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Found out how to temporarily disable AI Overview.
I have never been more joyfull than seeing my wife whom i believed to have ceased existing TT
Its a temporary fix, since it will prob launch AIO in france soon, but for now heres the trick i learned from reddit:
Go to the home Google search page.
Click "settings" on the very bottom, then select "search settings".
On the top click "other settings".
Click "language and region".
At the bottom, change "results region" to France.
Hard cover?
I was looking on amazon, seeing the pre-order of the upcoming acotar books and all im seeing is hardcover???
No paper back??? Please let there be paper back TvT
all my other acotar books are paper back....
Trying to write my first fanfic,
while in exam season....
y'all might not be getting it till summer ngl
My Random Eris Fanons: 1
Eris is a fox dad. This is genuinly not up for debate, I will resort to rage bait. Eris could sit on the soil of the forest, in the peaceful quiet, and in less than 15 min a fox will come and chill with him +bonus if hes chilling in the sunlight Once whe Eris was a kid, and before he had his hounds, he fell asleep somewhere deep into the forest and woke up surrounded by a group of foxes. (In my head Eris had just been tortured by Beron and couldn't stand being in the house. So he goes into the forest for comfort.) The foxes are a part of autumn, and would probs recognize him as the heir of their forest. they would have smelled the blood and known Eris was injured, and just hung out around him to keep him warm as he slept. They just come to hang out befor going their seperate ways, but whenever Eris is near and alone, they come out to chill with him. Eris and his family of foxes <3
Re: cassian deserves better bc nesta calls him a bastard
looking at the instances of the word bastard in acosf and cassian uses it to describe rhysand, azriel, eris, keir, tamlin, helion, tomas, nesta's lovers and himself. cassian is called a bastard by amren, eris and nesta. nesta calls rhysand and devlon bastards.
she calls cassian in specific a bastard twice: once when he won't let go of her wrist because she was rude to rhysand and once when he is self-satisfied with the valkyries discussing him. several times when cassian calls himself a bastard in front of nesta she disagrees in her thoughts or outright negates it. twice cassian calls himself a bastard and pretends it's what nesta would say, even though she tells him she wouldn't.
the one time nesta really uses the word bastard to wound cassian is in the acomaf bonus chapter, in a situation where he's almost pinned her to the wall and trying to make her tell him if she's a virgin, which..........i shan't say. and even then nesta doesn't call him a bastard, she just says she wouldn't sleep with those beneath her such as bastards, and while she does aim towards cassian with that, he chooses to view himself as lower than her and chooses to be pissy that she apparently won't sleep with him.
so overall: this man calls every breathing thing a bastard and it's just a generally common and even endearing insult, but if nesta uses that word once we must crucify her I guess
calling someone "bastard" can be loving and endearing in so many relationships???
do these people, who keep targeting Nesta, not understand that in many relationships (friendships, family and romantic relationships), people often call eachother "bitch" "bastard" "idiot" "moron" "dumbass" "asshole" playfully?
its so comon to playfully argue and fight with eachother, especially loved ones. Its called banter, and they need to back off Nesta.
Cassian and Nesta angage in banter ALOT like if they arn't seriously fighting, they are deflecting and poking eachother through chirping. Nesta uses bastard in very fiting situations. One of them being endearing(mostly)
Nesta's love language is banter, so the fact that she engages in banter with cassian (when he's not being an ass and they fight) shows she liked him to a certain degree. She doesn't put up with his shit, and thats a good thing. In their relationship, Cassian is most likely to change his bad habits and views. Infact, Cassian and Azriel are the only IC member that would (slowly) learn to appreciate being called out, and would do something to fix it. Like they are the only ones with the potential for further character development that goes to change for the better.
Cassian especially, because hes like a dog (I don't mean this in a bad way) cass would want to be better. Like how to be more sensitive towards others needs and feelings. How to be diplomatic, wich we actually see cassian improve on.
