A Mess Of A Blog

Kinda confused. Kinda lonely. Bad at having an aesthetically pleasing blog. Just some thoughts that seem worthy enough to share.

[wonder-minded]

When you leave me,

I'm locking the door behind you

[wonder-minded]

"I feel like I give and give

and give and give

and the world doesn't even

give a shit,"

-says the girl who gave everything away

[wonder-minded]

Just because a relationship is long over, doesn't mean it doesn't still sting

[wonder-minded]

You gave up on me.

You gave up on me even when I never gave up on you.

And it absolutely broke my heart.

It tore me down lower than I'd ever been before.

You hurt me more than anything or anyone has.

In a couple of weeks, you were head over heels over someone new.

In a couple of months, I was still screaming at the sky, begging for my pathetic heart to be whole again and to just feel "okay" for the first time in months.

Everything you said to me became a lie because you were saying the same things to someone else.

I've tried to understand why this happened, why you chose to end things the way you did, but I guess that's one thing that never ends up clear when it's all over.

Some things will always just linger in the backs of our minds saying

why?

-ky.kn.

[wonder-minded]

I do not fall in love fast

but when I do

it is a deep, genuine love

that never ends

even after everyone else's has

-ky.kn.

[wonder-minded]

It seems that

people want me around

when they want things

not because

they just want

to love me

-ky.kn.

[wonder-minded]

[wonder-minded]

My life is made up of a series of epiphanies.

-ky.kn.

[wonder-minded]

I do so much

For her

For them

I try and try

But I still feel like this

And I'm the one that's alone

-ky.kn.

[wonder-minded]

Actions speak louder than words

so take a look at what yours are saying

[wonder-minded]

She listens to so many love songs

but always

alone

-k

[wonder-minded]

just a little thought I had the other day

[her-minds-a-mess]

honestly though, why do we worry so much about the future? who is there to say that we’ll even have a future? what if we die tomorrow and all we did the day before was whisper about boys we’ll never have the guts to talk to, or complain about how hard science class was, or say how bored we were all day. whats the point of a future then?

[southern45acp]

That’s why you shouldn’t be afraid of anything; cautious sure, observant, calculating, prepared, all good things.

But you should fear nothing, because the worst that can happen is that future isn’t as long as we thought.

This game will end for all of us eventually, there is no escaping that; so why fear not making it all the way across the board, when we could be making the most of the spaces we are traveling right now.

[wonder-minded]

This made me start tearing up. I feel that it's true though. I worry about the future a lot too, most days it even scares me. This however, is inspiring.

[wonder-minded]

[inkedwords-intensewhispers-deac]

“One day someone will love you for who you are. And you will be glad that you are different. I promise.”

— Jay x

[wonder-minded]

It sucks that we love people who aren't everything we deserve

[wonder-minded]

There's these bright little optimists running around with their hearts just waiting for love

But then they get their hearts broken and they don't shine as brightly anymore