hands flat on her lap, her voice trembling slightly with genuine fear for Sylvia’s safety.

"Sylvia... why would you ever want that? Please don't say things like that... Do you... do you not care about your own life? Your life is worth so much more than just being useful to the circus..."

[witch0ftheforest]

"I have no worth outside the circus. That's a fact. If I go back in my hometown I'll be captured by the police."

[witch0ftheforest]

🕊️

Elena: She bursts into Sylvia's space with her usual bright, cheerful energy, a huge grin on her face. Her winged ears twitch happily as she calls out in a musical tone. "Heya! I heard you need some tips for pregnancy? Guess who I brought~ 🎵" With a mischievous laugh, she playfully grabs Lily's arm and gently pulls the shorter girl right to the front, forcing her to stand there as the star of the show.

🦌

Lily: She stumbles forward a bit as Elena pulls her along, blinking in absolute confusion. Her deer ears twitch and her tail gives a puzzled flick as she tilts her head, looking back and forth between Elena and Sylvia, completely clueless about why she was just dragged into this.

Sylvia looked at the two women before grabbing a shawl to cover herself.

"good evening ladies...uh...sorry I didn't know I had visit. I would have cleaned up a bit..."

The place where she slept was perfectly clean...

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She looks around the neat sleeping area, her deer ears shifting with a soft, nervous twitch. Seeing Sylvia grab the shawl makes her feel a bit shy, so she gently folds her hands in front of her. She takes a careful step forward, her voice very soft and comforting as she tries to put Sylvia at ease. "Oh... please don't apologize, Miss Sylvia. Your place is actually perfectly clean... truly. Um, Eli mentioned you might want some company... or some tips? If you're feeling overwhelmed, I... I would really love to help you."

[witch0ftheforest]

"If I'm not of disturbance for you, my lady..."

She made some space in the bed before her fingers starts moving, the kettle turns on.

"... I'm learning new tricks everyday..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She watches the kettle turn on by itself, her deer ears instantly perking straight up with absolute awe. Her eyes go wide with pure curiosity, completely forgetting her shyness for a second as she stares at Sylvia's moving fingers. Her small tail gives a fascinated, flick behind her. Instead of speaking out loud, she just clasps her hands over her chest, looking at the magic trick with a soft gasp of pure amazement.

[witch0ftheforest]

"I had the same reaction when I learned I could do that trick. Master likes it. If I improve I can use it for some performances"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She smiles softly, her deer ears drooping back into a relaxed, comfortable position. Her maternal instincts kick in. She sits down gently on the edge of the bed, her voice quiet, warm, and encouraging. "He will definitely love it... you are doing so well. But please remember to rest, too. Especially now... your body needs a lot of energy to take care of the little one."

[witch0ftheforest]

"How did you manage the pregnancy...?"

She asked while her fingers moved to serve them some tea. Herbal tea.

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She carefully takes the warm cup of herbal tea with both hands, her deer ears drooping slightly as she looks down at the steaming liquid. She takes a quiet breath, her voice dropping into a soft, honest whisper as she shares her experience. "To be completely honest... carrying a little monster like Ruse wasn't easy at all. It took a really big toll on my body, so you have to be extra careful every single day. You really can't push yourself too hard."

[witch0ftheforest]

"... That's expected...my mother after carrying my little sister was never the same... Not that she was a kind woman to begin with"

She looked away sipping her tea, she added a lot of honey craving sweet food and random combinations too.

"How's your kid...?"

She asked to change subject.

"was the birth painful?"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She takes a gentle sip of her tea, watching Sylvia add the honey with a soft, understanding gaze. Her deer ears twitch slightly as she listens to Sylvia talk about her mother, but she lets the subject change naturally. She cradles her cup, her voice quiet and warm as she answers. "Ruse is doing okay. He's actually a very quiet baby, but... he's still incredibly needy with me. He never wants to leave my side."

