I didn't know I loved him until I did.

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I didn't know I loved him until I did.
Sometimes you know you're in a bad relationship, but you just always hope it'll get better.
I spoke to you of my burdens. Of how I know when you've seen me several days in a row that I will not see you again for the next, because sometimes you need your own time. I understand. But on the day before I don't see you, I feel the need to appreciate your presence especially much. I need to soak in every minute with you because I won't see you again for another day or two.
When I said this to you, you shared, "You're so thoughtful"
Not clingy, not obsessed, but thoughtful.
-Moments I Knew You Loved Me
I've given all I have and I have nothing left for myself.
I just want to love myself again
Don't let anyone tell you not to feel things so deeply.
Feel things deeply. Feel every emotion with intensity. Yes, there will be some difficult moments. But when you understand that you can feel the happiness, joy, and love as strongly as you can the fear, sadness, and loneliness, you will see how beautiful life can be.
So feel. Feel deeply.
I wanted to say we were as plain and obvious as peanut butter and jelly.
But maybe we're more like cottage cheese and jam.
Because not everyone understands us or think we work together.
Maybe sometimes only certain jams taste good.
Maybe, maybe we aren't the "most obvious" pair,
But I'd rather be that than plain.
I never knew whose lips I wanted to kiss until I saw yours.
4/16/20
Do you remember the first time we kissed? And not the kiss itself, but the moments before. The moment of awkward shuffling deciding if we were brave enough to pursue what we wanted. The shared, knowing glances. The moment before.
There was a moment in our relationship when how you felt about me went from "I love this human and I could see a future with her" to "You are my everything and not only can I not imagine a life without you, I don't want to."
In that moment, I felt your love with every fiber of my being. And I never stopped.
You started the new year drunk and I started it without you.
Is that an indication of how the rest of the year will go?
I didn't realize when you said I could ask you anything that that meant you wouldn't always answer.
I'm scared you don't really love me. Not because you're lying, but because I'm hiding parts of myself. And recently I've felt like I need to hide more and more. And I feel less and less like me, but if you see the real me now that you wouldn't choose to love her.
You called to ask me what was wrong, but you fell asleep too soon to listen
I've given all I have and I have nothing left for myself.
I just want to love myself again
How can you say you love me if you're not even willing to try to be the person you know I need?
Conversations that Broke my Heart
After years of thinking I couldn't love, I finally found a person I could call home. And how I loved to be home.
I heard 'I love you' in your 'I miss you's' and it made my heart melt.
Love
There is so much darkness in you,
Yet you are the source of my light.
You are what makes me breathe on my difficult days,
Yet I suffocate you.
I don't mean to be the one who hurts you,
Yet here we are today.