[fyexo]

201002 lay’s studio

[kiwibomb]

yixing bf material lockscreens!! please like or reblog if you save it!! 🌿

[kyungsoosus]

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[happyzyx]

issing joy 🌟 do not edit.

[zyx]

210129 yixing studio weibo update ✧ top china music billboard awards

[ohsehuns]

Go Ahead | Awkward reunion

[xingplytwelve]

loving you was sunshine, safe & sound, a steady place to let down my defenses

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[xingplytwelve]

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[zyx]

(210105) yixing studio weibo update🌊🌊

[fyexo]

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[xingslove]

I understand how tiring certain things that have been said over and over are. And struggling with mental health-anxiety being one, I hear them too much. I hope that with each passing day, it gets easier for you to deal with.

Thank you for being understanding and the well wishes 🥺 and anxiety is not easy to deal with AT ALL. I hope things improve for you day by day as well 💕

[fyexo]

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[happyzyx]

yumi 🌟 do not edit. (1, 2)

[xingslove]

I could easily go on anon and say something that doesn't mean anything to you. I could go on and on about how someone out their needs you, how you can get through this, to stay strong. I don't know what exactly you are going through, nor am I going to try to understand, even suffering from mental illnesses myself. It sucks, it really sucks, and no one can say anything to help you. I know this. I don't know if this is even helping, but I can be an ear if you need some random person to vent to.

It’s not that it doesn’t mean anything. I know people mean well when they say it. It’s meaningful stuff and positive stuff. I just get tired of hearing the same thing. Sadly suffering from mental illnesses and other circumstances sometimes words just don’t help. Things need to change drastically and they’re just out of your hands. Venting helps and I do appreciate the offer. Idk what mental health issues you’re struggling with but I hope you find some ease through it.

[erigoms]

merry christmas and happy holidays from yixing! ♡

[xingslove]

Killing yourself is never the solution. A conversation about your feelings isnt supposed to turn into an argument. Until people can give you at least this, then they dont deserve your time, let alone your life. As hard as it is now, and as cheesy as what Im about to say is, there will be better days, I promise you that. Find comfort in constant things, whether it's religion, hobbies, books or tv shows. Dont leave your purpose in the hands of something as flaky and fickle as humans. Stay strong

I know you mean well. It’s just not that simple. Conversations can have so much miscommunication and emotions involved. That a lot of times someone can talk about their feelings and the convo can just turn into something else. The person may not even mean to dismiss your feelings. There’s just too much going on. The people who do genuinely dismiss feelings well they should be cut off but cutting people off isn’t as simple as people make it out to be.

My purpose isn’t in the hands of humans. It just tips me over the edge bc I already have a shit ton of other things stressing me out. Also I’ve been hearing that there will be better days since the day I’ve been suicidal which was 10 years ago. There are some good days I’m not saying they don’t exist. Yet here I am a decade later still having phases in my life where I have to do everything in my power not to do something rash and end my life. It’s beyond exhausting.

Like I said I know you mean well. I’m just tired of hearing the same stuff sorry if this is rude.