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RO. 19. PST. let this come crashing down, there's NO WAY to fix it now — we're LOST in the crowd....

hi just letting everyone kno that i made a new blog KSDJSKJ

hey y’all .... long time no post .. but i’m comin back ! SKDJDSKFMS

promisesofamazing

#valentina × levi. | we felt the rush — it made us believe it was only us.

halvgods

your dad owes me a shit ton of money so i kidnap you (his kid) as leverage to make sure i get what i want but hey… now i kinda want you instead ??

#yes.#wanted. | plots.

declan hasn’t seen malia in MONTHS and despite the lingering feelings he still had, he hadn’t even had the intention of trying to see her. and yet, here she was in his living room a mere few months after she’d called off their relationship. his annoyance at the situation doesn’t go unnoticed but he stays quiet as he moves towards his bathroom and grabs a towel before he wraps it around her delicate shoulders. the way she shuddered at the mention of her co-worker made his stomach lurch uneasily. “yeah, well, you can stay for a bit, i guess. i’m not gonna be the asshole who makes you walk home in the rain. — did something happen tonight?”

“ thanks, ” she sighed out, running a hand through her wet locks. she bit on er bottom lip, looking at him for a split second before looking away. she clutched onto the towel before taking it and drying her hair as best as she could. at his question, her breath caught in her throat. she wouldn’t DARE tell him the events of tonight. he knew he’d get angry at her date, and she didn’t want to deal with the awkwardness it’d bring. instead she shook her head. “ no, ” she said simply, darting her eyes around the room — one of her quirks when she was lying.

#wcrmers #malia × declan. | convo.#malia × declan. | missing you never led to much of anything.

she nodded slowly as he introduced himself, a small smile tugging onto her lips. of course she knew who he was, he was the love of her life, her soulmate. but for the sake of not scaring him off, she kept that little tidbit to herself. the introductions were always necessary and gianna completely hated the fact that she had to start each life with him from scratch- it was a waste of time. “you aren’t typically partying with your boys?” she questioned, a smirk making it’s way across her features as his friends called him over. glancing over his shoulder, she chewed nervously on the inside of her cheek, watching as he threw the small ping pong ball into the cup before he turned back around. “oh, uh- y-you were saying this isn’t what you normally did. you’re good at that though,” gianna motioned over towards the beer pong table before looking back up at the male. “can i get you a drink? maybe something to sober you up?”

“ no, not usually, ” he laughed before giving her shrug. “ i just got out of a long relationship so... ” he laughed bitterly before giving her another shrug. “ luck, i guess. ” he studied her for a moment before chewing on his bottom lip. “ yeah, i’d like that, i need it, ” he laughed before standing up straight now. “ besides, i don’t wanna completely embarrass myself in front of a cute girl, ” he chuckled before offering her a sly grin. it was the drunkness that made him seem sleazy, but he genuinely thought she was beautiful.

#wcrmers #angel × gianna. | convo.#angel × gianna. | if it's the last thing i'll do — i'll wait for you.

“what do you mean if something happened to me? nothing’s gonna happen to me,” he reiterated, confusion lacing his thoughts completely. the fact that she kept saying stuff like that bothered him and he wasn’t entirely sure he knew what she meant. alex watched as the brunette closed her eyes, his lips instinctively moving to brush against hers as she spoke. “i don’t care, mic. i really… i really don’t. i want to know you, i want to know EVERYTHING about you. i-i don’t want there to be secrets between us.” at the mention of him running away from her, he brought his hand up towards the base of her neck, his thumb running along the side of her jaw softly. “i’d never run away from you, michaela. you make something inside me awaken, something that i’d been convinced wouldn’t ever exist.”

“ i just... ” she shook her head and let out a soft sigh. she wanted to give in. she wanted to be HAPPY. once his thumb ran across her jaw, it was over. she’d given in. “ alex... ” she mumbled, her lips ghosting against his. “ fuck, ” she breathed out, diminishing the remaining space between them. her lips pressed against his harshly for a moment before relaxing, her hand resting against the base of his neck. she pulled away and let out a shaky breath. “ promise ? ”

#smiles.#happiness!#michaela × alexander. | convo.#michaela × alexander. | baby there's something tragic about you.

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#BRIT KDSJKDSJDJSK #xander × cassie. | the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you.

she felt her heart pounding right in her chest as the boy called her out for doing what she was, but he was completely right. he had her trained down to a tee. “please—stop,” she said quietly, her palms rubbing against her jeans as she tried to calm herself down. noah was just so determined about everything that she was too overwhelmed to even process what was going on. she felt a chill run down her spine as soon as he leaned close, her breath instantly hitching at his words. she was scared, scared of what her boyfriend would do to her even if she tried to leave or tell him no. nova licked at her lips, wrapping her hand around his wrist and gently tugging him back in her direction. “can…we go for a walk??? or something?”

when she had told him to stop, he took a step back. he didn’t necessarily feel BAD about him being assertive about the situation ( because he always USUALLY was ), but once she grabbed his wrist, he didn’t resist. “ uh, ” he turned his head towards the living room, where the loud boys resided. “ yeah, let’s go, ” he nodded before taking her hand and immediately leading her out through the garahe.

