Minors DNI!, Smut, Blowjob, Kinich x Fem!Reader, Whiny (?) Kinich, soft Dom Reader.
Kinich coming home after his mission...but something was different this time, why his face all red?
A loud sound came from the front door, making Y/N turn her head to the kitchens entrance. "Kinich? You're home baby?" She lowered the heat on the stove to check the front door.
"Ah... yes. I'm uh home.." He said in breaths, it wasn't that hot but for some reason he was sweating. "You alright love? You look all red.." Y/N walked towards to him reaching her head to check his temperature.
"No fever... what's wrong.." then she suddenly paused, smirking. "No way.. are you?"
"Fuck, I don't know Y/N... I just fought with some annoying bastards.. and.." He then realized that he was against the wall and Y/N's hands were already wandering around his body.
"Should I help you to relax hmm?" Y/N hummed in his ears, he bit his lips gave a small nod. A sudden passionate kiss left his legs go weak, his brain numbing instantly. Hands going on her curves.
"Ah-.." He looked down, her hand squeezing his bulge. "Kinich, tell me what to do... and I'll obey hm.." She slowly sat on the floor, on her knees looking up to kinich who is face all red, eyes are slightly teared and biting his lip to not make any embarrassing sounds.
"Y/N... please.." cupping her cheek with one of his hands, thumb on her lower lips clearly showing what he wanted. Y/N sticked her tongue out for him. His thumb stretching the side of her lips.
Kinich let out a sigh of relief as his dick freed from his baggy pants, twitching when Y/N's breath hits his tip. "Quit teasing baby please..." moaned softly. "Please what kinich?" Her smile grow wider. Her soft hands pumping his dick in slow motion making him let out small moans and whimpers.
"Suck me off, please I need it.." She felt his body tense beneath her, his breath hitching as she continued to tease the head of his cock with her tongue. Y/n's eyes met Kinich's, watching the way his pupils dilated with pleasure, the flush spreading across his chest and neck. She moved her lips down the shaft, taking him deeper into her mouth, her throat working around him as he groaned in response.
"Fuck, Y/n... you're so good at this," Kinich muttered, his voice rough with desire. "I love how you swallow me down like that."
She pulled back, trailing her tongue along the underside of his length before swallowing him again, her hand stroking the base of his cock as she did. The sound of her wet mouth on him filled the room, a soft, sensual echo that made his hips buck slightly against her hold.
"Tell me more," she whispered, pulling off him to look up at him. "What do you want me to do? How bad do you want it?"
Kinich's eyes darkened, his chest heaving with each breath. "I want you to keep going, Y/n. I want you to make me come with that sweet mouth of yours."
Y/n smirked, leaning in to run her tongue over the tip of his cock, tasting the pre-cum that had formed there. She swallowed his moan, her lips closing around him once more as she began to bob her head up and down, her pace steady but deliberate. Each movement was calculated, designed to drive him wild with need.
His hands found her hair, gripping it gently as she continued to suck him off, her tongue swirling around him with each downward stroke. The sensation was overwhelming, the heat of her mouth and the tightness of her throat combining to push him closer to the edge.
"God, Y/n... you feel so fucking good," Kinich groaned, his grip tightening slightly in her hair. "Don't stop, baby. Keep going."
She hummed around him, the vibrations sending shivers down his spine as she increased her speed, her hand moving in sync with her mouth. The suction was incredible, her lips creating a seal around him that allowed her to take him deeper with each thrust.
Kinich's legs trembled, his arousal mounting as she worked him over, her mouth and hand a perfect combination of skill and teasing. He could feel the pressure building in his balls, the tension coiling tighter and tighter within him.
"So close, Y/n... I'm gonna come soon," he panted, his voice strained with effort. "Just like that... don't stop."
Y/n's eyes locked onto his, a challenge in their depths as she continued to work him, her tongue flicking over the sensitive spot under the head of his cock. She could see the desperation in his eyes, the way he fought to hold back his release, and it only spurred her on further.
"Cum for me, Kinich," she murmured, her voice soft and seductive. "Let go for me."
