Witch Princess of Angmar locking in for autumn

Sideblog. I just wanna get slim again and this is me holding myself accountable. 18+ she/they. MDNI.

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Welcome to my blog

Liv, 18+, she/her they/them. AFAB but probably non binary half the time or gender fluid.

ASD, ADHD, social anxiety and PTSD, a right mix.

Just a blog to hold myself accountable and inspire myself to actually stick to my diet this time.

Goal for this year: 147lbs

Height 5ft8.5".

HW: 204

SGW: 179

CW: 143lbs

GW: 147lbs 🥇🎇 yayyy!!! 😁 Finally!!!

Next GW: 140lbs

2nd GW: 130lbs

Absolutely dream GW: 120

Ultimate goal in all of this is to get slimmer and feel better mentally and physically. I want to actually be able to look in the mirror and not find some fault with myself.

This is a safe zone for anyone who is trans or LGBTQ+ so if you are a terf, bigot or the likes then please leave because there is no room here for that shit.

[imperfectkit10]

i'm so screwed i get night terrors about my weight......... :(

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Too relatable... 😔

[pro-ana-bella]

💕It’s so addictive to see the numbers go down every morning 💕

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Always puts me in a good mood to see the numbers going down.

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Period weight gain 😫 arghhh just fuck off with adding 5lbs just quit it ffs!!!! I know it will drop straight off after but it does nothing for the body dysmorphia. 😑

[wraithprincessofangmar]

I smashed my goal weight! Like wtf?!!! 😮😄 I legit thought I'd never get there and now I've passed it, 143lbs and still going strong, and all because I forced my mindset to change.

It's not an easy road, ngl because I've had a few plateaus and a few weeks where I've not excercised or days where I've eaten treats like an extra snack or a takeaway, but I've just refused to give up on my weight loss journey this time round.

Seeing the results has been a huge motivator and enough to encourage me towards my next goal.

[wraithprincessofangmar]

And so I have finally reached the original goal weight, the weight I originally was, 147lbs, it's feels surreal, good but yet I still feel I could do more, much more, like get to 120lbs.

I think the next goal will be 140lbs and then 130lbs. 120lbs would be nice but I don't wanna end up feeling tired all the time so we'll see what weight I can get to where I still have my energy.

[wraithprincessofangmar]

So close to my goal weight, however can that be?!!! Like I plateaued big time for the last month and then bang, off that weight suddenly goes, like wtf?!!! Am I dreaming?

My goal weight was 147 and my scales are telling me I'm just over 148lbs. Time to up that goal weight I thinks, maybe 140? Then 135 and then 130. Never thought I'd get there so fast but life has a way of throwing these things at you when you least expect it, just feels weird but in a good way.

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Just looking at old pics of myself only from the beginning of the year and omg the difference of how I look now.

I swear if I ever think I haven't lost much weight all I have to do is look at my old pics.

This year alone I've lost 24lbs, nearly 2 stone which is pretty good going but sometimes the body dysmorphia distorts my view.

[wraithprincessofangmar]

So once again I plateaued which anybody who's losing weight will know how much of a bitch this is, but then all of a sudden I started losing weight again, thank fuck lol!! 😂🤣

What bothered me in some ways was how long this plateau lasted for, like a few weeks, but the good thing was my weight was staying steady, despite my impending period, so my guess is that when said period comes and goes I may have a decent sudden weight loss as it what often happens. So we will see. 😂

Currently at 158-159lbs, fastly approaching GW number 1 of 147lbs which was my former consistent weight.

[afitterbrittany]

Breakfast! 138 calories, 10.4g of protein, and 13.9g of fiber

I’m bringing a built bar to work for a snack when I inevitably get hungry around 9:30.

Gonna be saying my affirmations out loud in the car in the way to work. I want to start making new ones weekly (or daily). Today mine are:

The version of me I’m becoming is already within me, I am just letting her out.

Every small decision I make today adds up to a stronger, leaner, more vibrant me.

I am deeply grateful for how far I’ve come and everything I already have.

What would Aelin Ashryver Whitethorn Galathynius do?

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Love this so much! 😊💖 I'm gonna keep the first 2 in my mind today as I really need the motivation to get back excercising as I haven't done a lot this last week as my period messed things up.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Arghhh I feel so fucking called out rn!!! 🤣🤣🤣

[bunnysims3]

Me: I know weight fluctuates it won’t bother me I want to weigh myself everyday just to see!

Me when my weight fluctuates up instead of down:

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Me this morning, hits so fucking hard!!! 😖😭

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Fucking hate that being due on seriously fucks shit up when I'm trying to lose weight, like logically I know it's only a few lbs of water weight but still the body dysmorphia is real!!!

Doesn't help that this time of the month really fucks with the gender dysphoria too, like rn I'm more they than her. It's hard to explain but I guess it must mean I'm gender fluid or non binary as such? Who knows but it doesn't bother me just intrigues me as to why it happens at this time of the month, every time.

[faydiary]

weight fluctuations are one of my mortal enemies

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Like just before my period my weight goes to shit and I'm like seriously?! 😠

[scorpionlafemme]

[wraithprincessofangmar]

I love this so much because this is what I've been doing for a good few months now and I can already see a change, some only subtle but it's working.

Like before I started on my fitness routine I glimpsed my reflection in the window and the light was skewing my reflection a bit but my arms looked toned when back then they weren't and it make me feel like it was a kind of premonition of what I could be like if I put in the effort.

A few times things like that have happened, like the universe trying to tell me put in the effort and you can have this. ❤️

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Fucking plateau, like why? fuck off!!! I know I'm due on but still fuck off and stop plateauing body, like give me a break!!!

[wraithprincessofangmar]

Found an old pic of me from years ago...thought omg my own thinspo! I was so slim and yet I know I will get there again, only 20lbs to go now.