✩˚.⋆alice⋆⁺₊✧

-ˏˋ⋆ girlblogging until i go insane or kms ⋆ˊˎ- alice (liss), any pronouns trigger warnings ~ disordered eating, suicidal thoughts, & mentions of self harming

[wvnderfall]

Fall down the rabbithole with me !!

Things to know about me n what i post on my blog below:

-my name is alice (i go by liss unless you know me irl)

-teenager from the US (i am a minor, dni if you wanna be creepy abt it)

-idgaf what pronouns you use.. but i still consider myself a girlblogger since most people js group me in as a girl (and as a result, most of my experiences revolve around traditional girlhood) even if i dont really identify with gender

-probably bi/ace & kinda aro or smth like that (who really knows because clearly its not me)

-lots of life problems (and thats what this blog is for)

-i also have wayyyy too many health issues which is both my fault and my genetics (a lot of it is my fault but whatever im still suffering)

-i love complaining n ranting n hating (which will take up most of this blog)

-self aware (sorta?? I hope)

-i have another blog (@keepyrselfalive) that’s mostly inactive and very suicidal so tw for that

-some sort of failing gifted kid idk (well, i do know that im failing haha)

-tumblr n spotify n pintrest hoe

-i try to post everyday but dont hold me to that

-chronic headphone user (forever n always)

-i love mitski.

-snoopy obsessed girl since forever ago

-i love alice in wonderland (if you cant already tell)

-i live for girl blogging or js blogging in general

-amateurish ice skater & archer & badminton player

-i crochet very inconsistently

-specific shout out to: @worstlesbianever for getting me on tumblr

ily all (well, most of yall) n welcome to my blog <3

Im probably gonna add more later..

[wvnderfall]

Theyre playing jellyous in hmart lmao

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They also played zero by nwjns 💔💔

[wvnderfall]

Theyre playing jellyous in hmart lmao

[night-the-starfish]

Disable your ad blocker? For him?, gouache on paper.

[wvnderfall]

@worstlesbianever

[wvnderfall]

I fear i have been here or posted in a while

[wvnderfall]

My mom wants me to be a doctor

But she isnt pressuring me into it

It feels so weird

She wants me to have a future

I’ve never felt so guilty

[wvnderfall]

The scent of cut cucumbers makes me think of a home cooked meal and also my parents arguing

[wvnderfall]

Lmao they’re playing girl in red at panera bread again 🥹🥹

[wvnderfall]

got hit by the first wave of spring seasonal depression and then immediately started getting my life back together

(probably why i’ve been so inactive 😞😞)

[joe-chungus]

Moot check up!!

@redtheredheadeddemon @victoria33787 @kcookiez @anaa15 @annathedreamer11 @iiiidleteen @pluraldinosaur543 @yurifulofjoy @z0mbi3gvtzzz @literalleah @lastsoulonearth @eyelessmari

How are yall feeling today? :33

[redtheredheadeddemon]

im alive

yall guyz alive??

@smthrelatedtotswift @wr1bs @shuichisdarkmistress @z0mbi3gvtzzz

[shuichisdarkmistress]

alive and well!!

tags: @lifecouldbeworsecalvin, @n3cr0crunk, @yukihirop-is-not-human, @cinnabrwonie, @redtheredheadeddemon @itsmeanatastia @pgeorgiemain, @sarosno1fan, @bxttxrflx, @bluenerdd34, @victoria33787, @goldenrat3, @xyourlonelywriterx, @hellicities, @raer0se, @spencer-reid-is-so--me, @emludavis, @screamerinajar, @thatgirlthathauntsyourdreams, @atlas-hates-geography, @chatimcookedfr, @thejesterfrog, @charmyontop3, @hanseltheidiot, @velvetinerabb1t @def-not-chrissy, @komokiri, @alpheiamoth

[alpheiamoth]

Surviving

@honeyed-dew69 @kcookiez @bthecasualdoofus + open tags

[honeyed-dew69]

Alive and somewhat well!

