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𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 Yumi | 25yo╰☆╮ +18 minors dni

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HERETIC. 02. The Honesty of Stone | jjk x kth

Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader; Kim Taehyung x Reader Genre: Psychological romance / Dark drama / Angst Tropes: Infidelity (Cheating), Forbidden Love, Love Triangle, Toxic Professionalism, Friends to Lovers (Taehyung), Exes to Lovers (Jungkook). Warnings: Explicit sexual scenes (Smut), Strong language, Emotional manipulation, Gaslighting (referenced), Heartbreak, Moral ambiguity, Alcohol consumption, Vomiting (due to anxiety). Summary: Caught between the allure of a wealthy, married seducer—Jeon Jungkook—and the intense affection of a devoted friend, Taehyung, you find your life turned upside down in a whirlwind of passion and emotion. As you navigate the complexities of love and loyalty, the lines blur between desire and devotion, leaving you torn between the man who broke you and the one trying to piece you back together. WC: 30k

CHAPTER II.

The air in the small, sun-drenched cafe smelled like roasted beans and cinnamon, the warm, toasted aroma wrapping around you like a soft wool blanket. It was a far cry from the suffocating, expensive scents—the sharp, cold notes of bergamot and sterile leather—that used to fill your lungs when you were with Jeon Jungkook. You sat across from Taehyung, watching the way the honeyed afternoon light caught the messy curls of his hair, turning the strands into shimmering threads of gold. For a long time, you had felt like a ghost, a flickering shadow blending into the background of someone else’s life, but sitting here with him, listening to the low hum of the espresso machine and the distant clink of ceramic, you felt solid again.

Your mind wandered back to the months you spent under Jungkook’s spell. You thought about how you had let him dismantle your confidence piece by piece, as if he were stripping old wallpaper from a room he intended to remodel, convincing yourself that his "toxic honesty" was a form of intimacy. It was a mistake that stayed with you, a heavy weight in your chest that felt like leaden lungs, that you were only now beginning to put down. You had been so desperate to feel something intense that you ignored the fact that what you were feeling was actually pain—a sharp, jagged ache that you had mistaken for a heartbeat. You had been a fool for thinking that a man who treated his life like a curated museum, all cold marble floors and "do not touch" signs, would ever have room for your messy, human heart. The worst part wasn't even what Jungkook did to you; it was what you did to yourself, and how you had pushed Taehyung away to make room for a lie. You felt a wave of genuine regret, bitter and cold like dregs of coffee at the bottom of a cup, when you remembered the nights you ignored Taehyung’s calls because you were waiting for a man who only saw you as a "project." You realized now that while Jungkook was busy designing a trap of glass walls and velvet silences, Taehyung was the one waiting with a map to show you the way out. You felt so incredibly grateful that he hadn't given up on you, even when you had given up on yourself, a realization that bloomed in your chest with the fragile heat of a new dawn. Taehyung pushed a slice of strawberry cake toward you and smiled. The plate slid across the wooden table with a soft scuff, the bright red glaze of the fruit glistening under the cafe lights. It was that wide, boxy smile that always made your heart feel a little lighter, dissolving the last of the shadows until all that remained was the taste of sugar and the safety of his presence. "I ordered the one with the most strawberries because I know they're your favorite," Taehyung said gently. "Thank you, Tae. You always remember the little things," you said softly, feeling a lump of gratitude in your throat. "Of course I do. I’ve had a lot of practice over the years," he replied with a small laugh, reaching over to move a stray napkin out of your way. "You look much better today. You have some color back in your cheeks."

"I feel better. It’s like the fog has finally cleared and I can see where I’m going again," you said honestly, taking a small bite of the cake. It was sweet and perfect. "I’m just glad you’re back," he said, his voice full of a warmth that made you feel safe. "I missed our coffee dates more than I can say." "I missed them too. I’m sorry I was gone for so long, even when I was standing right in front of you," you said with a sad smile, looking down at your hands. Taehyung reached across the table and placed his hand over yours. His skin was warm and his touch was steady. He didn't use any flowery words or complicated explanations. He just squeezed your hand. "You don't have to apologize anymore, Y/N. You're here now. That’s the only thing that matters to me," he said firmly. "You're too good to me, Taehyung. I don't know what I did to deserve a friend like you," you said warmly, feeling tears prick at the corners of your eyes. "You didn't have to do anything. You’re just you. And that’s plenty for me," he said with a wink, trying to lighten the mood. You laughed, a real, genuine sound that felt like it was healing the cracks in your soul. "You're such a dork," you said happily. "Maybe, but I'm your favorite dork," he replied, leaning back in his chair with a satisfied look on his face. You looked at him and felt a deep sense of peace. For months, you had been obsessed with the idea of "structure" and "integrity" because of Jungkook’s influence, but looking at Taehyung, you realized that real strength didn't come from steel and glass. It came from the person who stayed when everything else fell apart. You were human, you were flawed, and you had made a massive mistake with a man who didn't deserve you, but sitting in this cafe with your best friend, you knew you were finally going to be okay. "Do you want to go for a walk after this? The weather is actually nice for once," you asked hopefully. "I’d love to. We can go to that park near the river," he said enthusiastically. "That sounds perfect," you said with a bright smile, feeling like you were finally starting a chapter of your life that was actually worth writing. The Han River glinted under a sky so blue it looked painted, and the cherry blossoms were finally in full bloom, shedding pink petals that danced in the breeze like confetti. "The trees look like they’re showing off today," Taehyung said with a chuckle. He was walking close to you, his shoulder occasionally bumping into yours in a way that made you feel grounded. "They really do. It’s hard to stay in a bad mood when everything is pink," you said happily. You adjusted the strap of your camera bag, feeling a lightness in your chest that had been missing for a very long time. As you reached a quieter path lined with weeping willows, Taehyung slowed his pace. He stopped near a wooden bench and turned to face you. The playful look in his eyes had shifted into something much more serious, something raw and honest. "Y/N, I need to say something, and I need to say it while I have the courage," Taehyung said quietly. He took a deep breath, his hands shoved into his coat pockets as if he were trying to keep them from shaking. "What is it, Tae? You’re making me nervous," you said with a small, self-conscious laugh. "I’ve spent years being the person you could lean on. I’ve been the friend, the brother, the safety net. And I loved being that for you, truly," he started, his voice steady but thick with emotion. "But watching you go through everything these past few months... seeing you disappear into yourself... it nearly broke me. Not just because I care about you, but because I’ve been in love with you since our third year of university. I stayed quiet because I didn't want to lose what we had, but I can't do it anymore. I don't want to be just a sanctuary. I want to be the person you choose, every single day."

"I feel better. It’s like the fog has finally cleared and I can see where I’m going again," you said honestly, taking a small bite of the cake. It was sweet and perfect. "I’m just glad you’re back," he said, his voice full of a warmth that made you feel safe. "I missed our coffee dates more than I can say." "I missed them too. I’m sorry I was gone for so long, even when I was standing right in front of you," you said with a sad smile, looking down at your hands. Taehyung reached across the table and placed his hand over yours. His skin was warm and his touch was steady. He didn't use any flowery words or complicated explanations. He just squeezed your hand. "You don't have to apologize anymore, Y/N. You're here now. That’s the only thing that matters to me," he said firmly. "You're too good to me, Taehyung. I don't know what I did to deserve a friend like you," you said warmly, feeling tears prick at the corners of your eyes. "You didn't have to do anything. You’re just you. And that’s plenty for me," he said with a wink, trying to lighten the mood. You laughed, a real, genuine sound that felt like it was healing the cracks in your soul. "You're such a dork," you said happily. "Maybe, but I'm your favorite dork," he replied, leaning back in his chair with a satisfied look on his face. You looked at him and felt a deep sense of peace. For months, you had been obsessed with the idea of "structure" and "integrity" because of Jungkook’s influence, but looking at Taehyung, you realized that real strength didn't come from steel and glass. It came from the person who stayed when everything else fell apart. You were human, you were flawed, and you had made a massive mistake with a man who didn't deserve you, but sitting in this cafe with your best friend, you knew you were finally going to be okay. "Do you want to go for a walk after this? The weather is actually nice for once," you asked hopefully. "I’d love to. We can go to that park near the river," he said enthusiastically. "That sounds perfect," you said with a bright smile, feeling like you were finally starting a chapter of your life that was actually worth writing.

The Han River glinted under a sky so blue it looked painted, and the cherry blossoms were finally in full bloom, shedding pink petals that danced in the breeze like confetti. "The trees look like they’re showing off today," Taehyung said with a chuckle. He was walking close to you, his shoulder occasionally bumping into yours in a way that made you feel grounded. "They really do. It’s hard to stay in a bad mood when everything is pink," you said happily. You adjusted the strap of your camera bag, feeling a lightness in your chest that had been missing for a very long time. As you reached a quieter path lined with weeping willows, Taehyung slowed his pace. He stopped near a wooden bench and turned to face you. The playful look in his eyes had shifted into something much more serious, something raw and honest. "Y/N, I need to say something, and I need to say it while I have the courage," Taehyung said quietly. He took a deep breath, his hands shoved into his coat pockets as if he were trying to keep them from shaking. "What is it, Tae? You’re making me nervous," you said with a small, self-conscious laugh. "I’ve spent years being the person you could lean on. I’ve been the friend, the brother, the safety net. And I loved being that for you, truly," he started, his voice steady but thick with emotion. "But watching you go through everything these past few months... seeing you disappear into yourself... it nearly broke me. Not just because I care about you, but because I’ve been in love with you since our third year of university. I stayed quiet because I didn't want to lose what we had, but I can't do it anymore. I don't want to be just a sanctuary. I want to be the person you choose, every single day." Your heart skipped a beat, then began to race. You felt a heat creep up your neck and into your cheeks. You had always known Taehyung cared, but hearing him say it so clearly, so intensely, made the world feel like it was shifting on its axis. "Taehyung... I don't know what to say," you whispered, feeling completely flustered. You looked down at your shoes, your mind spinning with the weight of his confession. "You don't have to say anything right now. I just wanted you to know that my feelings aren't a 'safe choice.' They’re real, and they’ve always been yours," he said sincerely. He reached out and gently tilted your chin up so you had to look at him. "I'm not going anywhere, Y/N." Just as the silence between you became thick with unspoken possibilities, a loud, booming voice shattered the moment. "No way! Is that Y/N? And is that the famous Kim Taehyung?" You jumped slightly and turned toward the voice. Striding toward you was Jackson Wang, an old colleague from your college photography days. Jackson was exactly as you remembered him: a whirlwind of energy, wearing a bright leather jacket and an expensive watch that caught the sun. He was the king of the party scene, the kind of guy who knew everyone and had probably never had a quiet night in his life. "Jackson? What are you doing here?" you asked, surprised. "Living the dream, as always!" Jackson said loudly, pulling you into a quick, rib-crushing hug before letting go. He grinned at Taehyung, then looked back at you. "I haven't seen you since that gallery opening two years ago! You look great. And hey, I’ve seen your boyfriend’s paintings everywhere lately. Congrats to both of you on being the most talented couple in Seoul." You felt your face turn a deeper shade of red. "Oh, Jackson, wait—" "Actually, we're—" Taehyung started, but Jackson was already waving a hand to cut him off. "Don't be humble, man! I’ve seen the way you look at her in the papers. It’s obvious," Jackson said with a wink. He reached into his pocket and pulled out two sleek, matte-black invitation cards with gold lettering. "Listen, I’m opening a new club tonight—'The Eclipse.' It’s going to be the party of the century. You two have to come. VIP table, drinks on the house, the whole nine yards."

"I don't know, Jackson, we were just planning a quiet evening," you said hesitantly, glancing at Taehyung. "Nonsense! It’s an opening! You need to celebrate," Jackson insisted, shoving the invitations into your hand. "Come on, for old times' sake. Bring your boyfriend and let’s show this city how to actually have a good time. I’ve gotta run to a soundcheck, but I better see you there around eleven!" With a flashy wave, Jackson disappeared back into the crowd as quickly as he had appeared. You stood there, holding the gold-trimmed invitations, feeling the awkwardness of the "boyfriend" comment hanging in the air. You looked at Taehyung, who was rubbing the back of his neck, looking just as flustered as you were. "Well... he hasn't changed at all," you said softly, trying to break the tension. "No, he’s still a human hurricane," Taehyung agreed with a shy smile. He looked at you, his eyes searching yours. "Do you want to go? To the party, I mean?" "I think maybe we should. It might be good to do something normal and fun for once," you said happily, though your heart was still thumping from what he’d told you only minutes before. "Then it’s a date," Taehyung said firmly, and this time, he didn't call it a 'friend' thing.

The walk back to the apartment felt like moving through a dream, the evening air turning a deep, hazy indigo around you. You were hyper-aware of Taehyung’s hand brushing against yours, and every time your skin touched, it felt like a small electric shock, a sudden spark that hummed beneath the surface of your skin. His confession was a heavy, beautiful weight in your mind, like a secret gold coin tucked into your palm, and you found it hard to breathe normally, your lungs catching on the sweetness of the humid breeze. When you finally got home to get ready, you headed straight for the bathroom and splashed cold water on your face, the icy droplets stinging against your overheated skin. You leaned against the sink, staring at your reflection in the slightly fogged glass. Your cheeks were still flushed, a soft peony pink, and your eyes looked wider than usual, bright with a frantic, shimmering clarity. "He loves me," you whispered to the mirror, the words sounding surreal, drifting through the quiet room like a spell being cast for the first time. You had always known, deep down. It was in the way he brought you coffee without asking, the ceramic mug always warm and familiar against your palms, the way he stayed up with you during your worst nights when the world felt too loud, and the way he looked at you when he thought you weren't watching, his gaze softened by a quiet, steady devotion. But hearing him say it—hearing him say he wanted to be the person you chose every day—changed everything. It made your past mistake with Jungkook feel even more like a fever dream, a distorted, grayscale memory fading in the light of the sun. You had chased a man who wanted to break you, sorting through your flaws like jagged glass, while the man who wanted to build a life with you had been right there, waiting patiently in the quiet spaces between your breaths. You felt a wave of guilt, sharp and metallic, but also a terrifying spark of excitement. You loved Taehyung, you knew that. But was it the way he loved you? You thought about his boxy smile and the way he smelled like home—a comforting mix of clean laundry, faint cologne, and something earthy, like rain on warm pavement. The thought of losing his friendship if things went wrong made your stomach flip, a nauseating lurch of vertigo, but the thought of finally belonging to him made your heart race against your ribs like a trapped bird. "Just get ready," you told yourself firmly, your voice a small anchor in the rising tide of your thoughts. "One step at a time." You spent an hour on your transformation. You chose a dress that felt different from the dark, heavy silk you used to wear for Jungkook, which always felt more like armor than clothing. This one was a deep emerald green, the color of a hidden forest, with thin straps and a soft, flowing skirt that hit mid-thigh. It felt light. It felt like you. You did your makeup carefully, adding a bit of shimmer to your eyelids that caught the light like stardust and a soft rose tint to your lips. You wanted to look beautiful, not for a 'master architect' to critique with a cold, discerning eye, but for Taehyung to see. When you walked out into the living room, Taehyung was waiting. He was wearing a black button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up, revealing his strong forearms, and dark trousers. He looked incredible, the sharp lines of his silhouette softened by the warm glow of the floor lamp. When he saw you, he actually stopped breathing for a second, the silence in the room stretching tight and expectant as his gaze swept over you, grounding you in the intensity of his stare.

"Y/N," he said softly, his voice full of awe. "You look... I don't even have a word for it." "You don't look so bad yourself," you said with a shy smile, feeling that heat return to your face. "Ready to face Jackson's chaos?" he asked, stepping closer and offering his arm. "As ready as I'll ever be," you said happily, slipping your arm through his. 'The Eclipse' was exactly what you expected from Jackson Wang. The club was a masterpiece of neon lights, pounding bass, and expensive-looking people. The air was thick with the scent of perfume and high-end alcohol. As soon as you and Taehyung stepped into the VIP section, Jackson spotted you. "The power couple has arrived!" Jackson shouted over the music, waving you over to a large circular booth. Sitting there were several familiar faces from your college days. There was Mina, who was now a famous stylist; Jisoo, who had gone into high-end real estate; and Minho, a photographer you used to compete with for the best darkroom spots. "Y/N! We thought you disappeared!" Mina cried out, pulling you into a hug before you could even sit down. "And Taehyung? We see your name in every art journal! Sit down, sit down!" "It’s good to see you all," you said warmly, feeling a bit overwhelmed by the sudden noise and energy. "Jackson told us you two are finally official," Jisoo said with a mischievous grin, sliding a glass of amber liquid toward you. "It’s about time. We all had a betting pool back in senior year about when this would happen." You glanced at Taehyung, who was already being handed a drink by Minho. He looked at you and gave a small shrug, as if to say just go with it. "We're just enjoying the night," Taehyung said smoothly, though he reached under the table and found your hand, squeezing it gently. "Enough talking! This is a celebration!" Minho yelled, standing up and raising his glass. "To Jackson’s new spot, and to our favorite couple finally being in the same room as us! Drink up!" The next hour was a blur of loud music and constant refills. Every time your glass was empty, Mina or Jisoo was there to top it off. You weren't used to drinking this much anymore, and the alcohol hit your bloodstream quickly, making the lights of the club dance and blur. You felt the tension from the afternoon start to melt away, replaced by a fuzzy, warm hum. You found yourself laughing at Minho’s stories and leaning closer into Taehyung’s side. He was drinking just as much, his cheeks becoming a soft pink and his laughter getting louder and more frequent. "You're having fun, aren't you?" Taehyung whispered into your ear, his breath hot against your skin. "I am," you said happily, looking up at him. "I missed this. Just being normal." "You're not normal, Y/N," he murmured, his eyes dropping to your lips for a split second before he looked back at the group. "You're spectacular." "Drink!" Jackson appeared out of nowhere, shoving two more shots into your hands. "No sentimental whispering in my club! Bottoms up!" You and Taehyung looked at each other, laughed, and knocked the shots back. The burn of the liquor made you gasp, and you felt the world tilt just a little bit more. The music seemed to pulse inside your chest, and for the first time in months, the shadows of the past felt like they were miles away. You were here, you were surrounded by people who knew your name, and you were sitting next to the man who loved you. But as the night wore on and the drinks kept coming, you knew the "fun" was eventually going to have to stop, and you and Taehyung would finally have to face the truth of what had been said under the cherry blossoms.

