My name is Raven (she/he) but you can also call me 4ever, and I am 21 as of June 21st. I identify as girlflux and a chapstick lesbian.
I have AuDHD and hypermobility, which I may post about from time to time. I also use tone indicators, but I can also clarify if anyone is confused by something I say.
I mostly post about my interests, my writing, repost art and headcanons, etc. I do not draw, you cannot make me/hj
While I do not consider myself a yumeshipper, I do ship myself/my OCs with characters from media I fixate on. I do share. Otherwise, I wouldn't post about them.
Want to send an ask or a dm? Both are open!
I'm only willing to share my discord with people I'm mutuals with. If you are, just dm me about it!
I'm much more selective on who I share my third blog with out of my mutuals, but I will share it if I trust you.
My DNIs
Minors, this includes older teens. If you do not have your age or "minor" in your bio or pinned post, I will assume you're an adult.
Anyone adverse to NSFW. I do not, and will not, filter myself here. Instead, feel free to go to my side blog (linked below)
You're against kinks. Same reason as #2
You think fiction is the same as reality. Only exception is for #6 and #7
Ableists, homophobes, etc. The usual list
Pedos, shota/lolicons, zoophiles, etc.
Pro-contact for any paraphilias
You interact with minors on the same blog you interact with me on. I would prefer it if it's a different one, as I am uncomfortable with minors interacting with me as a whole, and this is a measure I want to take. (Updated after finding out how accounts work)
Sh/edtmblr
My fandom list:
The Freak Circus
Cookie Run Kingdom
Kingdom of Marionettes
FNAF (Specifically Sun and Moon from Security Breach)
Prototype from Poppy Playtime. I am so not normal about him. I am also an adult Prototype truther (obviously)
disabled ppl we need to start lying to nosy people okay? you tell me i'm too young to need a cane and i will tell you point blank that maybe you should tell that to the guy who ran me over. you don't get an explanation of my health issues you get lies and depending on how much of an asshole i want to be that lie will be anything from a humble car crash to a 1 billion lions attack. mind yr business.
"i could never live like that" well maybe you'll have to because this happened overnight. yeah you heard me i was the most able bodied man in the world but then one morning bam i woke up disabled. yeah you could have that too. there's no cure either you'll just wake up one morning and now you have to live like me
Tag your moots and make them explain their username
Ray is my current preferred name after a long line of past-preferred names. I love this one especially more compared to others bc it's more gender neutral, and it can stand for both Rayden and Rayelle for either gender and just Ray when I'm in between and outside of the two, as a genderfluid guy
Haywire is the nickname of a crazy guy in a movie that I've heard and liked very much a few years ago, now it's my screen last name. So my username is literally a full name ekxnekcjel
I started using this name like back 2020 i think?? i also use sage too, mostly as "sageasaurus rex"
The word alcedovoir has no meaning, but it sounds cool 🗿👍 i literally looked up random nickname generator on google and got this name from a website i don't even remember, also 2020 was the start of my genshin obsession and i adored albedo, kinda reminded me of him too lmao
As for the name Ace, i just. Felt close to it ig?? If not ace, i would've chosen Seth :3
Open taglist~ not tagging some of yall cuz they're quite self explanatory 🥹🥀
Well, I already was using 4ever in a few of my tags for nonfandom related content, so I wanted to continue using it.
The whole "in limbo" part was cause I used a tumblr name generator and liked it the most, since I both relate to it, and it fits how I don't just talk about one individual thing or life experience that I have
Tagging mutuals I'm curious about (you don't have to if you don't want to, just figured it would be fun to include some of you!)
Here's the VOD copy of the livestream I hosted on June 16th, where I sat down with @salemsstudy (a longtime friend of mine) and we had a conversation about dark content in fictional media and how we interact and are impacted by that kind of stuff!
We do touch on some sensitive and personal topics in this stream, so please be kind to your mental wellness!
Thank you to everyone who joined the stream! If you want to be alerted whenever I go live and you haven’t already, go follow me on twitch @ Darthsuki!
If you'd like to follow Salem on twitch (who should be appearing on streams like this more in the future) go follow them here!
pic of a doodle in my sketchbook but the light was awful and I couldnt figure out how to adjust the contrast so I colored ontop of it
Moon and prologue are @vacantfields fellas!
Warnings: collar uses, leash play, praise, cock sucking, mentions of size differences, cuming in your throat, fucked up religion(?), deep throating, throat fucking
Word Count: 1.2k
A/N: WHO MISSED MEEEEEEEEE (nobody)
At first glanced, he seemed very intimating. Gentle eyes, a soft smile, and his hand currently holding your leash while forcing you to look up at him, his smile widening as he watched as you squirmed under his heated gaze and making you press your thighs together, hiding your obvious arousal. Seeing you on your knees in front of him has sparked something inside him, like the thought of you being under his mercy was arousing enough. And he made sure to make it obvious that he is the one in control. "My dear, you seem to be shaking. Is my authority that intimidating to you?" His eyes sparkled, making you flinch and stare down at your lap. But as soon as you did, you felt the violent tug of your leash that was strong enough to make you stumble forward and land on your hands, your eyes now glued to the ground.
"No no, sweet human. I want you to keep looking at me." He coos sickeningly, causing you to whimper and feel a shiver down your spine. With your lips pressed together embarrassingly, you finally looked up from the ground and looked at him, making Prieston chuckle. "Good. Very good…" He sighs before reaching to his own robe, and untying it slowly, presenting you his naked puppet body, and his cock springing out and staring at you, making you look at the intimidation of his huge size, and his leaking pointy tip that is dripping down to your lap, your throat bobbing from the force of your swallow. "You seem to be really enjoying setting me off. This is your reminder that at the end of this day, you are mine. Don’t make me repeat myself, dear." His smile softened, and he tilted his head to gauge at your reaction. Like a predator looking at their prey before they pounced on them to savor their flavor. He pulled your leash along, making you bump the tip of your nose against his tip, his pre-cum smudging your skin and making you smell his musky scent.
With trembling lips, you slowly parted them, and with a soft breath against his heated dick, you engulfed his tip first, your tongue stroking his slit while your teeth slightly grazing the meaty head, making Prieston shudder and let out a sigh.
While you are on your knees, he is in control. It makes him feel powerful and fully turned on, knowing that you are on your knees for him. Not Jestyn, not Knighter, not even the damn butler. Just him. Your handsome priest that wants to drown your old sins away and cover them with new ones. After nudging his hips forward and forcing you to open your mouth wider, he shudders. A deep, bone chilling shudder that makes him let out a small noise. It was barely audible, but with the way his cock twitched in your mouth gave you the answer that you wanted. Or needed. With a heavy breath through your nose, you stroked your tongue along his base, trailed your saliva all around his meaty dick, and gently massaged his balls. You were being slow, you were being careful, and Prieston didn’t like that. He wanted to see tears forming in your eyes, he wanted to see you quiver and choke around his cock while you tried to accommodate to his size. With gentle movements, he reached one hand down and gently stroked your cheek, while nudging his hips more forward, making you swallow more of his dick.
He expected you to retract, to gag and tell him that you weren’t ready to take him fully yet. But to his surprise, you didn’t complain. You didn’t squirm away, you didn’t gag, you didn’t even look at him with fear. No, you just closed your eyes and brought his dick even more into your mouth, his tip resting inside your throat while you pulled your head back all the way to where his tip was the only thing inside, before deepthroating his entire length, making Prieston audibly gasp and instantly hold onto your strands of hair, your warm and wet mouth creating this addicting friction that almost makes him see stars behind his eyelids. He lets out a shuddering sigh, and finally stopped holding back. If you truly did enjoy this, then what’s the point of him being gentle with you? He held the leash firmly in his grasps, forcing you to stay in one spot while his other hand held onto your hair, his hips pulling back for a moment, before he thrusted into your mouth, making you gasp around his length and look up, only to see the most gentlest smile you had seen in this man. Like the discomfort of you choking around his cock put him in a good mood. Maybe even made him forget about your punishment in the first place.
