Kitty

Beep Boop!! Just stories from a teen

[xoxox-kitty]

Ughhh my crush and i have sooo much in common and it's great!! I want to ask her out but like nerves ya know!

[xoxox-kitty]

I'm seeing a counselor and I'm trying to get better. I hope i do get better and gain back my power back

[xoxox-kitty]

It's fun getting abused by your own brother. Hopefully you can hear the sarcasm...anyway long long story short my brother can die of anything. I just want him to leave me alone and so can his friend.

[xoxox-kitty]

I want a gf😡

[xoxox-kitty]

I asked him if he would. Said decline. Oh well. I should probably focus on myself. And if someone does ask me out I hope they cosplay~ and preferably a girl or nb~~

[xoxox-kitty]

Uwu so I have a new crush. For like maybe 2 or 3 weeks now~ anyway today he came back from some catholic camp and said he's going go into it more. Which worries me because I'm an atheist and religious people don't. I mean I asked him if he would drop me cause I'm an atheist and he got offended and I'm now more anxious about everything. Also want to confess to him too~~ Oh and my really close friend told me she has a crush on me so that's fun!

[xoxox-kitty]

How does one get a girlfriend?

There is a girl named Eve, she's a year older than me. We have been talking but only really about one musical, Be More chill. I have a crush on her and I also don't know if she is single (I know she is a lesbian). Anyway any willing to help me out. Like how do I get this girl to like me the same way I like her. Please help

[xoxox-kitty]

I'm single again fuckers!

[xoxox-kitty]

tw: self harm

It's been a very long time since I've posted. Might as well say some updates.

-still harming

-got pills that help with depression and anxiety

-got a bf, then broke up with him for a week, and now we're back together

-bestie broke up with his gf

-bestie was planning to die

Those are just some key points of what has gone on. I'm done with school for the summer~~ My older brother will probably get kicked out soon...that's good.

Anyway see ya next time~~

[xoxox-kitty]

Tw: self harm

Well I self harmed after like 4 months of not doing it. I just missed the pain. So yea.

[xoxox-kitty]

I hate it when school is going on cuz I start to stress eat. Like in the 2018 summer, I was losing weight cuz I didn't really stress about much. Now I gained all that weight back. I hate it. Probably won't eat tomorrow.

[xoxox-kitty]

I lost my scissors again. I mean that's okay but rn I'm starting to feel veryyy depresso. I don't wanna do it but ugh it been so long. It suckkkssssss. Why is my depression so up and down a lot?? Is this normal?

[xoxox-kitty]

Wassup bitches! Think my parents are fighting again!! Whoop whooppppp!!!!!!

[pinkniall]

CONGRATULATIONS! The last song you listened to will be the soundtrack for your 2019. What can you expect?

[xoxox-kitty]

7 Rings by Arianna Grande.

[xoxox-kitty]

To anyone who reads these!! I haven't self harm and haven't had any suicidal thoughts or self harm thoughts!!! Winter break was definitely needed!!! I'm going to start writing in a journal and going to work harder at the things I love!! I'm going to learn Japanese and the guitar. I'm going to cosplay!! I'll try not to sleep every hour. I'll get out of my bed...I really hope this isn't just some new year feelings but actually me getting better. Anyway thanks all I have to say!! See ya~~~

[xoxox-kitty]

I wanna hurt myself & kill myself...nothing has changed. Also my anxiety has been going high lately, need a higher dose on my pills. Also I don't want my friends to talk to my ex...I feel like a terrible friend like I'm control them but I hate my fucking ex and he doesn't deserve anything.

[xoxox-kitty]

Haven't self harmed in a while, that's good. I haven't had a depressive episode yet. Tho my anxiety is increasing. Also any advice on helping my friend get better, they're suicidal, they self harm, and have other things as well. I really want to help him.