Hmm.

I don't know what to say

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This blog is a collection of my feelings and thoughts. All of my pain, hope, confusion, joy.. everything I am able to feel.

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Don’t think anyone ever really loved me

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Oh what I would give to be loved like I love.. just once

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Never was the person someone would think of first

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everybody is missing someone

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sometimes I just wish I wasn’t me

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I don’t wanna sleep.. because waking up from a dream in which you were still here with me hurts so freaking much..

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can’t you see it?

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so be it

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I do believe in the red string theory.. but what if they are no longer here..

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One day I’ll finally win

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Everything will work out for me

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and all of the sudden I don’t feel anything anymore…

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grow up man

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I need to protect my heart

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maybe it’s for real this time..

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but can I trust you?

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