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one of the other volunteers i work with died and they got the news when i was in the shop today (the manager went to the other shop and got confirmation and it was a huge shock). i didn't know her well but i've been thinking abt it all day. she wasn't old or anything. not much older than me if at all. and i've had them in my ears telling me "your fault" "you did this" "it's going to happen again" bc they want me to die to stop ppl from getting hurt and bad things from happening and the longer i don't do it the more things happen and i swear as soon as ppl are in my orbit theyre in the worst danger. i had another plan to try and fix it but clearly thats not enough and it's a lie to say idk what to do bc i do know but i'm scared















