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i needed to vent 22y

[wrsmyghost]

⋆˚꩜｡ my space ⋆˚꩜｡

to whoever stumbles upon this.. hi!

i've had this account for many years now and never really used it for its intented purpose (as an actual blog) so i decided to use this space to just talk about things that i like, or don't like, things that are happening in my life, or i wish were happening, basically anything and everything.

basic things about myself:

★ i'm 22

★ my pronouns are she/her

★ i'm in college majoring in journalism

★ english is not my first language so there might be errors in my writing ˙𐃷˙

★ i looooveee autumn, downtown girl aesthetic, indie music, old 2013 grunge tumblr, dark academia, folklore and evermore by taylor swift, vampire stuff, stormy weather, the smell of coffee and travelling.

TW: like i said, i'm gonna use this blog to vent about my life so i might talk about eating desorders, anxiety, feeling drepressed and just really down stuff at times, so if that triggers you in any way, please prioritize your well being and close my blog because i get really melancholic sometimes.

i think this is all! again, i don't expect anyone to really be here, this is mostly just for me, but if you do come across my blog and want to stay, you are more than welcome!

[wrsmyghost]

it's supposed to be rainy and cold tomorrow (finally!!!) so i'm gonna try to go to this coffee place downtown to get some work done bcuz i have sooo much stuff to do for uni istg my head is gonna blow up

[wrsmyghost]

well guess who woke up with a cold and can barely breathe today??

[wrsmyghost]

it's supposed to be rainy and cold tomorrow (finally!!!) so i'm gonna try to go to this coffee place downtown to get some work done bcuz i have sooo much stuff to do for uni istg my head is gonna blow up

[wrsmyghost]

i had such a busy weekend, i feel like i didn't rest at all. thank god i have an extended holiday today and tomorrow, so i'm gonna take the day off today to do absolutely nothing!!

[unicornedup]

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[glittertearsandfearsx]

can just something new ever happen to me ? I wake up, feel the same thing, eat the same thing, watch the same show, watch that same person, wear the same thing, listen to the same thing, and sleep the same way I did yesterday and the other day… and last week.

I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one who wonders about this too much?

[wrsmyghost]

i feel the exact same thing, it's like i'm just living the same day over and over again. I wake up, go to uni, see the same people there, go home, do whatever tasks i have to do, and repeat. the only moments where i have different experiences are when i go out with my friends, but even then... i just needed something new, someone new, to change things up, to make life a little more interesting, because at this point i just feel so numb.. like i'm not really LIVING, but just watching the days pass as i try to survive, it's just so boring.

[ju6iter]

[bitterswtdvll]

[seaphine]

they injected me with mental illness when i was a baby because they didn't like that i radiated moonlight and had stars inside my eyes. they were jealous of me.

[wrsmyghost]

trying to romanticize this so i don't go completely insane

[callmebrooklynbaby]

[eymurn]

In your 20s, you'll feel like you're losing the race. It's important to understand that there is no race.

[belpheg0r-luna]

That point during the girls night when we just sit with the horrors: