Esme

Esme | She/Her | PJO, Arcane, Musicals (PFP by Veluv_art on Picrew)

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Introduction:

Name: Online, I go by EsmereldaPearl or EsmereldaRose, but you can call me Esme.

Fandoms: Percy Jackson (entire universe of it) and Sanders sides. I would like to mention, this blog might go back and forth between the two, months at a time even. Like, for four months I’ll be REALLY into Percy Jackson and then one day swap to Sanders sides.

Games I like/find interesting lore-wise: Amanda’s Adventures, FNAF, Stardew Valley, What Remains of Edith Finch, Minecraft and Sims4. A lot of these are just fun facts about things I like and I may not make fanfic or headcannon posts or theory about all of them.

Music: It fluctuates, sometimes I’ll love a song and listen to one part 24/7 and the next day I find it repulsing. The artists I listen to the most have to be Regina Spektor, Rihanna, Glass Animals, Taylor Swift, and Disney songs.

Fun facts: I like to be creative, last year for Halloween I made a strawberry hat out of cardboard and paper-mached- I used stuff I had found from my house too. It was so much fun, I’ll probably post photos of it here soon. I was a Gacha kid from like 2019-2021 and my music taste is a lot of those songs. Speaking of Gacha, in early 2021, I made a Gacha video about sanders sides and it got 13k views and then I privated the video because people I knew found it. I want to be a teacher, I’m very passionate about it and will be so excited to finally be one in a few years. In PJO, the children of Hades (Bianca, Nico, Hazel) as well as Jason and Leo are my favorite characters and in Sanders sides it’s Roman like 90% of the time. In stardew valley, I tend to stick to romancing Elliot even though the boat scene happened.

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I don’t blame Luke for being angry. I think, as I’ve gotten older, it makes so much sense. The execution was done VERY poorly, but the intent was good. He wanted to give kids like him the life and world he never had.

He had an absent father who only came around once in a while. He was often left with his mom who had these terrible visions that would very likely scare him as a kid— only to understand that his dad was there that day. He blamed his dad because it was easy— it was easy to blame somebody than nobody. And, it was easier to blame someone he only saw twice than someone he saw every day.

He can’t take it, he runs away. He tries to make friends but he’s judged and cast away— he’s alone. He finally makes a friend— an actual friend who won’t leave him no matter what. He even finds a young girl he basically adopts as his little sister— he FINALLY gets the family he wanted, the family that would be there for him when he needed it.

He loses his best friend, possibly lover. (I know it’s up for debate a lot, but from what I’ve seen they seemed like something more, but not exactly lovers.) The first person who cared— the one who stayed— the one who was actually there. The one who kept watch at night with him. The one who he could be honest with. The one who understood the issues with his dad. The one that protected him- and who he protected too.

Eventually, he has to be the authority figure he never had. The one who soothes them back to sleep after a nightmare. The one who stays up all night making sure their fever goes down. The one who listens to their issues and gives advice. The one who praises them when they get good grades. The one who hides the money under their pillow when they lose a tooth.

I understand it, and so does Percy. Percy didn’t have friends. He didn’t have a father who would wish him happy birthday. He didn’t have the dad who’d teach him to ride a bike. He didn’t have the dad who would listen to him. Percy didn’t have friends, he was an outcast until Grover. He was scared as a kid because of Gabe. Then Percy gets to camp and does a big heroic quest and also has to be there for kids. Not in the same ways as Luke— he didn’t have to stay up for fevers. He didn’t hide money under pillows— but he was a role model. The way a hero should look to the kids. He had to keep that persona up so they still had hope. Luke should not have done the whole Kronos thing, but his villain arc is so relatable, and powerful because of how relatable it is.

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Heres my thoughts on Virgil and Janus’s relationship (or why it is the way it is— sorry if this is already known info I’m just up at 12am watching SVS 1):

Originally, Virgil likely thought that Janus was good, that he was helpful. If Thomas could lie about something it could make Virgil in turn less anxious— except the lies were pulled apart and known to be lies. Virgil probably wanted to spare others feelings or spare Thomas’s too, so he’d go along with the lying— and with Remus also there it was easiest to just pretend that nothing was wrong.

Eventually, as I mentioned, the lies fell through. When Virgil met the others, he realized he didn’t have to lie. He could be his honest and true self and find a way to work through the issues rather than push them down.

However, he likely notices that Patton is going down the same road that he went down with Janus. Patton is finding it hard to express his feelings so instead he wants to just bury them.

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You know what, I’m back in my Sanders sides phase and I gotta say, it’s eerie that orange has not been revealed. He’s just looming, waiting— but he’s also there. I feel as though, and if this is a known thing I apologize, that Logan and Janus are both covering it up. Actually, all of them. If it’s rage, or anger, or passion, Janus might have hid him thinking it isn’t right. Logan gets angry, but immediately thinks it’s wrong— he’s (orange) suppressed. I have a feeling one of two things is going to happen when we (knock on wood) get a new episode:

A) Nico and Thomas’s relationship goes south fast, or something happens to make him angry. Unable to suppress him anymore, orange shows himself.

B) Orange is suppressed as tension grows with more issues popping up. The sides are quick to anger/rage/passion and it gets harder to bottle him back up.

Either way, I think based on the no hearing (Remus), no speaking(Janus), no seeing that orange will be no seeing. That would likely be his power. I don’t put Virgil on this list since he has never been a full on dark side. I think he was assumed to be and put himself in that box, but based on the previous episode where we see him as both positive and negative, I think he has always been neutral, he just thought he was ‘bad’. This isn’t to say the others are bad, but yk what I mean. Each episode is a stepping stone to seeing who orange is I think since maybe either svs or remus’s introduction. Especially since svs though. I think Patton’s thing was maybe enhanced by orange the same way Logan’s is. I’ll probably repost with more later.

[uh-e-rinnie]

i would be kind for you

the way these two have bonded over the series is special to me

[catchymemes]

[everythingismadeofchaos]

We all do, buddy. We all do

[thememedaddy]

[dearest-loveliest-elizabeth]

Worst pain

[the-lunar-explorer]

so are we getting that season 4 renewal or what

[loveridden1999]

[toruandmidori]

[dailycatsblog]

[murasaki-cha]

I really liked this scene where it looked like Dionysus was slacking off, but then the camera zooms out, and you can very clearly see that he's distracting the younger kids and keeping them away from the fights

[murasaki-cha]

"Blackjack! Where the hell have you been loca?"

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Somewhat spoilers?:

Was listening to the crane wives while doing dishes and realized some of their songs REALLY apply to Thalia:

The Moon Will Sing: Not wanting to comply with Zeus and that ending in her becoming a tree

Never Love an Anchor: Jason

Tongues and Teeth: “I am not a vessel for your good intent.” She doesn’t want to be Zeus’s pawn or weapon. She wants to make her own choices

Anyway this is so random but I felt like posting it lol

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Is the reason I’m reading prinxiety fanfic for the first time in… 3 years:

A) The new episode came out and THERE WAS SO MUCH CONTENNNTT— SO GOOD.

B) My mental health has declined again

or

C) All of the above

(HINT: It’s C)

(Probably will delete later lol. LOOK THE EPISODE WAS SO GOOD THO. AND, IT COMES AT THE RIGHT TIME WHEN MY MENTAL HEALTH PLUMMETS! Now I can get back into my sanders sides phase to build myself back up)

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I’m surprised more people aren’t talking about Logan’s eye going orange for a second, followed by Janus’ look

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I KNEW ABOUT THE EYES NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK TO JANUS WHAT. NOO WAYY.