Beautiful Mess

I like poetry and drugs.

[casualpizzapenguin]

[crystallinemethod]

The Mind Of A Tweaker

“I’m high as fuck” “I could get higher” “When was the last time I slept” “What was that noise” “Oh my god they know I’m high” “Don’t make eye contact” “Shut the fuck up, stop talking” (keeps talking) “Stop doing this” (Does more) “What am I doing with my life?” “I can do EVERYTHING right now” (Stays in uncomfortable position for 6 hours)

[lonelyst0ner13]

Accurate af

[cloudhundred]

100 % accurate.

[crystallizedpoints]

Accurate af

[daddyslildruggie-deactivated201]

completely accurate

[methwizard]

My mom is so blessed to have me as a child. Like I could be doing crack, but I’m doing meth. She got herself a star

[7483993575723400345-deactivated]

[phpoetry]

“She told herself that she had been damaged enough That she’d try to forget him and let go For she’d cried too hard, for too long and was tired of hurting But the second the clock reached 11:11, She found herself wishing to be in his arms once again … I guess he hadn’t left her mind after all”

— P.H.

[candyascent-deactivated20210711]

life is so fun also i want to throw my phone at the wall

[modernistworld]

[stylesxxx9]

masturbating ain’t hitting anymore i’m gonna try kiIIing myseIf

[yellowmenacee-deactivated202106]

[mylilhappyplace-deactivated2022]

Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered. Triggered.

I don’t do a lot of drugs I just do a few drugs a lot

[tearfuldaisy]

[radiation-baby]

[allfoolsinl0ve]

meeting you changed my life

I never thought I could feel so much

every day that I look into your eyes

I feel like you’re the one I can trust

Your lips speak my name in the softest way

My heart skips a beat each time

I know that with every word you say

I am yours and you are mine

The one I’d give up everything for

The one who changed my life

The one who leaves me wanting more

The most precious price

I always thought love was a lie

But then I met you

I never was afraid to die

But then you showed me something new

You are my lifeline

You are my light

The one I always wish to call mine

The one who gets me through the night

[vlonethxg]

rich$

[instanceandthephrase-deactivate]

Provoked

The light we seek Is false As it only leaves us Wanting For a moment Eternally lasting With safeties Held in place

Unlike darkness Since provoked By that gimmick Claimed enticing Ever transient Through illusion Of what peace Just doesn’t stand

As this air Flees from our lungs Wasting lifetimes Soon escaping Beyond capture Chasing seconds Now elapsing With each breath

Losing days On simple chores Missing years No man remembers Finding God Their humble servant To what numbers Plague His gift

And demand We mustn’t sin Showing protest If resisting Such deliberate Modes of conduct Deemed befitting Without chance

Any hope Should then exist Praying doubt Inspires anger Letting passion Cast some shadow Over reason Proven wrong

Since assuming Faith can cure Any danger Within bodies Caught between Two worlds conflicted Trusting souls Before our flesh

Where this earth Is all we face When these feelings Only matter Praying symptoms Start abating Staying hurt But still relieved.

- J. Pigno

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