@schrodinger-ka-billa @tenshiiiiiiiiiiiiii @floweyrosie @dustsansm2

how yall doin

[floweyrosie]

Alive, a little carsick but alive !!!!

@jellyfishhyy @otakusheep15 @itsdesssuyo + open tags

How r u guys 👁👁

[itsdesssuyo]

hella sleep deprived and working on some art

@rasp-de-berry @ravenbc @xiaxiaoo @neodith @sothisish0witends @misteria247

What's the status report Kowalski 🌻

[sothisish0witends]

Tired.

@katarithekat @istanthecapitalisticoctopusboy @misteria247 @the-legend-of-zzzzzz @gilmore-ezekiel @yourlovelyliss @not-kamenx @az-the-knight @afafsjhdfhiudf @ppickles4

How's it goin guys^^

[katarithekat]

tired, bc me and my mom had to go to a psychological counseling center, and I had to talk with strangers (my greatest weakness TVT)

but beside that, I'm ok :3

@fauna-loves-spinel @raffyslaboratory01 @ray1vv @the-chibi-nyabikofan @skypokemonfan @fuladarisdayotim @evee1308 @w3ndytheraccoon @roy-rvt @a-shiny-sylveonn @childeisasimp @pierrot-of-dawn @poet-treat @iyaptoomuch1000 @iheartleopards @cuddelsthecute @rottenapplejuicee

How y'all are feeling today??

[fauna-loves-spinel]

TIRED

@certified-dot-simp @lizzy-not-found @malwaregoose @bonierbonez @lemonsyourdem0n @marelimarlop @xsugarxxx @amethiossnowprinceandspouse @friedesleftsock @the-chibi-nyabikofan @roy-rvt @evee1308 + OPEN TAGS BC I'M A DUMBASS WHO FORGETS PEOPLE

HOW IS Y'ALL???

[the-chibi-nyabikofannn]

Mitosis is the division of a cell in which the chromosomes are pulled apart into chromatids, I think. (I've been studying bio all day 😭🙏😔)

@ena-the-eepy @rangergem @marelimarlop @certified-dot-simp @nitoisntdead

[certified-dot-simp]

I ACTUALLY KID YOU NOT I WAS STUDYING BIO BEFORE I SAW THIS IM DOING THAT EXACT TOPIC IM- anyways i am well just stressed and studying 😔✌️✌️🥀

@une-patate-kawaii @az-the-knight @legomonkiekidfan514 @periwinklefox13

how are y'all doing?

[une-patate-kawaii]

i'm okay but i wanna sleep (knowing very well that i won't be able to sleep lol-)

@valtfree, @stalefries, @falcon94ssy

how are y'all ??

[valtfree]

Hii! I'm fine! :D

@myparacosms @hy0gatoxzu @az-the-knight

And you guys

[myparacosms]

tired but just keep swimming i guess 🐠 also i have a badminton game today so that’s exciting!

@fionanotonfire @lyraisnotonfire @claraisnotonfires @loonylaura what’s up with you guys? :)

[fionanotonfire]

I'm good!! went to brighton today and LOVED it!!

what about youuu @ashlettuce @stars-and-sharks @what1smyl1fe

[amazingdylan]

i'm quite stressed unfortunately because its my exams week and i have a maths test tomorrow that i am in no way prepared for :( but i'm learning a song i love on guitar so thats good :P

whats up @winterinkspill @the-eccentric-of-notre-dame @tyrannosaurus021 @mioisnotonfire :D

[the-eccentric-of-notre-dame]

I have acquired a saxophone

@fangirlmenace @iammentallystable16

@pipatetka-be-cranking @fortheloveofgrantaire

@stars-and-sharks good luck!