"Oh fuck- fuck Y/N-!" the words were his undoing. With a low growl, Kinich let out a loud moan as he came, his seed filling her mouth as she eagerly swallowed every drop. The taste of him was intoxicating, the salty sweetness coating her tongue as she continued to milk him until he was completely spent.
Y/n pulled off him slowly, licking her lips as she looked up at him, a satisfied smile playing on her lips. "Good boy," she praised, her voice dripping with affection. "You were amazing."
Kinich lay back, his breath heavy as he tried to catch his breath, his mind still reeling from the intensity of their encounter. He watched as Y/n moved up his body, straddling him as she leaned down to kiss him deeply, sharing the taste of his cum between them.
Her hand trailed down his chest, fingers tracing lazy circles over his skin as she kissed him, the warmth of her body pressing against his. Her touch was electric, sending sparks of pleasure coursing through his veins as she continued to explore his body, her kisses trailing down his neck and over his collarbone.
"Do you want more?" she asked, her voice a sultry whisper as she moved lower, her lips brushing against his nipple. "Or should I just let you rest for now?"
"I like shiny things but I'd marry you with paper rings."
Gekko X M!Reader
Summary: A popular boy with terrible grades, a less popular boy with straight A's.
Highschool au! Almost all characters are high-school student,Reyna is gekko's older sister, brimstone is M!Reader's father figure (adopted sigh).
"Please tutor me!"
"Why the hell should I? Rip-off Eminem."
As Y/N held kita in his arms, he couldn't help but glance back at the boy behind him. He had turned away at this point and was walking in the opposie direction to him, but y/n could still see his tall, softly muscular and well built figure, his green hair and oversized jacket he was wearing to shield himself from the cold. Something about him seemed familiar to y/n but he just couldn't put his finger on it. The boy shrugged and walked faster to prevent getting cold.
Y/n glanced up at the sky, seeing a blanket full of stars and a cloud of breathe whenever he breathed. it was the beginning of february. "hey kita, for valentine's day want to spend the day together?? I'll buy you all your favorite snacks~" The cat simply meowed and nuzzled into him further. He looked down at ther and chuckled. "I'll take that as a yes."
once he got home he set kita down on his bed, causing her to snuggle into the blankets. He smiled, awestruck by the fluffy creature in front of him.
Y/n got distracted by the non-stopping buzzing in his pocket. he took it out to see a messae from his best friend, jett.
Windbuzzer or something
Jett
y/n
y/nnn
y/nnnnnnnn
RESPOND OML
Y/N
Y/N
miss girlie chill </3
Jett
I CANNOT CHİLL
DAMN.
Y/N
what got you so frustrated and excited at the sametime
Jett
Not very fond of this boy but have you seen gekko's instagram post?
Y/N
Gekko? that one rip-off eminem? the disgusting slug hair colored dude?
Jett
More like the "hottest" dude in class
ugh, I dont know why all girl and boys love him.
ANYWAYS-
İT'S A PİC OF A CAT THAT LOOKS LİKE YOURS
Jett sends a screenshot of gekkos post; a white fluffy cat on the ground with the caption saying "who's cat is this? I want it."
Y/N
Huh
HUH
WAİT
THAT LOOKS LİKE MY CAT
Y/N
Oh shit.
I have some stuff to tell you I guess.
Jett
HUH?
wtf
wdym
Y/N
HA
I'll tell you at school
I am sleepy.
Jett
NU UH
HEY
RESPOND
Y/N
DAMN İT
I'LL CHOKE YOU TOMORROW.
♥
Y/n glanced back at his fluffy cat sleeping peacefully on his bed, he looked at the instagram post again, that was definitely his cat.. that mean the boy his saw was gekko? mateo? or whatever they call him. the popular guy in his class, loved by everyone and famous on instagram by his looks and vines and pics. as far as y/n knows he only wastes his time by going to parties he bet that rip off eminem studied once in his life. No wonder why he had the worst grades in class.
Y/n smirked at his cat. "Youre famous huh buddy?" he put his phone in the charger and joined his cat to sleep. "Tomorrows gonna be pain in the ass.." he yawned feeling hiseyelids getting heavier and fell asleep after some minutes.
