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[{multi-muse indie blog}]

[xstuckinmyhead]

a study in manic muses, a sporadic muns ability to keep up, and the inability to say no when ships suddenly make themselves known and wish to take over everything.

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[xstuckinmyhead]

*/ anybody still here? anyone even remember me? idk.. just kinda missing this space. but i'm not the same person i was last year, so idk. catch me on discord if you wanna (owndamnobstacle) while i think.

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⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬

❝ i don’t like you. i just… don’t want you to get hurt. that’s all. ❞

❝ stop being so kind to me. it’s confusing. ❞

❝ why does it always feel different when it’s you? ❞

❝ don’t pretend you don’t feel it too. ❞

❝ i hate that you understand me better than anyone else ever has. ❞

❝ we keep doing this — arguing, pushing each other away — and still… we end up right here. ❞

❝ i should walk away. i should hate you. but i don’t. ❞

❝ this isn’t supposed to matter. you’re not supposed to matter. ❞

❝ tell me to go. tell me you don’t want me. i’ll believe you. ❞

❝ you weren’t supposed to mean anything. so why do you feel like everything? ❞

❝ if i let myself want you, i’ll never be able to stop. ❞

❝ do you really hate me, or does it just hurt less than wanting me? ❞

❝you ruin everything, you know that? including my ability to stay away from you.❞

❝ say it’s nothing. say it doesn’t keep you up at night, too. ❞

❝ if you kiss me right now, i’m not going to be able to pretend anymore. ❞

❝ what are we even doing? we fight, we hurt each other, and then we end up like this. ❞

❝ i wish i didn’t care. i wish it didn’t tear me apart when you look at someone else like that. ❞

❝ i should hate you. but all i feel is this ache when you’re not around. ❞

❝ you’re the last person i should fall for. and the only one i want. ❞

❝ this was never supposed to happen. not with you. ❞

❝ i don’t want to want you. but you keep making it impossible. ❞

❝ i can’t lose you. not when i finally figured out what you really mean to me. ❞

❝ you make me feel everything i’ve spent years trying to shut down. ❞

❝ is this still hate? because it doesn’t feel like it anymore. ❞

❝ you drive me insane… and i’d still rather be near you than anyone else. ❞

❝ i know we’re supposed to be on opposite sides, but i can’t stop thinking about you. ❞

❝ i’ve tried to forget you. god knows i’ve tried. ❞

❝ say you don’t care. lie to me. maybe i’ll believe it this time. ❞

❝ when did you start looking at me like that? ❞

❝ maybe if we’d met under different circumstances, this wouldn’t hurt so much. ❞

❝ i kept telling myself it was just tension. just adrenaline. but it’s not, is it? ❞

❝ you broke something open in me. and now i don’t know how to close it again. ❞

❝ i’m not supposed to love you. i’m not supposed to want this. ❞

❝ for someone i’m supposed to hate, you make me feel way too much. ❞

❝ just tell me it didn’t mean anything to you. say it to my face. ❞

❝i wanted to hate you. but you saw me, and now i don’t know how to forget that.❞

❝ we can’t do this. so why does it feel like we already are? ❞

[xstuckinmyhead]

since release, shotzi had been all over the globe - literally. being released from wwe, had actually set her free. free to be herself. free to do whatever the hell she wanted, on her terms. it was a hidden blessing. but what hadn't been, was the friends she'd left behind. keeping in touch with them proved to be quite hard. not impossible, but hard. the hardest, just had to be her favorite though. the one person who inspired her to never hold back. "mamiiii." she sung into the voicemail, hating that she'd gotten it but at least it meant she heard her voice for a moment. "it's your favorite fire cracker. call me back!"

starter for @mamisms

[xstuckinmyhead]

though being released was basically on his hands.. they'd really given him no other choice. he couldn't ignore the fans like they wanted him to. he couldn't keep just, being the sidelines guy who did nothing but get a pop for five seconds and no push. this wasn't what he wanted. but that didn't mean it didn't sting like hell. the moment the call ended that sealed his fate with wwe, karrion didn't go home.. no, he went to the one place, the one person, he knew could handle him at his worst.

starter for @mamisms

[xstuckinmyhead]

turning the corner, quinn griped about this and that as she shopped. why did she come again? oh, right. food. looking in the cart, she'd clearly gone rogue on that mission. admittedly, her cart looked more like a serial killers than a college girls - oops! quickly, she shoved some fruit and pastries in it, just to make it look less.. bad. but in doing so, she knocked shit over right into the aisle someone was coming down.

starter for @endlesslovc

[xstuckinmyhead]

pacing the locker room, damian let his mind wonder. that mind of his was a bit of a battle field these days, never knowing whether he was coming or going. but he was just trying to enjoy the ride. with people coming and going from the company, brands, ect so often - he just remained thankful to even be there. but even still, being employed and being seen were two different things these days. everytime he got somewhere with a storyline, things seemed to just fizzle out again quickly. and that, was enough to keep a man down. that showed on his features as well.