Realizing that i would have started uni when the next ACoTaR book comes out. Il be poor, starting my first growing debt, and unable to buy the book TT Y'all better let me know if my baby Eris is in it, if he's okay, and wether or not SJM fucks up his character (please no, i would rather he gets Jurian treatment) Oh and tell me if Nesta is still calling IC out on their shit <3 i love her for that.
Please let me know how my crack ship is fairing too, caus a gal can be delusional <3 OH AND WETHER OR NOT WE GET TO SEE BERON DIE I will live through the interwebs until i can afford the book once its out.
Pick what my first fic should be about (Azris)
Sooo... How do Azris fans feel about an:
Azriel x Eris
Modern AU (non canon compliant)
they are ballet dancers
at different ballet schools/company/academy
Azriel or Eris is a transfer/new dancer at the Ballet studio.
Eris and Nesta are friends
IC doesn't like Eris (the feeling is mutual)
Azriel and Eris learn to express themselves and communicate
angst, hurt, fluff (in the sense that they are learning to be emotionally open with eachother, and acknowledge their trauma)
yearning
Or maybe a Ballroom modern AU?
Eris x Azriel
Nesta x Cassian
modern AU (non canon compliant)
Nesta and Eris are secretly dance partners
Nesta Finally lets IC come to one of her competitions and IC does not approve of her being partnered with Eris (even if they won, and move on to nationals)
Cassian makes a bet that he could become a better dancer than Eris.
it escalates to Azriel being invovled in this bet.
Cassian and Azriel learns ballroom dancing.
Eris and Nest are besties
Private lessons
Cassian with Nesta, Azriel with Eris.
Idk what the bargain is yet, let me cook
Which fic should I cook?
Azris Ballet Modern AU
Azris and Nessian Ballroom Dancing Modern AU
Both :D (hope you can run faster than writers block)
Azris and Nessian Ballroom AU its is! Everyone meet: Danse de la flamme éternelle
Please Refer to @naona-memoriesofsoul for any fic updates <3
I will post the link to the fic once chapter 1 is out :D
To be honest, had I been in Nesta's place, I'd never forgive Feyre and Rhysand for Claire Bador's and her family's gruesome torture and horrible deaths.
That was her best friend ffs and Feyre rutted her out like just another hunted animal she has zero care about, not even a living being.😬
Pick what my first fic should be about (Azris)
Sooo... How do Azris fans feel about an:
Azriel x Eris
Modern AU (non canon compliant)
they are ballet dancers
at different ballet schools/company/academy
Azriel or Eris is a transfer/new dancer at the Ballet studio.
Eris and Nesta are friends
IC doesn't like Eris (the feeling is mutual)
Azriel and Eris learn to express themselves and communicate
angst, hurt, fluff (in the sense that they are learning to be emotionally open with eachother, and acknowledge their trauma)
yearning
Or maybe a Ballroom modern AU?
Eris x Azriel
Nesta x Cassian
modern AU (non canon compliant)
Nesta and Eris are secretly dance partners
Nesta Finally lets IC come to one of her competitions and IC does not approve of her being partnered with Eris (even if they won, and move on to nationals)
Cassian makes a bet that he could become a better dancer than Eris.
it escalates to Azriel being invovled in this bet.
Cassian and Azriel learns ballroom dancing.
Eris and Nest are besties
Private lessons
Cassian with Nesta, Azriel with Eris.
Idk what the bargain is yet, let me cook
Which fic should I cook?
Azris Ballet Modern AU
Azris and Nessian Ballroom Dancing Modern AU
Both :D (hope you can run faster than writers block)
Lowkey Ballroom Azris and Nessian AU is wining… still I shall wait for this poll to finish, because tides can change (I say as I already have plot lined out, and chapter outlines done)
Shit I hear in my small francophone highschool pt1
My teacher told a kid in class hes addicted to roblox. like: "i should confiscate your computer, your addicted, like cocain man..." (translated from french as closely as i could)
Things that annoy me about Acotar (2/5) pt2
Let's get into more politics guys! Todays topic:
HEWN CITY
(Warning: I will be disscussing many sensitive topics, which include abuse, mental dissorders, ptsd, trauma, slavery, torture, self-harm, alcoholism, nonconsent, sexual assault, medical abuse, and lots of other topics) These warnings apply for all of my rants. Also not that this has shitty spelling and gramar, good luck. So remember how Hewn City is where everyone who hates/dissagrees with Rhysand. That the residents of Hewn city are known for their cruelty and for being heartless, and that they tolerate his rule. according to the wiki "They're happy to stay in the Hewn City, rarely leaving, ruling themselves, and being as wicked as they please, for all eternity." But the thing is, no one is born evil. People have opinions, different ideologies, and beliefs. Those change, and can be changed. So the question is why?
