Blooming Witch

22/Married/Cancer 🌿🌵Becoming a better version of myself🌵🌿 I like stargazing on beaches and junk food. Message me lovely things or send me hate mail. Whatever gets your rocks off.

[youcanfindmeinthestars]

Apparently I only come back to tumblr when I'm suicidal now. It's an easy place to vent without anyone I know worrying about me. I'm having a rough day. It was his birthday and it hurt pretty bad to have him in my head all day. I'll be fine but I dont cope with my depression very well and I dont know it's just been hard lately. Life is great but it just doesnt feel ok...if that makes any sense. Now I'm listening to a sad playlist, cause ya know, that'll make it better. I wish I had someone to talk to. I'm trying really hard not to relapse. It's tough. I've lost all of my friends I usually went to when I was at my low points. I'm not trying to make anyone who reads this feel bad btw. I'm just typing w.e comes into my head so it can come out on something other than my skin. It's going to be a long, quiet night.

[secret-mind]

If you need someone to talk to, just message me or send an ask :-)

[abitofdarkness]

we leave signs everywhere. maybe its a post of me not being able to sleep, maybe its me not texting you back for days. maybe its me showing you how i overeat sometimes or how little i eat other times. maybe its me putting my razors in a not so hidden place so you can maybe stumble upon them and talk to me, maybe its me asking if you need something in hope you’ll say the same in return. we leave signs, i swear we do.

[madnessisinmyhead]

You know those moments, when you’re feeling really tired and you want to sleep, but you can’t because you’re overthinking about a million things and then you just starting to cry because you are really tired but you absolutely can’t find sleep even though you’re trying really hard?

[tiredonewithscars-deactivated20]

Again and again and again and again

Until i give up

[the-suicide-effect]

[crawlingtowardsthin-blog]

for every note this gets I won’t self harm for a day. if you reblog this i’ll put your URL into a jar and each time i feel like harming myself, i’ll pull out a name & dm that user “thank you for caring.”

I’ve stolen this from someone else but the point still gets across. I’ll do this. Let’s see if I get any notes on this *finger guns*

[xxlonelyghostxx-deactivated2022]

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[konstant-headake]

Scars

Am I the only one who rubs their self harm scars on bad days, or when then are nervous?

They just make me feel safe and at home again.

[lonelyhurtingsuggestions]

I feel like I’ve been stabbed in the chest a million times

[a-friend-for-u]

You are not alone !!!

i love you so much!!!

[alex-is-fragile-deactivated2019]

please stop and read this

if you are reading this, i need you to keep going today. you can figure out tomorrow when it comes, but just keep going for today. you have to remember that someday all your scars will have healed, and all your tears will dry, and you will be whole again. please keep going. if not for you, than for me. i care about you so much. please don’t leave. please keep going. everything will be okay one day. in the end, everything will be okay. and if it’s not okay, it’s not the end. please stay alive. i love you and i care.

[youcanfindmeinthestars]

Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..Dont scratch..

[yo-daddys-my-bitch]

May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

[hermes-is-my-homeboy]

10 of Pentz came thruuu

[cursebook]

Not a curse but I fucking need this right now .

[scarybabe]

hope all my followers stumble into some cash to-night~

[rvnholm]

Could use some money right now.

[gothiccharmschool]

Sometimes I reblog prosperity spell memes. Because why not?

[youcanfindmeinthestars]

It's a bad night.

[proudnb]

You’re not weak for getting upset over being misgendered.

You’re not overreacting to a slur.

You’re not too picky for wanting to dress differently.

You’re not unreasonable for wanting others to acknowledge the dangers you face.

You’re not “making everything about gender” for wanting to be taken seriously as a nonbinary person.

It is not too much to ask to be treated as a person with needs and desires unique to you.