satoru was your personal rose toy. he latched that mouth around that clit and got to work with whatever you wanted, and his reward was your squirt.Â
he never had any complaints and would always smile widely when you told him you were horny and needed to use his mouth.Â
this started when you saw online that people were using a sec toy called a âroseâ saying it worked wonders and had to use one so of course out of pure curiosity you ordered one.Â
when it arrived, you were so giddy to try it, and it had you bouncing off the walls and your sheets covered in your fluids.Â
it had you off the moon that you would use it every-time satoru wasnât at the house and one lucky day satoru caught you. even though he was harder than a rock, he was annoyed that you were getting off on that thing.Â
so he did the only thing he could think of at that moment and from his selfish, greedy needs. snatching the toy out your hand and throwing it away telling you that any time
you wanted to get off to just tell him, and oh boy did he hold up to that.Â
at first, you laughed at the theatrics and thought he was just going off on a whim, and the first day he would be tired of fucking or eating you out every minute, but you thought wrong.Â
every time you uttered out a âsatoruâ with a pout, he was on top of you, ripping off your clothes, giving your pussy exactly what it needed at that moment.Â
it was like having a bell and every time you ring it he would come running giving you whatever you needed.Â
even though the rose felt good and felt as though it was sucking your soul out,   satoruâs mouth and dick felt way better, it had that euphoric feel, it had you craving him, it had your mouth dry for more.Â
you knew after the first orgasm around his dick that you wanted him to keep fucking you so he complied. he never had any complaints about it, and would fuck you like he hadnât seen you in a month.Â
âi want to keep fucking you like this. you feel so fucking good.âÂ
even if he wasnât around he would talk
to you on the phone and guide you through an orgasm that had your screams bouncing off the walls.Â
he wanted you to himself, so he would do anything and i mean anything to keep it that way.
trigger warnings; sexual content, nsfw, swearing, chocking, fingering
this is the first time I write smut so pls donât hate me :)
Iâm coming, you had sigh a little annoyed and rubbed your fingers over your temples when the hammering sound against your front door became louder and more hectic as if the person on the other side tried to break your door with their bare fists.
Gently you pull the fabric of your cozy cardigan closer to your body and try to recognize the outlines of the person through the milky windows before you put your hand on the ice-cold doorknob and push it down âSatoâŠâ
The man with the white hair didn't had the intention of letting you speak as he already had placed on of his feets on the parquet floor of your hallway, his hand roughly grabbed the sides of your chin as he pressed his soft lips against his, letting you moan in surprise and as soon as you lips parted for a split second he had already let his tongue slipped into you mouth. Carefully he lets his other hand run through your hair as he leads you further into the hallway as he pushes the door close with one his foot without thinking about taking his lips off yours for a little second.
âSatoruâ your voice sounded begging for him, which made a shiver electrify his body and he pleaded to get more from you.
Tenderly his long fingers stroked through your hair to your neck, making you give in to his touch and laying your head to the side while your hot breath left over your lips after a quiet moan, causing the man to grin while his lips caressed your neck and his breath stroked your skin âDon't you know I want you so bad?â
You can feel his teeth teasingly biting into your skin as he placed some wet kisses up till to your ear-lobes âI do anything to touch youâ
For three months you tried to ignore of Satoru Gojo hoping he would stop calling you all the time, stop sending all those message and stop sending flowers with little notes he never signed to your workplace, hoping that since you wore the engagement ring on your finger, you would finally be a better partner, but but even now, you couldnât resist the touch of Satoru and fall into decay in seconds.
âI'll marry himâ you breathe heavily against his neck as he pushes you against the dresser in the hallway, but even your words didnât stop him from letting his fingers run along your hips and look down at you as if he wanted to suck every inch of you up with his eyes. A small smile crumpled his lips as one of his hands pushed the strands from your face behind your ear ây/n, I will do anything to love youâ
Again he places a kiss on your lips but this time it was more gentle than before when his eyes looked through yours âDon't you know i'm getting mad because in anything i try to see you?â
âI need more of you in my lifeâ his deep voice whispers into your ear, letting down a shiver through your spine as he placed a kiss behind your ear, leading his lip to your neck, carefully sucking on your skin âI'll move mountains just to crawl to youâ
You didnât expect it when he started to get on his knees in front of you and reached for your hand to kiss your palm, before his fingers slipped around the shining engagement ring gently pulling it of your finger âlet me teach you to love me, don't make me beg pleaseâ
Cautiously he put the engagement ring on the glass plate over the dresser before his fingers ran down over your hip to your inner thighs, pushing the skirt of your knee length dress higher before he places gentle kisses on the flesh of your thighs, making your knees feel weaker and his lips went higher. You should push it away, throw it out of your house and forget it forever but even though you know all this, you still let him place you on top of the dresser as his hand grabbed you roughly around your throat and his teeth gently pulled your lip.
Satoru Gojo didnât have to wait for an answer from you, because he could see your eyes begging you to touch him.
