Soph

19 || Gryffindor/Ravenclaw || INTP || bi :)

[childhoodtheme]

I can't believe childhood is over. SUCCESSION (2018-2023)

[lovenotlust]

people don’t really talk about the risk of loving someone. how if you fall in love and it doesn’t work out that you will never be the same person you once were. that a part of you dies with the relationship. that your heart will refuse to open up again. that the pain never really goes away, you just get used to it.

[write-on-world]

Well put. (Source: Writing About Writing Facebook page)

[12b6]

as a lawyer who’s been practicing for six years now I can say with certainty that this 100% applies to lawyers

[johanna-swann]

Me: My writing is so bad. :(

Meanwhile at Disney: Somehow, Palpatine has returned.

[b1rdonawire]

college is like. i am the stupidest person in the world. i am a god. i am universally loved. these people only tolerate me because they live with me. everyone in this library desires me carnally. i am repulsive. i am myself. i am as far from myself as i have ever been. i am an adult and i have never left the womb. 

[sickandinlove7]

You know what sucks? Not only do I constantly want to see you and hug you and talk to you, I constantly want to talk about you to whoever will listen. I want to talk about how I miss you and want to see you. I want to ask people how you’re doing and what you’re up to. It sucks and I hate it.

[mariaem00-deactivated20231226]

[quotationsworld]

I love you. You were my first love and I'll never forget that. But you were also my first heartbreak. I'll will remember that too.

[quotationsworld]

That time you confused a lesson for a soulmate.

— Dream Hampton

[itallstartedwithakiss]

There is so much I wanted to tell you.

[creatingnikki]

You cannot let one person or one heartbreak change your entire life for the worse. You can't make the room of despair your permanent address. You cannot let your life rot. You cannot let your hair fall out and your eyes become black holes.

Your life is worth so much more than what one person promised. Than what one dream promised. You are worth so much more than what the eyes of one person deem you. Than what the words of one person define you as.

So what do you do when your heart is ripped out and hammered, when its shards are put back in so that they run through your veins and hurt each time you take a breath? Well, you pack your bags and you take a little trip to the room of despair.

You eat sugar and you don't bathe. You don't respond to any texts and you cry out all the moisture in your body. You think you're stupid. You think you're not enough. You curse all the decisions you've made. You do all that. But remember, there is a checkout day.

You have to eventually wash your face, comb your hair, pack your bags and walk out that room. When you return to life, it's inevitable that you'll have some souvenirs left over. Don't showcase them in your living room. Put them in a corner.

You have to continue glowing. You have to continue figuring out why you were put on this earth. You have to keep trying to love yourself. You have to keep seeing the good in life. You have to keep giving new people chances. You have to shine without being perfect.

The heart shards in your veins? Well, they never existed. This is poetry. Your heart has always been okay. The pain, though? It dissolves. Let it.

[longliveuslove]

i’ll have to remember you for longer than i knew you, and i don’t think i’ll ever come to terms with that.

[love-wont-save-us-now]

Do you think about me when that song comes on, do you think about me in the dark, do you think about me on my birthday, do you think about me about all?

[wishing-for-deathx]

In my opinion some things that break you just break you. There’s no learning, no getting strong, no character development, nothing. It’s like when you fold a piece of paper, it will always have a crease no matter what you do. You are never quite the same again. All you are is hopelessly, painfully and brutally broken

[truethoughts]

“I notice everything. I mean everything. I noticed when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I noticed every single little detail…”

and it’s fucking overwhelming

[styrke-deactivated20240722]

in the same way that we can’t control when or by what our heart breaks, if we get sad or angry or confused, the same way we can’t control what makes us burst into laughter or try to fight back a smile.. we cannot control who, when and where we fall in love. if someone doesn’t reciprocate your feelings, do not point fingers and put the blame on them, ‘cause it’s not their fault. it’s not your fault either. it’s nobody’s fault. is it sad? yes. are you allowed to feel heartbroken? of course, you have every right to. but do not blame someone for something they cannot control. this also applies if someone falls out of love with you or their feelings for you fade away. people are allowed to end things with you. people are allowed to not feel the same. i know it hurts, it really does and if you are heartbroken you should take good care of yourself and focus on healing your heart! whether it’s a secret crush, a fling that changes their mind or a relationship that’s ending, don’t blame yourself and do not blame them either. it’s nobody’s fault. sometimes life just has other plans for you.

[crybaby511]

Missing you became a daily routine for me.

[vodkatales]

Hardest thing in life is finding that one person you cannot live without, and then having to live without them.