creative darkness

Just a girl trying to keep everything together.

[xxorangesxx]

I have 156 followers if you see this. Like it?

[xxorangesxx]

I am sad bean. Tumblr is trash. The bad kind of trash.

[xxorangesxx]

There’s a man in my community who looks like he stepped out of an 80s hair metal music video. Very idenifable and he fairly known for teaching guitar. Well the man’s 20 maybe 21 year old son died suddenly in a car accident. Having been coworkers with the son I was struck in awe and hit with a huge sense of morality. A few months later this man came through my check out line. I kind of expected to see some obvious form of lingering sadness. I didn’t however, in fact the man joked with me. If I didn’t hear this man give the eulogy for his deceased son I wouldn’t know the pain he consealed. And I think it’s important to realize that no matter what horrible baggage you have it’s important to keep moving forward and being positive about life.

[xxorangesxx]

Help

Be my friend.

[xxorangesxx]

Someone should reinvent Christmas culture. It’s all based around Christianity and while a majority do believe in it, many don’t. Realistically you can just stop doing Christmas unless you completely drop your family. Let’s be honest who wants to give up the fun parts? Like opening presents or watching kids open theirs? How about this as a solution; instead of god we just celebrate the winter solstice. Or maybe we gift give because it helps with the winter blues. All we need are a bunch of movies about it and bam it’s a new culture.

[xxorangesxx]

I’m here to watch you poop

[xxorangesxx]

So I just saw an old friend today and she’s been an on an off addict for a while and she told me she got a job at a place that I know does hair testing. That means she’s been clean for at least a few months and I’m so happy for her. Like litterlly could cry rn.

[xxorangesxx]

Lowkey looking for a friend

Just someone open minded to rant to or discuss philosophy or to send cat memes to.

[xxorangesxx]

Okay so everyone gets upset when someone transgender goes into the bathroom they identify with right? Well I’m upset that women bring boys in the girls bathroom. Just because he is too little to go in the men’s by himself is no excuse he identifys as a boy therefore belongs in the men’s bathroom. You want to be an asshole ima be one back.

[xxorangesxx]

Don’t do things for people if it inconveniences you because they will not do the same for you.

[xxorangesxx]

Why is it so god damn hard to let go of someone who brings you so much pain?

[boogedyboogedyboo]

[breath-goes-in]

“hellroo” ???

[witch-niko]

This is so cute that my friend cried when I showed it to her

[wnq-psychology]

Studies show that most emotions last no longer than 90 seconds unless we attach stories to them. You have a feeling of being lonely—and this will pass through you quickly unless you make up a story about how you’re lonely because you’re unlovable and worthless and nobody will ever love you and you’re going to be alone forever. When you attach to the story, you suffer needlessly and the suffering can linger for years. But you don’t have to choose to suffer this way. Your soul can find peace, comfort, and stillness even in the most difficult times if you’re able to view your negative emotions from this witness position.

Lissa Rankin | @wnq-psychology

The Fear Cure: Cultivating Courage as Medicine for the Body, Mind, and Soul

(via wnq-psychology)

[mysharona1987]

[xxorangesxx]

What a shitty world we live in, kinda glad we’re killing it.

[spillywolf-deactivated20190920]

Me: okay, we need to eat and take a shower

My brain: acknowledged

Me: …… so uh why aren’t we doing that

My brain: I acknowledged it what more can I do

[yuripink]

i feel like im in the sims where it takes 5 hours to make pasta and then u have to immediately go to bed