The music in the club shifted, the heavy, aggressive bass fading into a slow, syrupy rhythm that felt like it was pulling the air out of the room. It was a dark, melodic track, the kind that made the walls feel closer and the neon lights seem to pulse like a heartbeat. Taehyung stood up, his movements fluid and confident despite the drinks. He didn't ask this time; he simply reached out and took your hand, his fingers locking firmly with yours. "Dance with me," he said, his voice low and commanding. "Tae, I’m a little dizzy," you said with a breathless laugh, but you didn't pull away. "I've got you," he replied firmly, pulling you toward the small, crowded dance floor. When you reached the center, he didn't leave any space between you. He placed both hands on your waist, his grip possessive and steady, pulling your body flush against his. You gasped slightly, your hands instinctively resting on his broad shoulders. He felt different tonight—not like the gentle friend who brought you tea, but like a man who knew exactly what he wanted. As you moved to the slow, erotic beat, Taehyung leaned down, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear. The scent of his cologne, mixed with the heat of the club, made your head spin in a way that had nothing to do with the alcohol. "You've been avoiding looking at me all night, Y/N," he murmured, his voice a vibration you felt in your chest, low and resonant like the pull of a cello string. "Ever since the park. Are you afraid of what I said?" "I’m not afraid," you said quietly, finally tilting your head back to look at him, the movement exposing the vulnerable line of your throat. His eyes were dark, intense, and fixed entirely on you, resembling deep pools of ink that threatened to swallow you whole. He looked devastatingly handsome in the dim light, the shadows defining the sharp line of his jaw and the fullness of his lips, which looked smooth and inviting against the hazy backdrop of the room. For the first time, you weren't looking at him as your safety net. You were looking at him as a man—one who was powerful, passionate, and completely devoted to you. The attraction hit you like a physical weight, a sudden, heavy thrum in your blood, making your stomach flip. "Then tell me the truth," Taehyung said, his hands sliding down to rest heavily on your hips, his palms searing hot even through the fabric of your dress, pulling you even closer as the music swelled, the bass vibrating through the soles of your feet. "Do you see me? Not the best friend. Do you see me?" You felt a surge of honesty, fueled by the music and the way he was looking at you. You didn't want to lie anymore, not to him and not to yourself. "I do," you said clearly, your heart hammering against your ribs like a frantic drumbeat. "I see you, Taehyung. And it’s terrifying because I’ve never felt this way about you before. I want to give this a try. I want to be with you." Taehyung’s expression softened for a second, a flicker of raw relief crossing his features, but his grip didn't loosen. "But I'm so scared," you added quickly, your voice trembling just a little, thin and fragile amidst the noise. "You're the most important person in my life. I don't want to lose our friendship. If we do this and it breaks... I won't have anything left." Taehyung stopped moving, even though the music continued to pulse around you in dizzying waves of synth and rhythm. He stepped even closer, if that was possible, and framed your face with his warm, large hands, his thumbs grazing your cheekbones with a tenderness that made your breath hitch. He forced you to look him directly in the eyes.

"Listen to me," he said with a fierce sincerity. "We aren't going to break. I’ve spent years learning how to love you from a distance, Y/N. Imagine what I can do when I’m actually allowed to hold you. I’m not going anywhere. I promise." "Do you really mean that?" you asked softly, feeling a tear prick at your eye, a tiny, shimmering bead of salt and hope. "With everything I am," he replied. He didn't wait for another word. He leaned down and pressed his lips to yours. It wasn't the gentle, hesitant kiss you might have expected from a best friend. It was heavy, hungry, and full of the years of longing he had kept bottled up—a tidal wave of emotion that crashed over you, tasting of mint and unspoken promises. You let out a small sound of surprise that was quickly swallowed by the kiss. You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer, your fingers tangling in the soft hair at the nape of his neck, the strands like silk between your fingertips. The world around you—the club, Jackson’s shouting, the flashing lights—all of it vanished, dissolving into a blurred smear of color. There was only the taste of him, the heat of his body against yours like a living hearth, and the realization that you had finally found exactly where you were supposed to be. He kissed you deeply, his tongue grazing yours, making your knees go weak until you were anchored only by his strength. You leaned into him, surrendering to the feeling of being wanted so completely. When he finally pulled back just an inch, his forehead resting against yours, you were both breathless, your mingled exhales puffing in the space between you. "Let’s get out of here," he whispered against your lips. "Yes," you said with a dazed smile. "Please." The cool night air hit your face as you tumbled out of the club, a sharp, refreshing contrast to the humid, sweat-slicked atmosphere you left behind, but it did little to sober the heat blooming in your veins. Taehyung’s hand was a firm weight on the small of your back, guiding you toward the line of waiting taxis. He opened the door for you, and as you slid onto the vinyl seat, which felt cool and smooth against your legs, the world seemed to narrow down to just the two of you in the cramped, dimly lit cabin. Outside, the city was a blur of neon streaks and passing headlights, a kaleidoscope of artificial gold and blue that washed over Taehyung’s face as he sat beside you. He looked like something carved from moonlight—sharp, beautiful, and suddenly very real, the scent of the night and his cologne filling the small space until you could think of nothing else. The silence between you wasn’t empty; it was thick, heavy with the taste of the kiss you had just shared and the years of words he had finally set free.

Taehyung reached out, his fingers tracing the line of your jaw before resting his hand on your neck. The contact sent a jolt through you that made your breath hitch. "We’re going to take this slow, Y/N," he said softly, his voice vibrating in the quiet space. "I’m not in a rush. I’ve waited years; I can wait a few more days, or weeks, for you to feel ready." "I don't know if I want to wait," you said honestly, your voice trembling just a little. "Everything feels so intense right now. It's like I’ve been looking at a black-and-white photo my whole life and someone just turned on the color." Taehyung’s thumb brushed over your bottom lip, his gaze dropping to your mouth for a long, heavy moment. The sexual tension was a physical thing between you, a cord pulled tight, threatening to snap with the slightest movement. "I know you’re scared," he whispered, leaning closer until your foreheads touched. "I know you spent a long time believing that love had to be a high-speed crash. You got used to the person who only wanted to see how much you could bend before you broke. You thought that if it didn't hurt, it wasn't real." He didn't say Jungkook’s name, but the ghost of him was there, hovering in the space between you. You thought of the "Glass Spine" and the cold, manipulative honesty that had once been your entire world. "I did," you said quietly, looking into his eyes. "I thought I deserved the shadows. I thought the light was too bright for me to handle." "You deserve to be seen, not just observed," Taehyung said with a fierce sincerity that made your heart ache. "He looked at you like you were a blueprint he could edit. I look at you and I see the whole building, Y/N. I see the foundation, the cracks, and the beauty of it all. I don't want to change a single floor plan. I just want to live inside it." The poetry of his words hit you harder than any drink. You felt a tear slip down your cheek, and he caught it with his thumb, his expression softening into something so tender it was almost painful to look at. "I love you so much it scares me, Tae," you said with a watery smile, reaching up to cover his hand with yours. "Good," he replied, a small, mischievous smirk playing on his lips. "It should be a little scary. That means it’s worth it." You leaned into him, resting your head on his shoulder as the taxi hummed along the highway. You felt the steady beat of his heart against your temple, a rhythm that felt more like home than any place you had ever lived. "I’m really glad Jackson called us the most talented couple in Seoul," you said happily, closing your eyes. "He’s a loudmouth, but he’s observant," Taehyung said with a chuckle, kissing the top of your head. The ride continued in a comfortable, charged silence. You knew that when the car stopped and you reached the apartment, things would change forever. But for the first time in your life, you weren't scanning for an exit. You were exactly where you wanted to be.

The month that followed the night at the club felt like a slow, steady sunrise. For the first time in years, your life didn't feel like a series of emergency repairs; it felt like a deliberate, beautiful build. You had set a goal for yourself that once seemed impossible: a solo exhibition at the National Museum of Modern Art, focusing on the intersection of human emotion and ancient architecture. It was an ambitious, daunting task, but you weren't doing it alone. Taehyung was there for every late-night editing session and every moment of self-doubt. Your relationship had transformed into something quiet and incredibly deep. It wasn't loud or explosive; it was the way he would bring you a plate of sliced fruit while you were hunched over your laptop, or the way he would sit on the floor of your studio and read aloud to you just to keep you company. Interestingly, despite the heavy tension that had existed between you for so long, you hadn't had sex. At first, you wondered if something was wrong, but you soon realized it was the ultimate form of respect. Taehyung was giving you the space to be a person before being a partner. He was letting you heal, letting you find your own footing, ensuring that when you finally did come together in that way, it would be because you wanted to, not because you were seeking a distraction. This restraint made you feel more valued than any grand romantic gesture ever could. You felt cherished in a way that was entirely new to you. You spent your afternoons in the countryside, capturing the way light hit weathered stone, and your evenings in Taehyung’s arms, talking about everything and nothing. You found yourself laughing more. You found yourself eating properly. You found yourself looking in the mirror and liking the woman looking back. One Tuesday afternoon, you were at a printing lab, checking the proofs for your center-piece photograph. The colors were perfect—vibrant, honest, and clear. You felt a surge of genuine pride. "It’s actually happening," you said quietly to yourself, tracing the edge of the glossy paper with a smile. Just then, your phone buzzed in your pocket. You pulled it out and saw Taehyung’s name on the screen. A warmth spread through your chest instantly. "Hey, you," you said happily as you answered, leaning against the light table. "I just walked past the gallery space on my way back from the art supply store," Taehyung’s voice came through, sounding excited and breathless. "They’ve started putting up the vinyl with your name on the front window, Y/N. It looks incredible. I had to stop and just stare at it for a minute." "You did? Is it big? Does it look okay?" you asked with a nervous laugh, biting your lip. "It looks like it belongs there. Just like you do," he said sincerely, his tone softening. "I’m so proud of you. I’m standing here like a total stranger, smiling at a window. People probably think I’m crazy." "Well, you are a little bit crazy," you said with a wide smile, feeling a lump of gratitude in your throat. "But you're my favorite kind of crazy." "Listen, I have an idea for how we should spend the evening before the big opening tomorrow. Something quiet," he suggested.

You looked at your name on the glass one last time, feeling a sense of peace you hadn't felt in a year. Taehyung was leaning against a nearby lamp post, watching you with a quiet, proud smile. "Go on," he said encouragingly, waving his hand toward the door. "Check the lighting. I'll stay here and make sure no one steals the signage." "I'll be five minutes," you said with a bright smile. You pushed open the heavy glass door and stepped inside. But as soon as you crossed the threshold, the peaceful silence you expected wasn't there. Instead, you heard the frantic clicking of shoes and the sound of someone sobbing. At the far end of the hall, near your centerpiece photo, a young woman was huddled on the floor. She looked around twenty, wearing a gallery assistant’s uniform that was wrinkled and stained with coffee. Scattered all around her were the programs for tomorrow’s opening—hundreds of them, soaked in brown liquid. "Oh no," you said quietly, rushing over to her. The girl looked up, her face streaked with mascara. "I’m so sorry," she gasped, her voice trembling. "I’m Min-ji, the night intern. I was just... I was trying to move the table, and I tripped, and the thermos just went everywhere. The programs are ruined. Every single one." You looked at the mess. The programs were a crucial part of the exhibit; they contained the essays you had written about the foundations of the ruins. Without them, the guests wouldn't understand the depth of the work. You felt a sharp pang of panic in your chest. "It’s okay, Min-ji. Accidents happen," you said softly, though your heart was sinking. You knelt down, picking up a soggy, brown-edged booklet. "But the printers are closed. The opening is in twelve hours." The door opened behind you, and Taehyung walked in. He didn't look panicked; he looked calm, his eyes quickly taking in the scene. He saw the crying girl, the spilled coffee, and the look of despair on your face. "What's the situation?" Taehyung asked steadily, walking over and placing a hand on your shoulder. "The programs are ruined, Tae," you said with a frustrated sigh. "Min-ji had an accident. I don't know how we’re going to get more by tomorrow morning." Taehyung looked at the sobbing intern and gave her a small, reassuring smile. "Hey, Min-ji, right? Deep breaths. It’s just paper. We can fix paper." He pulled out his phone and started scrolling through his contacts with a focused intensity. "I have a friend, Sang-ho. He runs a high-end boutique press in Mapo. He owes me a massive favor for that landscape I gifted his wife."

Tae, it's nearly midnight," you said hesitantly, watching him. "Watch me," he said with a wink. He stepped away to make the call. You heard him speaking in a low, persuasive tone—professional yet warm. He didn't sound like a struggling artist; he sounded like a man who knew exactly how to command a room. Within three minutes, he hung up and walked back to you, looking completely relaxed. "Sang-ho is opening the shop for us," Taehyung said happily. "I’m going to drive the digital files over right now. He’ll have a fresh batch printed, dried, and bound by 8:00 AM." You felt a massive wave of relief wash over you. You stood up and threw your arms around his neck, burying your face in his shoulder. "I don't know what I’d do without you," you whispered. "You'd find a way, because you're you," Taehyung said sincerely, hugging you back tightly. "But you don't have to find a way alone anymore." He pulled back and looked at Min-ji, who was staring at him like he was a superhero. "Min-ji, go home and get some sleep. Clean this up in the morning. Everyone makes mistakes—I once dropped a whole jar of oil paint on a client’s white rug. You’re fine." "Thank you, sir. Thank you so much," Min-ji said breathlessly, wiping her eyes. Taehyung turned back to you and kissed your forehead. "Go home, Y/N. Get into bed. I’ll be back in a few hours with the new programs. I promise the opening will be perfect." "I love you so much, Taehyung," you said clearly, watching him head for the door. "I know," he said with a charming grin, waving as he disappeared into the night. You stood in the middle of your gallery, looking at your photos. The problem was gone, but the feeling of being protected stayed. You realized then that for the first time in your life, you weren't just the architect of your own success—you had a partner who was willing to help you keep the roof up.

The morning of the exhibition arrived with a soft, pale light that felt like a fresh start. You hadn't slept much, your mind racing with a mix of nerves and a quiet, steady anticipation. By 8:00 AM, you were back at the gallery, pacing the polished floors. The air was cool and smelled of floor wax and the faint, lingering scent of last night's coffee spill. The door chimes rang, and you spun around. Taehyung stood there, looking completely exhausted but absolutely triumphant. His hair was a mess from the wind, and there were dark circles under his eyes, but in his arms, he held a heavy cardboard box. He looked like he had just won a war and brought back the prize. "Mission accomplished," he said with a tired, proud grin. "Taehyung! You actually did it," you said happily, running toward him. He set the box down on the reception desk and pulled out one of the new programs. The paper was thick, the ink was crisp and black, and it lacked even a single drop of coffee. It was perfect. "Sang-ho is a miracle worker," Taehyung said, his voice a bit gravelly from the long night. He reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, his touch lingering. "And I wasn't about to let a little spilled latte ruin your big day." "I don't know how I'll ever thank you," you said softly, looking up at him with eyes full of gratitude. "Just have a great show," he said sincerely. "That’s all the thanks I need." By the time the sun reached its peak, the gallery was buzzing. It wasn't the stiff, suffocating atmosphere of the penthouse parties you used to attend. This felt alive. People were dressed in colorful coats and scarves, moving through the hall with genuine curiosity. You stood near the back, watching the crowd. You saw a group of students huddled around your photo of the cracked pillar, whispering about the lighting. You saw an elderly couple standing in front of the temple foundation series for nearly ten minutes, their hands clasped together. "They're actually looking," you said quietly to yourself, feeling a lump of emotion in your throat. For the first time, people weren't looking at your work because of who you were associated with. They were looking at it because it moved them. You felt a deep, human sense of pride—not the arrogant kind that demands attention, but the quiet kind that comes from knowing you finally found your voice. You weren't a "project" anymore. You were an artist. "Ms. Y/N?" A man in a sharp suit approached you, holding one of the programs Taehyung had saved. "I’m a curator from the city arts council. The way you’ve captured the weight of these stones... it’s incredibly moving. You’ve made something ancient feel so present." "Thank you so much. I wanted to show that even things that are broken can still be strong," you said with a confident smile. "You succeeded," he replied warmly. Throughout the afternoon, the successes kept coming. You sold three of your largest prints before the clock struck three. You heard laughter, you saw tears, and you felt the energy of a room full of people who were connecting with your vision. Taehyung stayed by your side the whole time, acting as your anchor. He didn't hover; he gave you space to talk to the curators and the fans, but every time you looked over, he was there, giving you a small thumbs-up or a wink. He looked like the proudest person in the room. When the crowd finally began to thin out toward the evening, the gallery was filled with a warm, golden glow from the setting sun. You felt tired, but it was the best kind of exhaustion. "You did it, Y/N," Taehyung said, walking over to you with two glasses of sparkling water. "The most successful opening this gallery has seen all year." "We did it," you corrected him, taking a glass and clinking it against his. "I just carried some paper," he joked, but his eyes were soft and full of love. "You carried me," you said clearly, looking him straight in the eyes. "And that was the hardest part."

You looked around your gallery one last time. The stone foundations on the walls looked solid and permanent. They weren't going anywhere, and neither were you. You had built something real, and as you stood there with Taehyung, you knew the structure of your life was finally, truly sound.

