āPeople think being alone makes you lonely, but I donāt think thatās true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.ā
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@youngbrokenmama
āPeople think being alone makes you lonely, but I donāt think thatās true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.ā
ā Unknown
i feel like i should just pack my things and disappear and move and never tell anyone anything real ever again. like i never even existed, like my life hasnāt actually happened to me
there is something so comforting about sadness. about throwing things on your bedroom floor and not picking them up. about binging reality tv in the dark for 14 hours straight. about lying in your bed and not moving while the world continues to turn around you. overwhelming and heavy depression is comforting because itās familiar. it allows you to sink into yourself and rot there for as long as you want. thats the vicious cycle with depression, it takes everything to not give into the comfort and familiarity that comes with it.
Beautifully said.
if my 13 year old self could see me now sheās be like i canāt believe youāre still alive
āHow many young women have I watched weep their days away over disinterested men? To all of them, I want to say, Look up. Get a life, because he has.ā
ā Cammie McGovern
āI talk about you like you put the air in my lungs but thatās because you were the only person who made me want to.ā
ā Unknown
āLoving someone means taking the risk that they might f*ck up your nicely ordered little life.ā
ā Mark Haddon, A Spot of Bother
fucking hate that broken brain feel when u finally get something uve been wanting and craving ur whole life and instead of just feeling happy and validated you also have to feel violently uncomfortable because your brain starts blaring at u that this isnt real and no one really cares about u so dont get comfortable or used to this or else itll hurt that much more when it inevitably is taken from u because people like u dont get to be happy
Happy devilās night!
Extremely City white people are so fucking weird they see a pic of a deer and theyre like āits an Old God, tell me the wisdom of the trees Forest Lord ⦠wow this is just like game of thronesā its a deer. Its a fucking stupid idiot animal it doesnt know shit
Yes deer are dumb panicky dinguses in real life, but sometimes a picture will capture one looking all majestic and we just⦠want to believeā¦
Case in point: this dude
Yes he got like that by being so hormonally addled that he tried to fight a tree. But try to tell me a forest god wouldnāt have big leafy antlers just like that if he were to take a physical form.
who says the old gods arenāt stupid animals who are so hormonally addled theyād try to fight a tree
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Look, Iāve lived a good chunk of my childhood in a halfway abandoned mountain village in the middle of nowhere. Which meant wildlife galore whether you liked it or not.
And that meant sometimes we saw a deer in the middle of the road at midnight and the majestic motherfucker just stared us down until my mom shredded our tires to stop from hitting him. Once we stopped he did a little half-bow as if saying āYou have not committed an act of godslayer this night. Your bloodline shall bear no curse of mineā, and walked away chill as you please.
The next day a neighbor told us a deer with fucking big antlers got tangled in his fence because it was trying to steal his grapes.
I went on a hike with another neighbor to collect yarrow for tea. A bear came out of the woods towards us, went on its hind legs and inquiringly roared. And he pushed me, tiny as I was back then, behind me out of sight and spread his jacket wide to make himself seem bigger than he already was. He let out a sound I had not known humans were capable of making. He and the bear looked at each other for a moment, and came to an understanding. The bear went down and walked away, respecting a powerful opponent protecting its young.
A week ago, there had been a bear that completely tore apart our trashcan and gorged itself on half-fermented apples we threw away. My cousin had to chase it away, drunk out of its tiny fucking mind, with an umbrella that made weird noises when opened. The bear ran for its life, crashed into our wall, fell on its ass, and scampered away.
I was playing on a swing once, all alone, and a fox came up to me, the most beautiful animal I had seen in my ten years of life. Thinking it wanted to pass, I stopped swinging and sat still not to spook it. But instead of passing, the fox circled the swing, found it wanting, and came to sit before me perfectly poised and looked me in the eye, and I could swear it wished to tell me something but I could not understand the language spoken before human time.
Then my mom came out of the nearby inn, shrieked at the fox and swung her purse to chase it away. The fox jumped, ran off and fell into a ditch, all notions of grace gone with the wind.
What Iām saying is: the old gods are absolutely idiot animals who embraced the life of constant sex and hedonism in return for losing their higher power. Whether or not they regret it, weāll never know.
āWe do not have to visit a madhouse to find disordered minds; our planet is the mental institution of the universe.ā ā Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Name a more iconic duo than my fear of abandonment and instinct to self isolate, Iāll wait.