yikes, make it worse

hollanov and company side blog (main em-trik). maybe gross probably horny. content suitable for adults

[yikesmakeitworse]

Shane's texts to Ilya 99.9% of time: literal, concise, honest.

Shane's texts the other 0.1% (and it's important to know this is virtually always out of absolutely nowhere): I miss you. Want you inside me, need you to shove your fingers in me, so empty. No I need more than that why aren't you here need your cock, your hand fuck both.. need you to rip me open, shove your arm in, jerk off my artery, rub your knuckles down my spine from inside fuck, split me open, fuck my limp body fuck need you need you need you

[fuckrozanov]

this is literally just crazy. like shane you have to get eaten . You Have To. and crucially you will like it

[pregnanthudsonwilliams]

shane keeping his bladder full so he pisses almost every time ilya fucks him. ilya's got him bent over the kitchen island, fucking him deep and a spurt of piss is hitting the counter with every thrust

oh my god you can't say this to me i'm at WORK

[domrozanov]

shane with welts from struggling against zipties under his rolex :)

[yikesmakeitworse]

Ilya's fucked. Lately he can't stop thinking about last week when he'd been holding Shane down on his dick, Shane's head submerged just under the surface of the lake as he'd roughly fucked his throat. How he'd reached his count to let Shane up for air, but decided instead to keep going, a few more seconds, just a couple more. And how Shane had looked up at him through the water, fingernails digging hard into the meat of Ilya's thighs, and had looked genuinely, honest to god, scared of Ilya.

That itself should maybe be what's fucking him up. He kinda wishes it was. But alas. No, it's that he'd seen that look, that fearful, confused look on the face of the man he loved more than literally anything - and he'd shot off immediately. The orgasm decimated him and its trigger hadn't been because Shane simply looked so beautiful choking on his dick. He'd seen him, he'd felt an excruciating surge of power, and thought: I could just not let him up at all. And then he'd come so hard that his leg cramped and he'd had to let Shane help him limp back up to the house.

He does not tell Shane any of this. Anyway, Shane says he loved it, and Ilya believes that Shane thinks he did. He wouldn't understand the problem. There is something rotten inside him, he has no choice but to keep it to himself.

☺️☺️☺️

[bostonlilyofthevalley]

sadism everywhere for those with the eyes to see

shane version

[bostonlilyofthevalley]

masochism everywhere for those with the eyes to see

ilya version

[yikesmakeitworse]

Ilya is obsessed with tonguing Shane's slit, he's always trying to wiggle the tip in as deep as it can.

It gets uncomfortable, fast. If Shane doesn't let on that it hurts, there's about a 90% chance that Ilya will redirect his focus eventually.

If Shane does squirm or whine or yelp however, it becomes a 50/50 chance that Ilya will either 1) move on or, 2) hold him down and relentlessly work him harder, past struggle, past frustrated tears, past shouts. Until Ilya's tongue cramps something awful from the effort. The second option has made Shane pee blood, on a couple different occasions.

Given that, Shane struggles with understanding why he always ends up being so vocal when Ilya starts at it. If he could just shut up, he'd have a much better chance at avoiding agony but noooo

[lavenderprose]

"So how's jerking off?" "Ma'am I'm at my parents' house." "So constant? Endless?" "Hah. Pretty much."

Oh I'm suuuuure. Shane with his broken clavicle and Ilya with his bruised ribs were absolutely just having the weirdest phone sex that you can possibly imagine. Shane is propped up on seven different pillows because it jostles his collarbone too much if he doesn't stabilize himself on Mount Fluffmore before he starts jerking it--with his NON DOMINANT HAND to be clear. Half of Ilya's hisses are from arousal and half are from pain. They are equally hot. At one point Shane's shoulder slips and he grunts, "Oh fuck," and Ilya's arm (Hand and dick out of frame because Shane once again asked to see his face. But he can hear everything he needs. Fwip fwip fwip) speeds up and he goes, "Oh God. Are you coming? Did you come?" and Shane is like, "No I moved my shoulder wrong fuck" and he's readjusting the pillows (it's a process) and Ilya is still, now just watching, remarkably patient, and Shane says, "You can, uh, keep going," and Ilya says, "No, I can wait," and then Shane settles and Ilya tilts his head and asks Shane to lift up his shirt and show him his tits because he misses them and Shane still has some bruising and honestly it's kind of gnarly but Ilya turns his camera and shows Shane the bloom of bruises up the side of his body and Shane hisses and says, "Fuck that's hot," and Ilya says, "Show me yours," and so Shane's good arm is occupied with holding up his shirt for a little while as Ilya jerks off to his bruise and his armpit hair and then Ilya says, "Touch yourself touch yourself let me see you come," and then Shane does and the pillows slip again while he's coming and the sound of his groan tips Ilya into the kind of full-body-crunch orgasm that jostles every single one of his bruised ribs and they're both saying owww and coming and saying oh fuck ow and coming.

