WANNA BE 2017 ME ♡

|| 16 || 5'8 || sw: 135 lbs || cw: 121 || gw: 112 lbs || (or until I look fucking good)

[sayounara-minna]

fuck this is me

[calellon]

imagine how powerful i would be if i felt completely comfortable with my body and mind and actually had a sense of self esteem

[k-ayo]

[pale-sick-and-tired]

[riskyyoungskin]

This. Is. Dynamite.

[41kg-angel]

@ normal/healthy weight anas: do you ever feel like "yeah, I guess I could love myself at this weight? I guess I look like every other insta-influencer? I look like an average person? I can take good pictures? etc. "

but then you get hit with your perfectionist, body dysmorphic, mentally ill self and: "yeah but have you considered how good you'd look as a pile of bones?"

Hate when that happens first after a binge. I wanna kms.

[prismtopia]

Almost everyone in this community: Me? I’m pro recovery. Just let me hit my ugw first-

[learn2smile]

[txmriddlx]

Can you please reblog if your blog is a safe place for lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, asexual, aromantic, pansexual, non binary, demisexual or any other kind of queer or questioning people? Because mine is.

[supersadscienceguy]

I have come to the conclusion that even though i look at myself 20+ times a day, i have no fucking clue what i look like.

[stxrvedbitch]

my stomach: hungryyy

me:

[redrumcherub-deactivated2019091]

me today / sorry for my messy room but ◟(๑•͈ᴗ•͈)◞

88lbs

[deityblind]

Reblog if…

You’re doing it so you can be confident in public, but not for the attention

The weight loss is not for the gender you’re attracted to, but because you don’t feel attractive

You’re tired of people making petty comments about your weight

You want people to stop trying to put your weight in a sugarcoated box by saying you’re ‘big boned’ ‘thicc’ ‘more to love’ ‘curvy’, etc.

One comment sent you into the start of your ED

A traumatic experience caused you to gain weight that just wouldn’t come off

New medication caused you to gain weight

A Doctor, family, teacher, or friend has ever called you fat

You feel this is the only way you’ll truly be comfortable in your own skin

You’re lying to family & friends

You feel a little bittersweet when they comment on your weight loss

It started as a ‘diet’ that spiraled out of control

You know recovery is an option, but you don’t want to

You used to deny your eating disorder

🌪I want to follow the people who reblog this🌪

[fuckedupwasalreadytaken]

• this is the only way to feel like you’re in control.

[daintily-sapphic]

[inpersuitofthinner]

[tiniest-faerie]

The main thought in my head at every moment of every single day.

[id-die-skinny]

Revenge, that’s ALL i think about.

[ripoffallthefat]

^

[grabbones]

Science: the average person burns 1500 - 2000 naturally. if you ate 3000 calories today, you won’t gain even half a pound.

Me: *eats 900 calorie meal* *gains 8kg*

Me:

[hateilovefood]

I laughed so hard

[iwant2bskinny]

omgg so true tho

[peachiivocado]

Looking for ana buddies

So uhh it's kinda lonely to not interact with anyone so if 3 or more apply to you, reblog:

Around 15-18 years old

Still live with your parents

Have an ed

Lgbt+

Around 5'4 (163 cm)

Not pro ana or anything

Please reblog if you want to talk or send a dm

[wenignymphe]

Honestly, not eating isn’t the hard part for me. It’s the waiting. Every moment of the day I just want it to be over: so I can go to sleep, wake up, and get back on the scale, so it can tell me I’m one step closer.

[4gottenandfake]

This. Fucking this.