Just a loser who draws sometimes

(´｡• ᵕ •｡`) Ray He/Him, 30, FTM, Rus/Eng SPB NSFW +18! Mostly Cyberpunk 2077 | Resident Evil My tag #yourgentlekiller

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Chris Redfield from S.T.A.R.S. Alpha Team to a Hound Wolf Squad Captain. Also, in the games and movies, he has either blue or brown eyes, so I decided to give him heterochromia.

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Leon S. Kennedy from rookie cop to a legend.

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I think he was that kind of teenager who’d walk into a store, and the adults would be like, "Oh no, no—not you, little shit. Get out!"

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WARNING! A lot of blood.

Sketch: Johnny lost his arm during the Second Central American War. That was when he realized the government and corporations didn't give a shit about people dying for nothing — all while being promised a bright future. John was only 15 years old.

[nonscathingbullets]

Such an underrated Keanu look that doesn't get talked about enough fr.

Keanu Reeves as Matt in River's Edge (1986)

[stuffedbellpeppers]

Oh my god just genuinely PLEASE put a bullet IN MY FUCKING SKULL. PKEASE. I CSNT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE.

[yourgentlekiller]

I wanted to draw Johnny Silverhand not as Keanu Reeves, but specifically as he appears in the original Cyberpunk Red.

Also, it’s been almost six months since I started drawing. Time flies so fast 🤔

And below there will be an appearance of Johnny from the board game ⬇️

[spiralingants]

just how i like him!

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I have so many WIPs that I don't think I'll ever finish them. Anyway… Johnny really smokes a lot, and here's the reason why.

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WIP ​​Johnny lying on his Porsche 🫢

[rottingangelic]

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I think when John first saw his cyber arm, he was scared, confused, angry, sad and broken.

And scientists from Arasaka: Whoa, whoa, calm the fuck down, Linder.

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I'll just... leave this here. In case anyone didn't know about it 🙄

[safewordsamurai]

young soldier johnny mhmm

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Just some quick sketches with Chris and Leon

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💕

[thekerryeurodyne]

Can you give some nice words to some folk who're dealing with real shitty thoughts? Thanks Ker

Hey, I get it. Shit is tough, and I've been there more times than I'd like to admit.

I know it's hard. Stuff piles up, stuff gets overwhelming. And it sucks. It really does. You're not alone, though. I know that's kinda a cliché, but it's true. There's a whole fuckin world of people right up your alley, just gotta find em.

Distractions help me. Just little things. I know it's really not easy when you're feeling like shit, but just do something. Go for a walk. Watch a movie. Do something creative. Play a video game. Find something to look forward to. There's a cool movie or game coming out that you're kinda looking forward to? Then look forward to it. You gotta see it, right? Gotta play that game when you can, right?

People like to say that "Oh it doesn't last forever", but that doesn't always help. Sure, it might not. But what about when those thoughts come back? So instead of that Hallmark shit people who don't know what it's like to struggle peddles to those like us, just focus on what you like, what keeps you going.

And if all else fails? Well, I'm rooting for ya. Don't have to know you to know you're strong as fuck. Your feelings are always valid, never feel like you're not allowed to feel the way you do. Sending you a virtual hug rn choom, and I really hope you start feeling better soon. All the love from me.