"Is the show over? Because the party is just starting!" You and Taehyung both jumped, spinning around to see Jackson Wang practically vibrating on the sidewalk. He wasn't alone. He had managed to track down half of your graduating class, and they were all draped in colorful coats, carrying bottles of champagne and looking like a riot of color against the evening sky. "Jackson? I thought you were sleeping off your club opening!" you said with a bright laugh, feeling the last of your professional nerves dissolve instantly. "Sleep is for people who don't have friends with sold-out exhibitions!" Jackson shouted, pushing the door open and leading the charge. Behind him trailed Mina, Jisoo, and Minho, followed by a handful of other faces you hadn't seen in years. "Group hug!" Mina shrieked, throwing her arms around you and Taehyung simultaneously. "Wait, wait—watch the expensive art!" Taehyung said, laughing as he was nearly knocked over. He tried to maintain his 'cool artist' persona for all of three seconds before Jackson shoved a bottle of champagne into his hand. "Pop it, Kim! You’re the man of the hour's man!" Jackson yelled, giving Taehyung a playful slap on the back. Taehyung looked at you, his eyes sparkling with a mischief you hadn't seen since university. "Well, if the boss says so," he said with a wink. He gripped the cork, gave it a professional twist, and pop—the foam sprayed into the air like a fountain. The gallery, which had been a place of quiet contemplation all day, transformed into a dream-like celebration. It was chaotic and loud and perfect. Someone found the Bluetooth speakers and started playing the upbeat indie tracks you all used to listen to in the darkroom during late-night editing sessions. "Remember when Y/N accidentally exposed Minho's entire final project to the light?" Jisoo asked loudly, leaning against a pillar with a grin. "I still haven't forgiven her for that!" Minho shouted, though he was busy taking a goofy selfie with one of your serious architectural prints. "I had to stay up for forty-eight hours straight to reshoot!" "And remember when Taehyung tried to paint a 'moody' portrait of the dean and accidentally made him look like a disgruntled potato?" you added, feeling a wonderful, bubbly lightheartedness in your chest. "Hey! That was an abstract interpretation of authority!" Taehyung defended himself, holding his champagne glass high. He turned to the group, his face glowing in the warm gallery lights. "In my defense, the dean was a disgruntled potato." The room erupted in laughter. You stood in the center of it all, feeling like you were floating. This was the "structure" you had been missing. It wasn't made of stone or steel; it was made of these people—the ones who knew your worst mistakes and loved you anyway. Jackson jumped up onto the small reception dais, acting like a manic conductor. "Alright, listen up! Tonight, we are not photographers, painters, or 'professionals.' We are the legends of the 2018 Arts Department! To Y/N—for finding the beauty in the dirt and for finally realizing that Taehyung is the only guy who can handle her camera settings!" "Jackson!" you shouted, your face turning a bright, happy pink. Taehyung didn't look embarrassed at all. He stepped toward you, wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you close. "He’s not wrong about the camera settings," he whispered into your ear, his breath warm and smelling of expensive bubbles.

"I think I'm okay with being handled," you said happily, leaning your head against his shoulder. The night felt blurred at the edges, like a photograph with a shallow depth of field where only the two of you were in sharp focus. You danced with Mina, you argued about aperture with Minho, and you watched Jackson try to teach Taehyung a hip-hop dance move that ended with both of them tangled in a heap on the floor, howling with laughter. Everything was vibrant. Everything was good. The shadows that had haunted you for months were nowhere to be found, chased away by the bright, honest noise of people who actually cared. "You okay?" Taehyung asked later, as you both stood by the window, watching Jackson try to start a conga line in the middle of the room. "I’m more than okay," you said sincerely, squeezing his hand. "I feel like I’m finally awake, Tae. Like the whole world is in focus." "It’s a good look on you," he said softly, his eyes full of a devotion that felt like a steady, permanent light. "Let’s never go back to being serious," you said with a smile, watching Jackson trip over a rug. "Deal," Taehyung replied, leaning down to give you a quick, playful kiss as the music swelled around you. The walk back to Taehyung’s apartment felt like stepping through a field of low-hanging clouds. You were buzzing with a mixture of champagne, leftover adrenaline, and a deep, human satisfaction that made your limbs feel light. Your hand was tucked into his coat pocket, your fingers interlaced with his, and the rhythm of your footsteps on the pavement felt like the steadiest thing in the world. "I still can't believe Jackson tried to start a conga line in a government-funded gallery," you said with a bright, breathless laugh. "I thought the curator was going to have a heart attack, but then I saw her actually joining in at the end." "That’s the Jackson effect," Taehyung said, his voice low and warm as he looked down at you. "He has a way of making people forget they’re supposed to be serious. But honestly, Y/N, the best part was seeing Mina and Minho again. Did you see Minho’s face when he saw the print of the temple pillar? He looked like he wanted to cry and take notes at the same time." "He did," you said happily, leaning your head against his shoulder as the elevator rose. "It meant so much to me that they showed up. It felt like we were all twenty again, just obsessed with the work and each other. No drama, no 'master architects,' just... us. I haven't felt that light in a very long time." "You earned it," Taehyung said sincerely, his grip on your hand tightening as the doors opened to his floor. "You worked harder than anyone I know to find that perspective. Tonight wasn't just about the photos, Y/N. It was about you coming back to yourself." "I know," you whispered, feeling a surge of emotion. "And I know I wouldn't have found the way back if you hadn't been the one holding the map." When he pushed the door open to his apartment, you expected the usual smell of turpentine and cedar, but instead, the air was sweet with the scent of jasmine and woodsmoke. The lights in the living room were dimmed, but the glass doors leading to the balcony were wide open, and a soft, amber glow was spilling inside. "Tae? What’s this?" you asked quietly, your heart starting to hammer against your ribs. "I might have slipped away for twenty minutes this afternoon while you were busy with the city council representative," he said with a shy, charming smile. "I wanted the celebration to continue, but just for the two of us." He led you toward the balcony, and as you stepped outside, the view of the city took your breath away. But it was what he had done to the space that made your eyes sting with happy tears. He had covered the floor in thick, plush blankets and a sea of oversized velvet pillows. Tiny, warm fairy lights were draped like a canopy overhead, mimicking the stars that were hidden by the city’s glow. A small table held a bottle of vintage wine and a plate of the expensive dark chocolates you loved.

"It's beautiful," you said softly, turning to look at him. "It’s like a dream." "I wanted to give you a sanctuary," Taehyung whispered, stepping into your space. He reached out, his hands resting on your waist, pulling you flush against him. "Somewhere where there are no critics, no cameras, and no ghosts. Just you and me." The playfulness of the gallery was gone, replaced by a heavy, magnetic pull that made the air feel thick. You looked up at him, seeing the devotion in his eyes—the kind of love that didn't want to change you, but simply wanted to cherish you. You thought about the plan you’d made earlier that day—the decision that tonight, you weren't going back to your own place. "I’m not going anywhere tonight, Tae," you said clearly, your voice steady despite the flutter in your stomach. "I want to be right here. With you." Taehyung’s gaze darkened, his thumb tracing the curve of your hip through the fabric of your dress. The "taking it slow" promise was still there, but the way he was looking at you told you that the pace was about to change. "Are you sure, Y/N?" he asked, his voice a raspy, masculine vibration. "I don't want you to feel rushed." "I’ve never been more sure of anything," you said with a small, confident smile. You reached up, tangling your fingers in the hair at the nape of his neck and pulling him down. "The structure is sound, Taehyung. I’m ready for the rest of the build." He didn't need to be told twice. He leaned down, his lips meeting yours in a kiss that was no longer just romantic—it was hungry, deep, and full of a fire that had been smoldering for years. As the city hummed below you and the fairy lights twinkled above, you realized that you finally knew what real intimacy felt like. It wasn't a trap; it was a home.

The air on the balcony was cool, carrying the faint, crisp scent of pine and evening rain, but the space Taehyung had created felt like a warm cocoon. You sat together on the plush blankets, the thick faux-fur texture soft against your skin, while the fairy lights twinkled above you like a private constellation, casting tiny, dancing diamonds of light across the wooden floorboards. The city hummed far below, a distant world of screeching tires and frantic sirens that felt completely disconnected from this small, perfect sanctuary. Taehyung poured the wine, the dark liquid catching the amber light and shimmering like liquid garnets. He handed you a glass, his fingers lingering against yours, the contact sending a slow, steady pulse of warmth up your arm. "I can't stop thinking about how you looked today," he said softly, looking at you with an intensity that made your skin tingle, as if his gaze alone were a physical touch. "Standing in front of your work, talking to all those people... you were radiant, Y/N." "I felt radiant," you said with a sincere smile, the expression reaching your eyes for the first time in years. "But mostly because I knew you were there. Every time I felt a little bit of that old panic—that cold, suffocating squeeze in my chest—I’d just look for you in the crowd, and everything would feel steady again." "I'm always going to be there," he promised, his voice dropping to a low, velvety vow. He picked up a piece of the dark chocolate and held it to your lips. "Open up."

You bit into the chocolate, the rich, bitter sweetness melting on your tongue, velvety and decadent against your palate. As you ate, you talked more about the day—about Jackson’s ridiculous dancing that had sent ripples of laughter through the gallery, the way Mina had cried when she saw your favorite print, and the sheer relief of finally being seen for your own talent, rather than a shadow in someone else’s gallery. It was a beautiful, easy conversation, the kind you had shared a thousand times before, but now there was an underlying current of electricity that crackled in the quiet pauses, making every word feel heavier. "I used to think that 'intense' meant 'painful,'" you said quietly, swirling the wine in your glass until the dark surface caught the flicker of the lights. "I thought if a man didn't make me feel like I was falling apart, then it wasn't real. But sitting here with you... this is the most intense thing I’ve ever felt. And it doesn't hurt at all." Taehyung set his glass down and moved closer, pulling you into his lap so you were straddling him. His hands settled firmly on your waist, his fingers splayed wide against the small of your back, and the heat of his body seeped through your dress like a slow-burning fire. "That's because it’s not a crash, Y/N," he whispered, his face inches from yours, his breath warm against your lips. "It's a foundation. And I want to spend the rest of my life building on it." "Then show me," you whispered back, your heart thudding against your ribs. "I don't want to talk anymore." He didn't hesitate. He leaned in and kissed you, a deep, possessive kiss that tasted of wine and chocolate. You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer, feeling the solid strength of his chest against your breasts. For the first time, you weren't looking for an exit. You were exactly where you belonged. Taehyung carried you inside the bedroom, the transition from the cool balcony air to the warmth of his room feeling like a slow, deliberate surrender. He laid you down on the soft sheets, the only light coming from the moon filtering through the sheer curtains. He moved with a slow, agonizing patience that made your breath hitch. He undressed you with shaking hands, his eyes never leaving yours, looking at you like you were the most precious piece of art he had ever encountered. When you were finally bare before him, he let out a low, shaky breath. "You are so beautiful," he murmured, his voice thick with a raw, masculine desire. As he joined you on the bed, his skin felt like fire against yours. He started with slow, lingering kisses—on your forehead, your jaw, the hollow of your throat. He took his time, learning every curve and dip of your body as if he were memorizing a landscape. It was romantic and tender, but as his hands wandered lower, the energy shifted into something more primal. He moved between your legs, his fingers b***shing against the sensitive skin of your inner thighs, making you gasp and arch your back. "Taehyung, please," you whispered, your fingers tangling in his messy hair. "I've got you," he rasped, his eyes dark with hunger.

When he finally penetrated you, it wasn't the sharp, cold friction you had grown used to in the past. It was a deep, full ache that felt like it was filling a hole in your very soul. He moved with a steady, powerful rhythm, his by crushing yours into the mattress. Every thrust was deliberate, every moan he let out against your neck felt like a confession of the years he had spent wanting you. You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, wanting to feel every inch of him. The sensation was overwhelming—a mix of sweet, romantic heat and a dty, ued passion that made your head spin. You found yourself crying out his name, your voice shaking with intensity. "I love you," he groaned, his movements becoming faster, more urgent. He grabbed your hips, his fingers digging into your skin as he pushed himself into you one last time, his entire body tensing as he came inside you. You followed him almost immediately, your vision blurring as waves of pleasure crashed over you. You clung to him, your heart beating in perfect sync with his, feeling a sense of completion you hadn't known was possible. As the heat slowly faded into a warm, lingering glow, Taehyung pulled you into his arms, tucking your head under his chin. He was breathless, his skin damp with sweat, but he didn't let go. He kissed the top of your head, his hand stroking your back in a soothing, protective rhythm. "I told you," he whispered into the quiet room. "It's perfect," you said softly, closing your eyes and finally falling into a sleep that was free of shadows. The morning light filtered through the sheer curtains of Taehyung’s bedroom, painting the white sheets in soft, pale gold. You woke up slowly, feeling a warmth that had nothing to do with the sun. Taehyung was still asleep beside you, one of his heavy arms draped protectively across your waist. You stayed still for a moment, just breathing. Your body felt different—heavier, but in a way that made you feel more connected to the earth. The memory of the night before played back in your mind like a film with a soft focus. It hadn't been a "crash" or a "toxic fever." It had been a slow, deliberate coming together of two people who actually liked each other. "I could get used to this," you whispered to the quiet room, a small, genuine smile tugging at your lips. You felt a deep sense of peace. The girl who had stood in that penthouse six months ago, scanning the room for an exit, felt like a stranger now. You didn't want to run. You didn't want to hide in the shadows. You reached out and lightly traced the line of Taehyung’s jaw, feeling the slight stubble beneath your fingertips. He stirred in his sleep, pulling you closer instinctively, and you felt a surge of love so pure it almost made your heart ache. But then, the silence was shattered.

Your phone, which was sitting on the nightstand, began to vibrate violently. The buzzing sound was harsh and abrasive against the morning calm. You frowned, wondering who would be calling you this early after the exhibition. You reached out and grabbed the device, your eyes squinting against the brightness of the screen. It was an unknown number. Thinking it might be the gallery manager or another curator, you cleared your throat and swiped to answer. "Hello?" you said softly, trying not to wake Taehyung, your voice barely a thread in the heavy silence of the room. There was a pause on the other end. For a second, there was only the sound of low, steady breathing—a sound you recognized with a sudden, jarring clarity, the rhythm familiar in a way that made the hair on your arms stand up. "I saw the news about the exhibition," the voice said. It was that same low, honeyed rasp, full of an arrogance that masqueraded as tragedy, dripping with a calculated charm that felt like velvet lined with thorns. "The Honesty of Stone. It’s a bit literal for you, isn't it, Y/N?" It was Jeon Jungkook. The sound of his voice hit you like a physical blow to the stomach, knocking the air from your lungs. The "fever" didn't return; instead, a cold, oily wave of revulsion washed over you, slick and sickening. Hearing him speak your name felt like a violation of the clean, honest space you had just built, like a drop of black ink blooming in a glass of clear water. All the manipulation, the lies, and the way he had treated you like a "finished project" came rushing back in a sickening flood, a chaotic montage of cold glares and hollow praise. You didn't say a word. You didn't give him the satisfaction of a response. You simply hung up the phone and turned it off, the screen turning black and lifeless, your hands shaking so hard you almost dropped it. The bile rose in your throat, bitter and sharp, stinging the back of your tongue. The sheer "nastiness" of him reaching out now—now that you were successful, now that you were happy—made your stomach turn in a violent, churning knot. He wasn't calling because he missed you; he was calling because he wanted to see if he could still shake your foundation, to see if he could still find a crack in the marble. You scrambled out of bed, the floorboards feeling icy beneath your bare feet, barely making it to the bathroom before you collapsed over the toilet. You retched, your body shaking as you threw up the remains of the wine and the chocolate from the night before, the sweetness now turned to ash. It felt like your body was trying to purge the last lingering trace of him, a physical rejection of everything he represented, a violent expulsion of a poison you had carried for too long. You flushed the toilet and leaned your forehead against the cool tile of the wall, the ceramic freezing against your heated skin, gasping for air. You felt sick, yes, but underneath the nausea, there was a fierce, cold clarity, burning like a blue flame.

"Never again," you whispered to the empty bathroom, your voice raspy but firm, echoing against the sterile white surfaces. The door opened behind you, and Taehyung was there, his silhouette framed by the dim light of the hallway. He didn't ask questions. He didn't look confused. He saw the state you were in—your trembling shoulders and the paleness of your skin—and immediately knelt beside you, rubbing your back with a steady, warm hand, his touch a solid anchor in the middle of the storm. "Y/N? What’s wrong?" Taehyung’s voice is thick with sleep, his movement shifting the mattress behind you. "Nothing," you choke out, your voice sounding thin and brittle. "Just… too much champagne." You don't wait for him to respond. You bolt for the bathroom, the door clicking shut with a frantic finality. You barely make it to the toilet before your body rebels. You retch, the physical rejection of Jungkook’s voice coming up in painful waves. You flush the toilet, your forehead resting against the cool, white porcelain as you gasp for air. Every time his voice echoes in your head—I preferred when you were looking for the cracks—another wave of nausea hits you. You stay there on the floor for a long time, the cold tile pressing against your knees. You feel like you need to scrub your ears, your brain, your soul. When the shaking finally subsides, you stand up and splash freezing water on your face. You look at yourself in the mirror. Your eyes are bloodshot and your skin is pale. You look like the girl from the penthouse again—haunted and fragile—and it terrifies you. You can’t let Taehyung see this. You can't let Jungkook win by ruining the first perfect morning of your new life. You brush your teeth twice, desperate to get the taste of the past out of your mouth. You take a deep breath, smoothing your hair, and try to arrange your face into something that looks like "normal." When you walk back into the bedroom, Taehyung is sitting up, his back against the headboard. He’s already dressed in his trousers, his shirt unbuttoned. He isn't looking at his phone; he’s looking at the door, his brows furrowed in a deep, concentrated worry. "Are you okay?" he asks, his voice soft but heavy with concern. He reaches out a hand as you approach the bed. "You went pale so fast, Y/N. You're shaking." "I'm fine, Tae," you say with a forced smile, though your fingers are still trembling as you tuck them behind your back. "I think the excitement of the gallery and the wine just caught up to me. My stomach is a bit sensitive this morning." Taehyung doesn't look convinced. He stands up and moves toward you, his large, warm hands coming up to frame your face. He searches your eyes with a piercing intensity, looking for the truth you’re trying so hard to hide. "You look like you’ve seen a ghost," he says quietly, his thumb stroking your cheek. "Was it a bad dream? Or is it the stress of the reviews?"