And Shane, who's still catching his breath, says, "Wow, so this is what we could have had if we'd been hooking up during playoffs all these years," because that's the one thing they've always avoided through mutual unspoken agreement. He says this meaning it to be sarcastic but, in the dark of his bedroom with the sound of the lake out the window and Ilya's breath over the speaker, it comes out far too earnest.

And Ilya's, "Mm, yes," is sweet and low and Shane presses a hand to his bruises and imagines it's Ilya's and he can see Ilya's hand moving up and down the bruising on his side and wonders if he's imagining those touches to be from Shane.

And he wants. And he wants.

[grabmyboner]

marly: haha bro how lucky you get to get the best blow jobs of your entire life for the rest of your life sad that’ll I’ll never get another roz bro job though! haha

shane: ……Ilya I need you to come here right now

[shaneseggs]

ilya keeping shane in a cock cage and only taking it off when he wants to suck shane's dick is so real to me

[smythecriminal]

being in the whump community is genuinely so funny bc someone will unironically say some shit like “i’ve really been into head injuries lately”

[urie]

shane's corruption kink so important to me...... lets forget this ever happened. unless you were to perhaps saunter over and seduce me... no ilya this is such a bad idea nooo... unless you were to perhaps kiss me and force my hand a bit... scott hunter drops the hint that hes right next door but oh how can i say no... hey so about next time, maybe we shouldnt... unless ohhh if you insist and push past my objection... no ilya you cannot fuck me for two years but of course i wont block your number. because i want you to keep trying. get away from me you are unbelievable. unlesssss........ ilya ive never touched myself in front of anyone. but ohhhhh youre going to Make me do it anyway.... well how could i say no. you are seducing me of course. Three fingers in the ass DRY. dont worry about it. i am but helpless to your advances.

[yikesmakeitworse]

When he's backhanding Shane, when he's kicking him in the gut, when he shoves his fingers into Shane's mouth to play with the cartilage in his throat, the whole time Ilya is thinking:

I love you, I love you, I love you IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou

[pregnanthudsonwilliams]

watching holes. how can i make this about heated rivalry

[pregnanthudsonwilliams]

well it is called Holes. i guess

[allstarrocks]

was thinking abt shane getting slapped hard across the face again today n i cant stop imagining how his parents would react if they accidentally saw the rougher side of his relationship especially smth as casual and demeaning as a backhand for seemingly no reason. like its probably shanes worst nightmare but its also so 😵‍💫🥰‼️

ooouughhhh yeah yeah like. We already know his parents are willing to let themselves into his cottage....

maybe ilya is doing it For shane, knows the impact and submission is what he needs but wont ask for, the first slap comes without warning and has shane spluttering and reeling and then ilyas patting his face, eyebrows raised expectantly and shanes grabbing at his wrist and pleading more and so ilya starts to hit him properly and shane is swaying into every hit and moaning and -

'What are you doing to my son?' Yuna wouldve been a whole other can of worms, but david hollander, for all his seeming passiveness, does not play about his son. already trying to get between them, eyes locked on the blooming red of shanes face with horror and heartbreak and oh god. Shane feels sick, has to be the one to say dad its not - he wasnt - and david is trying to hug him and apologize for 'not seeing it' and ilya is watching from the sidelines like a deer caught in headlights as shane stumbles through a humiliated confession of 'i asked him to. I liked it. I like it.'

And then i mean. David is so embarrassed, does his best attempt at a Hollander Goodbye with a 'oh. Oh. Thats - okay. Right. Im... sorry. I shouldnt have -' and ilya cuts him off, because shane is Not okay, and he says 'its good you are so protective of him. But i think you should go.' This will be a horrible conversation later but the important part is that it happens Later.

David leaves and its silent for a long time, and ilya just watches, waits for shane to react, and when he does its hands hitting his head and eyes squeezed shut tight and oh god oh fuck and ilya lets it happen for maybe five seconds before hes grabbing shanes wrists and saying 'enough.'

shane looks at him with these wild glazed eyes and says 'ilya it was my fucking dad.' And ilya says 'all he saw was me taking care of you. because you belong to me. are you ashamed of belonging to me?'

shanes like. Three hard blinks and 'ilya im fucking humilia -' and ilya slaps him clean across the face 'are you ashamed?' 'ilya i dont want this right now' another slap 'answer me.' 'ilya -' another slap and then shane is cracking, shaking his head so hard he must be dizzy 'no. No of course not.' And theres tears in his eyes but they havent fallen yet. Ilya can fix that. He shakes out his hand where its starting to grow sore, winds his arm back, and says, 'good. then you will be quiet and let me take care of whats mine'

[burymecherry]

i need shane to get a little bloodied up in season 2…perhaps a high stick to the face or a scrum where he takes a hit to the face…a split lip/bloody nose shane is very necessary for my mental health