---
I woke up with a ringing in my head, I felt like someone was calling out for me. "Y/N I SWEAR TO GOD, IF YOU DONT WAKE UP I AM GONNA BOMB YOUR ROOM." I opened my eyes quickly and oh fuck we were late. I ran up to my window seeing a... furious Jett stomping her feet on the ground as she shouted to me.
"H-Hold on! Give me just 10 minutes!" I tried to get past through my messy room to find my uniforms. "And you have audacity to ask for minutes?!?" This time she was in front of my door.
"I'm sorry, after spending half of my time trying to find kita I got so tired." I grabbed my bag and looked at the mirror fixing my hair before leaving the house.
It was already 08.18 am and we were running to the school. "I- Ah! HOW DO YOU RUN SO FAST?!" I said through my breathes. We speed up as she hold my hand dragging me, "YOU STILL HAVENT TOLD ME HOW YOU CAT ENDED UP WITH THAT EMINEM!"
"Do you think this is the right time to tell the story?!?" We stopped at the school gate, taking a few breaths before entering. As soon as I stepped someone held my shoulder.
A tall tanned figure with... oh. "Y/N? Right-"
"Get away, you egg shaped head." I instantly turned my head dragging Jett with me to the class. But no ofcourse that boy was following me "I need help with my lessons, please tutor me!" I stopped.
PART TWO FOR PAPER RING PLEASE, DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING 😭🙏
HELP I WAS THINKING ABOUT WHAT ADD MORE ON PART 2 STARING AT MY DRAFTS AND BEFORE I COULD EVEN CLOSE MY PHONE TO SLEEP THIS MESSAGE POPPED UP ARE YALL WATCHING ME?!??!?!
• Just a gamer freak who depends their life on playing games.
• Will keep annoying you by calling you to go to internet cafes with him.
• Totally sucks at expressing his feelings towards people only know how to show he is annoyed by them.
• "What do you think of this character? Potentially good imo." Shows a sketch of a character named ajaw. "Isn't this character is quite annoying." "Yes."
• Plays too much games till midnight but still somehow successful on his lessons? "Tell me your secret of being gaming nerd but smart as hell." "I don't know, just study I guess?" "You don't even study..."
•Keeps a journal of his favorite games, his room is filled with game cd's. Maybe that's why you like going in his room, lots of games that you can try that your parents don't allow you to buy.
• He is a gentleman for you of course he will give some of his game as a gift to you. "Heard it was your birthday, here I brought this for you. I saw how you looked at the game when you were trying it at my house." His ears are all red.
• Asks advice from mualani to get closer to you, he can't keep up with the excuses he makes just to spend time with you. "I lost.." He sighs. "What? What do you mean lost, are you playing games in your mind or something?" He is all red when it comes to feelings about you. "Mualani I need help, how to show expression to... someone you love?"
NO BC GAMER NERD KINICH IS JUST SHDHSHSHSHDJS PLS GET WHAT I AM SAYING ITS WHDHSHDHAH ITS SUITS HIM HELLO?!?!?!?! I NEED TO RUN A MILE TO CALM MY HEART DOWN PLSSSGDHFHFHHD
• Just a gamer freak who depends their life on playing games.
• Will keep annoying you by calling you to go to internet cafes with him.
• Totally sucks at expressing his feelings towards people only know how to show he is annoyed by them.
• "What do you think of this character? Potentially good imo." Shows a sketch of a character named ajaw. "Isn't this character is quite annoying." "Yes."
• Plays too much games till midnight but still somehow successful on his lessons? "Tell me your secret of being gaming nerd but smart as hell." "I don't know, just study I guess?" "You don't even study..."
•Keeps a journal of his favorite games, his room is filled with game cd's. Maybe that's why you like going in his room, lots of games that you can try that your parents don't allow you to buy.
• He is a gentleman for you of course he will give some of his game as a gift to you. "Heard it was your birthday, here I brought this for you. I saw how you looked at the game when you were trying it at my house." His ears are all red.
• Asks advice from mualani to get closer to you, he can't keep up with the excuses he makes just to spend time with you. "I lost.." He sighs. "What? What do you mean lost, are you playing games in your mind or something?" He is all red when it comes to feelings about you. "Mualani I need help, how to show expression to... someone you love?"
