Gnoll of Gnightmares

On all levels except physical, I am a Gnoll | he/they/it/yeen | Hyena(kin?) (more inclined to be called a were-hyena or were-gnoll) | Adult | Art found online and on Tumblr but currently unable to find source

[homemadehorrors]

Smile!

[habbadax]

Outta gas

[minccinoocappuccino]

Hyena with pumpkins time! 🎃🎃🎃

[vampirismm]

Allow us to take a moment to appreciate Spotted Hyenas (Crocuta Crocuta).

Thank you for your time.

[creepymutelilbugger]

posting the spotted hyena vision diagram again

[habbadax]

Took a wrong turn somewhere

[yeenofchaos]

Been doing my yeen laughing even when folks can hear me and it feels good to be myself as much as I can when stuck in a human suit.

[vampirismm]

Allow us to take a moment to appreciate Spotted Hyenas (Crocuta Crocuta).

Thank you for your time.

[kerri-the-skunk]

@crocutacanidae

[hauntedhowling]

@chaoticyeen

[habbadax]

Nap time

[pocketss]

happy old gnoll

[yeenofchaos]

But!

Yeen got art from friend of potentially what Yeen may have looked like.

It is at least starting place!

[yeenofchaos]

Yeen has not forgotten this account!

Yeen is a very busy Gnoll who is trying very hard not to eat the shiny things he sees that can fit in yeens mouth, yes yes.

They look crumchy.

Yeen is also not apologizing for wanting to eat small critters. Yeen knows human body cannot, but yeen in brain remembers how yummy small critters are.

[carrionstar]

hey my mom said you could hang out in The Hole™ later if your mom says it’s okay :3

[fallowyrm]

😐? 🤨?

I am NOT going to respond directly to op because well I do not think they would treat me very well ! however I'm mad at this so I'm posting here

- urges are morally neutral. urges are morally neutral. whether or not you ACT on that urge determines morality. I thought we knew that intrusive thoughts are not representative of personal interests! I get violent urges towards human beings sometimes when I'm upset! But I don't act on them because that's bad and i know its bad!! I am not a bad person for having violent urges, I am a good person for not acting on them!

- "you don't have to question whether or not you're a piece of shit for wanting to harm...your pet" well op you see the people you're talking about probably already feel really fucking awful about these urges then and therefore are probably not acting on them. but here you are, making them feel so much fucking worse for something they genuinely have no control over

- insanely ableist language all around from op to be honest.

- "if you want to do gross things like animals in the wild that's fucked up" .....a lot of us are animals. "animal" comes with this gross parts too. you can be uncomfortable with it and cater your online experience to avoid it but like. animals are going to do animal things man. a lot of predatory nonhumans hunt deer and that's cool! Good for them! I am uncomfortable around guns, so I generally don't interact with nonhumans who frequently post about hunting. Maybe people posting about their violent or otherwise gross urges upsets you, which is really valid! Most intrusive thoughts ARE extremely upsetting, especially for the person having them. so instead of making them feel worse, just move on, block if you need to.

- all in all op is a fucking ableist asshole who only cares about the palatable side of nonhumanity.

Nonhumans, and humans! who have incredibly disturbing intrusive thoughts, urges, etc. and feel gross and awful about them: you are not a bad person. you cannot control intrusive thoughts, that's why they're called intrusive. your thoughts do not determine if you're a good being, whether or not you act on them does.

[yeenofchaos]

Today Yeen must vent about something

Yeen tired of young pups making being therian or otherkin so... unimportant? They make it sound so fun like it's a game you can stop and start playing but it isn't fun not being in your body anymore and not being you. It isn't fun seeing the wrong face in the mirror without your muzzle and claws and fangs. It's not fun missing your pack.

Yeen understand for some it is better to make it fun to cope. But yeen does not like making it seem like joke.

Yeen remembers when it was fun for yeen. But yeen has learned much more before making this blog, and it is not always fun and games.

[yeenofchaos]

Had fang and teeth sensation earlier. I miss that feeling of big teef. I also like the idea of having long muzzle and being able to snarl and be scary!!

[wilczak]

I often forget that wanting to harm a living thing and eat it isn't a normal everyday experience even for other nonhumans. I sometimes see posts that find hunting instincts distressing or unnerving. As someone who's had them as well as unrelated violent thoughts about humans my whole life, it's such a casual thing to me.

I never felt like "Oh my god I can't believe I want to tear apart this living thing and eat it". I'll be staring at a rabbit and imagining hunting it down and ripping it open in all the gorey details, with my mouth watering, feeling every single one of my sharp teeth in my mouth and be like "Ah whatever, at least it's not a human this time. I should go eat something" lol. Even when I have times where the urge is extremely hard to resit, I try not to worry about it too much.

I assume me not feeling empathy has something to do with it too. But regardless of my lack of empathy, hunting instincts are a morally neutral thing. If you're a predator, it's normal for you to want to hunt things you consider prey. Every animal needs to eat and there's no such thing as "evil" when it comes to survival as a feral being. And no creature is somehow lesser or better than you just because it's your prey or you are its prey.