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Rhysands treatment and atitude toward Hewn City is a prime example of: the difference between giving someone respect and actually respecting them. The only reason why they begrudgingly give Rhysand respect is because Rhysand rules with fear.
sound familiar?
Rhysand "pretends" to be cruel in their eyes, shows off his 'power' and keeps kier in check with threats and fear. Which is a whole seperate issue. Giving someone respect and respecting someone is key here.
You can give someone respect and absolutely hate their guts. Let's say your boss. You can't be disrespectfull because you'll loose your job, so instead you give him basic respect. Even if you want to punch his face.
In that case you feel 0 respect for that person.
While if you respect someone, you tend to give them that respect. Which is why I believe Tarquine is going to be a great Highlord, sure he'll make mistakes, he wasn't trained afterall, but he seems to have his peoples genuin respect. -
Back to Hewn city, Rhysand letting them self govern is a terrible mistake when Kier is the one in charge.
Theres nothing you can say to me that convinces me that Kier doesn't do child labour, exploitation, allow forced marriages, abuse and so much more. Now if the ruler enables a cicle, is it the peoples fault? Specifically the innocent and the childrens?
Rhysand lumps everyone into the same mold. Everyone there is evil, and terrible people. He has no desire to change that though, even though no one is just born that way.
You see, a childs sense of the world and beliefs are often passed down from a figure of great influence (a mother, father, brother, sister, essentially family) through the little things like: "Oh those shoes/clothes are for girls" The child makes a connection between, dresses or pink shoes = things girls wear, and boys don't. They are learning about societal standards and beliefs as they grow, learning through family, friends, classmates, teachers, and other adult figures. Sometimes a child will challenge those views, experiment with diferent beliefs. But what happens when everyone around them acts or believes the same thing. That child doesn't know that theres other possibilities, other beliefs, or ways of being. In Hewn City's case, a child will observe the people around them and make the association High fae = better Lesser fae = lesser (ground breaking i know)
As they grow and the more they see that association, that childs beliefs may also become High fae are better than lesser fae. Abuse? same thing. If everywhere they see Husbands hitting their wives, that same child might come to the conclusion that its normal. Even if they dislike it or don't do it themselves. So when it comes to things like power, a child is conditioned to learn that you either born with power or don't have any at all.
Rhysand? Power, BUT he's lesser fae. Mom and Dad says that Rhysand is to be dislike becaus hes lesser fae, but must be respected because he has power. They don't like him, so I shouldn't like him either.
A child born in a wealthier, more powerfull house hold will see those with similar status abuse their power and grow to think the same and do the same. They will see exploitation and think thats how its done. Growing up with the belief that they are more powerfull and worth because they are high fae, and that the lesser should do their bidding, can lead to that very child to develope that belief. Even if a child decides not to, they could be shuned for being "soft" or exploited.
Now let's dig a little deeper. When you put all of the fae who hates you, you arn't creating an environment that allows other beliefs to exist. By pushing that narrative that Hewn city residents are evil, you don't see the victims of the narrative thats being pushed. When you shove every person who is cruel and put a cruel person in charge, you really arn't doing the next generations that follow a favour. Because everyone around them hates Rhysand, they learn to hate him too. And when the only time you apear in Hewn city, and do nothing to convince them otherwise, you prove to those children and teens that you too are cruel, hatefull, and everything mom and dad told them. This is just an endless cycle.