While holding your head in place, and keeping the leash tugged, he started fucking into your mouth with sudden eagerness, his balls slapping against your chin repeatedly while nudging his tip further and further down your throat, making you let out this small gargling noise that echoed around his chambers. He was rough, and yet the whole time, he kept whispering sweet praises above you, his voice smooth like honey, while his hand that was holding onto your hair softened and cupped the back of your head. His praises were calculated and meaningful, like he knew what to say exactly. What to say to you.
"You’re amazing…"
"God, look at you. If only I could pray to this everyday."
"You make the heavens cry from your sheer beauty right now."
"Keep going, you’re doing so well."
It made your heart stutter, and your eyes watering at the overwhelming feeling of his soft voice, his smooth words, and his thick cock pounding into your mouth so much that you were worried he left a bruise somewhere. But you didn’t stop. The words of encouragement gave you the energy to slurp and suck his dick like a sweet treat, the filthy and lewd sounds coming from your mouth is enough to fluster anyone that would walk by. And then Prieston felt it. That familiar knot forming at his gut while his balls tightened, and his puppet body reacting on its own, his hips suddenly moving much more faster and harder, and his lips parted to let out small groans that you could barely hear due to the slapping of his balls against you. But you did hear him more clearly when he spoke in a more louder tone. "My dear, will you swallow everything? I am afraid I don’t have the willpower to pull out of your warmness…" He breathed out, his teeth slightly gritting as he tried to hold back his own orgasm. Just as those words escaped his sinful lips, he felt the feeling of your throat squeezing around his cock, and your mouth now fully engulfing his length, your nose pressed against his body while your hands held onto his thighs tightly.
That was his final straw.
With a loud groan, he kept your head still while burying his cock deeper into your mouth, his cum flowing out rapidly and filling up your throat almost instantly, making you gag and swallow everything. But his load was too much that some started dripping down your chin, making you shudder and moan.
This wasn’t a punishment for you. It felt like a reward, a permanent mark that Prieston will leave on you to let anyone know you’re his. And that makes you want to push his buttons once more.
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A/N: I can’t believe the person who was my VERY first requester on tumblr is one of my favorite vn creators I’m gonna explode.
MC is dating Harlequin/Pierrot, the then write a monster romance novel and it's a big hit. At the circus they like to playfully rib you about which of the 'sexier' details are true. However, other monsters read it---realizing you know their anatomy well....and now you have monster fans for the book who also look at your two clueless boyfriends like:
He didn't steal 10 million dollars. They made that number up as a loss, they never fucking had it. Rockstar has spent more than a billion fucking dollars on GTA VI and will likely make billions more when it gets released.
Uber is a fucking shell game of a company designed to leech investor capital and output bootleg cabs.
Nvidia posted a profit in 2023 of $4.37 billion. This is like someone stealing less than a penny from me.
And they lock this kid in a prison hospital for LIFE?
What with GTA VI going up for pre-order i'd just like to remind everyone that rockstar conspired with the UK government to lock an 18-year-old away for life for hacking them.
This is for a fanfic I’m working on: what would the circus cast think about a metal/rock monster group? They’d earn money through concerts and it’d be easy to lure in victims to eat. Plus, they would have a really cool style.
I don't think they'd change their whole circus get-up unless they absolutely HAD to, especially since they have such a good system going. But if you're referring to an AU where they have a concert/band instead of a circus, that works great! Have fun with it!
I've even headcanoned a monster band in the universe that actually shows their true faces/skin in the guise of 'wearing costumes'.
theres an audio on tiktok i liked (and got wrong here lmao) but its an anime clip idk if it's abridged or not, but two people watch runners and one goes 'nice ass' and the other says 'do not lust in your heart-*jesus you're right*'
anyway thats not why this exists but that is what ended up happening i forget how exactly but it wasn't my original plan when drawing the first jester sketch on the left there