With a charming grin, his left hand pushed the fabric of your skirt over your knees, while his lips wandered along your neck and his right hand stroked to your breast playing with your nipple through the thin material of the dress. He could already feel how his pants tighten against his length as his finger slipped under your skirt to the hem of your panties, he didn't wanted to undress you, he wanted to take you to feel you good in this dress so everytime you wear it you will think about him, him touching you better than your fiance could ever do.
His mouth kissed your chest over the material of your skirt as he stopped as soon as he reached your breast, cupping it with his hand and squeezing it before his teeth nibbed on your nipple, feeling them stiff as soon as he touched them, while his other fingers traced through the hem of your panties feeling how wet they got without even touching you as much as he wished. He couldn't help himself moaning fuck as he listend to the heavy breathing of you, god he wanted to record your voice right now so he could get drunk by your breaths and moans, he wanted to hold you forever.
Satoru couldn't help but letting his fingers tease you while stroking over your clit over the fabric of your panties as he kneels back in front of you letting his gaze fall to your wet panties as he growls âfuck, your such a good girlâ
âsatoru..â you moan as his fingers poke through your hole pushing a bit of the fabric inside you as he kisses up your thighs âtell me, who do you want to touch youâ
His lips traced to your panties as he pushes the skirt over your hips while placing a gentle kiss on the top of your panties as you winced âyou, i want you to touch meâ
You didnât have to tell him twice when he pushed the hem aside, letting his tongue stroke over your wet slit before his mouth stuck to your clit, eagerly licking and swirling around as he wanted to taste every inch of you when he grabbed around your hips to pull you closer to his face and you couldn't do anything else then moan and hold in your orgasm.
"that's right, let me hear you calling for meâ he mumbles against you clit as his fingers traced over your slit, before pushing two of his fingers inside you, not caring about how deep he thrust them inside you and how thigh you still were after all this time he had fucked you with his hard cock. Satoru hums against you clit while sucking on it, feeling your hand going through his white hair and pulling it as you thighs tensed around his head, trying to push him away as you start shaking, yet he did not stopped, he wanted to feel your cum all over him, to feel your throbbing clit on his tongue as you pulled his hair rougher and screams leaving your mouth.
Satoru places a sweet kiss on your throbbing clit as he takes his fingers out of you before he stands up and letting his hand stroke over you cheek, he chuckled at you shaking as he lets his thumb stroke over your lips ây/n, let me love you and i will do anythingâ
contents: ex!gojo x fem reader, smut, one face slap (on him), degradation but also praising ig?, possessive gojo, 2k words (this almost consumed me)
note: i got a litte crazy in the process of "why would i hate gojo" and ending up taking an extra prompt from the list for this so... ta dah âš ex boyfriend gojo enjoy
One year itâs a long time, seeing him makes your stomach hurt but you realize you donât carry as much resentment as you used to.
After your break you asked to be sent on missions far from tokyo, you knew eventually you would see Gojo Satoru again, and there he was, in casual clothes standing by the exit of the train station you agreed to meet at.
You felt him before you turned around the corner, and he felt you too. His six eyes could see the flames of your cursed energy increasing and decreasing as you tried to control your emotions. When you showed up he smiled, eyes hidden behind the sunglasses.
âIndeed.â
The director of Kyoto explained Gojo was meeting you there cause he got a lead on a special grade cursed object and you would be his companion on the search that would start tomorrow morning. That shouldnât be hard, right?Â
âHow've you been?â he asks politely.
âWe donât need to do thatâ you reply quickly as both of you made your way to the cabs.
âWhy? Am I supposed to not care for your well-being anymore?â his question would seem innocent to anyone, but you have trained ears for Gojo Satoru, and you can tell when heâs being patronizing.
âYes, just like I donât care about yoursâ you enter the cab and give the driver the name of your hotel, Gojo walks around the cab and sits beside you. The close proximity of him in this confined space already makes you uneasy.
âDonât be like that, I know thatâs not trueâ he puts his arm behind you, his cologne invading your senses and you consider rolling down the windows, but nostalgia stops you, âNo matter what you say, i can still read you like a bookâ he whispers moving some strands of hair out of your shoulder.
Gojo knows youâre too well-mannered to do or say anything to him in this cab, you donât wanna embarrass yourself in front of the driver even though heâs a stranger. Gojo always hated how much you cared about other peopleâs opinions â one of the things that you constantly fought about near the end of your relationship â yet he knew how to use that on his advantage.
The cab drops you off in front of your hotel and you leave Gojo to pay for it while making your way to the reception, giving your last name.
âIâm sorry, miss, I couldnât find a reservation under your nameâ the girl at the reception says.
âWhaâ didnât you make a reservation?â you ask Gojo.
âI thought you were gonna make itâ he shrugs and you have to restrain yourself from attacking him.
âFine. Two rooms for tonight onlyâ you turn to the receptionist again.
âSorry maâam, weâre all booked for tonightâ she explains.
âCan you check again?â Gojo extends a membership card and she types something on her computer.
âOh we have one master suit available for premium membersâ you roll your eyes.
âWe'll take itâ he says.
âWait, just one?â you intervene.
âI'm afraid so, itâs the only room available for tonight.â
âSo whatâs gonna be, baby? Sleep with me or on the street?â he pushes his sunglasses down his nose bridge, wanting to see in detail your facial expressions as he teases.
