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Welcome to my blog, though I personally would call it my controlled chaos:)
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Hello~
Welcome to my blog, though I personally would call it my controlled chaos:)
Me: “oh yeah! I read for comfort!”
How it actually makes me feel:
Yall ever just read a fic and go:
Cause that was me tonight ☺️
Oh my days I just realized it’s been 4 years since I last updated an old fic of mine- THAT STILL GETS NOTIFS TILL THIS DAY…I am so sorry y’all, life has genuinely been so crazy😭😭😭
no because nobody understands how hard it was to find x reader fics of anyone in the gaang or atla fandom in general before this movie came out. now there’s new fics coming out daily. I USED TO PRAY FOR TIMES LIKE THIS‼️
u used to be able to put a dvd in your computer. and then u could watch it
they can’t kill both steve AND dustin because what about y/n henderson who is dustin’s older sister and is also in love with steve
hot priest.
everyone who just watched the netflix release, i’m giving you all one (1) weekend to start pumping out the jud duplenticy fics
i hope chan knows he provides me immense comfort and motivation daily
ai could never come out with the idea to ship harry potter's dad and sirius black's little brother........... and i think that's beautiful
The 3 demons living rent-free in my head: Dissociation, Existential Dread, and Compulsive Yapping
Jinu: Is it visible? Where Rumi slapped me?
Romance: Your face looks like a don’t walk signal.
Mystery: Your face looks like a photo negative for the hamburger helper box.
Baby: A pal reader could tell Rumi’s future by looking at your face.
Abby: The phrase ‘talk to the hand cause the face ain’t listening doesn’t work for you, because the hand is your face.
Jinu: … A simple yes would’ve sufficed.
Bug Crossing 🐛
I got the idea for this piece on a sunny day a while ago after seeing a beetle in the park struggle to get across the hot tarmac path, just a silly visual to explore the question of how much we should be mindful of the wildlife we share a habitat with - they live here too!
How would you guys feel about hearing a song I wrote inspired by Jayvik...
Go read an old fic.
There's such recency bias in fandom. As an author you post something, get a few reactions, and then it goes off into the bin. As a reader you check the tags, see what's new, and move on. But a lot of old stuff is really good. It's just sitting there, gathering dust, waiting for someone to take a peek.
So go on. Treat yourself.
Read an old fic.
As someone who rereads a lot of old fics because consuming a piece of media once is not enough, I need to reread it again and again until each word is engraved into my brain.
Reminders for fanfic writers who think it “doesn’t count”
✦ Your writing counts. like, a lot. If someone felt something because of what you wrote, then it matters. That scene you almost didn’t post? Yeah. Believe me, someone out there bookmarked it for a reason.
✦ Writing existing characters doesn’t make it “less than.” You’re building arcs, crafting dialogue, emotion, pacing. You’re studying character psychology like a scientist. That’s not “just fanfic,” that’s storytelling.
✦ “but it’s just fanfic” ...no. STOP, it’s craft. It’s understanding tone. It’s hitting emotional beats. It’s layering theme and backstory and prose into something people feel. You’re doing the work, you just don’t get graded on it. (Which, honestly is a blessing.)
✦ Writing fanfic means you love stories enough to live inside them. You care, deeply. You care enough to reimagine, to explore, to add something of yourself to a world you didn’t create and somehow still make it feel brand new.
✦ Someone out there rereads your fic like it’s their favorite book. Maybe they’ve saved a line to their notes app,or they quote it to a friend. Maybe they just think about it when they’re having a bad day. That little fic you almost deleted, it’s comfort now.
✦ Your comments section is real. Every “I needed this” and “this made me cry in a good way” is proof, you don’t need a book deal to matter. You don’t need a publisher to have an impact, because you already do.
FANFIC IS WRITING! Fanfic is yours.
You’re not “just” anything. You’re a writer, own it. Be proud of that.