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Sarcastic yet melodramatic ingenue. Geminian moonchild.

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Highlight of my #spookyszn 👻 Dahlah gatau mau nulis apaan masih speechless kalo diinget2 lolll malu akutu 🙃 Happy #Halloween, witches! 🖤 #Halloween2022 #spooktober https://www.instagram.com/p/CkYVKeFhqr1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Turns out all I need this whole time is just getting help. For you who are struggling too, please remember you are not alone, and you will never be. Reach out for help if you need. You deserve to be happy. #wordsjunesaid #youarenotalone #gethelp #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmonth #notetoself #selfreminder https://www.instagram.com/p/CjOA3jkvaDp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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My #JuneAffirmation: This is the time where I step into the next phase of my life—more mature life. I will make less to no room for negative energies and spend more time to get to know who I am and who I am supposed to be. #wordsjunesaid #affirmations #affirmation #newmoon #newmoonintentions #notetoself #selfreminder https://www.instagram.com/p/CeUEJu-hMi2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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People say third’s a charm. So, for the 3rd year I’ve been honored to be in this special day, here’s something I’ve wanted to say: I enjoy the depth of your characters much more this year, I hope you enjoy yours too. The sound of your swearing are now musics to my ears, but I do hope calmness befriend you. I won’t ever be tired to say that you’re as bright as your name, sunshine. As if your inner Arian is always showing off his flames. I hope this year you’ll find what you’ve been longing for—peace of mind. And I hope your cheerful inner child will never get left behind. I wish you all the colorful skylights and glittery joy inside. Here’s to the third birthday together and hopefully to a lot more. Joyeux anniversaire, mon bébé 🖤 (Product placement at its best yhaa mumpung ownernya langtaon @kosffee ehe) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cb7ajN0JNZz/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Me, to myself. Happy #InternationalWomensDay 🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca10Q6uJJTJ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Year three. https://www.instagram.com/p/CZwKQl8pxVo/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Manifesting a good life as my 2022 mantra. Happy new year, loves! #wordsjunesaid #newyear #newyearseve #NYE #newyearmantra #newyearresolution #2022 https://www.instagram.com/wordsjunesaid/p/CYKKMq7vem3/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Kinda feeling myself, with all my flaws and wrinkles and wounds and everything else. Let’s just hope it’s not just for a day. Happy Halloween, witches! 👻 https://www.instagram.com/p/CVsrr0zvnyD/?utm_medium=tumblr

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And let the witching hour begin… #halloween #halloween2021 https://www.instagram.com/p/CVqgMQchRLF/?utm_medium=tumblr

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But I feel too guilty to take a breather. #wordsjunesaid #notetoself #selfreminder #selflove https://www.instagram.com/p/CVk6LdXPf83/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Solitude is not a bad thing. #fullmoon #fullbloodmoon #fullmoonmantra #selflove #notetoself #selfreminder #spooktober https://www.instagram.com/p/CVX-W9yB9_B/?utm_medium=tumblr

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My everyday mantra. For someone with this much trust issue, it is hard as f*. #wordsjunesaid #fullmoon #fullbloodmoon #fullmoonmantra https://www.instagram.com/p/CVTOuZbhJ9A/?utm_medium=tumblr

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It’s not that hard to get your eyes off the screen sometimes. Show them you’re there for them—not physically, but both mentally and emotionally too. If it’s possible. For me, that’s one of the green flags I seek for. #wordsjunesaid #lovelanguage #lovequotes #relationship #relationshipquotes https://www.instagram.com/p/CVQwP4vh738/?utm_medium=tumblr

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On a do-not-disturb mode for the next couple of months—at least. #wordsjunesaid #fullmoon #fullbloodmoon #connection https://www.instagram.com/p/CVOcEBRhpwN/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Has anybody else experiencing the same feeling? The feeling that deep down we are evil, the voice inside our head are evil, but we don’t act on it, just thinking about it makes us feel evil. I’m terrified that I’m really an evil person. I think about terrible things when I get angry, sometimes when I’m upset too. Most of the time I just choose to be quiet, put my resting b**** face on, and try my best to calm down. And when I get calm, I’m scared of myself, I’m scared of what I just think. And a few times, eventhough it’s only a few times, I flipped. No, I do not hurt anyone, but I flipped. And I felt disgusted afterward. Do I urgently need an anger management? #wordsjunesaid #contemplation https://www.instagram.com/p/CVI2AioBnVv/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Or is it normal to feel some kind of burden to be happy? Like, you feel that this situation should make you happy, but you’re not. All you feel is just empty, and it’s weighing on you. And you feel deeply guilty. #wordsjunesaid #contemplation https://www.instagram.com/p/CUzZMFYNI5k/?utm_medium=tumblr