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I wish depression were an emergency. I wish someone could take one look at how sick I am and go “oh my god, we need to get you to a hospital!” and then when we get there I get rushed into surgery and the surgeons say “it’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, this is a seriously advanced case” and then they put me under and spend the next ten hours pulling metres of long, sticky black strands of gunk out of my body, throwing it immediately into an incinerator so that it can’t infect anyone else. And then they could stitch me back up and I could rest a few days, and when I leave the hospital everyone can see how much better I am and they congratulate me saying “well done, you’ve been so brave, I’m so glad you’re ok. I love you.”

#reblog #depression

elizabethsinclair

love elizabeth s.

#reblog #trauma #complex ptsd

kazehiki

anybody else going through life feeling like a dog that wasn't socialized enough as a puppy

#reblog #yea

#vent #emotional abuse

traumatizeddfox

I WASN’T A BAD DOG

I WAS A SCARED DOG

#reblog #traumacore #actuallytraumatized #ok to reblog #cptsd #school trauma

my-funked-up-life

That's a fact

#reblog #trauma #school trauma #mentall illness

nikish-sa

#reblog #trauma #mental illness

told our therapist about our schizoaffective symptoms yesterday, wish us luck in diagnosis

#text post #schizoaffective

phobiapup-deactivated20231203

#reblog #emotional abuse #gaslighting #school trauma

I wish they'd understand I can't just "sleep better", if I could I wouldn't be like this.

#text post #chronic fatigue

owlfish

8/31/21

#self reblog #chronic fatigue #disability #mental illness

meowerfiftytwo-deactivated20250

It gets so... tiring hearing people speak about those of us with cluster B disorders like we're a completely different species who is incapable of reading and hearing the things they say. They speak like we're not even here.

Do they even feel love?

How to spot them.

They're so hard to manage.

I am a person. I am right here. I can hear you. You can just ask us instead of speaking like you're studying aliens. You can just... speak to us. You realize we're the same species right? Like, we have feelings, right?

You realize we're prisoners of our own mind, right? That we don't choose to suffer like this? We don't choose to need extra support? You know that, right?

You can just.. speak to us like people.. because it gets so tiring, and people can only withstand being treated like another species for so long before they get mad.

I'm just.. tired.

#reblog #npd #npd safe #cluster b #fr like...dude we're not a plant across the room #we're right here.#and can hear you.#(obligatory not dx'ed but have a lot of symptoms of covert npd :P)

me: huh, perhaps I have NPD, wonder what my mom thinks abt narc abuse, let's read a post abt it to her-

mom: *believes it exists*

me: oh. okay.

#text post #npd #possible narcissist #npd safe #this happened maybe a few months ago in a McDonald's drive-thru btw #but I still remember it :']