âDonât you dare call me thatâ you growl at him, âI shouldnât have agreed to this missionâ you mumble the last part looking around and considering your options.
âBut it was not your decision to make, was it? Youâre too much of a people pleaser to even question an order from those bags of bones you respect so muchâ he mocks bringing in a frequent fight topic.
âWe'll have the roomâ you turn to the receptionist after realizing you didnât have much to do anyways, right now you just look forward to locking yourself in the bathroom for at least one hour while you wash all the Gojo Satoru out of your system.
Gojo offered to carry your small one-night bag, but as expected you donât let him take it, once you arrive at the room you canât help but admiring how fancy it is. Just the kind of place Gojo used to get for the two of you.
âGood thing itâs a king sizeâ you murmur looking at the huge bed, should be enough to sleep without touching him.
Gojo walks past you, pulling his sweatshirt over his head, the shirt underneath raising slightly but enough for you to take a peek at his back muscles and gulp.
âI'm going to showerâ you announce, taking some clothes out of your bag and leaving your phone at the nightstand.
âWithout me?â he blinks suggestively.
âUghâ you slam the bathroom door in disgust.
Gojo laughs and lays at the bed getting comfortable, he reminisce the times when you were dating and he showed up at your hotel even if he was not part of your mission, he would get you a secret upgrade for a room with hot tub and sat there with you leaning on his chest while you talked about a future where you would be a teacher alongside him and not need to travel so much. Later he would assure the two of you would make it work through kisses and sweet whispers while fucking you slowly and passionately and take you out on a nice restaurant afterwards.
Gojo is pulled out of the memory lane by your phoneâs message tone, he doesn't think twice before reaching to see what's your notification.
> did you arrive well? Xx
Suddenly he sees red. The contact name is unknown to him and he prides himself on knowing almost every sorcerer in Japan. So who the fuck is that?
Once the bathroom door opens, Gojo confronts you immediately.
âYou moved on quite fastâ you look up, noticing the phone in his hand and quickly trying to snatch it back before he disappears from the bed and reappears behind you.
âDonât fucking test me, Satoruâ you try again.
âWhoâs he? Huh?â
âNone of your businessâ you get closer and on your tiptoes to retrieve the phone, Satoru holds your wrist with more strength than necessary.
âIs he a curse-user? Kyoto faculty? Answer meâ he pushes you until your back hits the wall, throwing your phone over his shoulder â not giving two shits if it breaks â and moves to be in between your legs, holding both your wrists above your head in one hand.
âNone, get off of meâ.
âNonâ youâre dating a civilian?â he laughs, the psycho laughter gives you chills.
âYou have no right to speculate about my own private life!â you tried to kick him, but he closed your legs between his own.
âThat's why you broke up with me? To be with a boring fucking no-one?â thatâs the angriest you ever seen Satoru, even when you fought he always kept his voice down, as if to tease you even more.
âI did break up and you didnât even question it, did you? Didnât even put up a fight!â you yell like youâve been meaning for so long, after a big fight you yelled that you two should break up and his âyeah, maybe we shouldâ shocked you.
Satoruâs grip loses around your wrists, his big blue eyes look down at your anger filled ones seeing a hint of hurt in the features of the girl he fell madly in love with.
Fuck, he missed you so much.
You're panting at this point, both of you stay silent until your gaze falls to his lips, that's all the encouragement he needs to close the gap and kiss you, you gasp when the towel slides down to your feet, now physically and emotionally exposed to him. Gojo groans when he touches the bare skin of your waist and your arms fall on top of his shoulders. Itâs incredible how quick you surrender to him, lips parting for him to taste his beloved one.
You canât help the way your body reacts to him, not even when you attempt to rub yourself on his thigh and he stops you.
ââS your boyfriend not taking care of you?â his tone drips mockery, a hand crawls up grabbing your breast harshly.
Before you can send him to hell his tongue is shoved back inside your mouth and you rub your thighs together already feeling yourself getting wetter.
âFucking slutâ he groans on your lips pinching your nipple and moving to cup your cunt, âDoes he touch you like this? Like the whore you are? Or he treats you like a little delicate thing you pretend to be?â
Your palm acts fast to slap his cheek.
âFuckâ he moans, the burn on his face going stray to his dick as he ruts against your stomach.
Satoru slides the hand between your legs to spread your slick and press the heel of his palm on your clit, you whine, pressing your back against the wall.
âYouâre not getting away from me, so donât even tryâ your former boyfriend pushes his fingers without much resistance from your moist walls.
âT-Toruâ you shut your eyes letting the nickname escape. This is all he dreamed of, having his name come out of your lips again, but he still couldnât get over the fact you let someone else touch you, especially someone that did not understand you like he did. Someone that had no idea the type of job you had and how dangerous it was. Someone that would stand up during the mission assignments to volunteer for the most dangerous ones so you wouldnât go.
âThatâs right, baby, say my nameâ he curls his long fingers inside you, moving one arm out of his shoulder to guide your hand into his pants, where you quickly wrap around his length. You move his pants and underwear out of the way, the hot skin of his dick touches your stomach and you look down. And god, he has such a pretty cock itâs unfair.
