leela

thinking about everything (except the important stuff)

[yoursharkybitch]

you know me, just edging life until death comes

[yoursharkybitch]

I learned to ride my bike next to a hill.

I must have spent hours of my life painstakingly riding up it. When hills get steep enough, you kinda just have to stand up and struggle. It's really annoying, It was so so slow, and I was angry the whole time I was doing it.

After all, I wasn't a very sturdy kid- I broke my bones when I took a bad fall, and even small scrapes would scar. So every time I went up that hill, it hurt. It hurt a lot.

And looking back, I would have made it up twice as fast with half as much pain if I had just gotten off my bike and walked it up that stupid hill. But I never did. I mean, it felt like cheating, like I was chickening out of doing it 'the real way.' What if a car drove by? What if someone saw me? I'm not weak, I would tell myself. I've made it up this way before, why shouldn't I do it again?

I wonder why I was so opposed to making things easier for myself.

Did I not deserve to do something in a way that didn't hurt me? Did I think that making myself miserable would eventually make me happy? Was it just because I COULD do it, I HAD to?

I think a lot about the little girl on that bike- angry, aching, and upset.

It's okay to walk your bike, I think.

[katesheretoday]

Just found out my friend is a liar and deceiver 😾

@yoursharkybitch

[yoursharkybitch]

ok s word man 😽😽

[crazyforcocopuffs222]

Sharks are so misunderstood :(

[lostinwanderingthoughts]

witch toad witch toad witch toad

[katesheretoday]

another day that I get to see babygirl ahhhhhh

[yoursharkybitch]

idk if babygirl wants to see you anymore 😔

[yoursharkybitch]

value study for my painting class 😔 why do oil paints smell so bad

[solitairewinner1945]

i’m like the dick bong of the idgaf war

[yoursharkybitch]

so true queen, i'm probably three-star marine general and sock puppet lamb chop

[yoursharkybitch]

impulse shopping is spending $30-60 on etsy and purchasing bottoms the movie on prime video

[katesheretoday]

The needle in my foot hurts :(

[yoursharkybitch]

i’m so sorry queen 😔😔 you got this

[yoursharkybitch]

left brain and right brain? no. 'women in stem' brain and 'screw it go to art school' brain

[sarafroot]

PARTY 4 U!!!!!!!!

[solitairewinner1945]

all i want in life right now is clean forks and a Bottoms the Movie poster for my bedroom😕😕💋

[katesheretoday]

another day to go to school and not have a female alliance fight (sex) club to go to after school 😞 this is sad

[yoursharkybitch]

so true. the lack of female solidarity at our school is really getting to me :(

[yoursharkybitch]

bottoms is the most influential and innovative movie of 2023 go watch bottoms

[yoursharkybitch]

some drumline kitties because it's marching season again

[yoursharkybitch]

you know life is going good when a 10 year old sprays you down with heavy duty pesticide!!