"Never again," you whispered to the empty bathroom, your voice raspy but firm, echoing against the sterile white surfaces. The door opened behind you, and Taehyung was there, his silhouette framed by the dim light of the hallway. He didn't ask questions. He didn't look confused. He saw the state you were in—your trembling shoulders and the paleness of your skin—and immediately knelt beside you, rubbing your back with a steady, warm hand, his touch a solid anchor in the middle of the storm. "Y/N? What’s wrong?" Taehyung’s voice is thick with sleep, his movement shifting the mattress behind you. "Nothing," you choke out, your voice sounding thin and brittle. "Just… too much champagne." You don't wait for him to respond. You bolt for the bathroom, the door clicking shut with a frantic finality. You barely make it to the toilet before your body rebels. You retch, the physical rejection of Jungkook’s voice coming up in painful waves. You flush the toilet, your forehead resting against the cool, white porcelain as you gasp for air. Every time his voice echoes in your head—I preferred when you were looking for the cracks—another wave of nausea hits you. You stay there on the floor for a long time, the cold tile pressing against your knees. You feel like you need to scrub your ears, your brain, your soul. When the shaking finally subsides, you stand up and splash freezing water on your face. You look at yourself in the mirror. Your eyes are bloodshot and your skin is pale. You look like the girl from the penthouse again—haunted and fragile—and it terrifies you. You can’t let Taehyung see this. You can't let Jungkook win by ruining the first perfect morning of your new life. You brush your teeth twice, desperate to get the taste of the past out of your mouth. You take a deep breath, smoothing your hair, and try to arrange your face into something that looks like "normal." When you walk back into the bedroom, Taehyung is sitting up, his back against the headboard. He’s already dressed in his trousers, his shirt unbuttoned. He isn't looking at his phone; he’s looking at the door, his brows furrowed in a deep, concentrated worry. "Are you okay?" he asks, his voice soft but heavy with concern. He reaches out a hand as you approach the bed. "You went pale so fast, Y/N. You're shaking." "I'm fine, Tae," you say with a forced smile, though your fingers are still trembling as you tuck them behind your back. "I think the excitement of the gallery and the wine just caught up to me. My stomach is a bit sensitive this morning." Taehyung doesn't look convinced. He stands up and moves toward you, his large, warm hands coming up to frame your face. He searches your eyes with a piercing intensity, looking for the truth you’re trying so hard to hide. "You look like you’ve seen a ghost," he says quietly, his thumb stroking your cheek. "Was it a bad dream? Or is it the stress of the reviews?"

The gallery was quiet when you arrived, the morning light streaming in and hitting the empty patches of wall where your sold photographs had already been taken down. You felt a sense of accomplishment, but also a lingering shadow from the phone call that morning. You needed to be here—in the space you had conquered—to feel like yourself again. You walked toward the back office to finalize the paperwork. The gallery director, a middle-aged man with sharp glasses and a kind face, looked up and beamed at you. "Ah, the woman of the hour!" he said warmly, standing up to greet you. "Good morning," you said with a small smile, trying to hide the fact that your heart was still racing. "I just wanted to check on the final sales and see which pieces are heading out today." The director shuffled some papers on his desk, looking impressed. "It’s actually quite remarkable, Y/N. Usually, at this stage, we have a few smaller prints left over. But an hour ago, a single buyer called in and purchased every remaining piece. The entire collection is officially gone." Your heart skipped a beat. A total buyout was rare and incredibly prestigious. "Every piece? Who was it? A museum?" I asked curiously, feeling a spark of genuine excitement. "No, a private collector," the director said, tapping his pen against his chin as he looked for the name on the invoice. "He said they were for a new residential project he’s designing. A personal 'home project,' he called it. Let me see... ah, here it is. Quite a famous name in the industry. Jeon Jungkook. He’s great, I’ve heard his firm is—"

The rest of the director’s sentence blurred into a low, buzzing hum. The name felt like a physical weight dropping into your stomach. Your hands, resting on the edge of the mahogany desk, suddenly felt ice-cold. Jeon Jungkook. He wasn't just calling you; he was buying your work. He was literally surrounding himself with your perspective, your soul, and your hard work. He was turning your independence into a "home project." "Are you alright? You’ve gone quite pale," the director said with a worried frown, leaning forward. "I’m fine. It’s just... a lot of good news at once," I said breathlessly, though my chest felt like it was being constricted by iron bands. You walked out of the office, your legs feeling like they belonged to someone else. You stood in the center of the gallery, looking at the empty walls. Suddenly, the space didn't feel like your triumph anymore; it felt like a crime scene. He was doing it again. He was trying to own you, to curate you, to put your talent inside a frame he designed. A cold, sharp anger began to replace the nausea. This wasn't love, and it wasn't even an obsession with art. It was a power move. He wanted you to know that even when you succeeded, you were still under his roof. You pulled your phone out of your pocket. Your thumb hovered over his number in the call log. You knew you should tell Taehyung. You knew you should walk away. but the "nasty" cycle he had started was humming in your blood again. You didn't want to hide. You wanted to confront the man who thought he could buy your silence. With shaking fingers, you pressed the call button. You didn't wait for the courage to fade. You needed him to hear your voice while the fire was still burning in your throat. The phone rings twice, and when he picks up, the silence on the other end is heavy. It isn't the cold, calculating silence you used to fear. It’s the sound of a man who has finally run out of things to hide behind. "I’m not going to lie to you anymore, Y/N," Jungkook says. His voice is thick, lacking the polished edge of the "Master Architect" you once knew. You slide down the bare white wall of the gallery until you are sitting on the floor, your knees pulled tightly to your chest. You don't say anything. You just listen. "I bought the photos because I wanted to help," he says, and the raw honesty in his tone makes your chest ache. "I wanted your first show to be a success. But mostly... I just wanted pieces of you near me. I know I was toxic. I lived in a fog of my own making, and I dragged you into it because I was too selfish to let you breathe." You look at your trembling hands, but you keep your lips pressed together. You don't want to give him a foothold, yet your heart is thudding against your ribs.

"I’m so sorry," he continues, his breath hitching. "I’m sorry I didn't have the courage to leave my wife when I should have. I wanted to—every single day—but I was a coward. I hid behind metaphors and puzzles because I was too scared to show you who I actually am. I loved you, and I was terrified of what that meant. I’m leaving her now. Not for you—I know I’ve lost that right—but because I can’t live as a lie anymore. I need to be a real person, even if it’s too late." You close your eyes, a single tear escaping. You think about the months you spent waiting for these exact words. You think about how many nights you stayed awake wondering if you were the crazy one, if his "fog" was actually just your imagination. Hearing him admit it now feels like a ghost reaching out to touch your skin. It’s grounding and terrifying all at once. "I miss you so much it’s hard to breathe," he whispers. "And it kills me that you’re with him. I’m jealous of Taehyung. I’m hurt that you’re happy with someone else, but I’m glad you’re safe. You didn't deserve the version of me you got. You deserved someone who was actually there." You still don't answer. You're paralyzed by the weight of his regret. You wonder if he realizes that by being this honest, he’s being more manipulative than ever. He’s offering you the one thing you always begged for: his truth. "I just want a minute," he pleads. "Just sixty seconds to see you face-to-face so you can see that I’m not playing a game. If you want me to disappear forever after that, I will. I’ll donate the photos. I’ll go. I just want you to see the man I should have been." You stare at the empty spaces on the gallery wall. Your thoughts are a chaotic blur. Part of you feels a cold, hard sense of relief—the validation you needed to finally heal. But another part of you is deeply confused. You think of Taehyung’s steady, warm love, and then you think of the wreckage Jungkook left behind. Does he deserve that minute? You know you don't need to talk to him. You know your life is better now. But the curiosity is a slow-burning fire in your gut. You find yourself wondering if seeing his honesty would finally close the wound or if it would just rip it wide open again. You feel like an architect yourself, staring at the ruins of an old building, wondering if you should walk through the rubble one last time just to see the foundation before it’s paved over forever. "I have to go," you say breathlessly. You hang up before he can respond. You stay on the floor for a long time, the silence of the gallery ringing in your ears. He was honest. You felt it in the way his voice broke. But the honesty doesn't change the past; it just makes the present feel like it's shifting beneath your feet. You didn't give him an answer, because you realize that for the first time, the answer doesn't belong to him. It belongs to you. The air outside the gallery is sharp and cold, nipping at your nose and making the breath bloom in white plumes before you, but you need to move. You grip your camera, the weight of it familiar and grounding against your hip, the cold metal casing seeping through your glove. You wander through the streets of Seoul, stopping occasionally to photograph the sharp, unforgiving angles of the modern glass buildings that slice into the pale, wintry sky. You try to focus on the lines and the shadows, forcing your brain to think about composition instead of the raw, broken sound of Jungkook’s voice, which seems to echo in the rhythmic click of the shutter. Near a small park, you spot a couple sitting on a wooden bench. They are young, laughing as they share a single pair of earbuds, their shoulders bumping together in a way that looks effortless, like two notes in a perfect chord. You raise your camera and click the shutter, capturing the exact moment the girl leans her head on the boy's shoulder, her hair caught in a sudden gust of wind. They look so simple. They look like they haven't ever spent a single night wondering if the person they loved was actually a ghost.

Your phone vibrates in your pocket, a sudden, jarring buzz against your thigh. It’s Taehyung. "Hey, you," he says, his voice bright and full of a lighthearted energy that makes your chest tighten with a sudden, stabbing guilt. "I was just at the market and I saw a box of those cereal marshmallows you like. You know, just the marshmallows. I bought three boxes. Is that too many? It feels like a mid-life crisis purchase." "No, that’s perfect," you say, letting out a small, forced laugh that feels thin and papery in the cold air. You lean against a brick wall, the rough texture scraping against the wool of your coat, eyes fixed on the couple on the bench. "Good. Because I'm planning on making a mountain of them for dessert," he continues, rambling on about a silly art documentary he started watching, his voice a warm, steady hum of domesticity. "I can't wait," you say with a smile, though the expression doesn't reach your eyes, leaving them dull and distant. "Are you okay? You sound a little quiet," he asks, his tone shifting to that gentle, caring worry that usually makes you feel so safe, like a soft light in a dark hallway. "Just a long morning at the gallery. I’ll see you soon, Tae," you say quietly. "Okay. I love you." "I love you too," you whisper, the words feeling heavy and complicated on your tongue. The moment the call ends, the fake smile slides off your face. You sit down on a cold stone ledge nearby and pull up the gallery on your camera. You scroll back to the photo of the happy couple. They are frozen in that perfect, easy moment, the colors of their jackets vibrant against the muted park, and suddenly, the sight of them makes your throat ache. You start to cry. It isn't a quiet, pretty cry; it’s a deep, body-shaking sob that feels like it’s being ripped out of your soul, tearing through the numbness you've tried to maintain. You sit there, tucked into your coat, letting the tears blur the image on the screen until it’s nothing but light and shadow, a smear of blue and gold. It isn't that you don't love Taehyung. You do. He is the sun, the steady ground, the person who pulled you out of the wreckage with his bare hands. But Jungkook finally said the words. He finally admitted he was a coward. He told you he was leaving his life behind—not to win you back, but because he couldn't breathe in the lie anymore. He stripped away the riddles and finally showed you the man you had begged him to be for years, the version of him you had chased through a labyrinth of silence. Why now? you think, your chest heaving, each breath a jagged struggle. Why did he have to be honest after I already learned how to survive without him? You want to see him. It’s a physical hunger, a desperate, terrifying need to look into his eyes and see if the fog is truly gone, to see if the ice has finally melted. You want to see the man who is finally brave enough to be real. But then you think of Taehyung and his boxes of marshmallows. You think of the life you’ve built—a life that is healthy and kind, a life that doesn't have any of the shadows Jungkook used to thrive in, the quiet, sunny corners of your shared apartment. You feel like you’re being pulled apart, a fraying rope stretched between two worlds. One side of you wants the peace of the home you’ve built, and the other side is screaming for the man who finally offered you the truth. You sit in the cold, staring at a picture of a love that looks so easy, while your own heart feels like it’s breaking all over again, shattering into a thousand glittering, painful pieces.

The week after the call was heavy. Every time you closed your eyes, you heard the way his voice had cracked when he said he was leaving his wife. You tried to drown it out with work, with music, and with the comfort of your apartment, but the honesty he had finally shown you felt like a splinter you couldn't reach. One evening, Taehyung came over with a folder tucked under his arm and a look of quiet excitement. He sat on the floor by the coffee table, spreading out printed photos of a small, sun-drenched town by the sea. "I did some digging today," he said happily, looking up at you with bright eyes. "I found this place in Italy. It’s a tiny fishing village where the houses are painted like a box of crayons, and the water is so clear you can see the pebbles at the bottom." "It looks beautiful, Tae," you said softly, sitting down beside him. You ran your finger over a photo of a terrace covered in pink flowers. "I was thinking we could go next month," he continued, his voice warm and steady. "I’ve already looked into a small house we can rent. It has a big kitchen and a balcony that faces the sunrise. I want us to spend our mornings at the local bakery and our afternoons just walking until we get lost." He turned his head to look at you, his expression softening. He reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. "I just want to see you breathe again, Y/N," he said quietly, his gaze full of a deep, simple affection. "No deadlines, no crowds, no phones. Just us and the sound of the ocean. I want to buy you local wine and watch you take photos of things that actually make you smile." "You’ve thought about this a lot," you said with a small, grateful smile. Your heart felt a painful tug—he was so good, so focused on making you happy. "I think about you a lot," he replied simply. He took your hand, lacing his fingers through yours. "I want to give you a memory that belongs only to us. Something that doesn't have any shadows attached to it." "I’d love to go with you," you said firmly, trying to mean it with every part of yourself.

You leaned your head on his shoulder as he went back to showing you the maps of the village. He was building a world for you, one made of sunshine and quiet mornings. He was offering you a life that was safe and kind. But even as you looked at the photos of the sparkling blue water, your mind drifted back to the dark, raw honesty of Jungkook’s apology. Taehyung was giving you exactly what you deserved, but Jungkook had finally given you what you had spent months begging for. You felt a deep, gnawing guilt in your stomach. You wanted to be the woman who deserved Taehyung’s trip, but you felt like a liar sitting next to him, still feeling the echo of another man’s voice in your bones. The apartment is quiet, filled only with the soft hum of the refrigerator and the rustle of the travel brochures Taehyung has spread across the table. He has been talking for twenty minutes about the Italian coast, his voice full of a gentle, bubbling excitement that usually makes you feel so light. "We can take the train down from Rome," Taehyung says happily, pointing to a map. "I want us to see the lemon groves when the sun is setting. I think you’d find the perfect light there." "It sounds like a dream, Tae," you say softly, but your eyes are fixed on a smudge on the table rather than the map. He notices your distance. He moves closer, sliding his chair next to yours until his warmth is pressing against your side. He reaches out, his hand sliding over your shoulder to the nape of your neck, his fingers brushing against your skin in a way that is slow and deliberate. "I want to be alone with you there," he whispers, his voice dropping to a low, husky register. He leans in, his lips grazing the shell of your ear. "I want to wake up next to you every day and not have the rest of the world trying to pull us apart."

His hand moves down your back, tracing the line of your spine with a familiar, loving touch. He begins to kiss your neck, his breath warm and smelling of the tea he’s been drinking. Ordinarily, this is the moment you would turn into him, melting into the safety of his arms. But as his touch grows more intimate, your skin feels like it is crawling. Suddenly, you aren't in your apartment with a man who loves you. You are back on that phone call, hearing the ragged, broken way Jungkook said your name. You are thinking about how Jungkook finally stripped himself bare, admitting he was a coward, admitting he is finally leaving the life that kept you apart. The honesty he threw at you is like a wall standing between you and Taehyung. You stiffen, your muscles locking up. When Taehyung’s hand moves toward your waist, you instinctively flinch, pulling back just an inch. Taehyung stops immediately. He pulls back, his eyes searching yours with a look of deep, quiet confusion. The heat in his gaze flickers out, replaced by a sudden, sharp worry.

"Did I... did I overstep?" he asks gently, his brow furrowing. He looks at the travel photos and then back at you. "Is it the trip? Maybe I’m planning too much, too soon. I know things have been moving fast since the exhibition. Do you feel like I’m pushing you?" Your heart hammers against your ribs. You look at his kind, honest face—the face of a man who would never intentionally hurt you—and you feel like a monster. You can't tell him that you are thinking about another man’s voice while he is trying to love you. "No, it’s not that at all," you say quickly, forcing a small, tired smile. You reach out and squeeze his hand, trying to make your touch feel more convincing than it is. "I’m just exhausted, Tae. The gallery took a lot out of me, and my head has been spinning all day. I’m just not really... in my own body right now." "Are you sure?" he asks, his voice still cautious. He doesn't look entirely convinced, his thumb rubbing over your knuckles as if he were trying to read your pulse. "If you need space, or if you want to slow down, you can tell me. You know that, right?" "I'm sure," you lie, your voice steady despite the guilt eating at your stomach. "I just need some sleep. I promise." "Okay," he says softly, leaning forward to kiss your forehead—a safe, chaste kiss that feels like a mercy. "Get some rest. I’ll clear this stuff up." You walk toward the bedroom, your legs feeling heavy. Every step feels like a betrayal. You know you just lied to the only person who has ever been truly good to you, all because a ghost finally decided to tell the truth. You lie down in the dark, staring at the ceiling, wondering how long you can live in two different worlds before they both come crashing down. The room is dark when you hear the soft click of the door. You keep your eyes squeezed shut, slowing your breathing to a steady, heavy rhythm as you feel the mattress dip beside you. Taehyung moves carefully, trying not to disturb the sleep he thinks you’ve finally found. He pulls the duvet up around your shoulders, his hand lingering for a second on your arm in a touch that is so light it’s almost a prayer. You lie there, staring into the backs of your eyelids, feeling the heat from his body. You know he is a wonderful man. He is patient, he is kind, and he wants a future with you that is filled with sunshine and lemon groves. You tell yourself that this is just a phase. You tell yourself that if you just ignore the ghost of Jungkook long enough, his voice will eventually fade into static. Maybe time will fix the parts of you that feel broken. Maybe, if you just try harder, you can love Taehyung with the same uncomplicated intensity he offers you. Eventually, exhaustion wins, and you drift into a shallow, restless sleep.

But at 3:00 AM, the vibration of your phone on the nightstand cuts through the silence like a jagged blade, the low, persistent hum rattling against the wood and echoing in the hollow stillness of the bedroom. You reach for it blindly, your eyes stinging as the bright screen illuminates the dark room with a harsh, clinical white light that makes the shadows in the corners dance. It’s a text from Jungkook.