2) Are there any characters you don't write about?
Helloo ty for the questionss ♥♥
1- I never really gave a thought about that but I will say that I would write anything except for the stories that include sexual harrassment or raping.
2- as long as I know the characters I try to write about them. I don't know why but I usually focus on male characters more than the female characters for some reason. But I'll try to give a shot if someone ever asks me to write something about a random female characters.
"I like shiny things but I'd marry you with paper rings."
Gekko X M!Reader
Summary: A popular boy with terrible grades, a less popular boy with straight A's.
Highschool au! Almost all characters are high-school student,Reyna is gekko's older sister, brimstone is M!Reader's father figure (adopted sigh).
"Please tutor me!"
"Why the hell should I? Rip-off Eminem."
"You can't keep going like this mateo." His mother sighed deeply in disappointment as she slam the F scored paper on his table. "You're almost 18! You can't be failing like this anymore."
"I don't see why it's such a big deal, it's just one bad score mom!"
His mother furrowed her eyebrows in anger, getting angrier each minute passes. "But it's not just one bad score isn't it mateo? Since this school year every test you have taken you almost failed every one of them!" She crossed her arms trying to calm down from the stress. "Look here gekko, I just want the best for you. I want you to get a decent job in the future, this is why I am doing this"
"Doing what?"
His mother looked at him dead serious in his eyes. "If you don't pick your grades up then you are not allowed to go any of those parties and dying your hair like that." His eyes widened by his mother's words as he got up from his chair to argue.
"You can't do that mom, All of my friends are expecting me to go to that party! And no they love my hair!" He said furrowing his brows.
"Guess you have to disappoint your friends then, unless you fix your grades." His mother said the final words and left him furiously clenching his fist in the room. There was still time for his final exams, few a months at least. But there was no guarantee that he would succeed all by himself like that. He had to find a tutor.
"Ugh.. this is such a pain in the ass." He mumbled under his breath as he got a notification from his phone.
hermana estúpida
Reyna
Gekko did mom see ur test score?
Gekko
Yeah she's pissed
Reyna
Well that's what you get for partying instead of studying dumbass
Gekko
stfu.
Gekko
anyways-
I need to find a tutor or smth
Gekko
do you know anyone?
Reyna
You could always ask Y/n
he's hella smart.
Gekko
who is that.
Reyna
are you serious...
do you not pay attention to anyone
I am literally upperclass of you but I know your classmates.
Reyna
he's in your class
try talking to him tomorrow
Gekko
thanks
Gilipollas
Reyna
Dont make me come downstairs gekko.
Gekko's POV
I shoved my phone in my pocket and looked out of my bedroom window the sun was setting by now, and the moon was peeking over the horizon. I decided needed some fresh air to clear my head and to mentally prepare myself for school tomorrow. I'll actually need to listen in class now, ugh..
I walked to the door, putting my shoes on and grabbing a jacket. "I'm going out! I yelled to anyone that could hear me. and then, I walked out of my house, heading to a small park nearby. I didn't get much time to go out alone, I was either going to parties with my friends or spending time with my sister. it was a rare occurrence for me to be in my own company. it was quite relaxing to be honest.
although I was relaxed, I was still angry. getting grounded because I can't get good grades? what the hell. So what if i'm failing? my family is rich anyway. If I fail I can always fall back into the family business. in my haze of frustration I barely noticed where I was going until I heard a soft meow at my feet. I looked down to see a fluffy white cat laying in a bed of flowers.
"oh shoot sorry bud, i nearly stepped on you there, huh?" It gave out another soft meow as I bent down to pet it. I couldn't help but snap a photo of it. "where's your owner, little one?" as if I had summoned it, an unfamiliar voice rang out.
"kita! kitaaa?! ugh where are you." within the darkness I saw a faint silhouette of a boy who looked about my age. as he stopped underneath a lamp post I took in his features, getting a good look at him. He had [h/c] hair that practically glowed underneath the light of the lamp post. [e/c] eyes that glanced in every direction.
