I don’t really post on here anymore but I needed an outlet and I couldn’t think of anything else.
I’m moving out. I have started my official NQT year. My relationship that ended 6 months ago somehow managed to end all over again, and I can’t even explain how or why that came about or why it wasn’t properly over when it came to an end.
I feel like I can’t do anything right at the moment. People keep picking so many flaws with how I talk, how I respond to situations - just the things that make me who I am as a person. It’s happening so often that I keep panicking that there is more than a bit of truth in it and that I just can’t do things right.
I feel sick and like I’m breaking.


















