p.s

what it do baby boo.

[les-fleur]

update

[dollgermx]

[stuckinapril]

[inkskinned]

actually trauma did make me a little funnier but it's because i'm an overfunctioning people-pleaser now and endlessly fawning because if everyone in the room doesn't love me i am in danger. i am hypervigilant and endlessly scanning everyone's emotions so yes i guess i'm quick-witted. i can't have serious adult conversations without feeling like i'm on fire and i always feel like i'm at fault for things i didn't even do. i need every difficult thing to be resolved right now immediately, i can't stand conflict, i am endlessly needy and anxious. i will cling to bad people even after i've been hurt continuously and i'm in a constant battle with my body to just rest instead of reacting. but yeah it. i guess. silver linings or whatever. it did make me funny

[feelingsoftheday]

perhaps my issue is that i consistently care too much.

[silent-insanities]

Everything has been lies.

[missinyouiskillingme]

I am afraid I will love you forever and we will never be in the same room again.

— Clementine von Radics, In a Dream You Saw a Way to Survive

[originalferal]

More people stay in my memories than in my life.

[bloombound]

"And sometimes I have kept my feelings to myself because I could find no language to describe them in."

— Jane Austen

[inkandintent]

There is an ocean of silence between us… and I am drowning in it. ― Ranata Suzuki

[feelingsoftheday]

i'm okay but no longer feeling happy.

[heistcunning]

[hereith]

Almost. It’s a big word for me. I feel it everywhere. Almost home. Almost happy. Almost changed. Almost, but not quite. Not yet. Soon, maybe.

Joan Bauer / Almost Home

[thequotespot]

"Sometimes loneliness is not the absence of people, but the absence of someone who truly understands your pain."

[missssshoney-deactivated2020072]

[tremblingafterdark]

An absence that lingers.

[feelingsoftheday]

you are worthy of endless love and affection.