I wasn't lying, Y/N. I spoke with her tonight. It’s over. I’m at the hotel near the park. If you want to see for yourself, if you want to talk... I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.

The air in the room suddenly feels too thin to breathe, tightening around your throat like a physical grip. You look over at Taehyung, who is sleeping peacefully, his face soft and relaxed in the shadows, the rhythmic, gentle sound of his breathing a painful contrast to the chaos in your chest. A wave of nausea hits you, followed by a frantic, buzzing energy that vibrates under your skin like a live wire. You can't stay in this bed. You can’t lie next to his goodness while your phone is pulsing with another man’s truth, the message burning like an ember in the dark. You slip out from under the covers, moving like a shadow, and walk into the kitchen. The tile floor is freezing under your bare feet, the biting cold traveling up your legs and making your teeth chatter. You don't turn on the lights. You find a bottle of red wine on the counter, pull the cork with shaking hands, the soft pop sounding like a gunshot in the quiet house, and don't even bother with a glass. "I’m not going," you whisper to the dark, your voice cracking, the sound small and lost against the hum of the refrigerator. You take a long, heavy swallow, the wine tart and cold in your throat, leaving a dry, metallic tang on your tongue. You sit on the kitchen floor, the hard surface unforgiving against your spine, then eventually move to the living room couch, curling into a ball. You drink until the buzzing in your head starts to dull, until the sharp edges of Jungkook’s message begin to blur into a hazy, indistinct ache. You don't reply. You leave the phone face down on the coffee table, a silent, glowing landmine that threatens to shatter the peace of your home with a single notification. You fall asleep on the couch, wrapped in a thin throw blanket, miles away from the man in the other room. You feel like you are falling apart, your heart a frayed tapestry, drifting further and further away from the life you were supposed to want.

The morning light is harsh as it cuts across the living room, hitting your eyes and making your head throb with a dull, rhythmic ache. You sit up slowly on the couch, your limbs feeling heavy and uncoordinated. The empty wine bottle sits on the coffee table like a silent witness to the night before, its dark glass reflecting the pale sun. The floorboards creak. You look up to see Taehyung standing in the hallway. His hair is messy from sleep, and his eyes are heavy with a worry so profound it makes him look years older. He looks at you, then at the bottle, then back at your face. He doesn’t look angry; he looks like someone who just watched something precious break and doesn't know how to glue the pieces back together. "You're out here," he says softly, his voice thick and uncertain. He walks over and sits on the very edge of the couch, leaving a wide, painful gap between your bodies. "Did you stay here all night?" "I couldn't sleep," you say quietly, pulling the thin blanket tighter around your shoulders to hide the way you are trembling. You look away from him, focusing on the way the light catches the dust in the air. "I didn't want to toss and turn and wake you up, so I came out here. I guess I just needed to dull my brain a bit so I could finally drift off." "With a whole bottle?" he asks, his voice cracking just a little. He reaches out as if to touch your hand, but he stops himself mid-air, his fingers hovering for a second before he pulls them back and clenches them into a fist in his lap. He looks like he is suffering. There is a look in his eyes—a raw, instinctive gut feeling—that tells him you aren't alright. He can feel the distance, the way you are physically there but mentally miles away, trapped in a conversation he wasn't invited to. The silence between you feels like it’s screaming. "I’m sorry, Tae," you say with a tired, hollow sigh. You feel like a liar, and the weight of Jungkook’s unread message is still pulsing in your mind, a digital ghost that won't leave you alone. "I’ve just had a lot on my mind. It’s nothing you did. I promise."

"I want to believe that," he replies, his voice barely audible. He stays silent for a long moment, the tension in the room thick and suffocating. He looks like he wants to ask you what changed, who called, or why you are suddenly a stranger, but he seems too afraid of the answers. Finally, he takes a deep breath and rubs his face, trying to force himself back into the role of the supportive partner. "We have to get moving," he says, his tone turning practical, though his eyes remain guarded. "The 'Women in Arts' event is this afternoon. You're supposed to give that speech at two o'clock. You’ve worked so hard for this recognition, Y/N. I don't want you to miss it because you had a bad night." "I almost forgot about the speech," you say breathlessly, rubbing your aching temples. "I didn't," he says with a small, sad smile that breaks your heart. He stands up and finally reaches out, squeezing your shoulder gently for just a second. "Go take a shower. I’ll make some coffee and find your notes. You’re going to be great today, even if you feel like a mess right now." You watch him walk into the kitchen, his shoulders slumped and his head down. He is being so steady, so incredibly kind, and yet you can see the cracks forming in his heart. You feel like you are leading him toward a cliff while your own eyes are still fixed on the wreckage behind you. You have to go give a speech about being an empowered woman, but as you stand up, you realize you've never felt more powerless.

The shower doesn’t fix the heavy, wine-soaked ache in your head, the dull throb behind your eyes pulsing in time with the steady rhythm of the spray, but it numbs your skin enough to get you through the motions. You dress in a charcoal suit, sharp enough to feel like armor, the fabric stiff and cool against your skin. When you walk into the kitchen, Taehyung is standing there, holding a thermos that smells faintly of roasted coffee and hazelnut, and looking at you with a kind of fragile hope that makes you want to scream, a look so tender it feels like a physical bruise. "I need to do this part alone, Tae," you say softly, grabbing your keys, the metal cold and biting in your palm. You don't look at him because you know if you see the shift in his expression, the way his eyes might dim or his shoulders might slump, you’ll break. "I need the silence to get into the right headspace. I'll call you the second it’s over." "I’ll be waiting," he says with a small, tight nod, his voice strained and small in the quiet kitchen. He doesn't move to hug you, and that’s the hardest part—the way he is already learning to give you the distance you're forcing on him, creating a chasm of empty air where there used to be warmth. You drive to the venue in a trance, the city streets blurring into a smear of gray and morning light. The "Women in Arts" gala is everything you usually find exhausting: expensive perfume that clings to the back of your throat, the clinking of champagne flutes like tiny, sharp alarms, and the hollow hum of networking. You stay backstage, pacing the small green room until the carpet feels worn beneath your heels, until your name is called. You step onto the stage. The spotlights are aggressive, piercing through the darkness and turning the audience into a dark, faceless sea of shifting silhouettes. You reach the podium and look at your carefully prepared notes about "finding your voice." They feel like a joke, the ink mocking you from the page. You look at the paper, then back at the audience, and you decide to throw the script away. "We talk a lot about 'vision' in this industry," you say, your voice echoing, surprisingly dry and steady, cutting through the air like a blade. "We talk about the courage to see things clearly. But I’ve realized lately that most of us are actually terrified of clarity."

You scan the front rows, your eyes moving over the donors and the critics with their polished smiles and expectant gazes. And then, you stop. In the fourth row, seated perfectly upright, is a woman you recognize from a thousand social media deep-dives. Jungkook’s wife. She is wearing a cream-colored silk dress, the fabric shimmering under the house lights, looking every bit the picture of grace, except for the way her fingers are twisted together in her lap, white-knuckled and desperate. Your throat goes bone-dry, as if you’ve swallowed a handful of dust. The silence in the hall stretches until it feels like a physical weight, pressing against your chest. You think of his text from 3:00 AM. I spoke with her. It’s over. Looking at her now, you realize you aren't looking at a rival or a villain. You’re looking at the other half of a hollowed-out life, a mirror image of the ghost you used to be. You lose your place. Your mind goes completely blank for five agonizing seconds, the heartbeat in your ears the only sound in the world. Then, a strange, ironic surge of power hits you, seeping through your veins like liquid fire. You aren't scared anymore; you’re just tired of the performance. "We spend so much time trying to capture the 'perfect' frame," you continue, leaning into the microphone, your tone turning sharp and honest, stripping away the polite veneer of the evening. "We edit out the shadows, the messy backgrounds, the people who don't fit the narrative anymore. We’re all so busy curating our successes that we forget that a photograph is just a flat piece of paper. It has no depth. It has no pulse. It’s a lie we tell ourselves so we don't have to deal with the three-dimensional wreckage of our actual lives." You look directly at her now. You don't look away, your gaze locking onto hers with a sudden, heavy recognition.

"Honesty isn't a technique," you say firmly, your voice ringing with a sudden, fierce authority that vibrates in the very rafters of the room. "It’s a choice. It’s the choice to stop being the 'subject' in someone else’s gallery. It’s the choice to realize that some things aren't worth capturing, and some people aren't worth the film. I used to think my best work came from my pain. I was wrong. My best work comes from the moment I decided my pain was no longer for sale." The room is deathly quiet. You can feel the shift in the air—the audience isn't just listening; they’re uncomfortable, shifting in their velvet seats as the truth settles over them. And you love it. "Thank you," you say shortly, giving a small, ironic bow, the movement crisp and final. You walk off the stage before the applause even peaks. Your heart is racing, thumping a frantic rhythm against your ribs, but the fog is gone. Seeing her didn't make you want to run to Jungkook. It made you realize that he had spent years making two women feel like they were part of a masterpiece, when really, he was just a man who didn't know how to live outside of a frame, a man who preferred the cold perfection of art to the warmth of a living, breathing person.

You head straight for the exit, ignoring the organizers trying to grab your arm, their voices muffled and distant. You need air, the real, biting cold of the morning, and for the first time in a week, you know exactly what you need to say to the man waiting for you at home. The cool air hit your lungs like a shock, a sharp, wintry needle that pierced through the lingering warmth of the stage lights, finally clearing the scent of expensive perfume and the suffocating pressure of the crowd. You leaned your back against the rough stone of the venue’s side wall, the jagged texture of the granite pressing through your blazer, closing your eyes and breathing in the silence. The adrenaline from the speech was still humming in your veins—a bitter aftertaste of honesty that felt more like a burden than a relief, the metallic tang of nerves still coating the roof of your mouth. A faint, sharp scent of tobacco reached you before the sound of footsteps did, the smoke drifting on the breeze like a ghostly ribbon. You opened your eyes, straightening up as a shadow fell across the pavement, elongated and dark against the pale afternoon sun.

It was Jae-hee. In the files you had lived by—the projects you’d photographed for Jungkook—she had always been the polished, silent figure in the background. She was the woman in white lace at the engagement party, the one who looked like a saint while you were the dark secret Jungkook whispered to in the hallway. But seeing her now felt jarring. She wasn't the "perfect accessory" he had described. She was holding a cigarette with a weary, practiced familiarity, her movements fluid and heavy with fatigue, her thumb flicking ash onto the concrete in a rhythmic, careless motion. "That was quite a speech," she said quietly, her voice a little raspy from the smoke, a low vibration that seemed to settle in the quiet alley. She exhaled a cloud that vanished into the afternoon air, the gray vapor swirling before dissolving into nothing. "I didn't expect to hear something so... raw today. Most people in our circle are too afraid to say they’re a mess. I think everyone in there was a little stunned." "Thank you," you said, your voice feeling small, lost in the vast, open space of the city. You gripped the strap of your bag, your knuckles turning white, the leather biting into your skin. "I wasn't sure if it was too much." "It was just enough," she replied, offering a small, tired smile that didn't quite reach the shadows beneath her eyes. She looked at you for a long moment, then sighed. "I don't think I've seen you since that engagement party we were all at last year. You were so quiet then, just a woman with a camera in the corner. I didn't realize you had so much to say." You felt a sickening jolt in your stomach, a cold, twisting lurch that made your vision flicker. You remembered that night perfectly—the night Jungkook followed you to the balcony and told you his marriage was a dead structure. You remembered looking at Jae-hee through the glass and feeling a dark, selfish pride because he was looking at you, the memory now feeling like a layer of grime you couldn't wash off.

"Everything is changing so fast," she continued, her gaze dropping to the glowing tip of her cigarette, the orange ember pulsing like a dying star. She spoke with a sudden, jarring bluntness. "Jungkook and I... we’re separating. He actually came to me and requested a divorce. He was very firm about it." Your breath hitched, your lungs freezing mid-inhale. He hadn't lied about wanting out. But then she looked up at the sky, her eyes shimmering with a desperate kind of hope, a frantic, glassy light that made your heart sink. "But I couldn't do it. I told him I wasn't ready for a divorce—not yet. I requested a separation instead. I told him we just need space to breathe. And he... he agreed. He told me he was okay with that, that he'd give me all the time I required to process things." She didn't explain why he’d asked for the divorce. She didn't mention another woman. She just stared at the smoke, her expression full of a strange, lingering devotion, as if she were reading a script she desperately wanted to believe in. "I’m hoping that with some time apart, he’ll realize we can find our way back," she said softly, the words falling between you like fragile glass. "He’s being so patient about the separation. It makes me think there’s still a chance." Your heart stopped, a heavy silence settling into your ribs. Suddenly, Jae-hee laughed, a small, self-deprecating sound. She looked at you with wide, bright eyes, dropping the cigarette and crushing it under her heel, the tobacco smoldering for a final second before going dark. "Oh my god, listen to me," she said, her tone shifting into something warm and almost frantic. "That is so selfish of me to dump this on you right after your big moment. Your speech... it gave me the courage to even reach out to you. I saw you and thought, 'There is a woman who knows who she is.' I felt like I could actually talk to you."

She stepped closer, reaching out to squeeze your forearm. Her touch was kind, the warmth of her hand seeping through your sleeve, and it made you feel like you were vibrating with a fever, a hot, prickling shame that scorched your blood. "And I really wanted to congratulate you," she said with a genuine, beaming smile. "I heard about you and Taehyung. Everyone is talking about how happy you two look. It’s so rare to see something that real in this city. You deserve that kind of steady, honest love, Y/N. Truly." "Thank you, Jae-hee," you said, your voice barely a breath, a ghostly whisper that felt hollow and dishonest. You felt like you were going to be sick, the bile rising in a sharp, bitter wave. She offered one last nod of encouragement and walked away, leaving you alone in the cold. You stood there, paralyzed, the world tilting on its axis in a dizzying, nauseating spin. Jungkook had lied by omission to everyone. He was letting his wife hope for a future that didn't exist while he used her "request for a separation" as his golden ticket to stay in your life without ever having to be truly honest with her. And all the while, the woman he was hurting the most was standing in the sun, congratulating you on your relationship with Taehyung. You looked down at your phone, and for the first time, you didn't feel loved. You felt like part of a blueprint that was designed to collapse, a structural flaw hidden behind a beautiful, curated facade.

The cold wind whipped around the corner of the building, but it didn't chill you as much as the conversation you’d just had. You watched Jae-hee’s car pull away, her words about "steady, honest love" ringing in your ears like a mocking bell. Your phone felt heavy in your hand. You looked at the screen and saw a flurry of texts from Taehyung asking how the speech went. He was waiting for you at the apartment—your shared space, the place that was supposed to be your sanctuary. He was probably already picking out a movie or checking on dinner, ready to be the person who celebrated your win. But after seeing the collateral damage of Jungkook’s lies, you couldn't bear the thought of pretending everything was fine. You hit his name and leaned your head against the cold stone, closing your eyes as the line rang. "Hey!" Taehyung answered immediately, his voice bright and full of relief. "I was just about to start on some pasta. How was it? Did you own that stage? I’ve been sitting here staring at the clock waiting for you to call." "Tae," you said softly, your voice catching. You swallowed hard, trying to keep the tremble out of your tone. "It went... it went well. The crowd was good." "I knew it," he said happily. You could hear the smile in his voice, that genuine pride that usually made you feel so safe. "I’m so proud of you, Y/N. I have a bottle of wine chilling. Hurry home, okay? I want to hear everything." "Tae, wait," you said quickly, your heart sinking. You looked out at the darkening street, feeling a wave of exhaustion hit you. "I’m on my way back now, but... I think tonight it would be better if I just had some time alone. I love you, I really do, but I’m just so overwhelmed."

The silence on the other end was sudden. It felt like the air had been sucked out of the room he was standing in. "Oh," he said tentatively, the brightness in his voice flickering out. "I thought we were going to celebrate. Is everything okay? Did something happen?" "Nothing happened, I promise," you lied, the words feeling like lead in your mouth. "It was just a lot. The speech, the people... my head is spinning. I just need to be in a dark room for a few hours. I don't think I’d be very good company tonight, and I don't want to take my mood out on you." "I don't need you to be 'good company,' Y/N," he said gently, though you could hear the hurt he was trying to suppress. "I can just be in the other room. I won't even talk to you if you need quiet. I just wanted to be near you." "I know, and I love you for that," you said, a tear finally slipping down your cheek. You wiped it away quickly, your chest aching at the distance you were forcing between you. "But I just need to breathe on my own for a little bit tonight. Please don't be upset with me. I just need tonight to myself."

 "I’m not upset," he whispered, though his voice sounded thin and unconvinced. "I just... I worry. But okay. If that's what you need to feel better, I’ll give you your space. I’ll be in the guest room or I'll stay out of your way. Just come home safe." "Thank you, Tae," you said breathlessly. "I'll see you in a bit." You lowered the phone, feeling the weight of the silence settle over you. You were going home to him, but you were bringing a ghost with you. You had just pushed away the only honest man you knew to protect the secret of a man who didn't even have the courage to tell his wife the truth. You stood in the fading light, wondering how much longer you could live under the same roof as your guilt.

You felt like you were splitting in two. Part of you was terrified of the woman you were becoming—the kind of woman who could look a grieving wife in the eye and say nothing—while the other part was desperate to finally look at the man who had caused all this and demand the truth. You pulled into your driveway and sat in the car for a long minute, the engine ticking as it cooled. You picked up your phone. Your thumb hovered over Jungkook’s name. If you were going to choose Taehyung—truly choose him and that beautiful future—you had to cut the anchor that was dragging you under. You dialed his number. He picked up on the second ring, his breath hitching as if he’d been holding it since the night before. "Y/N?" he said softly. There was no arrogance in his tone. He sounded small, almost fragile. "I’m at my apartment," you said, your voice steady despite the way your heart was hammering against your ribs. "I need you to come here. Now. But I only have a few minutes. I have a man waiting for me—Taehyung is inside—and I won't keep him waiting. Do you understand?" "I'll be there in ten minutes," he promised, his voice thick with a strange, quiet gratitude. "Thank you for calling. Just... thank you." You went upstairs and entered your apartment, but the silence inside was deafening. Taehyung wasn't there; he was at his own place, probably sitting by his phone, hurting because you had pushed him away. You had lied to Jungkook to create a boundary, a safety net of 'another man' so you wouldn't let yourself fall back into his orbit. You paced the living room, your coat still on, until the buzzer rang. You stepped out onto the landing just as the elevator doors slid open. Jungkook walked out, but he wasn't the man you remembered. He wasn't wearing a suit or a sharp coat. He was in a simple black sweater, his hair messy, his eyes rimmed with red. He looked like he hadn't slept in days. When he saw you, he stopped, his whole body relaxing as if he’d finally found a place to rest. "You came," you said, crossing your arms over your chest to keep from reaching out to him. "I told you I would," he said, stepping closer, though he kept a respectful distance. He looked at the closed door of your apartment, his expression flickering with a shadow of pain. "Is he... is he in there right now?"

