Capythougth

Spill the Imaginationnnssss

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Whatever this is 🍕

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Some words of affirming today.

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Bunch of sticker dump.

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My first junk journaling. A Bit of fomo also because i want to reduce my screen time.

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Title; Dream of Fairytale

At the end of grass,

There's broken glass.

And i miss your face,

And My breath wouldn't last.

And A love so vast,

I used to call you mine.

Now I'm racing Against the time,

Holding my breath,

Or is it my pride.

And I'm sick to my stomach

Letting you use me like a punching bag.

outside the window, i saw red and blue.

It's no longer rainbow, for a love story that won't come true.

A fairytale i once read, My favorite happy ever after.

Now I'm crying in my sleep, wondering your promises of forever

My room is getting darker

The image getting blurry

I can't picture us together

My lids getting heavy.

For us to stay forever, for me to lose myself

For question left unanswered, and empty promises

Every time you say sorry

Blaming it to my insecurity

And I'm sick to my stomach

Letting you use me like a punching bag.

outside the window, i saw red and blue.

It's no longer rainbow, for a love story that won't come true.

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Title; I Love you

The doubt that you planted

The insecurity that i was surrounded

So much words of wisdom, that you want me to listen

So much worry i have, but you never listen

I hate feeling this way

Crying myself to sleep

But i chose to stay

Because the love is so deep

I know the choices are mine to make

But i convince myself it's not a mistake

afraid of the world

Live inside the bubble

I love you

I love you

I love you

The world that you give me

So cruel that i wish to be free

The love that you give

The love that i received

Maybe there's different definition

We speak the same language

But there's no direct translation

For us to be in the same page

The doubt that you planted

The insecurity that i was surrounded

So much words of wisdom, that you want me to listen

So much worry i have, but you never listen

I love playing counselor since I was 16

Listening to everyone love problem

Now, no longer 16, no one to called friend

Only dream of freedom

A long Drive to meet the vast ocean

Or just simply around the town, so that we could have long conversation.

I miss the things we use to share our passion

Now every conversation is a self destruction.

I love you

I love you

I love you

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