I looked down at the cat who was purring beside me, noticing a light blue collar. I gently moved its head out of the way to see a name tag. kita. so this was the [h/c] boy's cat? I cleared my throat and picked the white cat up in my arms, cradling it like a baby
"uhhh excuse me?" he turned his attention to me, his [e/c] eyes glinting underneath the light. He noticed the cat in my arms and came running towards me with his arms out. before i could blink he had scooped it up in his arms, facing me whilst cuddling the cat to his chest.
"kita how could you run away from me like that?! you scared me to death." he said, over-dramatically. i cleared my throat again, trying to catch his attention. He finally noticed me standing in front of him and he looked up to meet my eyes.
I gave him a small smirk. "don't I get a thank you?" he nodded his head at me, not saying a word and simply turned to walk away. "h-hey wait! aren't you going to say thank you?!" he turned around to face me again giving me a small smile.
"thank you." he then walked off, holding kita in his arms, leaving me alone under the moonlight.
I was slightly shocked that he wasn't fanboying over me, since for as long as I can remember any time someone looked at me they would blush and ask for my number. It wasn't a surprise they acted that way, ever since I was a kid I was always naturally good looking and charming.
I took one last look at him before turning around and heading back home before anyone would get worried. after a minute or two I realised that I never caught his name. I turned around to see if he was still there but he was gone. all I saw was an empty park, with no one in sight.
Literally your blog is perfect and I love it on every way. I love me an angst blog where I can shed the bottled up tears :D
I have some questions:
Is your blog solely based on angst? (It would be amazing if it was)
Can I request for a gn or male reader?
Hellooo, welcome welcome. My account is not only based on angst but I mostly focus on angst because I am delulu and love fake scenarios in my head HAHAHA so there will be NSFW post and SFW posts :)) I really love writing angst story with really long parts like the first one I wrote with childe.
But at the same time I love writing one shots because I think they make more sense when it comes to writing about characters death lmao.
And yes you can request anything you want, I am really running out of ideas on angst (for the first time) I would really like to write them.
I have a draft that I am currently working on but I'll make sure to do the requests of what people wants or wants me to write.
Like something about zuko and fire bending reader being engaged. Like she’s a royal and they’re being “forced to get married” but they actually fall in love. They support each other through everything and they’re literally stuck at the hip. They sneak out to see each other and whenever they have to go to formal events they can’t wait to see each other and they goof around all night. She knows all of his secrets and how he feels about his father and mother.
Reader somewhat gets along with Azula. Reader doesn’t like the way she treats zuko sometimes but she acknowledges she is only a product of the adults around her so she has a soft spot for her.
Then when zuko get exiled he’s so caught up on getting his fathers approval. He promises to her he’ll be back before she knows it. He knows how hard it is for her in the palace. She tries to go with him just as his ship is leaving, pleading with him one last time; insisting she can be of help. He declines her kinda harsh but she understands and bids him farewell. She walks away but remembers she has to give him something. A token of good luck. When she runs back to give it to him she over hears Zuko talking to someone telling them he didn’t want reader to come because she’d be baggage, a burden, dead weight. Reader is hurt and goes back to her room in the palace and cries her sorrows away. She really thought he thought more of her, he always complimented her when she firebent, she was taught by the best and he still thought of her as deadweight?
In Reality Zuko only said that because he knew he wasn’t going to come back for a while, he knew it would inevitably she would fall for someone else during the time he was away. What if he came back with his hopes up only to find her in the arms of someone else, someone who was there for her, who would care and love her then and there. He wasn’t good for her. And the faster he convinced himself he could move on, the less he would cling to her when he inevitably saw her again.
Time passes by and reader comes to the conclusion from the help of overthinking, that he never loved her. It was all a facade to win the approval of his father. If he really cared for her , he would know how awful it was in the palace without him. He abandoned her. And for what to find some kid?
She joins azula. She’s really good at fire bending and she hates to see azula practically destroy herself and the people around her for some approval. So she decided if no one will properly take care of her, she will. Over time Reader has disconnected her feelings from the actions she takes under Azula. Her only concern right now is Azula. She realizes Azula at her core is a wounded little girl and she takes care of her as her own.
