I love you.
"Happy that I met you on this path, I'm just sad we didn't kick it one more time before you passed"
You took care of me when I had nobody else. You always kept a smile, that made everything feel like it'll all be alright. You never turned your back on me, even when I turned my back on myself. You were my bestfriend when I was in need & even when I wasn't.
You welcomed me with arms wide open when I showed up in Cali after years of not seeing eachother. You gave me what felt like the world.
I'm grateful for you because you always supported me in all my ambitions, goals & dreams. We made a promise to see eachother at the top when we reached our goals.
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. You saved my life literally twice & for that I'm eternally grateful. Only way I could ever repay you is by keeping my promise to you.
You asked me to stay, but I had to come back home. Had I known that that was the last time I would've seen you, I would have stayed by your side as long as possible.
I'll never hear your voice again, never see you smile, never feel your arms around me, never hear you laugh. I'll never be able to tell you how I really felt.
Today's your birthday... I wish I could call you, but I can't.
I hope you good! I know you'd tell me "Just count your blessings & the things your grateful for(the good) because they certainly outweigh the bad". You'd also tell me to stop looking so down & be the me I am when I'm in my happy place at all times.
Imma keep my promises to you(even if you not here to see it or be a part of it) Imma make you proud.
I miss the nights we would drive around and just pig out, the days laying around smoking, jamming to oldies & old school hiphop. The early morning walks, or just chillin on your balcony with a joint & music.
You're an angel, my guardian.
Happy birthday beautiful! I love you!
Rest in peace love.
