Also
Just a lil update (I don't know how many people will see this but oh well)
I am 23 now, I first started this blog when I was 18 and though my hyper fixation for this show has some what died, my love for it hasn't! I'll always find myself scrolling through Netflix to come across it's title and the fond memories come flooding back.
2018 is a distant memory now. I finished college, started and dropped out of uni only to pick up another course (no surprise it's creative writing). Currently going through a 2 year hyper fixation on the Dreamsmp and basically built my following of 32k people (on tiktok) cosplaying from it. I've made lifelong friends that I would do anything for. Gone to quite a few conventions and met people that became (I don't like to use the word cause it sounds douchey) fans of me and my content which is just amazing to experience!
I've also realised that I'm possibly ADHD/autistic. Apparently obsessing over things to the point where they take up every waking thought and basically becoming characters from shows is not a normal thing that happens. There are obviously other traits like sensory issues and misunderstanding social cues but that's the one that stood out for me. My previously mentioned friends are who helped me come to terms with this and helped realise that I probably am neuro spicy in some way or another.
Oh shit I actually almost forgot! I identify as a boy now! Gender exploration has been a mess but also a pretty standard pipeline for me. She/her - They/them - He/they . As well as being aroace but I already knew I was asexual I'm just adding extra letters.
I don't really know how to end this but I think that's it. Comment hi if you remember me cause I missed this <3