IDK when or where reader and zuko reconnects or see glimpses of each other again but when he sees how she cares for Azula he melts away. You’re so scary to people around you but soft and nurturing towards his sister. He wants that. He needs it. At one point when you challenge him to fight due to anger from maybe hurting Azula in some type of way or jealousy due to his kindness towards katara. When you firebent in the past you made sure your flames wouldn’t hurt him but now they’re coming at him full force and he doesn’t know what to do.
@ me if u do plz give credit 👉👈🥺 I can’t write like that
Ommfgg I was about to sleep until saw this and I just knew that I have to write this aaa so here we go!!
All credits go to @lost-inthe-v0id
Zuko X Princess! Reader
Flames Of Fate
In the sprawling grandeur of the Fire Nation palace, amidst the whispers of courtiers and the clink of golden goblets, Prince Zuko and Princess Y/N found themselves bound not just by royal decree but by an unexpected camaraderie. As they were paraded before the court, a shared sense of confinement drew them together.
One evening, cloaked by the cover of a new moon, they escaped the suffocating atmosphere of the palace. The cool night air was a balm to their spirits as they strolled through the less frequented gardens.
"Why must everything be so ceremonial, so staged?" Y/N breathed out, watching a spark from a nearby torch float upwards.
Zuko chuckled softly, "It's the way of the court. Everything is a performance."
Y/N glanced at him, her expression softening. "Do you ever wish for something different?"
"All the time," Zuko confessed, his eyes meeting hers. "Sometimes I dream of a place where no one knows my name or my face."
"I think I'd like that too," Y/N mused, her fingers brushing against his. Their conversations, once formal, had melted into something warm, filling the nights with laughter and whispered secrets.
The day of Zuko’s exile dawned bleak and gray. The palace, usually alive with the clamor of court life, seemed to hold its breath. Y/N felt her heart clench as she watched the preparations from her chamber window. When she could bear it no longer, she hurried to the docks, a small, intricately carved dragon token clutched tightly in her hand—a token of luck she intended for Zuko.
As she approached, hidden by the stacks of supplies, she overheard Zuko speaking with Uncle Iroh. His voice was tense, strained.
"I can’t take her with me, Uncle. She’s nothing but a distraction, a pretty bauble to keep me from my destiny. She’d just slow me down," Zuko said, each word a dagger in Y/N’s heart.
Heartbroken and unseen, she slipped away, the token still burning a hole in her palm. In her room, the tears came unbidden and unstoppable. She had believed in something more, something deeper. Now, the harsh words echoed in her mind, a cruel counterpoint to the tender moments they had shared.
Months passed, and with each day, Y/N’s mastery of firebending grew under Azula’s watchful eye. Though her heart was heavy, her resolve was strong. She approached Azula one evening after a particularly intense training session.
"Azula, I know we have had our differences, but I believe in the strength of this nation, and I believe in your leadership," Y/N said, her voice steady despite the turmoil within.
Azula eyed her coolly, a flicker of surprise passing through her usual mask of indifference. "Really? And here I thought you were too soft for the realities of our world."
"I am strong enough to know that strength comes in many forms," Y/N replied, her gaze unwavering.
Impressed or perhaps intrigued, Azula began to include Y/N in her inner circle. Y/N’s intentions were clear—to mitigate the damage Azula might cause and to protect what remained of the family she cared about. In her heart, though, Y/N also harbored a hope to understand the enigma that Azula was.
When Zuko returned, changed by his exile and his experiences, the reunion was anything but joyous. During a skirmish on the outskirts of a captured town, Y/N and Zuko found themselves standing on opposite sides. The air was tense, thick with the promise of confrontation.
Y/N watched as Zuko hesitated before engaging Katara in combat, his actions tempered with an unmistakable gentleness. Something inside Y/N snapped.
"Why do you hold back with her?!" Y/N demanded, her voice sharp as her flames flared around her. "You fight her with softness in your eyes, yet you could barely spare me a glance!"
Zuko's face hardened, his eyes narrowing. "This isn't about her, Y/N. Don’t make it about her."
"It's always been about her, hasn’t it? About your quest, your redemption!" Y/N's voice cracked with emotion, her fire intensifying with each word. "Was there ever a moment when it was about us, or was I just another part of your journey?"