Her smile fades a little, her ears drooping low as she remembers the day he was born. She looks down at her lap, her tone turning very honest and soft. "As for the birth... yes, it was very painful. Honestly, it's way more painful than giving birth to a regular human baby. Giving birth to a monster like him takes a massive amount of energy... It was so intense that I actually passed out during the childbirth."

[witch0ftheforest]

"...I was thinking of asking the doctor if I can do a cesarean instead...but maybe it's not possible. The baby is still small for me to think about it...I need to make sure it survives these months..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She places her teacup down gently, her deer ears drooping with deep empathy and concern as she listens to Sylvia's worries. She shifts a bit closer, looking at Sylvia with a soft, understanding gaze. "A cesarean section might be a really good option to talk about... but please, be really careful if you ask the Doctor for help. His methods can be... a lot to handle."

She reaches out to give Sylvia a reassuring, gentle look, her maternal instincts kicking in. "For now, try not to stress too much about the birth. You're completely right—the most important thing right now is just taking care of yourself so the baby can grow strong and survive these first months. You aren't alone in this.”

[witch0ftheforest]

She smiles at her.

"I'm sorry that I barely spoke to you..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She blinks in surprise at the sudden apology, freezing completely on the spot. Her deer ears instantly perk up, and she quickly shakes her free hand back and forth—careful not to spill the tea in her other hand—to tell Sylvia it's totally okay. A warm, beautiful blush rushes to her cheeks, and she looks at Sylvia with a smile so incredibly sweet.

"Oh, no, no! Please, you don't ever need to apologize to me, Sylvia! Just being allowed to sit beside you like this and share your company is the greatest gift I could ask for. Your presence is so lovely."

[witch0ftheforest]

"Lovely? How...? I'm starting to think that no one likes me here apart from my family and the masters..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: Her sweet smile softens into a look of pure empathy, her deer ears drooping low as Sylvia’s words strike a chord deep in her chest. She places her teacup down gently and looks up, her eyes wide with total understanding and a quiet, shared sadness. She speaks in a very soft, comforting whisper.

"I completely understand what you mean, Sylvia... Honestly, I’ve felt so lonely the entire time I've been here, too. I always have this heavy feeling that I don't really belong here at all. Every single day, I worry... I get so scared thinking about what would happen if I got devoured by one of the monsters. You aren't the only one who feels that way, I promise."

[witch0ftheforest]

"I'm not scared of being devoured...well...maybe now I am a bit... but I already chose my fate... If I will ever become a liability for the circus...I want master jester to devour me."

[leotsuki]

I also think he could be very obsessive and possessive 😳💙

[witch0ftheforest]

🕊️

Elena: She bursts into Sylvia's space with her usual bright, cheerful energy, a huge grin on her face. Her winged ears twitch happily as she calls out in a musical tone. "Heya! I heard you need some tips for pregnancy? Guess who I brought~ 🎵" With a mischievous laugh, she playfully grabs Lily's arm and gently pulls the shorter girl right to the front, forcing her to stand there as the star of the show.

🦌

Lily: She stumbles forward a bit as Elena pulls her along, blinking in absolute confusion. Her deer ears twitch and her tail gives a puzzled flick as she tilts her head, looking back and forth between Elena and Sylvia, completely clueless about why she was just dragged into this.

Sylvia looked at the two women before grabbing a shawl to cover herself.

"good evening ladies...uh...sorry I didn't know I had visit. I would have cleaned up a bit..."

The place where she slept was perfectly clean...

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She looks around the neat sleeping area, her deer ears shifting with a soft, nervous twitch. Seeing Sylvia grab the shawl makes her feel a bit shy, so she gently folds her hands in front of her. She takes a careful step forward, her voice very soft and comforting as she tries to put Sylvia at ease. "Oh... please don't apologize, Miss Sylvia. Your place is actually perfectly clean... truly. Um, Eli mentioned you might want some company... or some tips? If you're feeling overwhelmed, I... I would really love to help you."

[witch0ftheforest]

"If I'm not of disturbance for you, my lady..."

