𐙚 stray dog

call me cyu! he/him ⊹ ࣪ ˖ 16 ⊹ ࣪ ˖ looking for my owner

[your-dxrling]

submissive yan freak!

⊹ name : call me cyu for now • ᴗ <

⊹ prns : he/him (trans male)

⊹ age : 16

⊹ orientation : omni

⊹ timezone : eastern

⊹ yan types : rahs , lsmt , 269 , odiaf

hello everyone!! i'm cyu, a pathetic loser looking for someone to devote myself to! though i prefer the darling role (who wouldn't honestly), i also can be the yandere type if my partner isn't as possessive.

i'm currently without any owner! if you like cute sweet desperate boys then i may be perfect for you <3 dms and asks are always open!

can't wait to meet everyone!

[your-dxrling]

moving blogs. i'm sorry for my absence, i was very unsociable for a bit..

if 🌷 is around, i'm especially sorry. i hope you're doing okay. i'll try harder to control my disappearances, it was shitty of me. i don't know how apologetic i should be as i'm reluctant to think of myself as important to you at all; i don't want to be self-absorbed. regardless i probably hurt you in some way so i'm sorry. go find your soulmate and live the best life ever so you can flex on me for being a loser!!!

i think i may have avpd.. whenever i don't have the energy for social stuff i run away and then i'm too scared of being scolded to come back. that's actually one of the main reasons why i like yandere stuff lmao, even when i love someone a lot i feel the need to hide from them before they hate me. so i prefer to be forced to not hide. i will regulate myself better from now on, i promise.

you should spot my new blog popping up under the yanblr tags soon. i don't want to link it or anything, as i'd rather it not be connected to me here, but i fear it'll be extremely obvious that it's me. still don't wanna delete this blog because i got sooooo many notes heheheheh i need to keep proof of the attention!

again. i am kind of a bad person. i will try harder to be more tolerable until someone can train me into being better. might tack avpd onto my self diagnoses list just in case.

[aphrodites-mortuary]

You're heaven sent; and I would know. I'm your God and you're my muse. There is nothing in this world that's more deserving than I, save for you. It's you.

[aphrodites-mortuary]

I'd cling to your legs, vye for your attention. You're mine, you're mine, and I'm yours, right? You barely know me, but I know you. I swear, I know you.

[aphrodites-mortuary]

The way I would let you do anything you'd like to me — cage me, lock me up, burn my world away until you're the only thing left. I'll be yours, I swear. Your sweet songbird

[aphrodites-mortuary]

Being a pretty housewife, dressed in sweet pink lace aprons, hair tied back in a ribbon. Fresh flowers all around our house as the smell of freshly baked cookies swirls through the air

Just a slightly crazy smile, "I'll take care of you my love. You don't mind, do you?"

"I swear I'm going to keep you."

[your-dxrling]

Thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you

- 🌷

message me here!!! i'm too anxious to talk properly through in public posts.. pleeeease 🌷 i'll give you e kisses

[your-dxrling]

Sending you all of the cuddles, trust me. I'll wait patiently for you, not to worry. I hope you're doing alright and will keep checking in. But you don't have to answer anything I send if you're not up to it, okay? Pinky promise me

Anyhow, I understand not doing so well. I am, also, not doing so well /lh

But that's okay! I'll just imagine cuddling and maybe taking a nap together and I'll be alright

- 🌷

i'm so sorry to hear that cutie T-T trust me, it's not that i don't miss you, it's just that my brain is absolutely rotting and i cannot think properly. my mind is too tired to think of anything but cuddles... words are too hard let's just hug

if i can do anything to help then let me know! i'll do my best. i need to keep my little songbird safe!!

we are cuddling and napping together in the astral realm..

[your-dxrling]

Hello sweet sundrop! Oh, how I’ve missed you so. May I help you in your woes, love? I’d always be willing to offer you a supporting hand, or a shoulder to cry on

Apologies, I’m feeling a bit soft this evening hndnsc.. but! I’m so happy to see you again!

- 🌷

the only support i need is cuddles!!!!! i'm sorry for neglecting you, dearest. i think i'm just in a bit of a depressive episode again. but there's no need to worry!! i'll be back to normal within a few days or so. just wait for me okay?? and maybe just send cuddling energy my way.. please :<

[your-dxrling]

Favorite color?

well, usually i say it's yellow, but truthfully i also like pastel pink and pastel blue! i'm a tiiiny bit indecisive hehe

[your-dxrling]

Hello, honey. I miss you. I hope you're alright, as you haven't shown up in a bit. Blowing you a kiss and sending you my love

- 🌷

i'm sorry little songbird, i promise you i'm quite alright!! the reason behind my absence is really embarrassing... i really am a jealous creature...... not just in romance (you're taking care of that just fine ^-^) but also with interaction and stuff.. woe is me. anyway i promise i'm okay and i'll try to be less weak for your sake!!! i'm blowing you a bigger kiss and sending you even more love >:3

[hikikomoriaesthetic]

ׂׂૢ་༘࿐ my problem is I’m too impatient and greedy, I want my soulmate now. I want us to obsess so heavily over each other that we can’t live without each other, ruin eachothers sleep schedule just so we can talk for as long as possible and then I want to be able to wake up next to them in person, I want to live with them in an isolated place where we can throw the rest of the world away. I’m impatient and way too insane to be suffering from this constant pit of emptiness that aches for someone I don’t even know exists. It’s exhausting.

[your-dxrling]

Good afternoon, sweet sundrop! It's so nice to see you're awake and doing well, I hope. I missed you so

Thank you for defending my honor, darling. It means a lot to me, I promise you. Giving you a little kiss on the cheek maybe!! (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)♡

- 🌷

hehe, i woke up at 1 pm my time... my sleeping schedule is very healthy i swear! i'm doing good, i hope you are too! i've got lots of homework to do today.. sigh

you get a kiss back, cutie! mwa!!!

[your-dxrling]

I know how you feel, my love. I haven't really been too lucky while being in this community, honestly. It's a little heartbreaking, as I'm a hopeless romantic, and having my heart broken over and over, or being ignored, can be hard. But I promise you I don't intend to betray you, and I don't intend to leave either. I'm happy being here and talking to you. I'm here for you, sundrop

- 🌷

i'm really sorry to hear that cutie :( you deserve much better than that. i'll fight everyone who ever broke your heart, for your honour!!! how dare they! that genuinely makes me angry. i hope you're recovering from it :(

promise you'll stay forever and ever and ever okay?? i swear i'll take good care of you too :<

[your-dxrling]

Well I'm curious.. pouts ): of course, you don't have to say, but! I am nothing if not curious

- 🌷

you're mean :(

i'm jealous of others on yanblr.. feels like everyone else has someone they're with. and i have you so i should be happy but my brain says you're not actually interested. you're really gonna make me air out my mental illness publicly on tumblr dot com???

[your-dxrling]

Why are you jealous, baby? If I may call you that

Also! Thank you so much for the thought.. I took some medication, so my head isn't bothering me so much. You're so sweet, beautiful sundrop. I appreciate you so much ♡

- 🌷

well i'm kinda embarrassed to say it... it's a pathetic reason hehe. i'm really happy that you're okay though!! you're sweeter and i appreciate you too cutie!!! i'm squeezing you super tightly right now ^^

[your-dxrling]

can't handle being on yanblr because i get jealous of every other blog ^-^