[fortheloveofgrantaire]

uhhhh…i feel awful actually. ran around the playground without any mobility aids at work this afternoon and that was a terrible mistake 😭💀

@callsignhyena @eli-eli-lema-sabachthani @ghostofthetheater @everythingwsnormalhere

[eli-eli-lema-sabachthani]

doing okay. recovering from sickness. i have more midterms tomorrow and i aint excited for that but its okay cuz im gonna watch queer movies alll day

@human-n0-l0ng3r, @your-saving-grace, @berrycold, @pupfettipaws, @purezjirai, @purezneon, @frenchyaoibeetle, @the-meest-me-ill-ever-be

[berrycold]

@eli-eli-lema-sabachthani FEEL BETTER YOU’RE GONNA COOK ON THESE FINALS

@gyrovagus-bibliophile @cinnamorolls-babygirl @human-n0-l0ng3r @allthingswhumpyandangsty @mikewheelerisaqueerler wait idk how tagging ppl works all my moots how are you guys

[gambits-babygirl]

BERRY MY POOKIE 💗💗💗💗

@coquette-corpsie, @bat-phantom, @witch-oftheflowers, @starsndaggers, @officermaddie23, @oswaldtheluckywolf, @basic-punkanomics, @orwellianwiress, @a-raccoon-perhaps, @lampbasket, @ennymustdie

[a-raccoon-perhaps]

AWWW HIIII!!! Im sleepy :D

Idk if all of you are moots of mine but WHATEVER

@maxxmoss @some-juno-you-used-to-know @avas-snazzical-corner @patterned-kidneys @dollshards

I cant rember more people ☹️

[some-juno-you-used-to-know]

Hi hi!!! I’m eepy but feeling very whimsical currently <333

@dollyshards @churchedcannibal @willivent-on-fya

[willisiam-woodiam]

hello :>

i have done a lot of work today - act, current events joural, discussion board, 2 chapters of notes, and im currently watching a lecture i was supposed to do this morning. im getting shit done frfr even tho i had motivation to write for my oc

but ts chill :>

@aster-likes-space @jadealaide @themodernkronos @themonthguy @jays-licker @arty-is-normalish @charlie-is-fine @phthalos-blues + whoever wanna

[charlie-is-fine]

I uh- crashed my car today. I’m fine, but my car got totaled :(

Thanks for checking in!!! ^^

@entity-system @clownfish-casino @mushroomtiefling @myosotis-elinora @hoybero @donismoe @fallingstanleypines and anyone else who wants to join!! :3

[myosotis-elinora]

Holy shit, good to know you're alright

I'm mostly fine! "Mostly" because I'm at that very annoying stage of being ill where you're not really sick yet but you can tell you will be

Also a bit tired, I spent about three hours walking today

@engag3d @eldest-daughter-syndrome @spid-the-spider @mossysjournal @cmd-shift4 @runasulienadanika and enyone else who wants to do this!!

[cmd-shift4]

aw hope you're okay soon <33

@dazaisbaldspot @charlicantsleep @harbinger-of-silly @404-nuttythenut @whoislaith-blog @imgonnacryalltheusersaretaken @northwxrds @mossysjournal @harleyquinnfangirls @butidonotapprove @randomstrangeronthenet @joshler-laufeyson-at221a @oyasumioh @ienjoyeatingmedicinalcandies @viavieve @catsukkii @justalittlejester @grapekn1ght @sunnyponies @erosamor992 @engag3d @phoebesoftiecakes @tophatpigeonatthebar @meikipomakiss @viktoriousdiem @tsokey-silliez @whyarealltheuserstakenwastaken @roids63

how is everyone? i hope you guys are doing well >v<

reminder to keep drinking water <3

[tsokey-silliez]

I am ottoke ^_^ I’ve beeen doing things but art block keeps getting to me and I get upset cuz now all I have is stupid unfinished chud sketches and I cannot anything

@cyanideyum @rockinrobin124 @thedivinehellspawn @yikes-kachowski @melyhhwjbs @moonblossom7 @prom-is-slavery @supersilver001 @darkcharry45 @ironicallysell @imawritingzombie @radiatedblade247 @ilovepattilupone

@supersilver001 @starlightsams4 @xsmsltlmlx @glassismadeofme @g00dgodd27

[thedivinehellspawn]

I’m doing pretty good for the most part, except for the fact that my uterus woke up and chose violence(aka I’m on my period) and it gave me a headache T^T. I’m working on random art!!!

