fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this
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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this
Joy Sullivan, from āCulpableā,Ā Instructions for Traveling West
Whenever an ugly feeling arises in me, maybe resent, greed, insecurity, etc. I just have to laugh and think to myself, this is what being alive is and I donāt deny my capacity for ugliness, in fact I store my faith in it because that same awareness of my own ugliness is the place I go to when I am aware of my own beauty. I have all the time in the world to sort it out, thatās the thing with self trust. I donāt hide from others and I donāt hide from myself, where there is ugliness I observe it and I donāt turn away.
People who deny their own ugliness, turn away from it, find shame in it and then pretend that they arenāt ashamed are the ones with the deepest capacity for cruelty. Time to see yourself clearly and move forward anyways.
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BE A STUDENT OF WHAT YOU ADMIRE
DO IT BADLY RATHER THAN NOT AT ALL
TO DESPAIR IS TO CEDE VICTORY TO THOSE WHO DO NOT DESERVE IT
BROADEN YOUR CULTURAL HORIZONS
REVEL IN THE ANALOGUE
ACTION ABSORBS ANXIETY
GRIEF IS PRODUCTIVE; GUILT IS NOT
"The best translations into English do not, in fact, read as if they were originally written in English. The English words are arranged in such a way that the reader sees a glimpse of another cultureās patterns of thinking, hears an echo of another languageās rhythms and cadences, and feels a tremor of another peopleās gestures and movements."
ā Ken Liu, Translatorās Postface to The Three-Body Problem
file -> phrases that are going to shift something in me forever
i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.
i cannot punish myself in any way that will unmake the past.
itās a great time to be a hater, many things are bad and lots of stuff sucks. itās also a terrible time to be a hater, because many people will insist that you have to like the bad thing because a company spent millions of dollars making it and itās just not very nice to say itās bad
hating is ultimately a philosophy of optimism. the knowledge that things could be better, and the desire to see them improve, differentiates it from the pessimism of idle consumption.
It will in fact get better. And then worse. And then better. Then the best it can get. Then worse. Then the worst it can get. And then better. Hope this helps
Lori Gottlieb, Maybe You Should Talk to Someone
everyday I believe more and more that everyone should be able to: make their home an environment that feels beautiful and activating to themselves (knowing and decorating to your taste), have a hobby that sustains their creative mind (cooking, birdwatching, camping, reading, etc), and an avocation that strengthens their body (running, yoga, hiking, rowing, etc)
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oh you know just another day hanif abdurraqib effortlessly reinvents love and rewires my brain
Some of my favorite hobbies are counting my chickens before they hatch, putting all my eggs in one basket, crying over spilled milk, barking up the wrong tree, and above all, doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results
astonishing how good it can feel to get some chores done sometimes. youāll be sitting there like damn i am some type of horrid little smeagol like creature who should be crushed to death. but then you do some laundry and youāre like wrow. im actually gods most fuckable soldier.
I should be allowed to just say āI adore youā and āI love youā and āI want to keep you in my life for as long as possibleā to my friends whenever I want without it being overbearing. Iām thinking it lovingly at people. Iām beaming my overwhelming affection into my friends via undetectable radio waves