"I was trying to protect you!" Zuko shouted back, the confession tearing from him amidst the chaos. "I said those things because I needed to push you away—I couldn’t drag you into my exile, my mistakes!"
"So you chose her instead?" Y/N’s words were a venomous whisper, her flames now a mirror of her turmoil, blazing uncontrollably.
Zuko looked at her, his expression a mixture of anger and sorrow. "I never chose her over you. But I can’t deny that I have responsibilities—"
"And I don’t fit into that picture." Y/N finished for him, her voice cold, the finality in her tone more cutting than any blade.
Their battle resumed, fiercer than before, driven by a torrent of unresolved emotions. As they fought, the reality of their fractured paths became painfully clear. When the confrontation ended, heavy breaths and the scent of scorched earth hung between them.
Zuko stared at Y/N, the distance growing with each passing second. "I have to follow my path, Y/N. Alone."
"And I must follow mine," Y/N replied, her voice hollow. The betrayal, once a sharp sting, had settled into a deep, aching throb.
They parted then, under the heavy sky, each stepping onto their own path, a chasm of unspoken words and unresolved feelings stretching out between them. As Y/N watched Zuko disappear into the distance, she knew some scars were too deep to heal, and some roads, once diverged, never crossed again.
Warnings: mention of death, arguments, angst with no happy ending, neglected reader, jealousy.
Diluc x reader, Alhaitham x reader
"Never got the chance to apologize.."
DİLUC
Diluc and you were not the type of people who would fight often, been a relationship with him almost 4 years. Sure, everything is going well.
Well... it was going well. For the past 1 year everything changed for you and him. He barely came home, interact with you, ignoring you most of the time... and kept arguing, fighting over small things.
You never opened your mouth or fight back, you loved diluc so much that it was starting to hurt. Your shared room started to feel cold, no more morning kisses or hugs before diluc went to work, cold breakfasts and dinner all by yourself. Even if he did join the diner he would be quiet all the time, not even looking at you.
You did kept your mouth shut, holding for a hope... a hope for your future with him. Until you heard the conversation with Jean. The last knife that would break you.
"She's so useless, I cant keep up with her annoying presence all the time. All she do is stay at home and distract me from work... she keeps finding noneless things to argue with me. I just want to break the ties with her already, being with her is so tiring."
"Am I... that bad?" Who knew your dear lover was thinking of you like this for the past 1 year. All you wanted was too be like the past relationship you both had. Warm bed, morning kisses, happy breakfast and dates. Covering your mouth trying not to make any sound you left there sobbing quietly.
You did everything, I mean really everything. That all arguing was really nothing for him? You just asked for him to stay by yourside for more. You were slowly draining from inside, you had no one but diluc. Only his presence was keeping you sane but this cold mansion was making you crazy.
You returned back to the mansion, you had enough. Talking with him would go nowhere after all. You wanted his attention, you wanted him to see your worth. Going to the storage room picking up the sword once you held before moving in with your so called lover. Taking a mission from katheryne, you walked to the lawachurls camp.
You were going to show him that you are still worth for something, that you could help him with everything if he asked for it. Even if it meant death. Standing in front of the big creature holding your sword tightly you ran towards to it.
..Oh how wrong you were, thinking you could defeat that monster. Laying on a pool of blood coming from your head. Suddenly feeling peacefull for the first time after 1 year of suffering from neglect. Looking at the shining stars above you. Your head ringing from aches, sword a meter away. Faint screaming noises from back. You couldn't bother to look that way.
"Please..." a faint voice big hands caressing your cheek, weird it wasnt raining but you could feel wetness on your cheeks. Turning your eyes to the voice. Hands wiping away your blood.
"Diluc.." your throat dry, coughing the blood. Your beloved, your future. How could you hate him when he was the only one left in your life? İs this really how you were going to die? As a pathetic advanturer? Few tears sliding from your face as your blurry vision tried to capture every beauty on his face.
"Jean is coming here so... please... please dont leave me now..I wont neglect you anymore...I will beg on my knees once you recover... so dont leave me here all alone.." Ah... was he also holding a hope on his hands too? A future would be great with him. Your eyelids feeling heavy, heart beating slowly as the seconds passing, his voice becoming more and more faint.
