🐾⛓️🐦‍⬛Xander🐦‍⬛⛓️🐾

|| transgender mutt yapping and posting || || 22 || he/him/his || || ~ Sus sys ~ ||

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Intro:

Hi! My name is Alexander or Xander

I am a suspected system of 20+ alters!

I just turned 22 yesterday

I am in a long term relationship with my partner who is non binary! they are the sweetest hippie i have ever met. they are amazing with the littles in my system and care for them and me so much.

I am a trans man, and have been out for 9 years (2nd august) and pre everything

I am a cafe barista and have been for 6 years

I study BA Textile Design at Loughborough University

I have a tiktok account with around 30K followers, it’s called: Undead_Evolution_

My instagram is also: Undead_Evolution

I self studied japanese for 6 months and then had a tutor for a year and got my GCSE in japanese in year 10 (my school did not teach japanese) and a spanish gcse in year 11

i got diagnosed with autism last year

I have borderline personality disorder, depression, generalised anxiety disorder and i am currently waiting for an adhd diagnosis

i love rugby, i played for 5 years until i dislocated my knee. i later found out that i have something called patella femoral dysplasia. i dislocate my knees and sometimes my hips getting in and out of bed. i am also extremely hypermobile haha.

my special interests are: japan (language, history, mythology and such), abstract art (i am predominantly an abstract artist), and crystals (i have loads of amethyst and rose quartz as well as some blue john)

i love the spring time and autumn, but summer reminds me of when i lived abroad as a child.

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literally forget that i AM a disabled person 😭

i am autistic with complex mental health disorders and dyslexic. like. bruh. and i have pain issues w my knees and feet and shiz.

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post shower dog boy

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i licked the surface of the sun by drinking a coffee my coworker made me 😭 (she was very sorry haha)

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a co worker asked “does your autism affect your everyday life?”

i responded with “yes. some days better than others. but it really affects how i am at work. overstimulation while working in a cafe is not a great combo. but i am also a person with borderline personality disorder which affects my everyday life too”

she responded with “oh. my autism doesn’t affect my everyday life since i finished a-levels”.

fucking great for you. i’m so happy and pleased to hear that. not. i hate my brain. i hate being mentally ill. i hate that my ASD disables me every single day. everything is so hard.

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life is hard. living is hard.

when my mind is plagued by thoughts of how our world is dying. the intense heatwaves and people using AI to make images.

i no longer think this planet is worth clinging to tbh.

[xanaxfarts]

An assortment of animated streams

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ur mums gay

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if ur on SSRI’s and Antipsychotics.

pls be careful w this heat.

cus fuck me this is terrible and i lived in dubai for 5 years.

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i stubbed my toe on the coffee table

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ARF ARF

RUFF

AROOOOOOOO

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a coworker drew me and another coworker

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more teeth x-ray hehe. i slightly fractured the top layer of my tooth from sleep walking into the corner of a wardrobe.

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exposure therapy to a phobia is hard. i started last friday with my therapist. i’ve got a LOOOOOOONG way to go.

if you’re doing it, you’re doing really well. it’s scary to face your phobia(s). but you got this.

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he’s back baby he’s back.

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hehe me and my partner hit one year tmr >:))