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Tbh, when I used to get high, I really liked the feeling, bc there were no problems I couldn't handle. Now, when I'm almost one year clean, I feel like there's no problem I ACTUALLY CAN HANDLE.

I'm so tired of my life sometimes...

#recovery #me #daily #life #meth #after

By the time I'm busy af I realised that I have no time to think about food. I need to get better in my job, I need to help some kids with english homework, I need to exercise a little, I need to do ANYTHING¿

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I really don't know how could I live without headphones, I got new ones and it really helps me to ignore the mad world around me.

#music #helps #a #lot #diary #me #4n4m1a #4n0r3×14

It's just me, or is it really exhausting to be alive?

#me #this is depressing #life

edtwtbutnot

1 like = 10 sit-ups

1 comment = 10 push-ups

1 share = 1 min of plank

xmascutealpaca

Imma do it tooo~

Good morning to everyone

I just woke up and I'm heading to my job. Still fasting, so my belly hurts, my teeth feel like sh*t and I'm really tired, but also I'm proud of myself and the feeling about my body gets better and better. I need to drink some vitamins, which I luckily have at my job's kitchen (I work in a office, so it's not that frustrating)...

Btw, I love this almost autumn weather, I wish that by christmas time I'm gonna wear these cute sweaters and look soooo precious in those... I wish I will reach at least my first gw~

Stay hydrated♡

No matter what, you all are precious!

So I finished my first day of fasting... after a while...

I was at the city and it really helped me to not think about food. We were with friends outside, they drank beer, I had my green tea with me, and whenever my body tried to tell me that I should eat, I shut it up by a cigarette hahaha... It might sound creepy, but I really need to do it, so I can feel light as a feather again...

Hope that you all guys had a nice day ^_^

And good night to y'all~

Stay hydrated ♡

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I literally can't help myself, but when I used to be skinny, I really looked like those anime girls and it's kinda like a th1nsp0 for me~

Stay hydrated guys

♡

#th1nsp0 #4n0r3×14 #4norex1a #4n0r3×1×#anime #4n4m1a #notpro #just using tags

lovelykittyowner

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bougiebutchbitch

was watching nart again and got distracted by kakashi’s iconique mid-battle rhythmic gymnastics routine

bonus:

xmascutealpaca

I do love this

So, my fast is still going on~

I'm on a trip to city to keep myself distracted and to not eat anything (thanks to zero money).

I need to keep on going, bc I feel like an ugly pig these days -_-

#4n0r3×14 #4n0r3×1×#notpro #just #for #me

Some scene th1nsp0 ♡♡♡♡

I need to b3 sk1nny to feel pr3tty

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Okay, so I decided to track my life struggles here, on tumblr, bc u guys here are so supportive, it's really awesome.

Today I'm starting a three days fast (not alone, so if u wanna join us, just message me ^_^)

And it's quite difficult for me, bc my boyfriend asks about my day a lot, and I don't want to lie to him, but also I don't want to worry him. Luckily I'm going to job tomorrow and I can tell him I ate over there...

Any tips what to tell to the ones who care about us?

Stay hydrated ♡

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brokenballerinababy

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xmascutealpaca

Read the whole thing out loud to cast it as a spell

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