"Sleep...Can I sleep in your arms?" Your head falling to his chest, inhaling the scent for the last time you missed for so long. Diluc holding your cold body close to him, screaming and crying cursing to the celestia as you drift away from him.
Alhaitham
Alhaitham was no bad guy, I mean if it is you, he actually is willing to do anything for you. He is sure workaholic, but you guys were making sure spending time.
You met him in akademiya when you guys were like 18-19. İt wasnt a love in first sight infact you hated him because he was a cocky man. He barely cared for any situtations, always one step ahead of you, teasing you even if other cant really understand his way of teasing. But overall because of kaveh you guys did get along sometimes.
Suprisingly he was the one who confessed with a valentines card, it was cute since he was shy about it and now its been 7 years.
Alhaitham is good at fighting so sometimes he takes dangerous missions other than being scribe and that worries you a little. You were just a researcher in akademiya so you cant always be with him. First time meeting with The Traveler your mind was at ease since they were with Alhaitham and helped him with secret missions in desert.
From 7 years to this day he is also not the type of person who really shows affection towards to someone but you, it made you feel speacial. But after all that archon saving missions he invites traveler to dinner, hanging out with her more and more. You told yourself that you were not jealous and its normal to hang out with people they like.
This became so often that you were feeling so neglected, you couldnt even talked about this with alhaitham since you felt like he wouldnt care about it.
You were in your room with kaveh, he was trying to finish his desings as you were staring at the ceiling. "Saw alhaitham with a woman today while coming here." Kaveh broke the silence. "Do you know her?" He turned to you.
"You mean the traveler?" You asked tilting your head. "Uhm no? Traveler left to fontaine almost 1 week ago..." he was cold sweating, your eyes widened from shock. Then who he was meeting up with for 1 week?
"Kaveh... tell me your joking?" You laughed. İt was probably one of the jokes he was making right? But he remained silent looking down. No you wouldnt believe it until you see it with your own eyes. "Y/N wait-"
You stormed off to the Sumeru City streets heart beating like crazy. You stopped 20 meter away from alhaitham, hiding in the corner. You saw him... his betrayal as he caressed another womans cheek. She was beautiful, long silky hair and shining eyes, thin and elegance body. Your eyes watering slowly as you watched him lean for a kiss.
You ran from there. As fast as you can, till your lungs gave up. Entering your shared home to pack things up, you looked at youself on the mirror. Hair that looked horrible, sleepy eyes, body that looked like a frog in your eyes. But her... she was beautiful unlike you. You cried for the first time after years, wiping your tears as you packed your things. Leaving your room with no trace of you.
Kaveh on the other hand, explaining alhaitham that you saw everything. Panic rising in him he ran to the shared house. Walking inside slowly, trying to hear if there were any noise. "Y/N? I.. I came home?" He shouted. Feeling weird like the house got colder and quiet. His heart still beating like crazy he rushed to your room only to be faced with a tidy bed, empty warddrobe and empty studying desk.
This was a cruel joke on him right? You were joking, pranking him to make him regret for not telling you sooner it was for a mission right? His hand covering his face as he falls on his knees calling out your name a few times before breaking down.
Looking around trying to find anything that belonged to you, walking inside the house he spotted a letter.
My beloved lover,
I had to leave our home because my heart was hurting too much. Sometimes, I saw things that made me scared—little moments that maybe meant nothing but felt big and heavy to me. I've always struggled with feeling good enough, and these fears made me feel even smaller.
Leaving wasn’t about anger; it was about being so overwhelmed by sadness that staying felt impossible. I never wanted to run away, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that maybe I wasn’t what you needed.
I'm really sorry for any pain my leaving has caused. I hope one day we can understand each other better, but for now, I need some space to work through these feelings.
Take care,
[Your Name]
That was it, you left without giving a hint where you went. Guilt eating alhaitham up. For him you were perfect, you were everything he needed. Even your silence made him happy and peacefull. He was never good at showing his emotions and expressions but when you were with him he felt like he didnt need to force himself. You understood everything about him.
He lay down on your bed, a faint scent inhaling as he slightly squezzing the letter in his hand. Murmuring your name, begging to the teyvat to bring you back to him.