"He is. And he’s the reason I can't do this for long," you said firmly, looking him in the eye. "I met Jae-hee today, Jungkook. She told me everything. She told me she didn't want a divorce, only a separation. She told me how 'patient' you’re being. Why did you lie to me? Why did you make it sound like you were the one who walked away with your head held high?" Jungkook looked down at his shoes, a pained expression crossing his face. When he looked back up, his eyes were wet. He didn't look like a master architect; he looked like a man who was finally tired of his own designs. "I didn't mean to lie, Y/N," he said, his voice cracking with a raw, desperate honesty. "I requested the divorce. I did. I told her I couldn't be the man she deserved anymore because my heart was already gone. But when she started crying... when she begged me for just a little more time to process it... I couldn't be a monster. I agreed to the separation because I wanted to be kind to her one last time. I wanted to leave with some shred of decency." He took a step toward you, his hands trembling at his sides. "I told you I was free because, in my head, I am. I’ve been yours since that night on the balcony, and I didn't want to bring the mess of my legal papers to your doorstep. I wanted to give you the version of me that was ready for you," he whispered, his gaze searching yours with an intensity that made your knees weak. "I’m not trying to play games. I’m just trying to figure out how to be a good man when I’ve spent so long being a 'perfect' one. I’m sorry I wasn't clear. I’m sorry I’m a mess."

You looked at him—really looked at him—and saw the sincerity you had been craving for years. He wasn't hiding behind plans anymore. He was standing in the wreckage, admitting he didn't know how to fix it. "I have to go back inside," you said, your voice shaking as you gestured toward the door where you had claimed Taehyung was waiting. "He's waiting for me. He’s a good man, Jungkook. A better man than I deserve right now." "I know he is," Jungkook said softly, a small, sad smile touching his lips. He reached out, his fingers grazing your hand for just a split second before he pulled back. "And if you choose him, I’ll walk away. I mean it. I want you to be happy, even if it’s not with me. But I needed you to know the truth. No more stories. Just me." He turned and walked toward the elevator, his shoulders slumped, leaving you standing in the hallway with the weight of your own lie pressing in on you. You turned the handle to your apartment and stepped into the dark, empty quiet. Taehyung wasn't there. No one was there. You were alone in the silence of your own making, caught between the man who was too good to be true and the man who was finally, painfully, being real.

The silence in your apartment is heavy, but for the first time in months, it doesn’t feel suffocating. You sit on the floor with your back against the sofa, watching the city lights flicker outside the window. Your phone lies a few feet away, face down on the hardwood. You think about Taehyung—the way he looks at you with a devotion that feels like a warm hearth in a cold winter. Then you think about Jungkook—the way he looked at you tonight with a raw, broken desperation that felt like an open wound. For years, you had been caught in the "toxic honesty" of his shadow, but tonight had been different. He hadn't tried to build a fantasy or manipulate the light. He had just stood there in his messy hair and his grief, admitting he was a wreck. He was finally trying to be a man instead of an architect. You realize that you can’t just erase him. He is a part of the person you have become, a chapter in your life that shaped you. But you also know that the romantic bridge between you is charred beyond repair. If you try to cross it again, you will both fall. You reach for your phone. You don’t call Taehyung—not yet. First, you have to settle the ghost. You type a message to Jungkook, your thumbs hovering over the glass as you choose every word with a simple, quiet clarity. I saw a person today, Jungkook. Not a masterpiece, and not a lie. Just you. I’m choosing Taehyung because he is my peace, and I won’t lose him. But I’m not going to hate you anymore. If you can truly be the man you tried to be tonight—honest and real—then maybe we can find a way to be friends. Eventually. But only if there are no more secrets. Take the time you need to finish what you started with Jae-hee. Do it right this time. You send the text with a steady hand, a long breath finally leaving your lungs. It feels like a weight has been lifted, not because you are running back to him, but because you are finally setting both of you free from the roles you were forced to play.

Then, you dial Taehyung’s number. "Y/N?" he answers on the first ring. He sounds like he’s been sitting in the dark, waiting for the world to start again. "I’m ready," you say softly, a small, genuine smile touching your lips. "I’m ready to talk about Italy. I’m ready for the lemon groves and the quiet mornings. I’m ready to be home, Tae." "Are you sure?" he asks, his voice filled with a cautious, beautiful hope. "I’ve never been more sure of anything," you say firmly, and for the first time in a long time, you aren't lying. You lean back against the sofa and close your eyes. You’ve made the right choice. You’ve chosen the light without pretending the shadows don’t exist. You are finally going to be okay.

The morning air is crisp, carrying the scent of roasted beans and damp pavement as you push open the heavy glass door of the cafe. It’s the same place where the air used to feel thick with secrets, but today, sunlight streams through the windows, hitting the wooden tables in warm, honeyed patches. You see Taehyung immediately. He’s sitting in your usual corner, bathed in that golden light, looking like a person who was made for the morning. When he catches your eye, his face breaks into a grin so bright it almost hurts to look at. Your phone vibrates in your pocket. You don't have to look to know what it is. Jungkook had replied late last night—a simple, quiet acceptance of your terms. You haven't answered him, and you don’t plan to, but the weight of that unread message feels like a live wire against your hip. You feel a strange, fluttering surge of adrenaline. You aren’t sure if you’re happy because Jungkook is finally being the man you needed him to be, or if you're happy because the ghost is finally at rest so you can be here, truly here, with Taehyung. "There she is," Taehyung says, standing up to pull out your chair. He leans in and plants a quick, soft kiss on your forehead, his skin smelling like clean linen and expensive soap. "The woman of the hour. Still glowing from the speech, I see." "I'm just caffeinated, Tae," you say with a small laugh, sliding into the seat. You watch him closely, looking for any trace of the hurt from the night before, any sign of the man who had sounded so hollow over the phone. But he’s a portrait of cheerfulness. He starts talking about a ridiculous dream he had involving a talking dog and a vintage Vespa, his hands moving animatedly as he describes the "cinematic lighting" of his subconscious. He doesn't mention the fact that you slept in separate apartments. He doesn't ask why you sounded so distant. He’s giving you the ultimate gift: a fresh start to a new day, no questions asked.

"And then," he continues, leaning across the table, his eyes sparkling with mischief, "the dog looks at me—dead serious, Y/N—and says, 'Sir, this is a pedestrian zone.' I woke up laughing so hard I almost fell out of bed. I really missed having you there to tell me to shut up and go back to sleep." "I would have told you exactly that," you reply, smiling back at him. You reach across the table, tracing the line of his thumb with your own. "You're ridiculous." "I'm your favorite kind of ridiculous," he counters, squeezing your hand. He takes a sip of his coffee, looking out the window at the bustling street. "I was thinking, since the weather is so good, maybe we should drive out to that trail by the coast this weekend? Just us. No cameras, no speeches, no gala drama. Just a lot of walking and maybe some terrible sandwiches I’ll pretend to make from scratch." He looks so happy, so settled in the idea of a future with you. The irony of your "Women in Arts" speech hits you again—the one about clarity and truth. You look at his kind, open face and then feel the silent vibration of your phone again. The "man who was waiting" last night had been a lie, but the man waiting for you now is the truth. You realize you can't go to the coast, you can't go to Italy, and you can't even finish this coffee without being the person you claimed to be on that stage. "Tae," you say, your voice shifting, becoming quieter and more grounded. You stop playing with your spoon and look him directly in the eyes. He stops mid-sentence, the playful light in his eyes dimming just a fraction, replaced by a sudden, sharp attentiveness. He sets his cup down slowly. "Yeah? What is it?" "I need to tell you something about last night," you say, your heart starting to drum a steady rhythm against your ribs. "About why I really needed to be alone."

He didn't move for a long moment, his hand still resting near yours on the table, but the warmth seemed to drain out of it instantly, leaving his skin as pale and cold as the marble tabletop. "I talked to Jungkook last night," you said, the name hitting the table like a lead weight, the sound echoing hollowly against the ceramic cups. "He came to my apartment. I told him he had to leave because you were there—even though you weren't. I just… I needed to see him one last time to get the truth about his marriage. I needed to know if he was lying." Taehyung’s jaw tightened so hard you could see the muscle pulse in his cheek, a sharp, rhythmic flicker of tension. He pulled his hand back, clenching it into a fist in his lap, his knuckles turning a stark, bloodless white. When he finally looked up at you, his eyes were swimming in a sudden, glassy sheen of tears that he refused to let fall, the dark irises shimmering with a reflected, fractured light. It wasn't the anger of a man who wanted to shout; it was the heartbreak of a man who had realized his best wasn't enough to keep your mind from wandering, a quiet realization that seemed to age him by years in a single second. "You lied to me," he whispered, his voice trembling with a raw, jagged disappointment that cut deeper than any scream, each syllable landing like a shard of glass. "I stood in that kitchen making dinner, worrying about your headache, giving you the space you asked for because I thought you were suffering. And all the while, you were standing on your landing with him? You used my name as a shield to talk to the man who ruined you?" He let out a sharp, bitter breath that was half-laugh, half-sob, the sound jagged and ugly in the quiet cafe. "God, Y/N, do you have any idea how small that makes me feel? I’m the 'safe' place you go to hide when you’re done playing with fire, but you never actually put the match down."

"Tae, please, it was about closure," you reached out, your fingers trembling toward the sleeve of his coat, but he flinched away, standing up so abruptly his chair scraped harshly against the floor, a sudden, jarring screech that cut through the low hum of the room. People at the next table glanced over, but he didn't care. "Closure is a lie you tell yourself so you can hear his voice one more time!" he snapped, his voice cracking under the weight of his own hurt. He looked down at you, his face twisted in a mix of love and pure exhaustion, the skin around his eyes tight and strained. "The Italy offer stays. The house, the lemon groves, the life I promised you—it’s all there, and it’s waiting. But I’m not going to be the person who begs you to love me anymore. When you’re around him, you become someone I don't recognize. You get needy, you get insecure, and you get toxic. You start looking for reasons to break things just to see if they'll shatter. I love you more than my own life, but I need you to choose me. Not because you're tired of him, but because you want me."

He wiped a stray tear away with the back of his hand, the gesture quick and frustrated, his expression turning cold and resolute. It was the first time you had ever seen him truly pull away, a mental curtain dropping between you. "I’m not going to talk to you again after this," he said, his voice dropping to a low, painful steadiness that felt more terrifying than his anger. "Not until you can tell me it’s over. Not a 'friendship,' not a 'closure talk,' but finished. Completely. You have the key to my place. I won’t be home tonight; I’m staying at a hotel to clear my head. If you want to go there and pack your things, go ahead. The door is open. But if you stay, if you’re there when I get back, it has to be because you are ready to fully love me without looking over your shoulder. You have the key, Y/N. But it’s up to you to decide which door you’re actually opening." Without another word, he turned and walked out of the cafe, the bell above the door chiming with a cheerful, mocking brightness. He left his coffee untouched, a thin swirl of steam rising from the dark liquid before it went flat, and the air between you freezing. You sat there in the sunlight, which now felt cold and mocking against your skin, feeling the weight of the key in your bag—a heavy, jagged piece of metal—and the crushing reality that for the first time, the "safe choice" had walked away, leaving you to finally face the wreckage alone.

The door to the cafe hadn’t even fully closed behind him before the first sob broke out of you, a raw, jagged sound that ripped through the quiet atmosphere like a physical tear. It was an ugly sound that you couldn't swallow back. You sat there, frozen in the chair, your hands pressed hard against your mouth to stifle the noise, your palms damp with the frantic heat of your breath, but the tears came anyway—thick and hot, blurring the sight of the two half-full coffee cups that now looked like the remains of a car crash, the dark liquid inside reflecting the flickering overhead lights like oil on a wet road. You felt the stares of the people around you, the sudden drop in the room’s volume until the only sound was the rhythmic hiss of the milk steamer, but you were too far gone to care about the scene you were making. Your chest felt like it was being crushed by a physical weight, as if the air itself had turned to stone. It wasn't just the fight; it was the look in Taehyung’s eyes before he walked out. He hadn’t looked angry in a way that you could argue with—he looked depleted, his vibrant light extinguished by a cold, gray exhaustion. He looked like a man who had finally reached the end of his rope and realized there was nothing left to hold onto, only the fraying threads of a promise you had repeatedly broken. "Tae..." you whispered into your palms, your voice breaking into a thousand pieces, the syllables dissolving into the scent of bitter espresso and stale cinnamon. Every word he said echoed in the silence of your head. Needy. Insecure. Toxic. It was the harshest truth anyone had ever told you, and it burned because it was right, stinging like salt in an open wound. You realized in that moment that you had been treating Taehyung like a soft place to land while you kept jumping into the fire with Jungkook. You had used his kindness as a safety net, a comfortable cushion for your own recklessness, never realizing that even a net can snap if you put too much weight on it, leaving the person beneath it to bear the brunt of the fall.

You reached into your bag, your fingers trembling violently as they brushed against the cold metal of the key to his apartment. It felt heavy, like it was made of lead, a cold anchor dragging you down into the depths of your own choices. He was giving you a choice, but he was also giving you a goodbye. The thought of walking into that apartment and seeing it empty—knowing he was in some hotel room, surrounded by sterile walls and silent hallways, because he couldn't stand to be near the version of you that Jungkook created—made you sob harder, a fresh wave of grief crashing over you. You leaned forward, resting your forehead against the cool edge of the table, the hard wood a small mercy against your burning skin, your tears dripping onto the grain. You were grieving. You were grieving the man you almost lost, the man you were trying to leave behind, and the woman you had become in the crossfire—a blurred, unrecognizable silhouette caught between two lives. You realized then that Taehyung was right: you had the key, but you couldn't just walk through the door. You had to decide if you were going to show up as the woman who needed a savior, clinging to his coat sleeves for stability, or the woman who was finally ready to be a partner, standing tall on her own two feet. You sat there for a long time, crying until your throat was raw and your eyes ached, the afternoon light shifting into long, melancholic shadows across the floor, clutching that key like a lifeline in the middle of a wreck you had built with your own hands.

You didn't go to his apartment that night. You couldn't. The thought of standing in his living room, surrounded by the scent of his cologne and the quiet evidence of the life he had built for you, felt like an intrusion. You weren't the woman he deserved yet, and you were too honest with yourself to pretend otherwise. Instead, you went back to your own place, the silence there feeling like a mirror. You sat at your desk and wrote him a message. It wasn't long, and it wasn't a plea for forgiveness. It was just the truth. “I’m not going to the apartment tonight, Tae. I need to be apart from everyone. Not just him, but you too. I need to find the version of me that doesn’t need a man to tell her she’s okay. I love you, and that’s why I’m staying away.” His reply had come hours later, brief and steady: “The offer for Italy stays. It’s on the table until you make your mind up. Take your time, Y/N. I’m not going anywhere, but I’m not waiting by the door anymore either.” The weeks that followed were defined by a strange, hollowed-out kind of peace. You threw yourself into your work with a ferocity that surprised even you. You spent twelve-hour days in the darkroom or behind the lens, capturing the sharp edges of the city. You stopped looking for the "masterpiece" and started looking for the reality. You photographed the way light hit a cracked sidewalk, the way a stranger’s hands shook while they lit a cigarette, the way a building looked when the sun set and left it in shadow. You were learning to look at the world without trying to frame it into something prettier than it was. You thought about Jungkook often, but you never reached out. You had told him that friendship was a possibility, but as the days turned into a month, you realized a hard truth: you shouldn't be the one to bridge that gap. For years, you had been the one chasing his shadow, the one trying to decode his silence, the one waiting for a crumb of his "toxic honesty." If he truly wanted to be a friend—if he truly wanted to be a man instead of an architect—he would have to be the one to prove it. You didn't need his friendship; you needed your own respect. You decided that if his name never flashed on your phone again, you would be okay with that. It would be its own kind of answer. One evening, you were sitting in your studio, the floor covered in prints from your latest series. The air smelled of chemicals and old paper. You picked up a photo of a lighthouse you had taken years ago, back when you were still a student, back before Taehyung and way before the wreckage of Jungkook. "You look different in this light," you whispered to the girl in the reflection of the studio window, your voice sounding small but clear in the quiet room. You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, noticing how steady your hands had become.

You felt a deep ache when you thought of Taehyung. It wasn't the frantic, heart-pounding anxiety you felt for Jungkook; it was a slow-burning sorrow. You missed the way he hummed while he cooked, the way he knew exactly how you liked your coffee, and the way he looked at you like you were the only thing in the world that mattered. But you also knew he was right. You had been toxic. You had been needy. You had been using his goodness as a shield against your own bad choices. You walked over to the window, looking out at the city. The lights were beginning to twinkle, thousands of little lives carrying on. You thought about the key still tucked in the velvet pocket of your purse. You weren't ready to use it yet, but for the first time, you weren't afraid of it either. "I’m choosing me first," you said quietly to the empty room, the words feeling solid and real, vibrating in the stillness until the silence itself seemed to hold its breath. You weren't waiting for a man to build a sanctuary for you anymore, a fragile house of cards waiting for the next storm. You were learning how to lay the bricks yourself, your hands steady and the mortar thick with a new, quiet resolve. The Italy trip felt like a distant dream, a beautiful "maybe" that lived on the horizon, shimmering like a mirage in the golden haze of a Tuscan afternoon. You wanted the lemon groves—the sharp, citrus scent and the way the leaves would rustle in the heat. You wanted the quiet mornings. But you wanted to go there as a whole person, not a broken project looking for a place to hide, tucked away like a flaw in a master architect’s drawing. You picked up your camera, the weight of it familiar and grounding in your palms, the cool metal casing feeling like an extension of your own reach. You had spent so long capturing other people's lives, focusing the lens on their joy and their tragedies; it was finally time to start living your own, one honest frame at a time, letting the light hit the film without any filters to soften the truth.