starter for @heardvoices

[xstuckinmyhead]

since her injury, liv had kind of just been sticking to herself and working on healing. did she mean to just, abandon the judgement day? no, of course not. but she had things she had to handle, and she needed to see how things panned out. she kept an eye on things, and had raquel telling all almost daily without even asking her to. but what she felt bad about truly, was leaving dom on read. only once, maybe twice. but she didn't really know what to say? despite that, she found herself sitting with her phone in her good hand having just pressed the call button on dom's contact.

starter for @d1rtydom

[xstuckinmyhead]

admittedly, since being kicked out of judgement day and moving to smackdown.. damian hadn't had too much interaction with anyone besides rhea. it was almost like he just, cut ties and never looked back. and on screen, it needed to look like that. but in reality, the puerto rican had to admit he missed his family. well, finn and dominik at least. he was always a bit weary of jd, and he had his own issues about the new ladies of tjd. but all that aside, damian found himself pulling up dom's contact. "hey man, been a while. wanna hang?"

starter for @d1rtydom

[xstuckinmyhead]

pinning the last of the gear together on the mannequin, nevaeh looked over at nattie. "how's it looking? good enough for the hart dynasty?" she asked jokingly, standing up once the pin was in place. things needed stitching, but otherwise the very pink and black gear looked damn near perfect if you asked her. yeah, it needed to be fitted once sewn, but approval was needed before she could go that far.

starter for nattie @batt1ecries

[xstuckinmyhead]

since being released, life was just.. confusing in every way possible. she filled her time the best she could. a lot of streaming games on twitch. a lot of her friends trying to keep her busy. but through it all, she was floundering. no direction. no goals. just, l o s t. and god, did she hate it. but what could she really do about it? no one was knocking on her door wanting to sign her. and without wrestling, she didn't really know what to do.. "free today? yes, pretty much always." she texted zelena back, leaning back on her couch where she'd been since breakfast. starter for zelena @batt1ecries

[xstuckinmyhead]

common friends, meant julia had a habit of dancing between company's events. wrestling was wrestling after all, no matter who signed your paychecks. they all either loved the business, or loved the job. so truly, you either got along with everyone or you hated them for basically no reason. and with julia, it was a gambling act for which side you'd end up on. some people, just rubbed her wrong or vice versa. and it seemed, that would be the case since meeting becky some time back. but fate decided to toss them together again anyways. "oh, you again.." julia commented, an unpleasant look on her face as she spoke. starter for becky @countouts

[fxntasmagoria]

She herself gave him an unamused expression. She knew the look and so did he. "Sure i didnt get it here. I know the drill." Kate glanced back over her shoulder like she was still expecting something to happen even though he was long dead. "Thanks Jason. I appreciate it. I barely sleep anymore without the stuff." She still woke up with nightmares and it was hard to deal with. Try as she did, therapy wasnt quite helping with the night terrors. " You can keep the extra cash as a tip or whatever."

[xstuckinmyhead]

head tilting, brow raising, jason momentarily paused - almost as if rethinking this deal, but shaking it off and pulling the bag out anyways after just a brief moment. "i get it. it's shitty, just gotta do what you gotta do to survive." he commented, handing over the bag under the palm of his hand, almost as if a handshake was to occur to get it without seeming weird. "just be careful, okay? i'm around if you ever need a fix and company."

[xstuckinmyhead]

*/ i know i'm probably alone in this but like, wednesday season 2 feels so wrong to me without xavier with the way season 1 ended. like, i get why he's not there but it doesn't feel right esp if all that shit said was false?? idk man. i just loved playing him during/after season 1 and miss it. i'd bring him in here, but idk how everyone would feel about it or if anyone would write with him so ima just hush and take my tired ass back to my creepin corner now.

[fxntasmagoria]

@xstuckinmyhead gets a starter from Kate Wallis :)

"Dont look at me like that." Kate sighed heavily. "I hate that look. Do you have weed or not? Its not like thats going to make me any worse off." The blonde was tired of everyone treating her like she was going to break any second since her return. She pulled out the wad of cash. "My usual hit up is out of town and i feel like im going to crawl out of my skin."

[xstuckinmyhead]

"what look?" the male countered, wiping his face of whatever had crossed it. he really had to do better at hiding his thoughts. once upon a time, he'd been great at it. but not so much these days. "yeah, fine. you didn't get it here though, got it?" he commented, shuffling through his jacket pockets before finding it, though he didn't pull it out just yet. @fxntasmagoria

[xstuckinmyhead]

throwing herself onto the couch, quinn groaned as she draped her arm over her forehead dramatically. "could it be any hotter?" she whined, total woe is her in effect as if her being over heated was the worst thing in the world and everyone should drop everything to feel bad for her or find a way to fix it faster than the ac pumping through their home could. starter for mindy @headlinemakers

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