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chronic “the guy no one invited” syndrome

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vent blog bc i vent on my main too often . i also rant and share thoughts of the world that im too worried to share on my main

this blog contains mentions of sh and suicide at times so pls be wary

anonymous , he/it

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everything hurts . all the time

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i just wish everything could stop

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i feel like this in every single setting ever

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“hi guys dotn b worried about me im okay i just need to get something out” two seconds later “be worried about me”

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how am i getting likes on here hello

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i really can’t tell if she’s just starting to hate me or if she’s just being rude in a friendly way

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please don’t hurt yourself i can’t take this tonight

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i just wanna sleep

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i hate that feeling when my mood suddenly drops after a good day and then i’m irritated and sad and want to relapse

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i no longer have the fear that im constantly being watched by foxy fnaf in my vents but instead i always think people are looking closely at everything i do and sending them to people and looking for the right moment to catch me off guard

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i think that the reason other peoples caring about me and being worried feels so good is because i’m finally not the one worrying about it

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i don’t like the quiet

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every time my moots shit on lawless byler i have 7 heart attacks

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tw sh talk

i wish i hadn’t thrown my pocket knife out

i wish i could just get it out

i feel so guilty and nothing else will wash it away

but i’m too scared to use my pins

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i wish i could stop hating myself so much

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i wish i was photogenic