Rhysand doesn't involve himself in the governance of Hewn city. Problematic as fuck because, for someone who wants to be pogressive and lessen the difference between fae, you are sure as hell providing classism a nice feeding ground to play in.
No rules against inequality, Kier still in power, and what you think its fine because they are all cruel? Sorry honney but like... you are enabling all sorts of abuse toward innocent children. How come Mor is allowed out of this hell hole? but those who suffer from the exact same fates are left to wither and rot beneath? Those who need Rhysand the most, hates him because they too believe him to be cruel. That he won't help (because he never fucking does, he doesn't do shit) so they are stuck with abusive partners, children beaten and exploited, being unable to run away or dissobey their fathers.
Rhysand is the reason why Hewn city residents can't leave. It not that no one wants to, that they are happy to stay and be cruel... They don't have the ability TO LEAVE.
Rhysands lack of involvment means that both HIGH AND LESSER FAE don't have either the power, money, ability or place to go. How can you leave if the cage is the only place you've been?
No wonder they continue to hate Rhysand, Rhysand has never once done anything to let those who are victims or innocent see the light, that cruelty isn't everything.
Rhysand is quite litterally playing psycological warfare on those people... The victims? Children. Children whose minds are still learning and developing, Rhysand is turning them into the thing he hates the most (and hate him the most) He feeds this cycle consciously, and he knows it
Who tf thinks that this is a good idea? Knowing Kier is a terrible person and letting him live?
Rhysand is the best highlord...
Best highlord at cultivating his own enemies in his own court, willingly and knowingly creating generational abuse and hate.
This is giving the women of Illyria all over again... If Hewn city decides they are fucking done, Rhysand is going to be missing half his court. Especially if the Illyrians don't give a fuck and refuse to help him. He's cultivated enough hatred to last them thousands of generations, and they have incentive to fuck him over.
So apparently Feyre (accidentally) admits that Tamlin was right...
So, an interesting few lines in ACOWAR chapter 56, when the Night Court ambushes some Hybern soldiers, and Feyre is watching from the sidelines (emphasis mine)...
Because seeing the carnage, the fine line of control … There was no place for me on those front lines, where the Illyrians fought by the strength of their sword, their power, and their trust in the male on either side of them. Even Keir’s soldiers fought as one—obedient and unfaltering, lashing out with shadows and steel. I would have been a fissure in that impenetrable armor—
And is this not, by every appearance, an admission that Tamlin was fucking right to tell her no to following him to battle back in ACOMAF? He argued these very kinds of points to her when she decided she wanted to go, and she threw a tantrum about it. And when she insisted on trying to follow him anyway, he locked her in the manor - the crux of the end of their relationship.
But do you think, in this whole little section where Feyre is "realising" that the front lines aren't for her, there's even an iota of self-reflection about that incident with Tamlin? No, of course there isn't. Of course there isn't. When Tamlin tells her she can't go to the front lines, he's the devil, an abuser, and deserves to have his entire court destroyed. But when Rhysand does it, it's suddenly fine and dandy and Feyre realises that it's actually no place for her after all? Why? Because Rhys didn't expressly tell Feyre she wasn't allowed (on-page), just told Mor to drop her off at the edge of things and expect her own uselessness as a protagonist to keep her there? Because he's mind-controlled her into not even questioning it? It's insane.
It pisses me off, tbh. I know it's just yet another example of hypocrisy in a never-ending string of it, but this was the event that ended Tamlin and Feyre's relationship. And it just... turns out Tamlin was right all along. And the book does not reflect on this for even a second. It doesn't even acknowledge it at all.
Pick what my first fic should be about (Azris)
Sooo... How do Azris fans feel about an:
Azriel x Eris
Modern AU (non canon compliant)
they are ballet dancers
at different ballet schools/company/academy
Azriel or Eris is a transfer/new dancer at the Ballet studio.
Eris and Nesta are friends
IC doesn't like Eris (the feeling is mutual)
Azriel and Eris learn to express themselves and communicate
angst, hurt, fluff (in the sense that they are learning to be emotionally open with eachother, and acknowledge their trauma)
yearning
Or maybe a Ballroom modern AU?