âWanna suck me, gorgeous?â he murmurs, watching the lust in your eyes, âMissed my cock in your mouth?â he hits the sweet spot inside you harder when you don't answer, âSay itâ he grabs your jaw forcing you to stare at the dark ocean in his eyes.
âY-Yes, I missed your cockâ you confess, letting out all the times you pretended it was him pleasuring you instead of your fingers.
You squeeze his base when he fastens his fingers and your orgasm approaches, but it doesn't take long before he removes them and you whine.
âYouâre all bark and no bite, all it takes is having your pussy played with and you get quietâ he bites your lobe, his harsh words make you wanna hide your face in embarrassment.
âSatoru, pleaseâ you beg and pull his pants all the way down trying to move to get on your knees.
âNo, youâll take what I give youâ he grabs your arm and pushes you onto the bed, discarding his shirt before moving to position your knees on the mattress, âYouâre lucky if I even let you cum tonightâŠâ he strokes his cock with your remaining moisture on his hand before moving to bury himself in your walls, â... after everything you put me throughâ he confesses the last part in a hush.
âM-Me? Fuck you, Satoruâ he fucks you roughly, not giving you time to argue back.
âYeah, youâ he punctuates with a particularly hard trust, âCanât believe you were sleeping with someone all this timeâ his voice breaks but his pace doesn't.
You feel him in your cervix, but his tone pulls you out of your pleasure to explain yourself.
âIâm noâ notâ you whisper and he stops to lean over you.
âWhat was that?â
âIâm not⊠sleeping with him, heâs notâ heâs no oneâ you confess slightly turning your head to look at him, his eyes squint as you feel his hot breathing against your neck and chest on your back.
âGoodâ he straightens up and pulls out. You turn around sitting on the bed and pulling him by the neck to kiss you again, Satoru complies, crawling with his lips attached to yours, until you're laying on the pillows wrapping your legs around his waist so heâs back inside you, âMissed this cunt so badâ he cups you again, feeling the way your lips stretch to his length while sucking on your nipples.
You arch your back âHate you so⊠muchâ agh!â
âNo you donât, you never haveâ he bites your nipple and your nails sink on his back.
âThis is pretty empty for an all booked hotelâ you comment when you sit at the restaurant for breakfast the next morning while a cup filled to the brim with coffee, having slept only 4 hours since Satoru kept you up all night, denying your orgasm until you begged and apologized.
âIs it?â Gojo tilts his sunglasses looking around, finding only four other tables occupied while you stare at him suspiciously. He wonders how long itâll take for you to find out that on the way there he booked every single room except one so you wouldnât have a choice.
see also: Gojo + Fake Dating # Toji + Forbidden Love
Suguru makes you slowly take all of his length until your nose is pressed up against his pelvis, making your jaw ache a bit at his thick size and your mind dizzy with need.Â
His cock is heavy on your tongue when you try to swallow around him, a bit of your saliva escaping from your wet lips. Suguru let out a sinful moan at the feeling of your velvet mouth enveloping him, but mainly due to the lovely sight below him, you were oh so pliant for him.Â
When you look up at him with glistening eyes, Suguru canât help but gaze at you with so much love in his eyes while he caresses your hair gently.Â
« You really are beautiful »
When your lover hears you let out a tiny whine around his shaft at the praise, he continues, « Yes you are. So pretty for me, arenât you my dear love? »Â
As your pulse quickens at the praise, Suguru puts his large hands on either side of your heated face with care, his thumbs fondling your cheekbones with a tender smile and gentle eyes. At his intimate gestures and reassuring voice, your throat relaxes around his engorged tip, followed by his warm cum hitting the back of your throat as your Suguru whispers sweet praises at you.
Nail polish 2 hours after you apply it to your nails intentionally: oh no, a gust of air has lightly accosted me! I have been torn asunder and stricken from my resting place, I must leave this place at once!
Nail polish the millisecond you spill it on something accidentally: the essence of my being has been permanently bonded to this substance since the day I was bornâatom to atom, body and soul. you could no sooner remove me from this wooden table than you could remove the ocean from its water
god imagine finally breaking levi down so fucking good. maybe itâs a little while after isabel and furlan died; and levi is taking it hard. and the reader is there to help him. riding him, telling him how well heâs doing and how smart and strong and great he is. and levi just looses it. heâs hands gripped white on your hips, bucking up into you as he just sobs. he cums hard as he sobs, fucking begging against you. you just keep grinding down, keep telling how great he is, and just listen to him.
OOP here I am again with sub!Levi, but this time with a soft dom!readerÂ
honestly I think writing sub!Levi gives me some...control (har har) over my hectic school life and exams and studying and wow, I ainât complaining - the sub!Levi mindset continues!
Tw: deals with Isabel and farlan so grief, death mention - if I forget something pls let me know.Â
Thirsty Thursday #27, soft nsfw, nothing too graphic this time I think, pet names for Levi, 18+ under the cut!
