Unspoken tragedies

Dependent OC Blog Affiliated with Wishful Crossing. Faceclaim; Allen Walker @ D.Gray-Man

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mechanicalmechanic:

“..Gods, what am I doing. I can’t stay like this forever.“ Perhaps it wasn’t traumatic by definition, but Rika was still terrified of vivid memories where she was eaten up by insanity. But she’s had enough. She knows she needs help, but unsure who exactly to go to.

So she’s wandering around, without a goal in mind.

“Rika..?” Toby’s voice was quiet, hushed under his breath as he watched her wander aimlessly. For weeks now he’d been dealing with the aftermath of his brother’s appearance, and was unable to be by her side despite having wished he was. Worry came over him though -- she was in the woods that Gabe sourly wandered, waiting for a moment to get Toby alone again. That wouldn’t do any good.. his scent may still be upon her.. Gathering himself, the white-haired male ushered himself out of the front door and ran after his mate.

“H-hey! ..Why are you out here? It’s dangerous for you to be alone, you know..!”

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mechanicalmechanic:

For a moment, Rika fell silent as she considered his words. If it was as he said, then things finally began to click in her mind. “..That makes sense. No one else would’ve done all that fer me…” Of course she knows that she’s rather unlikeable to those that meet her. For someone to break that deep through her barriers, it was the clearest answer.

“..I have a mate? Me?” Her face is getting red.

The period of time that passed after he had admitted that simple truth felt an eternity to Toby. There were so many ways Rika could have processed it and even reacted to it. At least by the time she did he felt a little bit less anxious... “... E-even if I wasn’t.. I would have taken care of you, s-so please don’t say that.”

‘.. ..A-are you.. ... disappointed?’

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mechanicalmechanic:

“Tell me, then. Do whatever. I ain’t lettin’ you leave till I get an answer.” Whether or not she would be satisfied with one remained to be seen. Nonetheless, her curiosity had been sparked. Something was between them, she was almost sure of it now.

‘... .. Okay..’ A sheepish and rather quite response. As rigid as his body was, the wolf-man managed to turn on his heels and face Rika head-on. It was probably rather easy for her to notice his escalated breathing, considering his heart-rate was off the charts just currently.

‘.. I’m.. your mate.’

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Run, Run Away

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tomorrowsvirtue:

There was very little clarity in Gabriel’s mind in the first place, but seeing his brother and hearing his brother in addition to being able to smell his brother blinded him with rage.  He wanted to kill him so badly…to avenge everyone Tobias had wronged.

Yet still, he stopped.  His hands were curled into such tight fists that his entire body shook.  His brother’s words didn’t fully reach him, and he didn’t want them to.  The clearest part of his thoughts was the need to end Toby.  Why he was resorting to words instead of actions confused him.  Yet still, it was out of pure instinct.  “What do you expect?  An ‘I forgive you’?  I refuse.”

The air around them was tense, Toby figuring even the plants themselves felt the undisputed hatred that swirled from Gabriel. This certainly was the fate of an antagonist though, at some point the Hero would catch up to him and his life would be over. ..Certainly that was the case if they were not plummeted into a new dimension that defied the laws of nature that these two understood all too well. 

‘..I’m not asking for forgiveness. I know better than to ask for that. We could perhaps.. .. start fresh, though. ..If that’s not what you want though, I won’t retaliate.’ Every word that could have rolled off of his tongue was forced. It would have been much easier to have fled and moved and.. well.. much like his old self, never stayed in one area for far too long. He had begun to form connections here though.. It would have been depressing, and lonely to have kept up without attempting to be slightly social in some aspect. And, he was required to stay in one place more than ever now with those bonds he had formed. 

Raising his arms in the air with open palms, Toby showed his brother that he would not fight back. Whatever it was that Gabriel chose to do in the next moment, Tobias would not judge him or hate him for it. The younger would always be someone all too special to him -- someone he would protect with his dying breath.

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mechanicalmechanic:

She blinked, catching on to something. Before he got too far, her hand reflexively moved to grab one of his arms. “Wait a moment. We’re close, you said? Would you mind showing me how close? I’ve been curious about something for a while now…”

Looking at him now, there was a fire in her eyes. She was set on this, it seemed.

An animals instinctive reflexes were quick and capable of handling the unexpected. Somehow, in the current situation there isn’t any response from Toby’s end. He stops and finds it troubling to breathe in due to the tightness in his chest. Rika’s own question was enough to have his heart throb but, fear of being reckless left him unable to push it further.

‘...Um, I’m not sure what you mean?’ Toby’s voice was raspy, struggling to respond. It only grew worse when he actually looked down at her, and saw that expression in her face. ‘... ..How am I supposed to show you..?’

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.. There is one socially awkward wolf-man sitting just outside of the woods, with a bag of groceries that had broken out of his hands and scattered all across the ground. ..This was certainly fine, after all he wasn’t the one EATING this food and now, he would have to either clean it all or return back to the store and purchase it all over again...

‘ .. I should have been more careful.. ‘

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mechanicalmechanic:

True enough, she was alright physically. No longer bound to a wheelchair, but Rika had been going at a slow pace whenever she went somewhere, afraid that something might happen to her legs again. Turning her head towards him, she had a dull expression. “Mhm, I’m alright.” Before she could stop herself, she continued. “..Thank you, for staying with me. I know there’s a reason why you’re doing this, even though I can’t figure it out, but thank you.”

