Give Me Your Love

A blooming yandere for both a lover and friends. Please read my about!! Call me Nodoka or Nodo. That’s fine too. This is my coping/vent blog, and I don’t condone abuse or violence, I just need to deal with these thoughts.

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[mirroringshards-deactivated2026]

"ill never leave you" liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar

[yanderupanda]

Please don’t fucking leave me I can’t do it anymore

[borderline-culture-is]

(tw for vent-ish and sui mention)

bpd culture is not knowing what to say when someone breaks up with you or leaves you because everything you're feeling would be emotionally manipulative, so instead of saying what you mean, which is that you want to kill yourself, you just say nothing.

-👾

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[pallmallsandashtrays]

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

[pallmallsandashtrays]

[pallmallsandashtrays]

[bitter-intestines]

[clovelie]

i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting i'll be waiting

[nemevex]

warning signs of a BPD episode

you start to feel atypically upset

you start to feel irrational anger or hatred

you start to feel as if your emotions are taking over your rational thinking but can't do much or anything to help it

you start to zone out of reality, can be both physically and mentally

you start to see your favourite person as malicious

you start to hyperfocus on your emotions or can't focus at all

you start to think nobody does and will ever understand you

you start to feel extremely restless and fidgety

you start to feel hopelessly pessimistic

you start to feel intense paranoia over abandonment

you start to feel urges to do impulsive, atypical things

you start to crave chaos in the moment

note that this may not be the same for everyone! this is just my own experience and a few others'.

[yanderupanda]

He broke up with me because he can’t do long distance

I understand but I can’t help but feel selfish

I wish you loved me enough to stay with me

I’m a horrible and wretched person

I wish we could be together

[thiabeagoodgirl]

it's hilarious being self aware. i'm watching a clown performance, for real.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

💯 🤣

[transgender-png]

fuck it. shout out to "high functioning" neurodivergents

the ones who can mask easily, the ones who can get social cues, the ones who have managed to go most of their life not even knowing they were ND because they didn't present as the stereotypical ND person.

the ones who can pay attention in class, understand social etiquette, who understand societial expectations

the ones who don't feel neurodivergent enough bc they don't struggle in the same ways/areas a lot of NDs do, or they can't relate to other NDs' experiences because they always understood these things easily

the ones with high empathy, the ones who DO get the joke, the ones who are constantly told that they can't possibly be neurodivergent because they don't act like what you'd expect a neurodivergent person to act like.

you are neurodivergent enough. you are valid, and so are your experiences. not struggling as much as others do in some places doesn't mean you dont struggle at all. your condition and diagnosis is valid. your symptoms are valid. YOU ARE VALID. not checking all the supposed boxes doesn't mean you aren't neurodivergent. you are enough. you are valid. you are loved. you are valued. you matter. you belong in neurodivergent spaces, you deserve to use whatever resources are available to you, you are allowed to take up space in these communities. and i am so, so proud of you.

feel free to, and actually, i encourage you to reblog this with your experiences. we belong in this community as much as anyone else. please also tag this w/ any neurodivergent conditions i may have forgotten 💙

since this is getting lots of notes I'd like to add, even if you're undiagnosed or maybe self diagnosed, for whatever reason, (i.e. can't get access to a diagnosis, not being taken seriously, or just not wanting an official diagnosis, etc.) this still applies to you. actually especially to you folks. don't think for a second you're not valid just bc you don't have the paperwork or whatever to say it

[pallmallsandashtrays]

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

unfortunately for the both of us, i really like you