It was getting close to that day again, that dark day that rolls around once a year, when the air chills and the birds seem to stop their chirping. The doom of the impending day casts a shadow over the whole week, and frankly, everyone was on edge.
The anniversary of a death seemed to be an everyday occurrence in the Survey Corps, but you knew how much they meant to Levi, knew how much he tried to hide the hurt behind his barked orders and harsh punishments.
You kept your distance, respecting his space and giving him the time he needed.
What you didnât expect was for your wrist to be taken in the hall and dragged to his room, apprehension dancing in your heart.
The lock clicked shut and you watched as your partner crumbled, the façade of Humanityâs Strongest cracking, leaving just Levi, hurting and vulnerable.
His eyes squeezed shut, no doubt willing the tears to stay in while his fists balled at his sides as he struggled to temper his voice.
âHelp me.â
You stepped closer, arms coming up to wrap around him, ready to hear what he needed from you.
âWhat can I do?â
His eyes met yours, and you could see, hell you could feel for yourself the depth of the hurt and turmoil in his heart.
âIâm losing control Y/N,â he rasps out, âIâm helpless, useless. Humanityâs fucking strongest and I couldnât save those closest to me.â
âOh LeviâŠâ you cooed, bringing him to your chest, but he pushed back, shaking his head in desperation as he brought your hands to his tented pants.
âIâm sick of it. I need something, anything. Help me.â
âLeviâŠare- are you sure?â you asked, not wanting to be disrespectful for one, and worried you were taking advantage of him somehow.
âY/N. Please.â He nods, already unbuttoning and taking articles of clothing off.
You complied, following suit before the two of you were skin to skin in his bed, your mouth suckling soft marks to his chest.
âJust listen to me Levi. Iâm gonna take good care of you okay?â
He just nodded against you, chin bumping against the top of your head as you slid downwards, settling between his legs.
Your tongue snaked out to lick at him, lapping at the bubble of moisture at the tip of his length while your hand worked, gripping him tight.
With each groan and jerk of his hips, you took in more of him, humming at his response to your touch. You took him as deep as you could, wrapping your lips around him, little flicks of your tongue against the vein on the underside of him whenever you pulled back.
His stomach clenched and you could feel his thighs jerk beside your ears when you slowed the bobbing of your head when his hands started to grab at you.
âSo close â stop stop.â
You froze, and let off him with a soft pop, eyes searching his face. Cheeks flushed, bangs against his forehead, an arm across his face trying to hide his sounds and expression from you, but no other signs of discomfort.
ââM so close, but want toâŠcum insideâ
His voice was barely a whisper, but you heard him, loud and clear as you felt yourself slicken with more arousal, already dripping down your thighs from sucking him off.
Knees around his sides, you straddled him, taking his hands in your own and threading your fingers, effectively pinning him down while you sat back, gliding the tip of his cock against your folds, hissing when his probing length mashed against your clit before sliding into you.
Not wanting to waste any more time, you sank down, the slight burn and stretch of him inside riling you up as you rolled and wiggled your hips, adjusting quickly.
You leaned in, âGood boyâ a whisper, lips grazing against his. He was rarely in such a mood for kissing, so you were going to get your fill. You started to move as your lips met his, limbs still trapped in your hold as you used the leverage to push back against him over and over, making a mess between where the two of you were joined, both of you swallowing the moans of the other.
He didnât hold out much longer after that, tearing away from you.
âGon-gonna cum!â
His voice was almost a whimper, indistinguishable from the harsh monotone he usually spoke in, and you relished in the fact that no one else got to see this side of him.
You stilled on top of him, fully seated but not moving any longer, fingers squeezing his before you guided them to your hips.
âNot yet. Not yet, hold it for me.â Meeting his glassy eyes as you resumed your motions.
âDoing so good for me Levi,â you praised, watching his face scrunch trying to stave off his release, your own control wavering at the same time, âyouâre so good to me, so strong, hhah, so damn handsome, so perfect, always looking out for your, mmf, y-your squad. Love- love you so much, so much, fuck, youâre doing so well for me.â
You watch his eyes slowly fill with tears at your words, his fingertips gripping against your hips with bruising force.
He chokes out his plea, practically a sob as he begs you for permission, begs you to allow him to do as he pleases as both of you reached the end of your rope.
âCum for me Levi, cum for me baby boyâ you managed, feeling the waves of your own orgasm wash over you, relenting to his begging and clenching around him as he let out a sob.
Control given back, permission, allowance and acceptance and pure love washed over him and he thrusts against you a couple more times, the stimulation boosting your release as he finally cums inside you, your denials from earlier on in the evening proving too much when mixed with the circumstances, each shot white inside you punctuated with a hiccupped sob of your name, tears streaming down his cheeks and wetting the pillow underneath.
You tipped forward, thumbs wiping away the moisture as you kissed him, still feeling him pulse and throb inside you.
âDid so good for me Levi, did so well, âm so proud of you. Such a good boy.â
All he could do was hold you to him, tears subsiding and morphing into sniffles when relief washed over everything, finally feeling okay and like himself again. The two of you needed no words for the moment. The silence hung heavy, but the meaing was clear. Everything was going to be okay. I love you.