#heeeeeeeeeeeeey DKSKDJSK #cnedance #noah × nova. | convo.

she wouldn’t cry. aurelia swore to herself that she wouldn’t start crying in the kitchen to some guy she barely knew, like some pathetic loser. but she did feel the tears sting the corners of her eyes, her entire focus on holding them back. she didn’t want someone to see her like this, weak and lost. she didn’t want A N Y O N E to see her like this. she became everything she swore she wouldn’t be, a carbon copy of the woman she promised she wouldn’t turn into. her mother. wiping her eyes, she kept her gaze low. her arms stayed crossed against her chest defensively, her hands holding onto her elbows tightly. aurelia felt small … alone. unwanted. it all came crashing onto her like a tidal wave. “ i’ll sleep on the couch or something. and i’ll pay you, the second my next check comes through. ” her eyes finally darted to look up, taking in noah from head to toe. she’d never thought much about him before, too busy dealing with her own boyfriends drama to take any interest in his friends. and while she didn’t know him much, she could already tell he was different from the other guys she’d met. he seemed more genuine, more mature. obviously him being well traveled helped with that but he also just seemed kinder. as if someone raised him right. and aurelia ? she wasn’t raised at all. she could already see some twisted aspect of her life coming back to bite noah in his ass. because everything always caught up to the girl. whether it would be her ex trying to come get her or her mom asking around for money … something would ruin this entire arrangement eventually. good things didn’t follow aurelia … probably because she wasn’t G O O D. she’d convinced herself of that years ago. “ i don’t – i don’t wanna get you mixed up in all my shit. i don’t have a family, i don’t have people i can depend on. i have … beggars. people who just come looking for me when they need something. and if they found out i was staying at yours … they’d come around. i can’t do that to you …” she trailed off, her big doe eyes looking across at noah softly. she already felt like she wasn’t worthy of his kindness, especially when he did it so selflessly. “ i’ve never had anybody … really care before. about me. ”

“ could you just... ” he groaned in frustration. all he wanted to do was help — to make sure nothing bad happens to her. “ fine. if you wanna pay me, fine. if that’ll get you out of the house, fine. ” he nodded firmly. if this was the way to get her out, he’ll take it. “ i don’t care about who comes and tries to find me, ” he let out a humorless laugh before leaning against the counter once more. although he didn’t quite understand how she felt COMPLETELY, he knew from watching from sidelines is just as bad as not helping at all. “ i just want to help. i just want to get you out, okay ? i’m here. i care. ” he exhaled deeply as he tilted his head back. he squeezed his eyes shut as he thought for a moment. “ just, let me know when you want to move, okay ? i’m here to help you. fuck that dickhead in the next room — he’s... ” he shrugged his shoulders. “ he’s a lowlife, pathetic, piece of fucking horse shit. ” he now looked at her, giving a sly grin. “ he’s not worth shit. ”

#heeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy.......KDJSKDJSJ #dcrko #noah × aurelia. | convo.

laney’s surprised by the conversation as a whole but is even more surprised at the sudden lack of distance between the two. noah was always right out of delaney’s line of sight, lingering in her peripheral vision, always there but not quite. they’d only talked a few times and they were never pleasant conversations – this one no different. her breath hitches as she gazes up at noah with innocent eyes and his words send a shiver down her spine. “maybe,” delaney says, voice just above a whisper. she blinks, snapping herself out of the trance and moves away, starting on the dishes, “it’s not like i can leave him, anyway. i would have no place to go and there wouldn’t be anyone here to take care of him.”

there was something about the way she looked at him that made him want to truly ensure her safety. a wave of protectiveness crashed deep into his chest and settled there as his eyes locked with her’s. “ leave him to rot then, ” he shrugged. he truly didn’t care for the lack of the man in the other room. “ stay with me or something, a friend, motel, anywhere but here. ” he let out a sigh, frustrated with the situation. “ just get OUT of here. ”

#im here hello. KJDKSJDKSJ #collisiontheories #noah × delaney. | convo.

im back. here i am. KDJSKDJSKJ so now that i’m back i’m gna undergo a muse page revamp .. mayb write some bios who fuckin’ knows. SDKJSKDJ im gna go ahead n do replies tho.

#ooc. | shitposts.

ok so im back in SoCal to visit family n be doing nothing so replies soon. KDFJMDMDDM