Eris x Azriel
Nesta x Cassian
modern AU (non canon compliant)
Nesta and Eris are secretly dance partners
Nesta Finally lets IC come to one of her competitions and IC does not approve of her being partnered with Eris (even if they won, and move on to nationals)
Cassian makes a bet that he could become a better dancer than Eris.
it escalates to Azriel being invovled in this bet.
Cassian and Azriel learns ballroom dancing.
Eris and Nest are besties
Private lessons
Cassian with Nesta, Azriel with Eris.
Idk what the bargain is yet, let me cook
Which fic should I cook?
Azris Ballet Modern AU
Azris and Nessian Ballroom Dancing Modern AU
Both :D (hope you can run faster than writers block)
My personal WIP (It was supposed to be an Azris fic... oops)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/82804631
Its shit i know but its a first draft with only 2 chapters out 😅 (Any advice and helpfull criticisme is welcomed...) Fun fact:
this wip was supposed to be an Azris fic,
but then lore and world building started going way to far... like the amount of ocs i created for this was astronomical... Anyways it couldn't be an Azris fic because of the way i wanted the story to go. It just wouldn't align with Eris's and Azriel's character, and would have been way too OOC TT But i HAD to tell this story soo...
So "half my soul without you" was created.
and takes part in my universe (still haven't decided what to name it... So... reborn soulmates, with doomed yearning?
...stay?🥺
I promis Il be more consistant with my Eris and vanserra brothers headcanons <3 and post my other Azris writtings👉👈 I'll even attempt to write an Azris one shot... (its gonna happen anyways, im way to infatuated with this ship to not write at least one or two...)
shout out to Acotar, for making me get out of my writers block. how? because I got so pissed off about the broken magic, political, systems.
All my writtings will apear on the @naona-memoriesofsoul acc
Mind you. Eris and Tamlin just met when this happened. Now they’re great friends.
Muted cause my audio is trash. It’s from my tv lol.
I have so many questions 💀
1. Why did Eris go all for a moment
2. Why is he staring at the CAMERA LIKE THAT
3. How is Tamlin not dizzy from that spinning at the end
I try not to engage in debate with E/riels anymore because they're just annoying.
But whenever they try to use the fact Lucien thinks about Jesminda or still loves her as evidence, it infuriates me so much, I have to call it out.
When someone you love dies, you never stop loving them.
But you can love again and find happiness.
It's such a gross and disgusting argument to use as evidence against Elucien happening.
And it also shows you never read Crescent City or Throne of Glass, because it happens in BOTH of those series too.
"Gwyn is just a girl. She's too young for Azriel."
Huh? 😐
Gwyn is 28.
Nesta is 25.
I'm not 100% sure on Elain's age, but she's between Nesta and Feyre obv, so call it 23.
Feyre is 21.
Nesta and Feyre are both mated to males the same age as Azriel?
If 28-year old Gwyn is too young for Azriel... Where does that put Elain? 🥶
And just because I'm a little shit:
If you want a smaller age gap...
Lucien is "only" ~450 years older than Elain 🙊
Least problematic age gap in ACOTAR, somehow lol
Criticize a ship all you want, but at least make it make sense?
I always felt like the acotar relationships in general where predatory (not a little, not a bit, like genuinly predatory) This goes for any book that has an age gap over 20 ish years... I don't care if he's immortal or not, the diference between a person in their mid 20s and a fucking immortal thats over 400 years old is predatory. Just because Rhysand, Cassian, Azriel and Lucien is pretty, and doesn't look like 70 year old looking man, doesn't mean that its not fucking weird... Like think about it, if they looked like old men (balding, wrinkles everywhere, thin voice) rather than "hot" and young, would it still be okay because "he's over 400 years old"? because that is the logic people use to excuse horrifying age gaps. so in the end, applying the same logic they apply to justify Feyre x Rhysand and Nesta x Cassian, Elucien and Gwynriel is not problematic in terms of age. considering lulu is the YOUNGEST vansera brother and Gwyn is OLDER than the Elaine, Nesta, and Feyre.