The dying light from outside the window cast shadows across the walls, a reminder of the grim and dark things that lurked in the darkness, but for the time being, you rested on top of him, neither bothering to separate as you continued to press soft kisses against him, cupping his cheeks in your hands as you listened to him recount stories from his youth, stories of happy days flying around in the underground, stories of kinship, love, and acceptance rather than loss and hopelessness. Everything was going to be okay.
The next three days flew by and in those three days you learned a lot about Jason from Noel. Frankly you were getting less and less interested in Jason as Noel told you about him.
Y/N: So tell me about Jason! What does he like to do? What are his hobbies?
Noel: Oh well he loves to party!
Y/N: SeriouslyâŠ. I hate parties! Give me a quiet night in my dorm with a glass of wine and a good book!
Noel: I completely agree with that one except Iâll take some beer and video games ;)
Y/N: Well you can have your beer Iâll drink my wine and we can play Super Smash Brothers! Deal?
Noel: OMG that is my perfect date right there!
Y/N: Ha! Then I should be dating you not JasonâŠ.
Noel: Shhhhhh donât say stuff like thatâŠ. You know we canât be doing thisâŠ..
Y/N: I am sorry itâs just so hard to ignore this after you told me you like me too NoelâŠ. All I think about is youâŠ. I honestly have no interest in JasonâŠ.
âFuckâŠ. I canât do thisâŠ. I canât set her up with JasonâŠ.â Noel mumbled to himself.
You were so excited to meet your matchmaker Noel and even though he didnât want to admit it he was very excited to meet you too. The evening before the date you spent the entire night looking for the perfect outfit you really wanted to impress Noel.
âAmber am I a horrible person for wanting to take Noel from his girlfriend? Because I honestly do not feel bad about itâŠ.â You asked your friend as you tried on your eighth outfit for the date.
âWell you said whenever you asked him about her Noel didnât seem too happy with her.â Amber replied.
âYeah I asked Noel about his passions in life he said he is big into computers! He also said he loves to play soccer and spend time with his friends. Then I asked him when was the last time he did any of those things and he paused for a long time before answering meâŠ.. He said itâs been a year since he had done anything he loves to do. I think that got him seriously thinking Amber!â You said getting excited. âIf I was with Noel I wouldnât want him to stop being himself just for me. I want him the way he is because the Noel I am getting to know is pretty amazing.â You flopped onto your bed sighing happily.
âOooooooh it sounds like youâre crushing on him hard (Y/N)! Tsk, tsk having feelings for a taken man!â Amber said as she poked at you teasingly making you giggle.
âYeah well Noel is just as bad!â You said sticking out your tongue. âI think itâs just a matter of time before he comes to his senses. I am already getting through to him.â You got up and tried on one last outfit, it was a lacy tank top with distressed shorts that were just short enough and cute sandals. You looked yourself over in the mirror.
â(Y/N) you look beautiful! Just a little make-up and a pretty hairstyle itâs perfect!â Amber said happily.
âYou think so?â You asked as you continued to look at yourself trying to find something wrong with what you were wearing but Amber was right, the outfit was perfect for a first date.
âI know so! Its an adorable outfit thatâs just flirty enough to keep Noel wanting to come back!â She said giving you a devious smile.
âYou're just as bad as I am!â You shouted out laughing hysterically. âOkay will you help me put this mess away so I can find my bed? I need to sleep at some point tonight!â You started to laugh again.
âYes I will help you with your mess!â Amber said as she got up.
In no time at all, all of your clothes were back where they belong. âThanks Amber! I donât know what I would do without you, youâre the best!â You said hugging your friend tightly.
âI know! Anyone else would think youâre completely insane for what you are trying to do, but I fully support this!â
You looked at Amber with question. âWhy do I have a suspicion that there is more to this Amber?â You asked raising an eyebrow. âYouâre one of the friends Hannah is keeping him away from arenât you?â
âWow youâre very perceptive (Y/N)!â Amber looked at you astonished. âYeah Noel is like an older brother to me! I have known him since middle school. People used to bully me and Noel has always looked out for me since thenâŠ.. But ever since he started dating stupid Hannah heâs forgotten about his friendsâŠ. I donât think she even really likes him if you ask me! But with you (Y/N) I can tell you genuinely care for Noel just by the way you talk about him! I totally ship you and Noel together!â Amber shouted giving you the confidence you needed.
âYeah! I can do it! Noel will be my boyfriend!â You cheered happily with Amber. âThank you Amber! I really needed that!â You said beaming at her. âYou are an amazing friend!â
âIâm trying to be! I just want Noel to be happy again and I can see him being happy with you!â Amber said as she hugged you goodnight. âI will talk to you tomorrow! Let me know how the date goes!â
âOkay Amber! I will and thanks again for everything youâre the best!â You waved goodbye to your friend before shutting the door. You opened up Mechat to look at the photos Noel sent you. âI hope itâs the one I want!â You sighed dreamily. âOh my God Iâm a dumbass! I didnât ask Amber which one Noel is!!!! How stupid can I be!â You shouted to yourself. âHm? Noel messaged me?â You said looking at your phone.