@crispysongkid @i-am-xp-64 @thatguyjen @lemonandtheart @sweetestlittledarling @sweetest-starlight @crabussy @0138-e @mr-immature @mrantoli @sleepdeprivedsimp234 @somebodystreadmill @mags-moment @marsmarztian @kiyoshi-kona-mi @frankenfurby @faetoasty @faejayy @dispatch-lover @hello-im-not-a-possum @high-voltage-heart @himejoshi-hellhole @hickoryblossom @hank5ismybabygirl @qt33pi @minecrafttortie @miss-honeysucklettes @misham0sh @mistyghostzzz @mikasaackerman728 @multiversedemon @mysticsandmagic05 @enigmasalad @n4ncymoo @night-dislikes @notanothermagnusarchivesfan @nightbloomingsirius @niixienoo @dusk-the-fallen @dtkfan101 @dtaegis @lordofsmores @ladyspade101 @trans-kevin-juice @t4ngy-t4ng0 @bring-more-sorrows @joydoesathing @capplesky @dororoxpenana @styx-the-first

[notanothermagnusarchivesfan]

Doin good, just started watching Psych!

@little-pootis @cedar-is-a-nerd @oddlyspookz

[cedar-is-a-nerd]

Okay, I'm sick but I'm going to listen to more TMA tomorrow :)

@randomfruit666 @breadbut3d @haven-is-me @m3ll0ws-m34d0w

[randomfruit666]

anxiety pretty high rn but i have some fun plans next week so that should help me unwind <3

@sweetasticks @whattheship @overthinkingmoth @queenyuritheiii @somethinginterestingithink @barely-an-artist @jiangfamilytherapist @mysicventity @pidge-the-pigeon @legionforweare-many

[jiangfamilytherapist]

Helluva day at work. Patients throwing chairs. Currently home eating risotto and drinking wine on the floor so things are steadily getting better 🍷

@bat-incooking-school @kizzynaiver @theenderwalker @worstlesbianever @vampiremonday @pointdotiozao @pbaintthetb @everyones-favorite-fruit @raineofthedragons @pancake-umbreon

[worstlesbianever]

getting back into animal crossing again after not playing for a while… failed 9 villager hunting expeditions but still made bank W(`0`)W

@wvnderfall @33gatinhos @wiselydeluded @gurgurlac

[wvnderfall]

Im so very tired

you probably already know this but I competed at state for archery and got a pr!!

its kinda bittersweet that my first archery season is over

yk if youre ever free afterschool Tuesdayssss,,,,,,,

@pinguxshowtime @sanastorries @sarahreadsdccomics

[wvnderfall]

Love cant fix an eating disorder

So its a real shame that a lack of love can cause one

[wvnderfall]

I think im having a slight identity crisis

[wvnderfall]

What more do you need than a pretty face and a judgmental stare?

[wvnderfall]

My dad has a terrible track record with kitchen appliances

Specifically blenders and airfriers

[wvnderfall]

I wish i was normal

I wish whatever sick messed up illness they gave me at birth wasnt real

I wish i could move on

[wvnderfall]

One day everything about me will be gone

Any proof of my existence will be lost media

All items that i have touched will be destroyed

I cant tell if i stay awake at night in fear of that day

Or in anticipation

[wvnderfall]

I love drastically shifting from nonchalant to chalant,,

Like pretending to be cool and then suddenly grabbing you by the shoulders and screaming kill me