You sat back down at your desk and pulled out a fresh sheet of paper, the surface startlingly white and full of possibility. You didn't write to Jungkook, leaving his ghost to fade in the dim corners of the apartment. You didn't write to Taehyung. You just started a list of things you wanted to see, places you wanted to go, and the woman you were becoming—ink flowing across the page in a steady, confident rhythm. The silence wasn't your enemy anymore; it was the space where you were finally learning to hear your own voice, a clear, resonant sound that rose above the echoes of the past. And that, you realized, was the only closure you ever actually needed, a final, definitive click of the shutter on a life you no longer lived.

The vibration of your phone against the nightstand at 4:15 AM felt like a drill to the skull. You didn't need to check the screen; only Jackson Wang had the audacity to call at an hour when even the city’s ghosts were heading home. "Jackson," you groaned into the receiver, your voice a gravelly mess. "If this isn't an emergency involving a massive paycheck, I’m going to block you for the next forty-eight hours." "It’s better than an emergency," Jackson’s voice boomed, crackling with an energy that suggested he’d been awake for hours. "It’s The Eclipse. I need you on-site in an hour. Pack your gear. Everything you have." You sat up, the name of the club sending a sharp, unexpected jolt through your chest. The Eclipse. "Jackson, what are you talking about? Why am I going back there at dawn?" you asked, rubbing your eyes. You hadn't been to the club since the opening night a month ago, and even then, you had been a guest, not a professional. "The club is already launched. I thought you were done with the hype." "I'm never done with the hype," Jackson chirped. "Listen, I just got word that a major architectural digest wants to run a feature. They didn't want the party photos from the opening; they want the 'soul' of the building. And I told them nobody captures the 'soul' of a structure better than you. Consider this your official commission for the review." "A review?" You leaned back against your headboard. You hadn't expected the building to get this much traction so fast. "Fine. But I’m charging you the 'unholy hour' premium rate." "Charge me whatever you want, just get here! Oh, and I’ve already got Lee Minho there setting up the wide-angles. You two hit it off at the opening last month, right? I figured you'd be the perfect duo." You smiled to yourself. You and Minho had been college acquaintances—the kind who mostly traded snarky comments in the darkroom—but running into him at the club's opening a month ago had been a breath of fresh air. Amidst the flashing lights and the heavy, confusing weight of your own thoughts that night, his familiar, loud laughter had been a needed distraction.

"Yeah, he’s alright for a guy who still uses a neck strap," you joked, already swinging your legs out of bed. "I’ll be there in forty." Driving to the waterfront, your hands gripped the steering wheel a little too tightly. You knew this building. You had been there for the opening, but your memories of that night were a blur of champagne and a heavy, lingering conversation with Taehyung. This was where you had stood in the shadows of the mezzanine with him, feeling the steady, safe pull of his presence. That was where you had kissed him—the place where you had finally tried to choose safety over the storm. But as you pulled up to the curb, you shook the memory away. Today, you weren't a woman running from her feelings; you were a photographer with a job to do. Inside, the air was still and smelled of expensive cedar and cold concrete. "Hey! Watch the tripod, you’re in my light!" You looked up to see Minho standing near the central bar, his denim jacket covered in dust. He looked just as energized as he had a month ago. "Minho!" you called out, a genuine grin breaking through your professional exterior. "I see you’re still as dramatic as ever on a set. You look like you haven't left since the opening party." Minho turned, his eyes widening before a mischievous smirk spread across his face. He set his camera down and jogged over, pulling you into a quick, boisterous hug. "If it isn't the 'Eye of the Storm.' I was wondering when Jackson was going to call in the cavalry. I’ve been trying to shoot this marble for an hour, but it’s so dark I’m basically guessing at this point. How’ve you been since the party? You disappeared pretty early after that… uh, walk on the mezzanine." "I just needed some air," you lied easily, feeling a sudden, lighthearted ease in his presence. "And maybe you just need better lenses, Minho. I told you that in college, and it’s clearly still true." "Ouch. Still biting, I see," he laughed. Jackson emerged from the back office, looking sharp and frantic as always. He clapped his hands together, his eyes darting between the two of you. "Good, the dream team is reunited. Minho, stop flirting with my lead photographer. We have six hours before the cleaners come in to prep for the night shift." "We’re not flirting, Jackson, I’m complaining about the lack of photons in this cave," Minho joked, elbowing you gently.

For the next few hours, the work took over. You and Minho moved through the club like a well-oiled machine. You joked about the "fashionable" crowd you'd seen here a month ago, teased him about the time he dropped a Leica into the Han River back in school, and mocked Jackson’s "visionary" demands. In the rhythm of the shutter clicks, the confusing weight of your life—the guilt over Taehyung, the lingering ghost of your past—seemed to dissolve. You were just a professional. You were in control. "Last shot of the atrium," you called out, crouching low to capture the way the morning light hit the charcoal-colored floor. "I think we’ve officially made this place look like a masterpiece, Jackson." "It is a masterpiece," Jackson said, checking his watch. He looked toward the main entrance, his expression shifting into one of deep respect. "And perfect timing. The brain behind the beauty just arrived. He wanted to see how the light interacts with the concrete before we pack up." You stood up, wiping a stray hair from your forehead, expecting a representative from the design firm or some older, stuffy architect. "You really need to meet him," Jackson said, beckoning someone from the shadows of the foyer. "This guy is a genius. A bit of a perfectionist, but his work speaks for itself. It’s a great opportunity for you to network." You turned, a polite, professional comment about the building’s structural integrity already forming on your tongue.

The man stepped into the light, the harsh overhead glow catching the sharp angles of his face and casting long, intimidating shadows across the polished floor. He was dressed entirely in black, his tailored coat making his shoulders look imposing and sharp, the heavy wool absorbing the light as if he were a void in the center of the room. He moved with a quiet, predatory grace that made the cavernous room feel suddenly, claustrophobically small, the air turning thick and stagnant with every measured step he took. His dark hair was styled back, revealing a face that looked like it had been carved from the same unforgiving stone as the walls around you, cold, beautiful, and entirely devoid of mercy. Your heart didn't just skip; it stopped, a sudden, hollow ache blooming in your chest. The camera in your hand suddenly felt like a weight designed to pull you under, the metal strap biting into your neck like a heavy chain. The architect wasn't a stranger. Jeon Jungkook. He stopped a few feet away, his dark, piercing eyes locking onto yours with an intensity that felt like a physical strike, pinning you to the spot until you forgot how to breathe. He didn't look surprised to see you; instead, a slow, calculated flicker of recognition crossed his features. He looked like he had been waiting for you to find him in the dark, like a spider patient at the center of a perfectly constructed web. The silence following Jungkook’s arrival didn't last long, mostly because Jackson Wang was physically incapable of letting a room stay quiet for more than five seconds. “Jeon! You’re finally here!” Jackson bellowed, stepping forward to clap Jungkook on the shoulder with enough force to shake a lesser man. “I was just telling these two that the building is a masterpiece, though Minho here thinks it’s a bit ‘dark.’ I told him that’s because he has no soul.”

Jungkook finally broke his gaze from yours, a small, genuine laugh bubbling up from his chest. It was a sound you hadn't heard in a long time—lighter and more relaxed than the staged, sharp chuckles he used to give at high-end gallery openings. “Maybe Minho just needs a better flashlight, Jackson,” Jungkook said, his voice smooth and melodic. “See? That’s what I said!” you chimed in, finding your voice through the sheer absurdity of the situation. You forced a grin, clutching your camera like a lifeline. “I told him in college he needed better lenses, and he’s clearly still struggling with the basics.” Minho threw his hands up in mock despair. “I am being attacked from all sides! Jackson, I’m quitting. I’m going to go shoot weddings. At least brides are nice to me.” The four of you fell into a surprisingly easy rhythm. Jackson was a whirlwind of energy, drifting from corner to corner, pointing out the "VIP vibes" and the "industrial chic" of the concrete. To your surprise, Jungkook was right there with him, riffing on Jackson’s ridiculous ideas. They leaned against the matte black bar, laughing together as Jackson described a botched shipment of velvet stools that ended up being neon pink. For a moment, the tension in your chest loosened. It was almost possible to forget that this was the man who had dismantled your confidence piece by piece. Here, in the daylight, he just seemed like a talented architect joking around with his friend. “But seriously,” Jackson said, leaning his weight against the bar and looking at you with a wide, knowing grin. “I’m surprised you even answered my call this morning. If I had a guy like Taehyung waiting at home for me, I’d never leave the house. Honestly, Y/N, you hit the jackpot with that one. He’s probably the only man in Seoul who can actually handle your temper and make it look like a hobby.” The laughter died in your throat. You didn't say anything, your fingers tightening around the grip of your Canon. You felt Jungkook’s presence shift beside you—a subtle sharpening of his posture. Jackson, completely oblivious to the history between you and the architect, just kept going. “I ran into him the other day, Jeon,” Jackson said, turning toward Jungkook. “This girl’s man? Absolute saint. He’s exactly what she needs—someone stable, someone who actually keeps her grounded while she’s out here chasing shadows. They’re the perfect match.”

You kept your eyes fixed on a small scratch on the marble bar, your heart hammering against your ribs. You didn't want to see Jungkook’s face. You didn't want to see him process the fact that you were with someone else—someone who was the polar opposite of the "toxic honesty" he had once fed you. Jungkook was quiet for a beat too long. He looked down at the floor, then back at you. When he spoke, the coolness had vanished, replaced by a relaxed, almost "bully-ish" playfulness that took you completely off guard. ““Perfect match?” Jungkook repeated, a smirk playing on his lips, the expression sharp and mocking, yet underlined by a deep, unsettling confidence. He turned his body toward you, leaning back against the bar with his arms crossed, his presence occupying the space with the effortless gravity of someone who owned everything he looked at. “I don't know, Jackson. He sounds a bit too neat for her, don't you think? Look at her gear bag. It’s disorganized, the straps are frayed, and she probably hasn't cleaned her sensor in three months.” “Hey!” you protested, finally looking up, relieved by the change in tone even if he was picking on you, though the sudden heat in your cheeks felt more like a fever than a flush. “My bag is 'organized chaos,' and my sensor is pristine, thank you very much.” “It’s a disaster,” Jungkook countered, his eyes dancing with a light that felt dangerously familiar—a shimmering, dark magnetism that seemed to pull the oxygen right out of your lungs. “You always were a bit of a flight risk when it came to maintenance. You’re too busy chasing the light to worry about the equipment, tripping over the details because you’re looking at the stars. It’s a miracle your photos even come out in focus.” He was teasing you. It wasn't the clinical dissection he used to perform on your personality; it was the kind of ribbing you’d expect from a rival or a long-lost friend. It was light, funny, and strangely intimate. “I’ll have you know my focus is the only thing keeping this review from being a complete flop,” you retorted, regaining your footing. “Without me, your building just looks like a very expensive parking garage.”

Jungkook laughed, a rich, warm sound that vibrated in the small space between you. “A parking garage? Ouch. That’s low, even for you.” He stepped a fraction closer, the playful smirk softening into something more grounded. “But I suppose that’s why I didn't mind when Jackson said he’d hired you. You’re the only person I know who can make raw concrete look like a living, breathing thing.” He paused, his gaze traveling over your face with a steady, quiet intensity that made the surrounding club feel like it was fading away. “You’ve gotten better,” he said quietly, a genuine compliment buried under the layers of his earlier teasing. “The way you’ve framed the atrium… it’s honest. It’s the best work I’ve seen from you. Maybe having a 'perfect man' around is good for your eye, even if you’re still a mess with your cables.” Your heart gave a small, traitorous leap. That tiny spark of charm—the way he could make a single sentence feel like a coronation—hit you right in the center of your chest. You hated that he still had the power to do it, to make you feel "seen" in a way that felt like a reward for your growth. Jackson clapped his hands, breaking the spell. “See! Even the master architect approves! Now, since the 'Perfect Couple' talk clearly made everyone weirdly productive, let’s finish these mezzanine shots. Minho, move that light! Jungkook, stop bullying my staff!” “I’m not bullying,” Jungkook said, pushing off the bar with a wink that was meant for you alone. “I’m critiquing. There’s a difference.”

He began to walk toward the stairs, his movements fluid and confident. You stood there for a second, your heart hammering against your ribs, trying to remember why you were supposed to be staying away from the storm. The chaotic energy of the morning finally began to settle into a low hum. Minho had packed up his gear with a dramatic flourish, pointing a finger at you and Jungkook as he backed toward the exit. "This is it! I’m done with concrete. I’m doing weddings! At least people in love don’t critique my ISO settings!" Jackson’s laughter followed him out, but soon even the club owner was preoccupied, ushered into the plush VIP lounge by a team of reporters for the exclusive interview. The massive atrium of The Eclipse felt cavernous now, the silence pressing in against the raw stone walls. You stood by the main bar, checking your lens caps, keeping yourself busy so you wouldn't have to look at the man standing twenty feet away. But the distance didn't last. You could hear the slow, rhythmic click of his leather boots against the polished floor. Jungkook stopped a few feet away, his hands shoved into the pockets of his dark coat. He didn't crowd you this time. He just stood there, watching the way the dust motes danced in the morning light. "Are you okay?" he asked quietly. His voice had lost the teasing edge he’d used in front of Jackson. It was just him—grounded, calm, and unsettlingly direct. "I’m fine, Jungkook," you said, finally looking up. You offered a small, weary smile to prove it. "Just a long morning. You?" "I’m good," he said, tilting his head back to look at the ceiling he had designed. "Busy. I’ve been spending most of my time in the industrial district lately. There’s an old glass factory I’m trying to turn into a gallery. It’s stubborn. Like someone I used to know."

You let out a soft snort, a genuine laugh catching you off guard. "Still making everything a metaphor for your personal struggles? Some things never change." Jungkook’s lips quirked into that small, boyish smile that always felt like a secret. "Maybe. I actually found something at a small antique shop near the site last week. A vintage Leica from the fifties. It’s beautiful, though it needs a lot of work. I’ve been keeping it on the nightstand in my hotel room. I haven't even tried to load film in it yet. I just… I look at it and think about how you’d tell me I’m holding it wrong." You laughed again, more naturally this time. "You probably would be. You have no respect for the mechanics, only the aesthetic." "Probably," he admitted. He stepped a little closer, leaning one hip against the bar. His expression turned slightly more serious, though he kept his tone light. "I haven't spoken to my wife about the finer details of the divorce since the last time we talked. There’s a lot of paperwork, a lot of lawyers. But I’m sure about it. I’m never going back. That structure was built on a bad foundation—my mistake, not hers."

You shifted your weight, the mention of his marriage usually a sore spot, but today it felt like he was simply reporting the news. "I’ve spent the last ten years not being single," he continued, looking out over the empty dance floor. "It’s… a challenge. Learning how to be a person when there isn't someone there to curate my image for me. But I feel good. Lighter, I think. Even if I’m still a mess when the sun goes down." He turned his gaze back to you, his dark eyes softening. "I’ve thought about writing to you. A dozen times. I’d pick up my phone, type out something incredibly profound or incredibly stupid, and then I’d remember what you told me last time. That Taehyung was waiting for you in your apartment." You looked down at your camera, a faint flush creeping up your neck. "I figured the last thing you needed was a ghost from your past hauntng your phone while you were trying to build a 'safe' life," Jungkook murmured. He reached out, his fingers brushing a stray strap on your camera bag—the one he’d teased you about earlier. "And I didn't want to be the one to remind you that sometimes, safety is just another word for a beautiful cage. Even if your man is a saint." You looked up at him, caught between the charm of his honesty and the reality of your life. "He is a saint, Jungkook. He's patient. He's kind." "I know he is," Jungkook said, his voice dropping to a low, melodic rasp. "That’s why I stayed away. But seeing you here today… seeing you work…" He shook his head, a small, admiring smile on his face. "I forgot how much you look like you’re on fire when you’re behind a lens. It’s the only thing in this building more impressive than my lighting plan." You couldn't help it; you laughed, a bright, clear sound that echoed in the atrium. "You are such a liar. You love your lighting plan more than anything." "Second favorite," he corrected, his eyes locking onto yours with that familiar, magnetic pull. "At best."

He looked at you, his thumb tracing the rim of an empty glass with a slow, rhythmic deliberation that felt like a countdown, waiting for your response to his comment. "Actually," you started, your voice slightly tight as you began to pack your lens away, your fingers fumbling momentarily with the plastic cap. "I don't stay at his apartment anymore." Jungkook’s hand stilled, his thumb freezing against the glass as if he had just been turned to ice. He didn't say anything, but the air between you sharpened, thickening with a sudden, electric tension that made the hair on your arms stand up. You could feel his gaze heavy on the side of your face, a dark, possessive weight that demanded your full attention. "Taehyung broke it off," you continued, finally looking up to meet his eyes, your own reflection caught in the bottomless depths of his pupils. "I told him the truth—that I met you for a talk in front of my apartment. He knew then that things had changed.” Jungkook straightened up, his brow furrowed, the cocky architect persona slipping for a moment. He looked at you with a rare, quiet gravity. "I’m sorry," he murmured, his voice dropping an octave, sounding rough and genuinely vulnerable. "I’m sorry if I’m the one who caused that. I didn't come back to dismantle your life." "It’s not your fault," you said, the words tumbling out before you could filter them. You took a step closer, the distance between you narrowing until you could smell the cedarwood of his coat again. "It’s not your fault that I’m drawn to you. It never was."