Noel: Hey (Y/N)âŠ. Jason just texted me and cancelled he canât make it tomorrowâŠ.
Noel: SoâŠ. I guess Iâll just cancel everythingâŠ.
Y/N: Wait! Donât do that!
Y/N: I want to meet my pimp!
Noel: That sounds so wrong on so many levels xD
Y/N: If you are going to set me up with your friendâŠ. I would feel better knowing you.
Noel: Sounds fairâŠ.
Noel: I did reserve my time for this ether way.
Y/N: So is that a yes? :D
Noel: Promise me youâll BEHAVE!?
Y/N: Mwhahaha I am afraid I can not do that!!!
Noel: (Y/N)!!!!!
Y/N: I will see you tomorrow! Have a good night Noel!
âSheâs even more beautiful than I thought! Damnit why do I have to be with Hannah right now!?â Noel thought as he looked at you his own cheeks getting warm, turning a light pink. He smiled at you and waved before turning back around.
âWhereâs a fast forward button when you need itâŠ.â The both of you mumbled under your breath.
âHey Noel I gotta head out I have a project that is due next week and I need to go finish it with Jason because he is my partner. Iâll see you soon okay?â Hannah said to Noel before she kissed him on the cheek.
You were sitting at one of the tables outside enjoying your latte and breakfast sandwich when you saw Noel run right past you, Hannah was not with him. âHmmmmm I may have just gotten my wish.â You suddenly saw him run back out. âWell someone had the same idea as me!â You shouted from your seat causing Noel to look over at you.
â(Y/N)!â He smiled and ran over to your table. âHey there! So am I the one you were hoping for?â Noel said cheekily as he sat down next to you.
âHey, youâŠâ You smiled and stuck out your tongue. âYou are exactly who I was hoping for! My gut feeling didnât lead me astray for a second.â You blushed as you sat there staring at Noel, the biggest smile on your face. In that moment as you were looking at him you realized just how much you were falling for him. Your smile soon faded.
â(Y/N) whatâs wrong?â Noel looked at you with a sadness in his eyes.
âIâm not sure if that is a good thing or notâŠ.â You sat there staring at the ground.
Noel looked at you surprised. âWhy not (Y/N)?â
âBecauseâŠ.. I am falling for a taken manâŠâ You said shyly.
âOhâŠ..â Noel began as he glanced at you frowning. âIâm sorry (Y/N) I donât know what to say.â He sat there quietly twiddling his thumbs.
âItâs fine Noel you donât have to say anything! I am just glad you are here.â You said giving him a warm, reassuring smile.
âHey letâs go for a walk, there are some things I need to tell you.â Noel got up from the table and you followed.
He lead you down one of the walking trails near the campus, the two of you walked on for a little while until Noel lead you down a secluded path.
âWhy Noel where are you taking me?â You said teasingly flirting with him.
Noel chuckled. âWe are almost there! Donât you worry!â He said as he held out his hand for you to take.
You raised your eyebrow with question. âAnd you were telling me to behave? But here you are trying to hold my hand.â You said jokingly.
âYup! You caught me red-handed!â Noel laughed with you. âSeriously though the rocks are really slippery I donât want you to fall and hurt yourself.â
âThank you thatâs very kind of you Noel.â You said as you took his hand, a spark instantly igniting inside the two of you. âWowâŠ.â You mumbled under your breath as your fingers touched his.
âI absolutely love it here!â Noel said smiling his entire attitude changed.
You stood there smiling as you took in the beautiful sight of the forest and babbling brook. The wonderful chirping of the birds and the sound of the river brought you a wonderful sense of peace. âItâs beautiful here Noel. Do you spend a lot of time here?â You asked him.
Noel's smile faded. âI used to.â He sighed. âLately Iâve been a bitâŠ.â He trailed off.
âBusy with your relationship?â You asked.
Noel stared blankly at the ground as he nodded his head ashamed of his response. âYou know I never brought her here.â Noel said in hopes to lighten the mood. âIs that bad?â
âThe more important question is why?â You replied.
âI selfishly wanted to keep this place for myself.â He shrugged.
âThen why did you bring me here?â You questioned Noel.
âThatâs the thing (Y/N)âŠ..â He stepped closer to you. âThere is something about you that moves me. I have just met you and I want to spend every second of every day talking to you.â He smiled and took your hands in his. âI donât want to hide things from youâŠâŠ I want to share everything with you.â He said smiling at you.
You stood there silently observing Noel, unsure how to react, you really wanted to say fuck it and kiss him, but you couldnât do that. You arenât crazy it is obvious Noel liked you too.
âI'm sorry that was totally inappropriate of me.â He said staring at the ground.
âI wish you were more inappropriate!â You blurted out making Noel blush as a smile started to form on his lips. âThatâs better! I hate seeing you sad.â
He kept smiling at you as his grip tightened on your hand he stared deeper and deeper into your eyes. Noel leaned in so close, you could of kissed him if you really wanted to. He paused a moment before inhaling deeply. âYou smell so good.â He whispered into your ear.
âNoel we are crossing the line we need to behaveâŠ.â You whined out as you felt his warm breath on your neck.
