Musings of a queen

Thea Queen, currently trying to satiate my wanderlust and work through my own shit. Muse & Writer is 21+. --This is a SECONDARY BLOG-- so therefore you will be followed by my first blog on this account which is: quixoticallydelusional . Not spoiler free.

[valeriemperez]

I just meant that I’ve already dealt with it. I don’t think it’s worth writing down.

[writing-red-arrow]

tofindjustice:

anger bubbled up in oliver as thea stormed out, anger because it was HIM who was meant to be going on about the unfairness of the world, him who woke up in cold sweats because of what he went through but because he didn’t talk about it everyone just assumed that it would be fine. “what do you want to hear thea?” he shouted after her. “ do you want to hear about how dad shot himself in the HEAD in FRONT OF ME?! or how, after only days on the island, i was strung up by some psycho?! or how about how for FIVE YEARS i was hunted like an animal?! is THAT what you wanted to HEAR!?! ”

Something inside of Thea broke. Angry tears made their way down her porcelain cheeks. "Of course I don't want to fucking hear that. I'm your sister for fucks sake. Do you think I find some pleasure in hearing about the waking nightmare you lived for years while I was mourning my brother and father? I'm only human, Ollie, I have a heart; a big one." She couldn't breathe, her vision blurred, this wasn't what she wanted. No sister could ever want her brother to be in so much pain. "This is stupid, you don't-you don't understand how much I love you and that I suffered too. I don't want you to shout these sort of things out of spite at me. I just want to try to understand and help bring you home." Her voice was quiet, steady, as though she could shatter at any moment. "You only really talk about anything with me if it's pertinent to an issue we're facing. I don't like to be caught off guard. But fine, FUCK me for trying, right?"

[thebatboyz]

Starter for tim.

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thebatboyz:

Tim watched her walk away and Amherst slowly sank to the floor his sore back rested against the door as he cried out. He was hurting, not only from what she did but that he still loved her. And from himself getting his ass kicked today for not keeping focused.

Originally posted by sabribleah

Thea quickly returned with some sweats and a t-shirt. Spotting Tim, she dropped the clothes and ran toward him, tears pricking her own eyes. Carefully, she reached out to wipe the tears from his cheek “I’m so sorry you fell in love with a total fuck up like me.”

[theresearchinginformant]

Reblog if you get extremely attached to your RP partners

[gothxmcitysirens]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN MUNDAY HERES MY FACE

[thebatboyz]

Starter for tim.

[thebatboyz]

Tim nodded not saying another word as he walked into the apartment. They both were in the wrong and handled things not as well as they should have but they were human. He sighed as he kept his arms crossed due to the cold outside.

Originally posted by grustniyautist

[writing-red-arrow]

Thea nodded, moving out of his way. She knew she had royally fucked up; it was why she was keeping her distance. Quickly, Thea disappeared and returned with a large towel; she handed it to a very soaking Tim. "Here, I'll, um, I'll go see if I can find you something dry to wear." She offered him a small, strained, smile before taking her leave. She was sure she had something of Tim's kicking around. Sure, Ollie moved out a while ago, but he had left some things in the apartment. She didn’t know how to handle this. 

[nichkhun-nsc]

im a shitty rp partner tho

sometimes i reply 19 seconds after youve replied

sometimes i reply 147 years later

[thebatboyz]

Starter for tim.

[thebatboyz]

Tim didn’t say anything as he stood in the doorway. “I don’t want to hurt you anymore. Are you sure?” He stood there staring at her.

Originally posted by stillsomewhatsane

[writing-red-arrow]

Thea nodded, moving aside to let him inside. “I’m sure.” She offered Tim a small smile, “Just, don’t push me away again.”

[theoneandonlytommymerlyn]

Able to hear her huffed words a brow was slightly raised. “I’m assuming by you saying if means he wasn’t on Lian Yu the whole time,” Tommy mentioned, although aware that now wasn’t the right moment to get into specifics about it. He already knew Oliver had many secrets, some of which he would probably never share.

“I know and the very last thing I’d expect was for you or anyone for that matter to process this quickly. I remember how difficult it was when Ollie first came back.” The moment was full of happiness that his best friend hadn’t died all those years ago but with his return unexpected complications arose. And he was sure similar issues would be faced, only now he was on the opposite end.