She made some space in the bed before her fingers starts moving, the kettle turns on.

"... I'm learning new tricks everyday..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She watches the kettle turn on by itself, her deer ears instantly perking straight up with absolute awe. Her eyes go wide with pure curiosity, completely forgetting her shyness for a second as she stares at Sylvia's moving fingers. Her small tail gives a fascinated, flick behind her. Instead of speaking out loud, she just clasps her hands over her chest, looking at the magic trick with a soft gasp of pure amazement.

[witch0ftheforest]

"I had the same reaction when I learned I could do that trick. Master likes it. If I improve I can use it for some performances"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She smiles softly, her deer ears drooping back into a relaxed, comfortable position. Her maternal instincts kick in. She sits down gently on the edge of the bed, her voice quiet, warm, and encouraging. "He will definitely love it... you are doing so well. But please remember to rest, too. Especially now... your body needs a lot of energy to take care of the little one."

[witch0ftheforest]

"How did you manage the pregnancy...?"

She asked while her fingers moved to serve them some tea. Herbal tea.

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She carefully takes the warm cup of herbal tea with both hands, her deer ears drooping slightly as she looks down at the steaming liquid. She takes a quiet breath, her voice dropping into a soft, honest whisper as she shares her experience. "To be completely honest... carrying a little monster like Ruse wasn't easy at all. It took a really big toll on my body, so you have to be extra careful every single day. You really can't push yourself too hard."

[witch0ftheforest]

"... That's expected...my mother after carrying my little sister was never the same... Not that she was a kind woman to begin with"

She looked away sipping her tea, she added a lot of honey craving sweet food and random combinations too.

"How's your kid...?"

She asked to change subject.

"was the birth painful?"

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She takes a gentle sip of her tea, watching Sylvia add the honey with a soft, understanding gaze. Her deer ears twitch slightly as she listens to Sylvia talk about her mother, but she lets the subject change naturally. She cradles her cup, her voice quiet and warm as she answers. "Ruse is doing okay. He's actually a very quiet baby, but... he's still incredibly needy with me. He never wants to leave my side."

Her smile fades a little, her ears drooping low as she remembers the day he was born. She looks down at her lap, her tone turning very honest and soft. "As for the birth... yes, it was very painful. Honestly, it's way more painful than giving birth to a regular human baby. Giving birth to a monster like him takes a massive amount of energy... It was so intense that I actually passed out during the childbirth."

[witch0ftheforest]

"...I was thinking of asking the doctor if I can do a cesarean instead...but maybe it's not possible. The baby is still small for me to think about it...I need to make sure it survives these months..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She places her teacup down gently, her deer ears drooping with deep empathy and concern as she listens to Sylvia's worries. She shifts a bit closer, looking at Sylvia with a soft, understanding gaze. "A cesarean section might be a really good option to talk about... but please, be really careful if you ask the Doctor for help. His methods can be... a lot to handle."

She reaches out to give Sylvia a reassuring, gentle look, her maternal instincts kicking in. "For now, try not to stress too much about the birth. You're completely right—the most important thing right now is just taking care of yourself so the baby can grow strong and survive these first months. You aren't alone in this.”

[witch0ftheforest]

She smiles at her.

"I'm sorry that I barely spoke to you..."

[fawnlisse28]

🦌

Lily: She blinks in surprise at the sudden apology, freezing completely on the spot. Her deer ears instantly perk up, and she quickly shakes her free hand back and forth—careful not to spill the tea in her other hand—to tell Sylvia it's totally okay. A warm, beautiful blush rushes to her cheeks, and she looks at Sylvia with a smile so incredibly sweet.

"Oh, no, no! Please, you don't ever need to apologize to me, Sylvia! Just being allowed to sit beside you like this and share your company is the greatest gift I could ask for. Your presence is so lovely."

[witch0ftheforest]

"Lovely? How...? I'm starting to think that no one likes me here apart from my family and the masters..."