He stopped himself and backed away. âI knowâŠ. As much as I want to, I wonât do anything, not like this. I want you but Hannah deserves a break up before anything happens between us. I am being bad enough right now holding your hands and being so close to you. My desires to pin you against a tree and forcefully kiss you are so strong but I am better than thatâŠ. You both deserve better.â
You stood there a blushing mess as you heard those words fall from Noel's luscious lips, the assertiveness he put behind his words made you go weak in the knees. âAnd Jason?â Was all you managed to get out.
âI Lied before.â He chuckled as a devilish smile formed on his face.
âI knew it! You are looking for a girlfriend for yourself!â You said teasing him making him laugh.
âHahaha! No not about that. Jason didnât cancel on usâŠ. I canceled on JasonâŠ.â He said frowning.
âIâm not following why did you cancel on Jason?â You looked at Noel confused.
Noel grabbed you pulling you in close to him. âI couldnât set up my best friend with the girl I am falling for.â He smiled at you brightly. âI am not giving up on you (Y/N)! Soon we will be together!â
You smirked. âI knew you had feelings for me!â You replied sticking out your tongue teasing Noel, his face got serious as he backed you against the railing of the bridge.
âI canât wait to feel that amazing tongue of yours.â
âO-ohâŠ..â Your breath hitched his comment instantly wiped that smirk off of your face, you started to breath heavier as he pressed himself closer to you making you a hot mess.
âIâll see you soon okay?â He smirked kissing your cheek before he backed away leaving you shocked.
âWait you arenât going to kiss me?â
âAll in due time (Y/N) I will be doing much more than kissing you.â He winked at you before walking away leaving you very flustered and completely smitten.
âWow, he is something elseâŠ..â You couldnât stop smiling at the thought of kissing Noel and you knew soon it would happen. âI canât wait to be in his arms!â You daydreamed about being with Noel the entire way to Amber's dorm, you were on cloud nine. You sighed dreamily as you knocked on her door.
Amber rushed to the door to greet you. â(Y/N)!â She instantly saw the dreamy sparkle in your eyes. âI take it the meeting with Noel went well?â She asked as you walked into her room.
âMhmmmmm!â You giggled like a schoolgirl. âI think he is going to break up with Hannah! Him being face to face with me really helped him sort out his feelings. He-he said he is falling for me!â You squealed falling onto Amber's bed hugging her body pillow. âI have a good feeling Iâll be getting a message from him tomorrow telling me he broke up with Hannah.â
âYou certainty seem so sure of thisâŠ. What happened with Noel did you two kiss!?â Amber shook you wanting an answer.
âNo we didnât kiss or do anything at allâŠ. But if he wasnât with HannahâŠ.â Your face turned red at the thought of what could of happened. âOh my I donât think he would of kept his hands off of me. I can just imagine how far he would of gone, damnit now I wish that did happen!â You cried out in frustration.
âCalm down (Y/N) all in due time Noel will be yours.â Amber said teasing you.
âI canât be patient!â You laughed. âI want him and I want him now! Huh?â You took out your phone because it vibrated. âHey its Noel!â
Noel: Ask me what I just did!
Y/N: What did you just do Noel?
Noel: I broke up with Hannah!
âNo fucking way! Amber green light! He dumped Hannah!â You jumped out of Amber's bed ready to go see him now.
âWow that was fast! He must really, really like you!â
Noel: (Y/N) you there?
Y/N: OMG are you serious!?
Noel: Yes completely serious! I actually feel relieved.
Y/N: How did she take it?
Noel: Do you really want to talk about that?
Y/N: No lol I donâtâŠ. I want to come and see you!
âDamn she really wants me.â Noel thought to himself smirking.
Noel: Now? I donât think that is a good ideaâŠ. Hannah is getting all of her stuff out of my room right nowâŠ.
Y/N: Oh yeah that would be bad if I showed up xD.
Y/N: Then lets talk about you!
Noel: What about me?
Y/N: Well I know a lot about JasonâŠ. Now I want to know who Noel is, the guy I am crushing on!
Noel: I am the guy you went on a date with ;)
Y/N: The one who almost kissed me?
Noel: Yes I almost did ;) I wanted to so bad! You have no idea.
Y/N: Then why didnât you?
Noel: I am many things (Y/N), but one thing I am not is a cheater.
Y/N: Is that your way of saying next time is see you, you will kiss me?
Noel: I donât kiss and tell
Noel: Or tell and kiss ;P
Noel: This going to sound cheesy but I am a nice guy (Y/N).
Noel: I am a bit of a geek and really shy, but I do my best to be a decent guy towards everyone.
Y/N: I can see that although I still havenât seen this geek guyâŠ. The Noel I have been talking to and the one I went on a date with was very confident ;)
Noel suddenly sent you a photo of him shirtless in bed on his laptop, you couldnât stop drooling over it. âGod damn Noel! I need a cold shower now!â You jokingly fanned yourself with your hand.
Y/N: Nice ummmmmâŠ. Computer?
Noel: Thank you!
Noel: It is amazing! It has CPU: Up to 10th Generation Meinchat Core i9-10980 HK