Your heart stopped the moment the words left your lips. The honesty of it was too raw, too loud in the empty room. You hadn't meant to admit it—not out loud, not to him—but it was the absolute truth. You were a moth that had finally realized the flame was dangerous, yet you were still circling. Jungkook’s eyes sparked. The heavy empathy in his expression vanished, replaced by a sudden, brilliant flash of that old, magnetic light. A slow, mischievous grin spread across his face—the kind that made his eyes crinkle and the atmosphere turn electric. "Drawn to me, huh?" he repeated, his voice silky and full of a sudden, playful confidence, the words vibrating in the low register of his throat. He took a deliberate step into your space, the scent of his expensive, woodsy cologne suddenly enveloping you, his head tilting as he looked down at you. "Careful, Y/N, if you keep saying things like that, I might start to think you actually like my personality more than my architecture." He leaned down slightly, his face inches from yours, his tone shifting into something dangerously flirtatious, his dark eyes searching yours with a heat that made the back of your neck prickle. "And here I thought you were just here for the lighting. If I’d known I was the main attraction, I would’ve dressed better for the occasion." You let out a huff of laughter, feeling the tension break into something giddy and light, the heavy air finally snapping like a taut wire. "Oh, please. You know you look good and you spent at least twenty minutes on that hair." "Thirty," he corrected with a wink, the corner of his mouth curving into a boyish, devastating grin, his hand coming up to rest on the bar right next to yours, his pinky finger just barely grazing the edge of your hand. "But who's counting?" The heavy air between you finally broke, dissolving into a rhythm that felt less like a confrontation and more like a shared secret. Jungkook’s laugh was surprisingly light, a sharp contrast to the brooding architect persona he wore for the press.

"Thirty minutes on the hair, really?" you teased, tucking a stray wire into your bag. "I’ve seen you roll out of bed and look like a magazine cover. Don't lie to me." "It’s the concrete dust," he joked, leaning back against the bar and running a hand through the dark strands. "It adds volume. Architects call it 'structural integrity.' You wouldn't understand, you just care about the lighting." "Oh, please. If I didn't care about 'structural integrity,' I wouldn't have spent ten minutes trying to figure out why you put a giant, pointless pillar in the middle of the VIP lounge." Jungkook gasped, a hand flying to his chest in mock offense. "That pillar is a load-bearing masterpiece. It’s a statement on the weight of modern existence!" "It’s a statement on how to make sure nobody can see the dance floor from the expensive seats," you retorted, earning a genuine, crinkle-eyed grin from him. A group of younger staff members and a few early-arriving "influencers" drifted through the atrium, whispering as they spotted him. Even from a distance, it was clear why he was the darling of the industry. He wasn't just a designer; he was a presence. He caught the eye of a nervous intern who had almost tripped over a cable, giving her a quick, encouraging wink and a "Careful there" that left her beaming for the next ten minutes. He had that effect on people—a magnetic, effortless charm that made everyone feel like they were part of his curated world. "See?" you whispered, nodding toward the starstruck staff. "You're a menace. You’re going to have a fan club by the time the sun is fully up." "I only care about the opinion of one photographer," he murmured, his voice dropping into that low, flirtatious register again. He straightened up, his eyes scanning the mezzanine. "But if you’re done mocking my pillars, I want to show you something. It’s not on the floor plan Jackson gave the press." "A secret room?" you asked, your curiosity piqued. "Is it where you hide your failed blueprints?" "It’s the Sound Shell," he said, his expression softening with a hint of pride. "The acoustics are perfect. It’s tucked behind the main stage, through the service tunnel. It’s the only place in this entire building where you can’t hear the city outside." He didn't wait for an answer. He simply reached out, his fingers briefly brushing against your wrist—a silent invitation—before leading the way through the shadows of the stage. The room was small, circular, and lined with dark, sound-dampening velvet and brushed copper. It felt like stepping into a jewelry box. There were no windows, only a soft, amber glow emanating from hidden LED strips along the floor. In the center sat two low, oversized leather chairs. The silence was absolute, a heavy, velvet blanket that made your own breathing sound like a roar. Jungkook walked to the center of the room and sat down in one of the chairs, stretching his long legs out and looking up at you. "No cameras for a minute," he said softly. "Just sit." You sat in the chair beside him, the leather sighing under your weight, and waited.

The silence in the Sound Shell was heavy, thick with the scent of cedarwood and the low, amber glow of the hidden lights. Jungkook leaned back in the oversized leather chair, his presence commanding the small space without him having to say a single word. He looked incredible. He’d unbuttoned the top of his shirt, and the fabric strained slightly across his broad shoulders, hinting at the powerful, lean muscle beneath. As he shifted, the light caught the column of his throat, tracing the sharp, masculine line of his jaw. Your eyes were helplessly glued to his mouth, specifically the silver hoop of his lip piercing, which looked cold and sharp against the soft, dark flush of his bottom lip. Every time he took a slow breath, the metal glinted, a tiny, provocative detail that made your pulse race in a frantic, uneven rhythm. His skin looked unnaturally smooth in the warm light, like polished alabaster, and the way his veins feathered across the back of his hands as he gripped the armrests in a tight, tethered display of restraint made a knot of heat tighten in your stomach. He didn't move for a long time. He just watched you with a dark, steady intensity that felt like a physical touch, his gaze tracing the curve of your jaw and the pulse at your throat as if he were memorizing a blueprint. "You're very quiet," he finally whispered, the words ghosting against your cheek. The sound of his voice in the acoustic chamber was crisp, vibrating right through your skin and settling deep in your bones. He didn't launch into a grand confession. Instead, he reached out and took your hand, his fingers surprisingly warm against your own chilled skin. He didn't just hold it; he traced the lines of your palm with his thumb, a slow, deliberate motion that felt more intimate than a kiss, as if he were trying to map out your future within the creases of your hand. "I've missed this," he said simply, his gaze locked on yours, his voice thick with a sudden, uncharacteristic vulnerability. "Just being in a room where it’s just me and you. No noise. No one else.” The way he looked at you—with a quiet, hungry sort of devotion—made you feel like the only person left in the world. Then, the atmosphere shifted. The softness in his eyes didn't disappear, but it was overtaken by something sharper, more desperate. He stood up slowly, his tall frame looming over you, and pulled you up with him. His hands slid from your waist to the small of your back, his large palms spanning the distance easily as he pressed you against the velvet-lined wall. The heat radiating from his chest was overwhelming. He leaned in, burying his face in the crook of your neck, his breath hot against your sensitive skin. "I’ve been going out of my mind," he breathed, his voice a low, rough rasp. "Thinking about you. Wondering if I’d ever get to be this close to you again." He pulled back just enough to look you in the eye, his thumb catching on your lower lip and tugging it down just a fraction. His eyes were dark, almost black, and the sheer want in them was enough to make your knees weak.

I don't want to be your safe harbor," he murmured, his face inches from yours. "I want to be the one you can't stop thinking about. The one you're willing to break all your rules for." He didn't wait for a response. He leaned in further, his nose brushing against yours, his lips hovering just a hair's breadth from your own, leaving you suspended in the agonizing tension of what was about to happen. You knew, with every logical fiber of your being, how wrong this was. This was the man who had dismantled your confidence, who had treated your heart like a draft he could just crumple up and toss away. He had broken you, and here you were, pinned against a velvet wall, your pulse hammering in your throat just because he was looking at you. But as his nose brushed against yours, the scent of him—that intoxicating mix of cedar and clean skin—drugged your senses. It felt terrifyingly good. It felt like coming home to a house you knew was haunted, but the warmth of the hearth was too tempting to leave. Your breath hitched, a soft, traitorous sound that escaped your lips before you could choke it back. Jungkook noticed. A dark, predatory glint sparked in his eyes, the iris narrowing until the black of his pupil seemed to bleed into the dark chocolate of his gaze, and his grip on your waist tightened, his large hands pulling you flush against the hard line of his thighs until you could feel the rhythmic, heavy thud of his heart through his tailored trousers. He leaned in, his lips ghosting over the sensitive shell of your ear, his warm breath sending a violent shiver down your spine. "Look at you," he rasped, his voice dropping into a low, filthy register that made your knees buckle, the vibration of his tone echoing in the very marrow of your bones. "You look so fucking needy, Y/N. What's the matter? He didn't know how to handle you? You haven't been properly fucked yet?" The bluntness of his words sent a shock of lightning straight to your core, a searing current that left you breathless and trembling. It was crude, it was arrogant, and it was exactly the kind of "toxic honesty" that had always held you captive, a familiar cage made of velvet and jagged glass. He pulled back just enough to look you in the eye, his thumb sliding into your mouth, dragging across your tongue with a rough, possessive friction before hooking over your lower lip. "You're shaking," he murmured, his eyes fixed on your mouth with a terrifying hunger, a gaze that stripped away every defense you had spent months building. "Do you want me to fingerfuck you right here against this wall? Want me to keep going until you realize you’re still mine? Until you admit you love me again?" He didn't wait for you to answer. His hand slid down from your back, his fingers tracing the curve of your hip with a slow, agonizing deliberation before pressing firmly against the junction of your thighs. Even through the fabric of your clothes, the pressure was agonizingly perfect, a pinpoint of white-hot heat

in the center of your being. You let out a choked moan, your head falling back against the velvet which felt cool and plush against your heated skin as he began a slow, rhythmic motion that made your vision blur. "Yeah," he whispered, his lips finding the pulse point in your neck and biting down just hard enough to leave a mark, a stinging brand of ownership that pulsed in time with your racing heart. "That's it. Forget about being safe. Forget about him. Just feel how much you still want me." The friction was building, a relentless, searing heat that threatened to consume everything, like a wildfire racing through dry timber. You were drowning in him, lost in the raw, hyper-sexual energy that only Jungkook could ignite, hating yourself for how much you needed the very thing that had destroyed you, the dark, addictive gravity of his presence pulling you under. The friction of his hand against you was a slow, agonizing burn, and you could feel your resolve crumbling with every rhythmic press, the steady, relentless thrum making it impossible to think. You tilted your head back, your eyes fluttering shut as you tried to find a reason to push him away, the scent of his cologne—rich wood and cold spice—filling your senses. "This is... so wrong," you managed to gasp, your voice trembling, the words feeling fragile and thin in the heavy air. "You broke me, Jungkook. You walked away and left me to pick up the pieces, and now you’re back and I’m just... I’m right back here." And in that moment, something in you went completely still. Not from fear, and not from any last shred of virtue you were still pretending to have. But from a cold, nauseating clarity — the kind that hits you like a light switched on in a room you’ve been deliberately keeping dark. You knew exactly what you were doing. You knew Taehyung had marshmallows in his cupboard and maps of Italy spread across his kitchen table. You knew Jae-hee existed, that Jungkook’s divorce was a promise made of the same material as every other promise he’d ever handed you — beautiful, load-bearing, and hollow at the core. You knew that tomorrow morning you would wake up with the scent of cedarwood on your skin and a weight in your chest that no amount of black coffee would dissolve. You hadn’t lost yourself in him. You hadn’t forgotten. You were choosing. And that — the fact that the choice was conscious, lucid, and entirely your own — was the only thing in that room more frightening than he was. "It’s not wrong if it’s the only thing that feels real," he whispered, his lips brushing against the sensitive skin of your jaw with the softness of a secret. He didn't slow down; if anything, his touch became more insistent, more demanding, his movements gaining a desperate, hungry momentum. "Forget about the past for a second. Forget about everything but how much you want this." He pulled back, his eyes dark and dilated, looking at you with a raw, terrifying honesty. The arrogance was gone, replaced by a desperate kind of devotion that made your heart ache even as your body screamed for him, a look of such profound longing it felt like a physical weight.

"Let me make you feel good," he rasped, his voice thick with a sudden, overwhelming emotion, a vulnerability that fractured the polished surface of his architect persona. "Just like you deserve. I know I fucked up, I know I was a coward. But let me love you. Just say it... say you’d let me love you again." He leaned in, his forehead resting against yours, his breath hot and frantic, his sweat-dampened hair grazing your skin. "If you want to cum, Y/N, you have to tell me you're mine. You make me so fucking crazy. I’ve never stopped... I love you so fucking much it’s killing me." The weight of his confession hit you harder than the physical pleasure, a tidal wave of truth that threatened to sweep away the last of your shore. He wasn't just talking dirty anymore; he was pleading. His hand moved with a sudden, expert intensity, his fingers sliding into you with a slick, perfect precision that made you cry out, the sound sharp and desperate in the quiet room, your fingers digging into the silk of his shirt, the expensive fabric bunching and twisting beneath your grip. "Say it," he groaned, his teeth grazing your earlobe as he drove you toward the edge, his body tensing as he pushed you higher and higher into the light. "Tell me you want me to finish what I started. Tell me you want me to stay." You were hovering on the brink, your vision swimming with the amber light and the dark velvet of the room, the world dissolving into a haze of gold and shadow. Every muscle in your body was taut, waiting for the release he was holding just out of reach, your heart hammering against your ribs like a bird in a cage. You looked at him—at the man who had destroyed you and the only man who could make you feel this alive—and for the first time, you didn't want to be safe. You just wanted him. He held you through it, his arms a solid, unyielding brace as the waves of pleasure crashed over you, his thumb catching a stray tear on your cheek as he watched you with an intensity that was almost painful to look at. He waited until your breathing began to even out, until the room stopped spinning, and then he leaned in, pressing his forehead against yours, the silence between you heavy with the scent of sex and salt. His fingers were still slick with you, a physical reminder of how easily he could still reach the parts of you that you tried to keep locked away, the cooling moisture a stark contrast to the heat still radiating from your bodies. "I meant it," he whispered, his voice cracking with a vulnerability that felt more real than anything he’d said in the atrium. "Every word. I don't just want to be the mistake you keep making. I want to be the man who stays this time." He pulled back just enough to look you in the eye, his dark pupils blown wide until they almost entirely eclipsed the brown of his eyes. "I know I don’t deserve it. I know I’m the last person who should be asking for anything from you. But give me a second chance. Not to be your 'project,' but to actually love you the way I should have from the start."

He reached down, bringing his hand up to cup your jaw, the scent of you and him mixing in the tight space between your bodies, a raw, intoxicating perfume. He looked desperate, raw, and terrifyingly sincere. "I'm not going away again," he murmured, his thumb grazing your lip piercing one last time, the cool metal clicking softly against his skin. "Just tell me you'll think about it. Tell me it's not too late for us."

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hi i need ur profile where’d u get it😭😭😭

Do you mean my profile picture with bald Jungkook? I found it like 2 years ago on Pinterest but I can’t find it anymore 😭

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I found it!!

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hi i need ur profile where’d u get it😭😭😭

Do you mean my profile picture with bald Jungkook? I found it like 2 years ago on Pinterest but I can’t find it anymore 😭

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I’m gonna tweak out on OC

LET ME AT HER LET ME AT HER

Go, sister!

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goddamn heretic is so addictive

THANKS, BABE!

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i feel like rn isnt the fault of jungkook it only the oc thats fufked up, but i can relate to her so much ive bene there sisi

Partially true and that’s exactly what makes her so hard to watch. She sees every manipulation in real time, names it, understands it, and walks toward it anyway. That gap between knowing and doing is the most human thing in this story. The reason you relate to her isn’t because she’s weak. It’s because she’s honest. But Jungkook not being visible doesn’t make him innocent- the most dangerous people rarely look dangerous.

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it would be so hot if we could see Taehyung stepping up his game more and kinda leave that “soft” persona we’ve seen until now to increase his chances & proving the point that he is the actual MAN for her 😩❤️

Oh, I hear you! 🫦 There is something so satisfying about the "quiet/stable" guy finally snapping and showing exactly what he’s capable of when he wants something.

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So i saw the ask about this being a very good ff so i went to read it....and girl they didn't lieeee 😫 IT WAS SOO GOOD I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART

Omg, thank you so much for giving it a chance! 😭 That makes me so happy to hear.

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he is stable (taehyung) you are deep (jungkook) 🥹🥹

That is such a perfect way to put it. 😭

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Gurl I hope asshole Jk gets his shit together in part two 😭 If he doesn’t maybe Tae can get his shot at oc, idk LOL

But you ateeeee your latest fic UP - so much so I want to bury Jk alive 🙂

Honestly, same, burying him sounds like a solid plan at this point with all that emotional stress he's putting oc through. 😆😆😆

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girl i have to say it’s honestly so refreshing to read a good jungkook fic in a while, you are very talented and i can’t wait for part 2!

Thank you so much! 😭 Honestly, that means the world to me. I’m working my ass off to finish Part 2 tonight, but I’m at my parents' house right now and there are so many things I have to help with!

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it’s not even like i’m hoping for JK and oc to end up together but girl the manipulation and the emotional stress he caused her? yeah no 😩

Same. 💀 A prison might be the only building he hasn't designed yet, but he’s definitely earned himself a cell with all that manipulation.

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Guys, I’ve been staring at my laptop for hours because your comments on the last part literally blew me away. 😭 Honestly, seeing so many kind words made me want to give you the best version of Part 2 possible.

I’m working super hard on it right now—I still have two more scenes to write and then a full round of editing to make sure everything hits right. I’m really hoping to post it later today if I can finish in time! Fingers crossed. 🤞💜

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Are you trying to destroy us? Because the scene in the rain literally gutted me.

Lmao, I promise I'm not just trying to destroy you! 💀 😿Writing that was my way of showing her impostor syndrome in action. I’ve personally experienced that feeling of trying to find meaning in someone’s messy, empty phrases, so I had to make the writing feel just as blurry.

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Is there going to be more parts to Heretic?? You’re an amazing writer and I don’t want to say goodbye to the world you’ve built yet 😭

You're honestly so sweet, thank you! 🥺 Don't worry, we're definitely not saying goodbye yet. And since the 'fog' has finally left our mind, you can expect the writing in the next parts to feel different too- sharper and more intentional. The story is going to shift in a way I’m really excited for you to experience. We’re not done yet, not even close!

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Who gave you the right to break Taehyung’s heart like this?? 😭 My poor baby deserves better than being an 'exit strategy'!

Lmao, I’m officially apologizing to everyone (and Tae) for this. 💀 It hurts to see him like this, but his story is far from over.

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Heretic was so good!! Gosh Taehyung is a keeper😭💜

Thank you!!!! I knowww, we honestly don't deserve him. 😭 He’s such a breath of fresh air after all that JK drama.

Just wait and see how he handles everything that's coming in the next parts!!!