dead dead dead

hw/ 240 cw/ 220 ugw/ 80 height/ 164cm

[ethereal-sensation]

Is it just me who finds it so hard to restrict at home

Like when I'm at school it's so easy idk

Then the moment I come home it's like I just run to my kitchen and eat everything

And I'm on Christmas break rn, meaning I'm home literally all day, so uh yeah I think you can connect the dots 🙃🙃

[trying-but-not-always-deactivat]

So relatable!!!!

[wittlemonster]

i live ever presently in a world where i feel too little to be heard but feel too much to be dead - no matter what i land in a precipice of nothingness

[seok-kg-deactivated20200511]

Bodycheck: fat

[suckmy-skinnybones]

"A protein bar isn't a meal"

For 210 cals I think the fuck it is!

[cheaphalloweencostume]

not to be controversial but the feeling of being so thoroughly sleepy that you know you’re gonna pass out the second you get curled up in bed? unsurpassed, baby

[daintyxdreamsx]

Work bodychecks

[rottingweeds]

not once have I regretted skipping a meal

[sittinginmycloset]

Yeah losing a pound a week through healthy eating and exercise is cool but have you ever got stuck in a vicious cycle of restricting and binging making you lose and gain the same 10 pounds over and over again

[die-tobethin]

wish my metabolism worked as fast as my anxiety.

[wowthesaddestpersonalive]

How to tell it’s getting bad again

Physical pains (sore jaw, old injuries acting up)

tired tired tired tired

Can’t think/can’t stop thinking

Sleeping too much/not enough

Early waking

Can’t make eye contact

Picking or scratching at skin, nails, hair, etc

Forgetful

Sex repulsed or sex obsessed

Lonely in crowds

Unjustified assumptions (my friends all hate me)

Too much/too little food

Everything tastes bland?

Headcolds/the flu out of nowhere

Distancing yourself

Spending too much time in bed

Not showering/brushing teeth/brushing hair/taking care of your body

Not able to do laundry

Not turning in assignments

Forgetting about assignments

Zoning out

Defensive

Overly emotional/painfully numb

[skinny-yoongi]

all.

[edthoughts]

i'm officially back on my bullshit

if at the end of the week i gain imma kill myself just giving u a heads up

[doomed-black-rose]

I want my belly to be flat more than anything else!!💫

[rubyontoyou]

i can’t go to school anymore i can’t just wake up and feel anxious at the idea of going and when i still go, having one or multiple panic attacks in the same day it’s getting awful

[wrnbrn]

[angelicc-boness-deactivated2025]

Why is tumblr so nosey like damn

“Are you okay?”,, Bitch this is my third time looking up “thinspo” in a matter of 30 minutes i think you know the answer

[skinnylegcnd]

someone: “what are you into?”

me: lowering my cw in my bio

[thinnish]