[writing-red-arrow]

"Exactly." She sighed, not even bothering to hide her frustration with Ollie. Thea loved him dearly, but she was growing tired of the secrets he was keeping from her. She understood that he didn't want to talk about them, but then he should just keep them to himself, not blurt them out whenever it was useful for him.

She took a careful step towards her brother's once best friend, the man who stepped in as a friend and brother when Oliver went missing. "I am really happy that you're okay, Tommy, everyone missed you so much."

[thebatboyz]

Starter for tim.

[thebatboyz]

“I did… But I was trying to sleep tonight and I realized I couldn’t. Because you weren’t there…” tim stood in the rain at Theas front door.

Originally posted by sociallyawkwardcapricorn

[writing-red-arrow]

“Get in here; you’re going to get sick.” Was all Thea could choke out, she couldn’t believe he was here. It had felt like an excruciating amount of time had passed since the night he had pushed her away. She hadn’t eaten, slept, or done much of anything; it all felt so pointless. 

[thebatboyz]

Starter for tim.

“Look I know you messed up.. but I love you too much to let you go.”

Originally posted by televisionsgif

[writing-red-arrow]

“I-I thought you needed time..”

[greelin]

how i deal with my feelings

never talk about them

barely acknowledge them

hope they go away

i don’t, basically

that’s what i’m saying

i do not deal with my feelings

[thebatboyz]

Open Starter /

[thebatboyz]

“I fucking love you… but I can’t let you hurt me again. Not right now Thea!” He felt his head ringing as he couldn’t stop crying. “You’ve got everyone. You’re all so close. Felicity. Oliver. None of mine are close. But me and Jason. We were close. ”

[writing-red-arrow]

"... You never- you've never told me that. I thought- I didn't think that.. Tim, I love you too. I can't stand to see you hurt like this. I know that you and Jason were close, I wished he and I were closer, please let me in. I won't leave; I can't."

[thebatboyz]

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[thebatboyz]

“I just need time alone…” After a minute of holding her that’s all that came out as he slowly started to let go.

Originally posted by nxtafraidtofly

[writing-red-arrow]

“Okay... I won’t fight you anymore... You know where to find me when you’re ready.” She choked out, wiping under her eyes instinctively before taking her leave. This wasn’t somesort of movie where Tim was going to change his mind and chase after her. This was real life, and if he didn’t want her around then she would make herself scarce. “Thanks for loving me.” She said over her shoulder, knowing it wouldn’t change anything, but he had to know how good it felt to hear it. Even if it was out of spite.

[thebatboyz]

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[thebatboyz]

Tims heart was sinking as he heard her speak. He didn’t say a word just stared. He was waiting to factor in everything she said. Suspenseful really.

Originally posted by spirit-a-nimal

[writing-red-arrow]

 Thea held onto Tim as tightly as she could, not wanting to think about it possibly being her last. She loved Tim with all that she was and all that she could be. She hadn’t felt anything for anyone in such a long time, but she feared that it was all slipping through her fingers and there isn’t a single thing she could do about it.

[thebatboyz]

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[thebatboyz]

“I fucking love you… but I can’t let you hurt me again. Not right now Thea!” He felt his head ringing as he couldn’t stop crying. “You’ve got everyone. You’re all so close. Felicity. Oliver. None of mine are close. But me and Jason. We were close. ”

Originally posted by sabribleah

[writing-red-arrow]

“You- you’ve never said that before.” She choked out, feeling both elated and the most soul-crushing guilt possible. She carefully approached Tim, holding him tightly. “I thought- I didn’t think that you felt that way and I’m so so sorry. I fucked this up, I know, but they comforted each other and seemed to forget that I was grieving too. I know you two were close, I wish, god, I wish he and I were closer. But please., please let me in, Tim. I won’t leave you; I can’t.”

[thebatboyz]

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[thebatboyz]

“Yes I do. You fucking left me. Alone for fucking months! And now that I was back to being okay, he’s gone. And I can’t even trust to lean on you because one day you might not be here for god knows why. So no. I’ll do with this myself.”

Originally posted by imradioactiive

[writing-red-arrow]

“I couldn’t be here or do what we do after what happened to Laurel. I just... Tim, you weren’t there to say goodbye to. Please, let me be there for you and show you I won’t fuck up and not be there again. Please.”