Ah... .. A tender subject at that when the discussion shifted to why exactly why he was taking care of her. Cheeks tugged at his lips, pulling them in to a thin smile. He was such an open book no matter how he tried to truly hide it. ‘That’s good to know... I was worried your injuries wouldn’t recover..’ 

‘.. And it’s not a problem, you don’t need to thank me.. ..We’re close, and I would do anything for those I care about.. ‘ Even go so far as protect her fragile state and not overwhelm her on what their relations were with one another. Breathing softly to himself, Toby patted his legs and sat up to to wander towards the kitchen. ‘ Are you feeling hungry at all? ..I can make you something to eat. ‘

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‘...How are you now that your injuries have healed?’ 

When it became apparent that Rika held no memories of the incident or him, Toby had been very well taken back. It was frightening to approach her any more than he had to. Which was feeding her, and.. making sure she was comfortable. Now that her body was back in a better shape though, there wasn’t as much of a need for him, and until those memories recovered he was a little worried that being too close to her would be a slight problem... After all, Toby was nothing more than a stranger in her eyes currently.

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mechanicalmechanic:

“Did… Did I paralyze myself in an accident….?” Talking is, perhaps unsurprisingly, very difficult.

“You’re awake..!” Toby hadn’t left Rika’s side since he had found her earlier, and this was a godsend on his part just to hear her voice again. 

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Run, Run Away

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tomorrowsvirtue:

((Not that long but the longest thing I’ve written in a while and Gabe is never okay so…yeah.  Readmore~))

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The scent of Gabriel alone horrified Toby but, the very moment he saw those features of his kid brother he felt something far worse than horror. He could almost smell the thick, disturbing scent of death and how he probably wasn't long for this world.

Toby was no coward but, he had sworn to himself that he would never harm his siblings (aside from Molly, whom he no longer considered a sibling as it was.) This left him with only two options with very little time. One:) Run, as far and as fast as he can, or Two:) Stand his ground and accept his punishment. He'd been fleeing for years now -- promising he would never step foot in the same area as Gabriel again. And, he had done so without fault until now. ..And it wasn't exactly like Toby had just.. up and decided to drag Gabe here with him -- this was not his fault currently. It couldn't be..

"..Gabriel. Please, we don't need this to end in violence.. ..I know you're unhappy to see me but.. It's so good to see your face.."

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You would have to be blind, deaf, or dead to notice that there was something crazy going on across the sea on Makana Island. Normally the smoke from the volcanoes would be the only strange sign of crazed action going on across the way. Not today though.. Especially not with all of those horrifying robots buzzing around the islands. Somehow he had managed to bypass them, sticking low to the ground in his wolf form. You would assume he wouldn’t want to get near any of the terrifying action but, he could sense that there was someone important to him causing all of this chaos. And considering there were only two important people in this whole archipelago of islands, one being right around his doorstep and the other across the sea... It was easy to figure out who it must have been, wreaking havoc over on Makana.

The ferry that took him across the sea seemed a little surprised anyone even wanted to head over that way currently. No less he was whisked across anyway and soon standing on a hellfire-filled nightmare. What a foolish ‘hero’ he was being, forcing himself through falling magma and decaying robots all which soared through the air. He barely dodged them, using his sense of smell to lead him to where Rika was. It might have been good timing too, really.. Seeing as she was nestled into the arms of that Phoenix, no movement of her body to be seen..

“Rika...” His voice ever so quietly whispered. Kneeling himself down closer to the duo, Toby pulled his mate from the Phoenix’s hold and placed her into his own. Whatever he had down to her, Toby wasn’t impressed. There was a boiled down anger, mellow and listless -- a protectiveness that he hadn’t felt in a good long while. If he stayed here for too long though, the Phoenix would awaken and his anger is probably much worse than that of Toby’s. He had to move -- get Rika away from here, get her safe from the monster that harmed her. 

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When you don’t know if you’re supposed to feel jealous or worried.. .. Shouldn’t he feel something inclined to that... his natural instincts and all..? ...But maybe it wasn’t right of him to feel that... ..it’s not like he was deserving of having a mate after all of the trouble he’s caused.

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xebullition:

Prepare yourself for hugs and cuddles and pets from a squeeling superpowered human.

Oh no, not the super human cuddles and pets. Anything but thoooose!

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Run, Run Away

Breath firm, breath steady. Soft rises of his chest as the throttling, bubbling feeling of anxiety wormed its way through the rogue’s body. It crept to his very core and practically deprived him of oxygen upon the first inhale.

This natural instinct to fear the encroaching enemy came with the scent that trailed behind the wind. A scent that was familiar, foreboding and all too painful. It was not impervious to sight how exactly frightened the large male was, the hair on his neck sticking straight up with ears curled into the folds of white locks. Hani Island now claimed a true predator -- the very person he called a brother, going so far as dubbing him an ‘Angel’. An Angel true to his nickname but now, perhaps followed by the phrasing ‘of death’. No longer, was he safe.

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@xebullition

Look. Bubbles can have the pets too. Pet away Bubbles.

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Icons are being worked on right now, but the blog is officially done so yay! Toby’s re-construction is complete. Now to await the angst angst angst.

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